Pregnant for him

PENIEL

I could hear voices loud enough to an extent my ears hurt.  Groaning tiredly, my eyes slowly opened and I noticed I was laying on the bed, and the smell of antiseptic hit my nose.

“She’s awake. You bitch!” Julie yelled, and I flinched in terror, wondering what I did.

It took me a while to process what was going on, i recalled passing out in Alpha’s Luciano room. He must have brought me to the infirmary.

Looking around the room, I saw Alpha Luciano with Julie who was fuming and an unknown man who I assume was a doctor. But, I was surprised to see Kimberly and wondered why she was here.

Ignoring them, and focusing on the main reason I was here, I asked the doctor.

“Doctor please, Why did I pass out?” I asked weakly.  He cleared his throat and he turned to the Alpha, staring at him as if he was asking for permission.

“Can you say something?” I asked again, my patience running thin, because I just want to get the fuck out of their presence.

“Can’t you read the handwriting on the wall? Must you always go around telling everyone you’re a fool?” Kimberly said, her eyes glaring daggers at me.

I scoffed inwardly, ignoring her words, going head on with her was the last thing I wanted.

“ You’re…”

“Leave!” Julie said to the doctor and he hurriedly left, while I stared in confusion.

“Quit asking silly questions Peniel. You’re pregnant!” Julie yelled.

My eyes immediately widened with shock as I felt the blood in my body dry up. I stiffened up, my gaze went to Alpha Luciano who was staring back at me with no expression.

“I see, you’re just kidding,” I scoffed dryly.

“You must be joking,” I stated in disbelief, and I tried to stand up from the bed. But Julie wuicki walked up to me, grabbing me by my shoulder.

“Do you think I’d want to lie to you about something like this? When I want to stab you with my claws until that child of yours returns back to the moon goddess,” She spat close to my ears and I shuddered, my eyes opened in horror, and she scoffed her eyes screaming danger.

“When you were opening your legs like a slut what were you expecting? The Luna title?” Kimberly chipped in, walking to me.

Now I realize they’ve both ganged up to make my life a living hell. I looked at Alpha Luciano for help, but it seems he was absentminded to notice what was going on.

I sighed, thinking of a way to get myself out of this mess.

“You think I want to carry the child of a man who I was forced to be with? Who rejected me? I wouldn’t!” I said and Julie clapped her hands dramatically.

“Then do something for me, sweetie,” She said and she pulled me closer and she whispered. “Get rid of the thing in your womb.”

I felt a cold shiver inbetween my spine, my mouth opened in terror as I wondered what I’ve gotten myself into.

“I-I…”

“Shushhh, you will. It wasn’t a request,” She hushed, her eyes never leaving mine, while Kimberly smiled.

“She’s keeping my child!”  Alpha Luciano's voice thundered, and everywhere fell silent. 

I felt my heart skip a beat. 

“She can’t. What will the people say if she’s pregnant before me? They’d request for her to be your Luna instead of me,” Julie complained and she went to him, holding his hands, but he moved away, his expression unreadable.

“Threatening the mother of my unborn child in front of me? Wrong move, Julie,” He said calmly, and her face immediately turned pale.

“She only wanted to keep her in place, nothing…”

“Get out! Out!” He yelled at Kimberly who was trying to intercede for Julie.

Kimberley flinched and she quickly ran out of the room.

“My child lives, and anyone who has a problem with it, should leave…” He said and I saw Julie’s eyes twitch.

“You want her to be your Luna instead of me? Why would you…”

“How many years has it been? Two years and you haven’t been able to give me a child, and you think you have a say in this? