LOGINDawn came like a blade, sharp and clean. I’d been awake for an hour already, watching the light creep across my ceiling in slow degrees, tracing the cracks in the plaster like a map to somewhere else. Somewhere better. My duffel sat by the door, packed and zipped, a monument to my resolve. I’d rehearsed this moment in my head last night a dozen times, but now that it was here, my hands were steadier than I’d expected. Maybe it was easier to be brave when you had nothing left to lose.
I descended the stairs with my spine straight, each step deliberate. I made it halfway down the stairs before I heard their voices, one pitched low, the other bright and chipper.
Shane and Mary were already at the breakfast table. They sat across from each other, the remnants of a meal scattered between them. Mary wore a new lemon-yellow dress that she probably had Shane buy for her. She looked like spring incarnate, all warmth and bloom, while I felt like midwinter in my plain hoodie and jeans. Her laughter rang out as I entered, high and crystalline, and Shane’s face softened in response. They didn’t notice me at first. They never did.
I cleared my throat.
Shane’s head snapped up, eyes widening just a fraction, but I saw the set of his jaw. Defensive. He was preparing for an argument. Mary’s smile froze, then rearranged itself into something more curious, more calculating.
“Morning,” I said, not bothering to make it friendly.
Mary’s lips parted, then pressed together in a perfect little pout. “You’re up early,” she said, as if it were a crime.
“Couldn’t sleep,” I replied, opening the fridge.
Shane cleared his throat. “Rough night?” As if he cared.
I turned, leaning against the counter, the cold glass sweating in my hand. “Not really. Just had a lot on my mind.
“We need to talk,” I said, eyes locked on Shane. I walked to the table and stood at the end, hands loose at my sides. I’d thought I’d be nervous, that the words would catch in my throat and choke me. But all I felt was a strange, floating calm.
“I’m breaking up with you, Shane,” I said. My voice didn’t waver. It didn’t crack. It just was.
The silence that followed was thick enough to drown in. Shane blinked, his mouth opening and closing like a fish gasping on dry land. Mary’s expression shifted through a dozen micro-emotions: surprise, confusion, something that might have been concern if I didn’t know better. And maybe even ... panic?
Mary recovered first, her voice a hair softer. “Leah, don’t you think this is a little sudden?”
I laughed. It bubbled up from somewhere deep, light and almost genuine. “I don’t want to be in a shallow, meaningless relationship,” I said, the words tasting like freedom on my tongue. I looked at Mary, let my gaze linger just long enough to see the flicker of uncertainty in her eyes. “I hope you two will be happy together.”
Shane’s brow furrowed. “That’s not—”
I held up a hand. “Don’t. I know what this is. And I don’t want to do it anymore.”
He went quiet, his lips pressed together. He wasn’t going to fight it, not really. I could see the relief pooling behind his confusion.
Mary’s mouth fell open. “Leah, I don’t know what you think—”
The door behind me swung open, cutting her off. I didn’t need to turn to know it was Anton. I could feel him, the weight of his presence, the barely-leashed fury that always simmered just beneath his skin when it came to protecting the people he loved.
But it wasn’t just Anton.
There was someone else with him, a figure that pulled the air taut just by existing. I turned and felt my breath catch despite myself. Darien, the man who was with my brother last night, stood in the doorway, tall and imposing, dressed in dark clothing that made him look like he’d been carved from shadow. His silver eyes swept the room with the precision of a predator taking inventory, lingering on Shane and Mary before settling on me. There was something cold in that gaze, something sharp and unforgiving, but not unkind. Just ... assessing.
“Darien needs to speak with you, Leah,” Anton said, his tone clipped and professional. But I heard the undercurrent, the promise of violence waiting for the right moment.
Shane stood abruptly, his chair scraping against the floor. “Who the hell is this?” he demanded, puffing up like he still had any authority over me, over anything in this room.
Anton’s lip curled back, a snarl building in his chest. “We have things to discuss later, Shane.” The way he said it made it sound less like a promise and more like a threat. Shane paled, but he didn’t sit down.
Mary, ever the opportunist, brightened immediately. She rose from her seat with a fluid grace, smoothing her hands over her dress as she glided toward Darien. Her smile was practiced, perfect, the one she used when she wanted something. She tilted her head just so, letting her hair fall over one shoulder, her eyes wide and sparkling with manufactured delight.
“Well, hello,” she purred, her voice dripping honey. She stopped just a little too close to him, batting her eyelashes in a way that would have been comical if it wasn’t so calculated. “I don’t think we’ve been properly introduced. I’m Mary.”
Darien didn’t smile. He didn’t soften. He looked at her the way you might look at a bug crawling across your dinner plate, with cold, detached disdain. “I know who you are.” His voice was deep, frosted over with contempt. “And I don’t care.”
Mary stumbled back a step, her face crumpling in shock. For a moment, she looked genuinely hurt, her eyes glassy with unshed tears. I almost felt bad for her. Almost. But then I remembered the way she’d pressed herself against Shane, the way she’d laughed when he dismissed my gift, and the sympathy evaporated.
I studied Darien with new interest. He hadn’t flinched, hadn’t softened, hadn’t fallen into Mary’s orbit the way everyone else did. It was refreshing. Intoxicating, even. “Do you have somewhere we can talk?”
