MasukAidora
I kept rubbing on the necklace, trying to figure out if it was truly hot when I woke up last night or if I was just lost in the daze of my nightmare. It makes zero sense for it to burn hot.
“Did you get anything I just said?” Lina asked, tapping me lightly and I snapped out of my thoughts.
“Sorry. What did you say?” I muttered and she sighed dramatically.
She hadn't left my side since last night and no matter how many times I asked her how and why she was there, she only ever gave vague answers. Although, I could take a guess.
I wasn't too sure, but I felt his presence last night. The bond must have alerted him, and it was probably his wolf that dragged him out, but the thought of him rushing out worried about me, made my stomach flutter.
To me, he was still my best friend and a part of me still held on to the love and friendship we once shared.
“You didn't hear me again?” there was a hint of exasperation in her voice and I instantly braced myself for a lash out.
“I'm sorry,” I mumbled and I heard her sigh again.
“You shouldn't be in your head too much. You need to be alert, a lot happens around here.”
My brows creased and I looked up at her. “What do you mean? What happens?”
She grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. My back and legs fought against standing up so upright. I gritted my teeth and forced myself to remain standing without leaning.
“The alpha doesn't do well with repeating himself, you have to listen and get his orders at once. There are too many rules and too many eyes in this place.”
I narrowed my eyes, there seemed to be a lot more that she wasn't saying, but I wasn't going to push.
“You're going to get washed up, then eat and you're going to go out for a walk.”
“A walk?”
“Alpha’s orders. If you're to recover, you have to exercise your body.”
The meal and the bath all passed by in a blur for me, my mind kept going over what it'd be like to go on a walk. My throat was dry and tight from nerves.
“Li-lina,”
“Yes?”
“You know who I am, right? and why I am here.”
She froze. Her fingers hovered over the dress she was picking up for a few seconds, then she took a breath and picked it up.
“Aidora Sinclair,” She faced me, her features were bland. “Everybody knows who you are, but not everyone is out to get you. Some of us understand your parents committed the crime, not you, you were only but a child.”
A lump formed in my throat at her words, the urge to say ‘my parents were innocent’ danced at the very tips of my tongue, but I swallowed them. My throat burned as I did, but I forced myself to smile.
“Thank you.”
“I'll be by your side during the walk. You can tune out whatever they say to you, no one will hurt you out there, you're under the Alpha’s protection… for now.”
Air seemed to pass through my nose and lungs easier once that was cleared up, but it didn't stop the nerves from eating at me.
“Are you ready?” She asked once she was done cleaning up and I nodded, not trusting my tongue enough to speak. “I'll be with you,” taking my hand, she laced our arms together and we walked out of the room.
Once we made it out of the house, I held onto Lina even more. There was no one around for the first few minutes, and the further we walked, the more I loosened up and actually looked around.
So much had changed. I could barely recognize anywhere.
My eyes turned to the direction my home once was, and I almost pulled Lina to that direction, but I couldn't. That path led deeper into the pack and whatever change laid ahead, I wasn't ready to confront it.
“Where are we headed?” I asked after a few more minutes of walking around and there was still no one in sight. “And why is there no one around?’
The second the question left my lips I stopped walking and pulled my hand out of her hold. We haven't come across a single soul since this walk, and she didn't look bothered, it felt like she expected it.
“Training is currently going on, most people that patrol these axises are there at the moment.”
“I want to go back.” I said, moving back a bit more.
it was way too suspicious, and I was not going to follow her blindly. Trusting her, trusting anyone, was too risky.
Lina opened her mouth like she was going to say something, then her eyes widened slightly and she shut her lips. “Okay then.”
Expecting us to go back, I turned back to walk away, but three steps in and I noticed I was walking alone. I turned rapidly and she was still marching ahead without turning back.
Her silhouette disappeared but I could still see her shadow and she wasn't moving anymore. My fear skyrocketed and I wrapped my arms tightly around me. Everywhere was empty, too empty and I felt cornered.
A sudden wave of anger slammed into me and my wolf stirred. Hadrian. Heavy footsteps drifted into my ears and I squared my shoulders, eyes darting around for where it was coming from.
From the shadows, Hadrian walked out, wearing dark purple joggers and a blank top, his eyes darkened. My knees instantly buckled at the sight of him.
I somehow couldn't get over how attractive he looked glistening with sweat.
I could hear my heart pounding but I couldn't tell if it was from excitement or fear. My wolf didn't seem to care, I could feel her wiggling around and purring.
“Why are you just standing around under the sun?” his voice came in unexpectedly and I flinched, instantly losing my footing.
I had no proper stamina from years of starvation, but right before I could tumble to the ground, calloused hands wrapped around my delicate wrist and pulled me into a rock hard chest. Blood immediately rushed to my cheeks at the contact.
