MasukThe cafeteria. Stone walls and exposed beams. Still full of too many eyes.
I walk in with Leo and Nova flanking me like little shadows, heads down, steps tight. The buzz of conversation dims the second we enter. Not loud enough to be obvious.
But I hear it anyway.
"She brought kids?"
"Thought she was exiled…"
"Did you see how Kade looked at her?"
I keep walking.
The long wooden tables stretch from wall to wall, filled with soldiers and Omegas and every rank in between. They look cleaner than I remember. More structured. Less wild. Like everything has been buffed into place since I left.
Leo grips my hand tighter.
Nova sniffs. "They're talking about us."
"I know, baby," I say. "Let them."
We slide onto an empty bench near the far side of the room. I angle myself so I can watch all three exits. Old habit. Hard to break.
A server, young and jumpy places three plates down with a barely murmured greeting. Scrambled eggs, toast, fruit. Nothing fancy. I check it all anyway. Old habit. Harder to break.
Nova pokes her toast. "Do we have to stay here long?"
I brush her hair back from her face. "Just long enough."
A sharp click of heels echoes off the stone floor before I can say more.
Sasha.
She saunters up like she owns the room and everyone in it. Tight black leggings. A crop top that isn't regulation. Long legs and longer nails and a smile designed to draw blood without leaving a mark.
Kade's favourite, once. Or so the rumours said. The Beta's daughter. Trained for command. Raised to breed power. She'd always known exactly what she was doing and exactly who was watching.
She stops at the edge of our table, hands settling on her hips.
"Well, well. Look what the wolves dragged back."
I don't look up. "Still using that line? Thought you'd have better material by now."
Sasha's smile flickers just once before it resets.
"Cute pups," she says, leaning in closer, her eyes moving over Leo and Nova with the kind of appraisal that raises the hair on the back of my neck. "Who's the daddy? Or is it daddies, plural?"
Leo stiffens against my side.
"Careful," I say, quiet and very still. "You're talking about my children."
"Just making conversation." She straightens, smoothing a nail along the edge of the table. "Though I suppose some conversations are above your pay grade now. Exile does tend to simplify things."
She lets that land.
Then a new voice cuts in.
"Damn, Sasha. You always this charming before coffee, or is today special?"
A tall man slides into the seat across from me like he's been invited. Tan skin, messy dark blond hair, a grin like a slow-burning fire. Rhett. One of the pack's enforcers. I remember him, barely. He'd been younger when I left. All cocky smiles and quiet violence. Now he looks like trouble.
The good kind.
Sasha doesn't move. Her eyes cut to him with the flat patience of someone who has dealt with him before and found it beneath her. "Don't you have a patrol?"
"Not till noon." He props his chin on his fist. "Thought I'd enjoy the view."
His eyes drag across me. Not crude. Warm. Familiar and absolutely dangerous.
Sasha's gaze moves between us slowly, recalculating. Whatever she sees, she files it away with a smile that promises this isn't over. Then she turns on her heel and stalks off, each step a deliberate punctuation mark against the stone floor.
Nova giggles into her eggs.
Rhett winks at her. "She's been awful since you got here. Not that she was ever delightful."
I study him. "And you?"
"Delighted."
I snort. "You don't even know me."
"Sure I do." He reaches across and steals a piece of Nova's toast, utterly unbothered by her outraged look. "You're the one who left. Now you're back. With secrets."
My spine straightens. "Careful."
His grin widens. "That wasn't a threat. It was curiosity."
"Don't get curious."
"Too late."
The temperature in the room drops.
Not gradually. All at once, a hand closing around the throat of every conversation simultaneously. Wolves straighten. Cutlery stills. The Omegas nearest the door take one collective breath and hold it.
I don't turn around. I don't need to.
I feel him before I hear him. That particular pressure in the air that belongs only to Kade, the kind that doesn't announce itself so much as arrive, filling every inch of available space until there's nothing left that isn't aware of him.
The bond pulses once, low and involuntary.
I curl my fingers around the edge of the table.
Rhett glances up. "Alpha," he drawls, easy as anything.
Kade doesn't answer him.
He walks straight to our table, gaze fixed on mine, and his scent reaches me a half-second before he does. Cedar. Storm. Something underneath it that is purely, infuriatingly him.
"Cassia." His voice is flat and final. "We need to talk."
I stand slowly. Unhurried. I will not give him the satisfaction of looking rattled in front of a room full of witnesses.
