Se connecterMy office was small but functional, walls lined with maps of our territory and the surrounding lands, my desk cluttered with training schedules and supply manifests. It wasn't glamorous, but it was mine. I moved behind the desk and gestured to the chair across from me. Darien didn't sit. He stood rigid, hands clasped behind his back, his eyes sweeping over the room with the same clinical precision he'd used in the breakfast room.
Finally, his gaze settled on me.
"Tell me," he said, his tone flat and dismissive, "what does the sister to the alpha think she can do for this job?"
My jaw tightened. I felt the words like a slap, the condescension dripping from every syllable. He continued before I could respond, his lips curling into something that wasn't quite a sneer. "There are no shopping malls up north. No spas. No luxury. Just cold, hard work."
I scoffed, the sound sharp and bitter. I stood, planting my hands on the desk, leaning forward until we were nearly eye to eye. "You would never find me in a shopping mall," I said, my voice low and controlled. "But among the warriors training. I've earned every scar, every callus, every bruise. I don't need luxury. I need a challenge."
His eyes narrowed, but he didn't interrupt.
"You came here looking for help," I continued, my tone steady. "Anton trusts me to do this job. If you can't respect that, then find someone else. But I won't be disrespected."
“I see.” He leaned forward, his gaze pinning mine. His lip curled, the ghost of a smirk. “Or maybe you’re just looking for an escape. I assure you … Northwind isn’t that.”
“You’re trying to provoke me? Cute, but maybe try a little harder, Darien. I’ve survived worse than your attitude.” I held his gaze, refusing to back down, refusing to be the girl who faded into the background. Not anymore. And then, slowly, his expression shifted. The corner of his mouth twitched, a small smile reaching his face.
"You're not like your younger sister," he observed.
"Thank the gods for that," I said, my voice clipped.
He studied me for another long moment, then nodded once, sharp and decisive. "It's cold up there," he said. "Brutal winters. Minimal supplies. This isn't a holiday."
"I know."
"You'll be isolated. No family. No support. Just you and a pack that doesn't know you."
"I know."
He tilted his head, something almost like respect flickering in his silver eyes. "We're leaving immediately. You have five minutes to pack."
I crossed my arms, letting a small, satisfied smile tug at my lips. "I packed last night."
That caught him off guard. His eyebrows rose just a fraction, and for the first time since we'd met, he looked genuinely surprised. "You're that eager to leave?"
"Your pack needs help," I said simply. "And I need a change."
He studied me, his gaze heavy and searching, like he was trying to read the story written in my bones. Finally, he nodded. "Let's go."
I went back to my room, slung the duffel over my shoulder and descended the stairs one last time. Shane was waiting at the bottom, his face looked confused and something else that might have been regret if I cared enough to look closer. He reached out, his hand closing around my wrist, his grip firm but not painful.
"Where are you going?" he growled, his voice a low growl.
I jerked my wrist free, my eyes cold as I met his gaze. "My life is not your concern."
He blinked, genuinely baffled. "Are you upset about the pendant? Leah, I—"
I scoffed, the sound harsh and humorless. "All I wanted was an honest relationship," I said, my voice steady despite the ache in my chest. "I didn't ask for anything but something real."
"I'm sorry about the pendant—" Shane started, but the words died as Mary burst into the room.
She was a whirlwind of tears and drama, her face crumpled and red, her voice pitched high and trembling. She threw herself into Shane's arms, wailing loud enough to wake the dead.
"Anton hates me!" she sobbed, clutching at Shane's shirt like it was the only thing keeping her upright. "He doesn't love me! I'm worthless to him because I'm not Leah!"
I sighed, the sound heavy with exhaustion. Shane had already forgotten I existed, his arms wrapped around Mary, his voice soft and soothing as he murmured comfort into her hair. It was almost poetic, in a twisted sort of way. I'd spent months fighting for his attention, and all it took was Mary's tears to erase me completely.
Anton emerged from his study, his face a storm of fury. He looked at Mary, then at Shane, then at me. His expression softened when our eyes met.
I crossed to him and pulled him into a tight hug. "I love you," I said softly, my voice thick with emotion. "I'll contact you when I can."
He held me close, his hands gripping my shoulders like he was afraid to let go. "Be safe," he whispered. "Come back to me."
"I will."
I pulled away before I could change my mind, before the weight of leaving could crush me. I walked to the door, stepping over the threshold into the cool morning air. Darien stood by a black SUV, his posture relaxed but his eyes sharp, watchful. He didn't say anything as I approached, just opened the back hatch so I could throw my duffel inside.
