EUDORA. As Zena would say, “I fucked up.” I messed up so bad on my first time even when I thought I had it all under control. I was wrong, I had nothing under control and as the Alpha chased me out of this room in the wee hours of that morning, I contemplated running out the front door of the house and not return to the room I was still having sleepless nights in.I couldn’t tell why I couldn’t sleep but my mind zeroed continuously around being able to hear Alpha Rex breathe through the thin layer of the wall and also being so close to him than ever before and no, the walls did nothing to make it feel better. I was nervous…could he hear me breathe too? Did I breathe too heavily? Was my scent too much for him to handle? The thoughts kept me up all night and I tried to keep my nerves in check by reading a book from Zena’s shelf. Somehow, his steady breathing assured me that he was asleep and I would admit that regularity of it was in a way…calming. I was wide awake when I noticed th
EUDORA.I blinked rapidly, slowly setting my cutlery down at the same time every other person did. Alpha Rex was still as cool and composed as ever, like he didn’t just ruffle more than a few feathers with his words. “I…I do not understand you.” I said in a voice that was slightly above a whisper. Somehow, hearing Leticia talk made me so conscious about how my voice sounded to the Alpha's ears. No doubt like rough gravel. Just like that, I unlocked another insecurity. But that was the least of my worries, how the Alpha concluded we had to spend more time than we already were forced to was a bigger concern.What is this about going somewhere with him from tomorrow? And not just tomorrow alone, everyday? Just us? Alone? Before Alpha Rex could answer, Leticia already jumped in. “You’re taking trips? But…you don’t take trips whenever I’m here.” She sounded utterly displeased, it would be too hard to hide the displeasure from such a smooth sultry voice. “Our trips won’t affect your w
ALPHA REX. The last time I had the need to claim something as mine was years ago and it was that tiny little weird Omega who was another fragment of my past and memories that didn’t hurt so much until it actually did and I would rather not think about it anymore. Not anymore. I didn’t have the need to claim something as mine, especially not Eudora, which means I meant every word I said when I told her she didn’t belong to anyone anymore. I had sensed her confusion as a girl who was probably used to being a “property” that everyone tried to own. Taking care of me didn’t make her belong to me. It didn’t make her belong to anyone.She was just there because I needed her and I haven’t even decided what I would do with her after I have gotten what I wanted. “Rex…you need to loosen up your facial muscles, you don’t want it to come out like you’re having trouble breathing.” I didn’t realize how my face had been scrunched up thinking about my last discussion with the Omega. I was seated
EUDORA.I had averted my eyes as fast as I could but it still didn’t make the scene stop replaying in my head over and over again. It still didn’t make me any less stupid for deciding to waltz into the Alpha's room without knocking on his door. It still didn’t stop the flip in my stomach each time the scene replayed and I saw Leticia so close to the Alpha’s face they were…Kissing?I shook my head for the—oh dear, I already lost count of how many times I did that as I stood by the door waiting for the Alpha’s next command. I hadn’t been the one so close to him yet I felt red and hot all over. My neck burned, my cheeks burned, my ears burned. I literally felt the sizzling chemistry between them both and for a second, it felt like I had walked into an electrically charged room. My entrance had interrupted them and it had been unexpected for us, me because I expected to find Leticia painting and them because…well, I had no idea. All I knew was that it angered them. I had seen the anger
ALPHA REX. I stepped out of my room just in time to see Zena pulling Eudora into her embrace. I held back a snort at the scene and how dramatic Zena was, like we were going on a trip we wouldn’t be returning from. “Will you two cut it out? It’s not like she’s never coming back.” I said, not meaning for it to come out like an angry grumble the way it did. I crossed over to their side to get to the front door, sending Logan a text as I did. I needed to let him know I was starting to make my move in search of the rogue.We had a plan. He would stay back and wring out more information from Alpha Tauren’s footman who was still our prisoner till I said otherwise. His reply was instant, and I held back rolling my eyes at his corny text about Leticia. Although, Leticia was very much at the back of my mind, using Eudora as bait to get the rogue was what mattered most. I also reminded myself that it would all be over soon. Leticia will be gone for another month and dealing with cold showers
EUDORA. Well, that wasn’t dramatic at all. I thought as I reminisced about our exit from the house that evening. The Alpha and Zena have a spat every time but I still couldn’t get used to it or the tension that rolls off the both of them in waves that makes me walk on eggshells around them. I was grateful for Zena’s protectiveness though and it was her threats to the Alpha that gave me some level of relief as I followed Alpha Rex into the unknown.The ride to our destination went smoothly—if the tense silence was anything to go by but I schooled myself into accepting that things will always be this way between us especially with our forced proximity. More relief flooded me when we finally crossed the borders into our destination. Since I have only ever lived my life in the Bluecoven pack before been forced to parade two other packs, the current pack we drove into was strange to me but the colorful balloons and the erected monuments wasn’t as strange and it felt like Alpha Rex thou
Hello reader, thanks for reading my book up to this point. I noticed a comment on the latest chapter that claimed something was wrong with the the chapter which was chapter “63”. I apologize for it and I have made the necessary editing but because of the way Goodnovel app is wired, edits don’t immediately work like that.If it helps, you can remove the book from your library and add it again, that way you will have the fully edited parts. Once again, I apologize for the inconvenience and I am so glad someone read my story up to the point where they pointed out an error.😅Means so much to me!Keep reading! 😍
ALPHA REX.I didn’t know how it happened or the exact moment it did but all I knew was that I lost the grip of the Omega’s hand in mine. I cussed at the sudden disconnection, prepared to chew her out for being so slow and letting others come in between us. I tried to keep away from the swarming crowd after I lost grip of her, only letting them go as far as bumping their elbows on me in places my skin was securely covered by my clothes. I struggled to hold my breath too, hating the mix of scents and the way they claimed the air. I turned back, hoping to find the Omega in the midst of the crowd but I froze when a certain scent wafted through my nostrils, drawing all of my attention away from finding her and instead to finding out where that scent was coming from. I swiveled around quickly, sniffing the scent even harder and realizing it was close. So close. It was the kind of scent that I’d attribute to a musty basement that hasn't been opened in years and when you finally do, the sm