LOGINJacob POV
At first, I was a little worried about this party. There seemed to be a lot of younger kids here, but as Kevin had said, it was a public beach area. That started to change as the night went on and the younger ones started to leave. Some of them still looked as if they weren’t even in high school yet, but it is hard to tell their age by firelight. What has me on edge are the ones that, no matter the light, you can tell they are well past the high school age, and in the case of a few of them I’ve seen here, they are well past the average college age.
I don’t know if it is the natural protective Alpha instincts that are working, but I’ve been keeping an eye on one in particular. He is even on Coal’s radar. Who, I might add, is still hyped up. Coal has just gotten worse since we got here. So now I don’t know if it is the possibility of what this guy is going to do or something else altogether. I asked Ben and Zane when we arrived if either of their wolves seemed to be… acting up. Both said that their wolves, Slate and Tank, were fine, but if that changed, they would let me know.
I was sitting talking with Kevin when he suddenly went silent and stiffened up. “What is it?” I asked, thinking that maybe one of the guys that I had noticed earlier was acting inappropriately. But as I followed his line of sight, I saw two girls step out of the tree line off the path that leads to the parking lot. One is tall, 5’10” maybe taller. She has short dark blond hair and the body of an athlete. Very nice to look at, but it’s the other one that gets my attention. She is at least 5” shorter than her friend and on the heavier side. She has long, jet black hair and even from here, I can see that she has beautiful blue eyes. I am willing to admit to the fact that as I watched her nice, round, well-filled-out hips sway, my pants started to get a little tight in areas. Trailing my eyes up from her hips, I noticed that she only had a small dip at her waist before continuing up to her breasts. Her breasts weren’t huge, but they were definitely not on the small side either.
I know most guys wouldn’t even give her a second look. Maybe it’s because I’m a larger guy myself at 6’2”, 260lbs of solid muscle. Hey, that is kind of how it works with healthy werewolf genes, but I find that I have always been more attracted to larger women. Someone solid. Someone I can wrap my arms around without the fear of breaking them. Someone like her. Her presence has even gotten Cole’s attention. I can feel him pushing forward to get a better look himself. He and I watch closely with enough interest that could be counted as broader line creepy as the girls make their way over to the coolers filled with drinks.
“I think our dream girls just arrived,” Ben says as he steps up beside the bench I’m sitting on. He knows right away which one got my attention, and I’ve known him long enough to know the blond caught his eye.
Now that I take a closer look at her, she kind of reminds me of the girl back home that Ben, until recently, had been crushing on. Unfortunately, Alexa is more beautiful on the outside than the inside. I know Ben will never admit it, but it tore him up when he had to put his feelings for her aside for the good of the pack. Alexa is too selfish to make a good-ranked wolf. She would not have been good as our Gamma female or made a good partner for Ben. I wish it hadn’t had to be like that, though.
“Well, it’s time to introduce myself to my future mate,” Ben says as he starts to step forward.
“Which one?” Came the low growled question from Kevin as he stood up. I stood as well.
“The blond…” Ben starts to answer as Kevin lets out another growl. “…but if she is kind of spoken for, that’s fine too.” Ben finishes and steps back behind me out of Kevin’s line of sight.
Now, don’t think that because Ben backed down so quickly that he is scared. He just understands when to push an issue and when to step back. This is one of those times. Kevin obviously has some sort of feelings towards her, and Ben will not get in the way of that.
“Just ignore him…” Says Duke, the future Alpha of this pack. He is about a year older than us, but we met him last year at Alpha training. He was in his last year and just graduated this past June. Duke had his arm around his mate, a woman named Trish. “…he had his chance and fucked it up.”
Kevin let out another growl. “I did it for her own good,” Kevin says with another growl.
“Shut up, Kevin. Tell yourself what you want, but you know you fucked up.” Trish says.
Kevin drops his head forward, mumbles something and walks away. Duke watched him for a few seconds, then turned back to us. “Ben, I’m not going to tell you to stay away from her, but…”
“No, I get it,” Ben answers. “She might have told him to get lost, but that doesn’t mean his wolf has accepted it yet. I’m not here to stir up shit.”
“Her friend, on the other hand,” Trish says, looking at me. “Now she is another story. Her name is Raven. She comes from one of the poorer families in the area, but she is the sweetest girl you could ever meet. And smart. She turned seventeen about six months ago and graduated from high school a full year early. She got accepted to her top pick of college with a full scholarship.”
I give Trish a confused look. OK, yes, this girl caught my eye, but Trish is making it sound like I signed up for some kind of dating service.
“How the hell do you know all this?” Duke asked, pulling Trish closer to him.
“Well, that dumbass…” Trish said, pointing in the direction Kevin walked off in. “…may think that he has fucked things up with Sara, which he did. But your smart, beautiful and caring mate may have explained some things to her. And explained them in a way that if he ever gets his head out of his ass and grows a pair, he may have another chance with her.”
“I love you, but the way your mind works scares me sometimes,” Duke says, kissing the top of Trish’s head.
“Wait, so she knows what we are?” I asked.