I climbed into the passenger seat, buckling in as Darien slid behind the wheel. The engine roared to life, and we pulled away from the house, gravel crunching beneath the tires. I didn't look back. I didn't let myself.
The sun climbed higher in the sky, painting the world in shades of gold and amber. For the first time in longer than I could remember, I felt like I could breathe. We drove in silence, the miles stretching out before us like a promise. Behind me, my old life faded into memory. Ahead, something new waited. Life was uncertain.
But it was mine.
And for now, that was enough.
DarienThe council sat at noon, and by the time the doors closed, every person at that table had already done the math and arrived at the same answer, which was that there wasn’t one. This is the group that was agreed upon when Tracey joined back in with her lycans. Two ruling factions under one rule. They were used to having a say and I admit that it was more fair this way.I laid it all out. Cain taught me a long time ago that bad news goes on the table all at once, in the open, because the moment you start deciding what people can bear is the moment they stop trusting your numbers.So the map went down in the middle of the council table, the same map from my study, carried down that morning because I had stopped pretending it lived anywhere else. We looked over all the units. Every group we have sent out and their placements.“That’s the kingdom,” I said. “That’s all of it.”Nobody spoke. The steward looked at the map the way a man looks at a bill.“Moonridge has been under sustain
Leah“I’m sitting in the dark listening to my brother count dead wolves. Of course I’m not okay.”“That’s not what I mean. It feels like there is something else.”There was a whole other thing sitting in my chest, and it had nothing to do with him, and it had been sitting there since dinner the other night … somehow he could sense it. But he wasn’t going to be burdened with it. Not while he was out there fighting.“Worry about yourself. I’m fine here. Go do your job,” I said. “And call me. You. Not a report. You.”“Yes, Your Majesty.”In the background I heard a rushed voice and recognized him immediately.
LeahThe reports went from boring to bad in the space of a week, and then Anton called, which he never did.It was past midnight. The phone lit the ceiling of our room before it made a sound, and I was awake and reaching for it before the first ring finished, because some part of me had been waiting for exactly this since the reports turned.“Leah.”Only my name. No queen graces me, no there she is. Just my name, in a voice that sounded like he had been shouting across a field for a week.“I’m here.” I was already sitting up. Beside me, Darien came awake, and his hand settled between my shoulder blades and stayed there. “Tell me.”“Six nights.” He didn’t waste breath on a greeting either. “Six nights in a row, different point on the perimeter every time, and they don’t run anymore. They hit and they hold and they make us pay to push them back off. We’re paying.”“How much?”“Seven wolves. Nine hurt badly enough that they’re out of it.” A pause I could hear him fighting through. “One o
LeahAnd I meant it. I really did mean it. When I hugged Tracey, I meant it with my whole chest, and when I refilled her cup and made her promise to let Maren check her weekly, I meant it. And when I asked when and got the answer and did the delighted math out loud with her, every word of it was true. My family was growing. Two babies would be born into all this love within months of each other, and I was going to be an aunt twice over, and it was wonderful. Cain was considered Darien’s brother and was as much our family as Keanu was. It really was.It was wonderful.Cain gave up on the remarks and told the story instead, how Tracey had informed him over breakfast like it was a scheduling matter, how he had needed to sit down, how he had already, quietly, years ago, without telling a soul, picked out names.
LeahThe quiet held for weeks, and we let ourselves live in it.The stranger turned out to be no one. Cain’s watchers traced him through the pass and down the far valleys to a river town, where he bought passage on a barge and floated out of our lives, a man passing through the world the way people do. The report got read aloud to all of us and the whole room breathed out. The last thing we needed was another enemy right now.Keanu didn’t stand the east wall down. Nobody argued with him about it, and nobody mentioned it either, and the doubled watch just quietly became the way the wall was.Everything else softened. Anton’s reports went boring, which is the finest thing reports can be. The rogues stayed silent, the roads stayed open, and the kingdom went about the ordinary business of feeding itself and raising its children and complaining about the weather, which was doing strange small things over the castle and had been for weeks.That last part had an explanation, and her name was
Keanu“When.” Not a question. A blade laid flat. “After you had arranged my walls and my watch and my world the way you wanted them. You gave a speech in the training yard once about protecting me. I believed every word of it. Do not make me file it with the things that were true until they were tested.”That landed the way she meant it to land. Her mother’s rule, the one the coins taught her, turned around and aimed at me.“That isn’t fair.”“No,” she agreed. “It’s not. And I am saying it anyway, because you have made me stand in my own garden and find out from a wall that something is hunting me.” Her chin came up, and underneath all that level cold I could feel it through the bond, the thin bright wire of fear sh







