LOGINI woke up, clutching my chest. I'd lost my fight with consciousness the second I was put in the recovery room, but a dream about my parents brought me back.
My hand was still clutching my chest, like it was going to soften the ache I felt.
Still drowning in pain when the door suddenly pulled open and Hadrian walked in. He took up space the second he was in the room.
With just both of us in that tiny space, my wolf grew restless, aching to touch him. His hands were balled tightly beside him, an indicator that his wolf was probably restless as well.
For minutes, we both said nothing, just staring at each other, then he cleared his throat.
“What do you know about an Akatalytos bond?”
I swallowed, wetting my dry throat. My father mentioned it in passing, there had been one case of an Akatalytos bond in the pack.
“The bond ties two lives together.” I whispered.
“Is that all?”
“It cannot be broken.”
His face darkened. That was clearly not the answer he was expecting, but that was all I knew. It wasn't a bond that occurred frequently, therefore it wasn't talked about. He should know that much.
“Why are you hurting?”
The question took me off guard and my brows shot up, reaching for my hairline.
“The bond, it makes me aware of your feelings and you're hurting. Why?”
I thinned my lips, the question seemed too simple, too straightforward, and I was well aware he didn't care enough to ask me something like that.
“Is that why you are here? To ask why I am hurting?”
“No. I came to ask if you truly believe your parents are innocent.”
A personal interrogation. Did he expect my answer to change just because he was asking me privately?
“I do. I don't just believe, I know that they are innocent.”
If he was offended or surprised by my answer, he didn't show it. His face was completely neutral, and somehow, that made me more wary.
“And I believe in the past decade, you have not heard from them.”
I recoiled. What was this? A mockery?
My parents were dead, they died that night. He knew that.
“The dead don't and can't reach out.”
He cocked his head to the side. “Is that what you believe? That they are dead?”
“Stop it,” I said in a barely audible voice. “Whatever this is, just stop, please. Do not…”
“Your alpha has asked you a question,” he cut in and I froze momentarily, “and you have to answer. Do you believe your parents are dead?”
Gritting my teeth, I forced an answer out.
“Yes. My parents are dead, they died that night.”
“I see.”
“After 14 years, you were finally summoned. Have you thought about why?” I shook my head. “Three nights ago, the guards stationed at the borders reported seeing your parents.”
“That's not possible.”
“That's what we all thought as well, but three witnesses, their footprints and scent that lingered in the air can't possibly be wrong.”
My breath ceased and I slowly shook my head. “You are lying.” My whole being felt disoriented and even if I tried, I couldn't stop shaking my head.
It was simply impossible. They wouldn't abandon me for 14 years, if they were alive, they would have come for me even if it meant risking their lives.
“That is not possible. My parents are dead and they are not traitors! They risked their lives that night to keep this pack safe! They are the…”
“Safe from what? From who?”
I drew back, eyes wide.
I had no answer for that. I searched my brain, returning to that night, but my mother never told me what.
Still, I shook my head. It wasn't possible that they betrayed this pack, they loved this pack, they sacrificed so much for it.
“If this is your way of trying to get me to admit to a crime I and my family are innocent of, try again.”
Surprise flickered through his gaze, but he instantly suppressed it.
“Haven't you ever paused to think why people who have given all their lives to this pack would turn on it out of the blue?” I fired back, “what could they possibly want? They had it all, Hadrian! Why would they turn their backs on this pack? Why would they subject this pack to such pain?”
“And what could they possibly be protecting this pack from? All was well till they attacked. You cannot continue to believe otherwise just because they are your parents.”
He reached into his pocket and brought out something. “You don't even think for once that they could be guilty?”
The image of my mother that night, teary and scared with my father standing behind staring at me like he was engraving my face to his mind, flashed before my eyes and I tried to swallow past the lump in my throat.
“Yes. They gave all they had to this pack, even their lives.”
He threw what he brought out from his pocket to my lap, and my heart sank into my stomach. The emerald necklace my mum was wearing that night nestled on my lap.
“This was recovered by the border. Are you still sure?”
My mind turned into a whirlwind. The impossible was happening right before my eyes.
“This is impossible. My parents are skilled, they spent their lives training. My mother wouldn't leave such a vital piece of evidence. You are lying.”
He stood there, staring at me with narrowed eyes just for a moment then I felt a crack from the bond, but before I could place a finger on what it was, it felt like a wall was instantly put up.
Then he walked away. Leaving the necklace with me.