“Follow me,” I said, my voice steady and professional. I didn’t wait to see if he would comply. I just turned on my heel and walked toward my office, my posture straight, my shoulders back. Behind me, I heard the measured fall of his boots against the hardwood.
LeahHe kissed my cheeks, then my inner thigh. He hooked his arms around my waist and hoisted me to my knees. I rested on my forearms with my ass in the air. Then he laid his head on the bed and moved under me. He gripped my ass and pushed it down on his tongue. I gripped the sheet and forgot what I had been about to say.“Darien!”“Mm.”I had no intention of objecting. My face was pressed into the blanket. Both hands were gripping the sheet. He took me to pieces from an angle he never had before. The sounds coming out of me stopped being anything I recognised.He was not shy about it either. He never once hesitated. He knew I wanted this, and he was enjoying every moment of it. I could feel his enjoyment through the bond, and it made me want to touch him back.There was nothing available to me except making noise into a blanket.“Darien …”He growled against me, and the vibration made me grip the sheet harder.“Ngh.”And then I was nearly there, and he stopped.He simply stopped. He
Leah“Then I’ll show—” He did not let me finish.I got as far as show before he kissed me. I caught his shirt and pulled him closer. Apparently, we agreed on where to start.He had been so patient while I cried. He wasn’t being patient now, and I had no complaints. His hand slid into my hair. I tipped my head toward him and held on, quite happy to let the rest of my sentence go.I got a fistful of his shirt and pulled.It did not survive.I heard the seam go at his shoulder and I did not care even slightly. Neither did he. He already had a hand into the front of my dress. The fastening snapped. I glanced down, then back at him.“Darien …”“No.”“I love that dress!”“It was in the way.”The rest of it went down my arms in pieces.He came up off that bed with me, one arm under my back. He backed me against the bedpost and slipped a hand behind my shoulders. I drew him closer. His mouth went to my throat and stayed there.My hands were in his hair. His moved over me, and I pulled him clo
LeahI stopped.Nobody called me that. Not since my brother first told me my true name. It stopped me. A power inside me stilled at the sound of my name.I finally looked at him.“Answer me something,” he said.“Alright …”“If it is me.”I blinked at him. “What?”“If we walk into Maren’s room tomorrow morning and she runs every test she has on both of us.” He was very close and very quiet. “And she turns round with that tablet and says it is me. That I am the one who cannot have kids. Are you leaving?”“That is not the same—”“Are you leaving?!” He growled, his eyes flashing in anger.“No.”“What was that?”“No!” And it came out with everything in it, every bit, before I had a chance to be clever. “Never. Not once. Not for anything. I would not even hear it, I would be so angry with you for asking—”“Good,” he said.Then he waited. He gave me a moment to put it together.I opened my mouth, then closed it.I had answered before I could protect my argument. There had been no decision to
Leah“A wolf in heat, Darien.” I could barely look at him. “How was I supposed to explain that to myself? After everything that happened between us, how was I supposed to keep telling myself we just needed more time?”“That does not …”“And then the parasite.” I kept going, because if I stopped, I was finished. “It was in me for weeks. It drank me down to a shadow and nobody even knew it was there. Then Keanu burned it out of me cell by cell while everybody stood in a hallway and cheered.”“I know …”“And not one person ever asked what it ate on the way through.” I wiped my face with the heel of my hand. “We didn’t even think about what I could have lost then.”“I did not know to …”“I know you didn’t. Nobody did. I didn’t at first. That is not the complaint.”“Then what is the complaint?”“There isn’t one. There is only the arithmetic of it all.” I laughed, and it came out horrible. “Tempest. Tracey. Six of the refugee women in the block, and one more Maren thinks but has not confirm
LeahHe came down two steps into view and stopped. I kept my eyes on the window, but I could feel him through the bond. He was angry. Underneath it, he was frightened.I had done that to him. Now I had to sit there and feel it.“Days,” he said.“I know.”“I’ve felt your sadness for a couple of months, Leah. I thought it was Anton. Everything happening at Moonridge. I knew you were frightened for him.” He came down another step. “But four days ago, it got worse. Now I feel it every hour. Through a wall. Through a floor. Through a council meeting where Cain asked me three times whether I had heard him.”“I was going to …”“Tell me. Yes. You have been going to tell me.” He stopped on the step above mine. “I have been waiting. Do you understand that I have been waiting? I decided it was yours to bring to me, and I was not going to drag it out of you like an animal.”“I know.”“I am done waiting.”I put my hands over my face.“Get up,” he said.“Darien—”“Not here.” His hand closed around
LeahFour days after Shane woke up, I walked through the courtyard at the wrong time of day.Nothing had happened there. Nobody had said anything cruel or looked at me with pity. It was the middle of the afternoon. Somebody had dragged the long bench out from under the covered walkway and into the sun. A group of pups were on the grass, arguing over a bucket.One of them was wearing it.That probably explained the arguing.Tempest and Tracey were on the bench.They had their feet stretched out and their hands resting on their stomachs. Tracey was talking. Tempest looked unconvinced.So far, a perfectly ordinary afternoon.“It is not a kick,” Tracey was saying. “I know what a kick is. This is different. This is like a hiccup.”“Babies do not hiccup.”“This one does.”“Babies don’t have air in them, Tracey.” Tempest sounded certain. She usually did. “There’s nothing to hiccup with.”“Then come over here and explain what this is.”“Fine.” Tempest shifted closer, looking prepared to settl