I look at Rhett. He's already watching the twins with the relaxed attention of someone who has decided, without being asked, to be useful.
"I'll keep an eye on your pups," he says, the ghost of a smirk aimed somewhere past my shoulder. At Kade.
Kade's jaw ticks.
I follow him out.
The corridor is quieter but not quiet enough. Our footsteps echo against stone, his longer stride eating the distance while I keep pace beside him. The silence between us is the kind that has mass, solid, pressurised, full of things neither of us has said yet.
I wait for it.
Three steps. Four. Five.
"Stay away from Rhett."
I blink. Then, despite everything, I almost smile.
"Jealous, Alpha?"
"I don't trust him."
"Didn't ask you to."
He stops walking. I almost collide with his chest. He looks down at me, golden eye burning, the other a mirror of something I don't want to name.
"You're in my territory now," he says. "That means something."
"I know exactly what it means." I hold his gaze. "You think I forgot how this works?"
Something shifts in his expression, not anger, not quite. Something older than that. Something that has been waiting.
And then, barely above a whisper:
"They look like me."
The words land between us like something dropped from a great height.
I swallow. Keep my voice steady. "They don't."
But he isn't listening. He's staring through me, at something beginning to break loose from where he's buried it.
"One of them," he says slowly. "His eyes. I've seen them before."
He looks at me as if he already knows.
Like the denial isn't going to hold much longer.
He's waiting with both horses at Theron's gate.He's untethered mine from the post where I left her and is standing between both animals in the dark with his hand on her neck and his eyes on the tree line, and there's something in the picture of it, the easy and unconscious patience of it that catches in my chest before I can stop it.I walk past him and take her reins without comment.We ride out in silence.The Ashwood forest is different to Blackridge's at night, the trees are broader here, the canopy lower, filtering the moonlight into something diffuse and silver. Our horses' hooves are quiet on the pine-needle ground. Neither of us speaks, which should feel tense and mostly just feels inevitable.It takes twenty minutes before the rain starts.The sky opens its cold borders and within thirty seconds we're both soaked through."There's a shelter," Kade says, the first words either of us has spoken since the gate. "Maintenance cabin, half a mile northeast. We used it for the easte
I smell him before I reach the door.Cedar and river water and the particular quality of warmth that comes from a well-run pack house, Theron's pack, Theron's territory, Theron's smell on the air around the building that I should not be standing outside at nine in the evening without an invitation.I know this, I am here anyway.The border guards had been professional about it. They'd radioed ahead and asked me to wait and I'd said no, politely, the way Alphas say no to other Alphas' guards when they don't want to make it a confrontation but they're also not waiting. They'd read the situation correctly and let me through, because that's what happens when an Alpha doesn't stop moving and you're a guard with a radio, not a wall.Marcus had given me the information in the tone of a man who knew he was going to regret it and had decided to do it anyway, which I'd noted and would come back to. Later. When I had the capacity for anything beyond the single fixed point of getting here.I push
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With a note for Leo and Nova, I leave before dawn.'Back by nightfall, Rhett will have breakfast waiting, do not freeze any more birds.'The eastern trail out of Blackridge territory is my path, while the sky is still the colour of old iron and the frost hasn't lifted from the grass.I don't tell Kade.That is, specifically, the point.Theron's territory begins where the valley drops, a natural border marked by a river that runs copper-dark in winter, shallow enough to cross on foot but fast enough to make you feel it. I've crossed it once before, years ago, under different circumstances. When I was someone else's problem and Theron was the first Alpha in the region who'd heard about my exile and sent a message to the empty address I'd been moving between.If you need sanctuary, the Ashwood Pack has room.I hadn't taken him up on it. I should probably have taken him up on it. Instead I'd kept running, because accepting help felt like admitting I couldn't survive without it, and I was
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The wind shifts, and everything in me stills.One foot stuck mid-turn, frozen in the dirt. My chest locks, breath caught beneath muscles coiled so tight I swear I hear something in my spine creak. A split second, no longer, and it hits me.That godsdamned scent.Lavender and ozone. Rain on hot stone
Five years ago, he looked me in the eyes and called me nothing.Now I'm standing at his gates. And I've brought the one thing that will break him. The iron looms ahead through the tree line, twisted with pine branches, old runes half-swallowed by rust. The Blackridge Pack lands stretch beyond it. S







