Chapter 23

I got up the moment I opened my eyes, huffing and almost out of breath. My heart beats fast like it's being chased and I was holing my chest because of that nightmare. It was a dream... All of it was just part of my dream, but why does it feel like it's true? Why am I still hearing her voice and laugh? Why is everything still echoing in my mind like it was being replayed over and over again? Dreams aren't true, right? 

But if it is, then that's meant to warn me, to make me realize something, and to open my eyes for I have been blinded by sorrow and misery all my life without even trying to find the reason why I'm here and what destiny is planning to make out of me. If my parents were selfish with their forbidden love, then should I be selfish too? Should I try breaking the rule too? But if I will, then I'll need to expect the consequences that'll follow, look at me now, paying for the consequences that I'm not even aware of. I still am a half-vampire, I know that, and he