AidoraI immediately tried to step away from him, but he held me back. His thumb traced light circles on my wrist and I inhaled sharply, his other hand found its way to the curve of my back and pushed me flush against his chest.My wolf went feral at the contact, sending heat waves to every part of my body. He was an alpha, I was sure he could smell my arousal right now.I tried once again to step away from him but my efforts were futile yet again.“You're too frail.” His breath tickled the tip of my ear as he spoke, “you have to be careful, hurting yourself won't look good for me.”That was why he protected me, and why he held me so close. I instantly felt stupid for entertaining other thoughts.“Of course I'm frail. That's what happens when one spends over a decade underfed.”“Control your emotions,” he gritted out and I swallowed nervously. “Why were you so panicked earlier?” He released his hold on me and I quickly stepped back.My cheeks flushed. “It’s nothing.” He gave me a look
AidoraI kept rubbing on the necklace, trying to figure out if it was truly hot when I woke up last night or if I was just lost in the daze of my nightmare. It makes zero sense for it to burn hot.“Did you get anything I just said?” Lina asked, tapping me lightly and I snapped out of my thoughts.“Sorry. What did you say?” I muttered and she sighed dramatically.She hadn't left my side since last night and no matter how many times I asked her how and why she was there, she only ever gave vague answers. Although, I could take a guess.I wasn't too sure, but I felt his presence last night. The bond must have alerted him, and it was probably his wolf that dragged him out, but the thought of him rushing out worried about me, made my stomach flutter.To me, he was still my best friend and a part of me still held on to the love and friendship we once shared.“You didn't hear me again?” there was a hint of exasperation in her voice and I instantly braced myself for a lash out.“I'm sorry,” I
HadrianOnce I confirmed she was awake now, I walked out of the door. Even though I had the wall up, her emotions powered through them.I'd been trying unsuccessfully to fall asleep when her emotions hit me square in the chest. Every control I had on my wolf disappeared in that moment, and when I heard her whimpering from the door, I almost tore it down. Afraid of scaring her, I had to get the maidI stood out of the door, waiting and making sure she was okay. Once the whimpering came down, I forced myself to walk away. What could she have possibly dreamt of to be hit with so much pain? Was it often?I gritted my teeth and my nails dug into my palm from how hard I was clenching my fists. Why do I care? There were better things to focus my energy on.For the rest of the night, I stayed awake. I forced myself to read through some documents, even when my mind was alert, waiting and watching for anything to happen again.Half of the documents I'd been putting off for a week now, since th
AidoraI still couldn’t stop shaking minutes after he left, and I stared at the necklace as though it would unravel and become something else. My parents are dead, that is the truth. They wouldn’t disappear on me for so long.“This is a lie,” I said as I picked up the necklace, but I couldn't even believe the words that left my lips. Tears blurred my vision as my fingers lightly traced the necklace. It looked and felt too similar to be a copy, but I couldn't pick up a scent from it.Burying my face on the bed, the tears I'd been holding back soaked into the pillow, wetting it. Everything I knew was being tested right now. What do I do if it turns out that my parents were in fact alive? What becomes of me? Of what I have believed my whole life?I curled up on the floor, the pain etched in my bones completely overshadowed by the thoughts roaring in my mind.A soft knock on the door made all my muscles knot as I raised my head. He was back again? So soon? My hands closed around the neckl
Aidora I woke up, clutching my chest. I'd lost my fight with consciousness the second I was put in the recovery room, but a dream about my parents brought me back.My hand was still clutching my chest, like it was going to soften the ache I felt.Still drowning in pain when the door suddenly pulled open and Hadrian walked in. He took up space the second he was in the room.With just both of us in that tiny space, my wolf grew restless, aching to touch him. His hands were balled tightly beside him, an indicator that his wolf was probably restless as well.For minutes, we both said nothing, just staring at each other, then he cleared his throat.“What do you know about an Akatalytos bond?” I swallowed, wetting my dry throat. My father mentioned it in passing, there had been one case of an Akatalytos bond in the pack.“The bond ties two lives together.” I whispered.“Is that all?”“It cannot be broken.”His face darkened. That was clearly not the answer he was expecting, but that was a
HadrianI watched with my hands balled into fists as she was led away, my wolf was quiet and regressed into the back of my mind. It felt like he was calculating, but I knew the truth.He was mourning.The one person who was meant to be our other half, a fulfilling part of us, had turned out to be her. It left a sour taste in my mouth.If this had happened 14 years ago, I would have been over the moon.Cold hands wrapped around my wrist, snapping me out of my thoughts, and I turned to see my sister-in-law, looking up at me with wide eyes.“What was that?” My gaze moved from her to the rest of the council members and they were all on their feet staring at me expectantly, like giving an explanation would alter what they saw happen before them.“Hadrian,” she tugged on my arm, “what was that? You let her go.”She looked hurt, her face twisted in pain. It made me think of her that very day, running out of a burning home cradling my nephew to her chest.I exhaled deeply as the guilt hit me