Trish starts shaking her head. “Oh hell no. I just explained there were some things about Kevin’s upbringing that make him do some stupid things before thinking everything through. He can be the one to explain what we are. That is all on him.
Raven POVIt has been three days since I blacked out at the cabin, and I have learned a lot in those three days. When I first woke up in the clinic, I talked with the doctor. He thinks I had a panic attack and passed out when I heard the sounds of bones cracking. He thinks that because I hadn't seen the shift, the sounds triggered flashbacks to when that man shifted and attacked me in the woods. It caused my brain to shut down instead of dealing with it.The day after I left the clinic, Jacob took Emma and me back to the cabin, where he explained more about being a werewolf. He explained that there is a high chance that Emma will grow to have a wolf too. I have never seen her so happy. She fired off question after question that Jacob patiently answered.Watching him with her made all the things that I have been through worth it. Listening to their conversation is when I found out that Emma had always known that there was something different about the man that had us. She explained tha
Jacob POVI shifted back, slipped into my jeans and was pulling my shirt over my head when I heard it. A thump, as if something had hit the front porch. I didn’t even stop to try and figure out what it was because all that mattered was that Raven was there.Reaching the corner of the cabin, I saw Raven lying on the wood of the porch beside the chair she had been sitting in. I climbed back over the railing that Coal had leapt over when he had left. I scooped Raven into my arms and took her inside. Lying her on the couch, I checked her head for any cuts or bumps but found none. My brain frantically tried to figure out what had happened.Was this being caused by something that had happened in the woods? Had there been something wrong with the food that I left her? “Raven, Princess, wake up,” I said, trying to keep my voice calm and failing. When Raven didn’t respond, I grabbed my phone and called Sara, hoping she might have an idea.“Hey, girl, just go talk to…”“Raven collapsed. Meet us
Raven POVWhen Jacob walked out the door, I fought to hold back the tears from coming again. I hadn’t been able to stop them when he had gone into the bathroom. I couldn’t figure out what I had done wrong. I went from scared to angry that he wouldn’t talk to me. I had grabbed the nearest article of clothing, which happened to be Jacob’s T-shirt. His scent was all over it, and for some reason it calmed some of my anger but not all of it.I didn’t know what to expect when Jacob moved the curtain and looked out of the shower at me, but the burning desire that appeared in his eyes was not it. Then his expression changed, and the next thing I knew I was wrapped in his arms, pressed against his chest. He was saying something that I wasn’t quite paying attention to because I was marvelling at the feel of Jacob’s muscular chest pressed to my cheek. How did he expect me to listen to what he was saying when he was holding me like this? But the sound of my stomach growling broke the spell.I fou
Jacob POVI wiped my chin and made my way onto the bed with Raven, making sure to kiss as much of her beautiful body as I could along the way. With each kiss, the need to mark and claim her permanently grew. I could feel my fangs drop as I reached that sweet spot on her shoulder. That spot that called to my animal side. It took every ounce of willpower that I had to hold back. But I knew that I couldn’t mark her, not yet anyway.Even when she let out that soft, sexy moan, I don’t think she even realized that she did. That moan called to me. I could almost hear her begging for me to mark her, but it had to be instinct. But no matter how much I wanted to, and her body seemed to want it, I would not do that until I had had a chance to explain what it all means to my kind.I sat up and turned my head away so she couldn’t see my fangs. I didn’t want to scare her. Even though she seems to have accepted what I am, she still has seen the full package. I was taking deep breaths, trying to get
Raven POVThis man loved me. Even with everything that I had gone through, he still loved me. He still wanted me. He wasn’t disgusted by me. And if he could accept me as I was, why would he think that I would want him the way he was? So what if he is a supernatural creature? He has shown me more love and caring than most humans that I have dealt with ever have. Besides, it just makes him even sexier.Jacob let out one of those little growls that I mentioned and deepened the kiss when a rub his hardened length through the fabric of his boxers. For a moment I get a flash of that bastard forcing me to unbuckle his belt and drop to my knees. Jacob must have sensed my hesitation because he quickly pulled away and looked at me with concern.“We don’t have to do anything. I don’t want you to feel as if this is the only reason that I said what I said. I love you, Raven, no matter what.” He pulled me tight against his chest. “The only thing I ask of you is for you to let me hold you. Anything
Jacob POVRelief washed through me as Raven began to kiss me back. I was just hoping that her reaction meant that she understood how much she means to me. That everything that I told her was true. I pulled out of the kiss and placed my forehead on hers.“Princess, we need to slow down before I can’t stop myself. You’re still healing, and the last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it is getting harder and harder to not take you right now. I don’t think you fully understand what being near you does to me.” I said, lifting my head to look into her eyes.Raven slid her hand up over my shoulder to the back of my neck and started playing with my hair. Raven started to pull my lips towards her, but I stopped her. Even though I think that I have convinced Raven that I want her in my life, I can’t let her agree to being with me until I have explained to her what I am. I closed my eyes, slid off the bed and started pacing. Raven moved to sit on the edge of the bed.“Jacob, what’s wrong? What







