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This was the freakish Friday I had ever had before. Rhaven was but wasn't heard and it hurt but then again, I spaced out A LOT. I also selectively choose what I listen to from people. I was toxic but had a good heart. Ryder was just toxic... And a dickhead.

I knew I had to put an end to this for good and I hoped she knew that it was for her safety. He was just going to use this and use her as he ALWAYS did, the fucking pig. Such a tool! Wynrie sent me a text message that said,: Since Ryder knows about what happened, you should know there is more to what he did. He shoved a vibrator and dido inside her and he also pulled her hair while fucking her pussy. You deserve to know.

I was spiraling with emotion but realized that there was much more to how I'd treated Rhavrn wrongly. I didn't pay attention to what she did or said and she confessed stuff from the heart. And she told me how she was going going to kill herself and I shrugged it off like it were nothing more than meaningless, empty