AidoraI immediately tried to step away from him, but he held me back. His thumb traced light circles on my wrist and I inhaled sharply, his other hand found its way to the curve of my back and pushed me flush against his chest.My wolf went feral at the contact, sending heat waves to every part of my body. He was an alpha, I was sure he could smell my arousal right now.I tried once again to step away from him but my efforts were futile yet again.“You're too frail.” His breath tickled the tip of my ear as he spoke, “you have to be careful, hurting yourself won't look good for me.”That was why he protected me, and why he held me so close. I instantly felt stupid for entertaining other thoughts.“Of course I'm frail. That's what happens when one spends over a decade underfed.”“Control your emotions,” he gritted out and I swallowed nervously. “Why were you so panicked earlier?” He released his hold on me and I quickly stepped back.My cheeks flushed. “It’s nothing.” He gave me a look
AidoraI kept rubbing on the necklace, trying to figure out if it was truly hot when I woke up last night or if I was just lost in the daze of my nightmare. It makes zero sense for it to burn hot.“Did you get anything I just said?” Lina asked, tapping me lightly and I snapped out of my thoughts.“Sorry. What did you say?” I muttered and she sighed dramatically.She hadn't left my side since last night and no matter how many times I asked her how and why she was there, she only ever gave vague answers. Although, I could take a guess.I wasn't too sure, but I felt his presence last night. The bond must have alerted him, and it was probably his wolf that dragged him out, but the thought of him rushing out worried about me, made my stomach flutter.To me, he was still my best friend and a part of me still held on to the love and friendship we once shared.“You didn't hear me again?” there was a hint of exasperation in her voice and I instantly braced myself for a lash out.“I'm sorry,” I
HadrianOnce I confirmed she was awake now, I walked out of the door. Even though I had the wall up, her emotions powered through them.I'd been trying unsuccessfully to fall asleep when her emotions hit me square in the chest. Every control I had on my wolf disappeared in that moment, and when I heard her whimpering from the door, I almost tore it down. Afraid of scaring her, I had to get the maidI stood out of the door, waiting and making sure she was okay. Once the whimpering came down, I forced myself to walk away. What could she have possibly dreamt of to be hit with so much pain? Was it often?I gritted my teeth and my nails dug into my palm from how hard I was clenching my fists. Why do I care? There were better things to focus my energy on.For the rest of the night, I stayed awake. I forced myself to read through some documents, even when my mind was alert, waiting and watching for anything to happen again.Half of the documents I'd been putting off for a week now, since th
AidoraI still couldn’t stop shaking minutes after he left, and I stared at the necklace as though it would unravel and become something else. My parents are dead, that is the truth. They wouldn’t disappear on me for so long.“This is a lie,” I said as I picked up the necklace, but I couldn't even believe the words that left my lips. Tears blurred my vision as my fingers lightly traced the necklace. It looked and felt too similar to be a copy, but I couldn't pick up a scent from it.Burying my face on the bed, the tears I'd been holding back soaked into the pillow, wetting it. Everything I knew was being tested right now. What do I do if it turns out that my parents were in fact alive? What becomes of me? Of what I have believed my whole life?I curled up on the floor, the pain etched in my bones completely overshadowed by the thoughts roaring in my mind.A soft knock on the door made all my muscles knot as I raised my head. He was back again? So soon? My hands closed around the neckl
Aidora I woke up, clutching my chest. I'd lost my fight with consciousness the second I was put in the recovery room, but a dream about my parents brought me back.My hand was still clutching my chest, like it was going to soften the ache I felt.Still drowning in pain when the door suddenly pulled open and Hadrian walked in. He took up space the second he was in the room.With just both of us in that tiny space, my wolf grew restless, aching to touch him. His hands were balled tightly beside him, an indicator that his wolf was probably restless as well.For minutes, we both said nothing, just staring at each other, then he cleared his throat.“What do you know about an Akatalytos bond?” I swallowed, wetting my dry throat. My father mentioned it in passing, there had been one case of an Akatalytos bond in the pack.“The bond ties two lives together.” I whispered.“Is that all?”“It cannot be broken.”His face darkened. That was clearly not the answer he was expecting, but that was a
HadrianI watched with my hands balled into fists as she was led away, my wolf was quiet and regressed into the back of my mind. It felt like he was calculating, but I knew the truth.He was mourning.The one person who was meant to be our other half, a fulfilling part of us, had turned out to be her. It left a sour taste in my mouth.If this had happened 14 years ago, I would have been over the moon.Cold hands wrapped around my wrist, snapping me out of my thoughts, and I turned to see my sister-in-law, looking up at me with wide eyes.“What was that?” My gaze moved from her to the rest of the council members and they were all on their feet staring at me expectantly, like giving an explanation would alter what they saw happen before them.“Hadrian,” she tugged on my arm, “what was that? You let her go.”She looked hurt, her face twisted in pain. It made me think of her that very day, running out of a burning home cradling my nephew to her chest.I exhaled deeply as the guilt hit me







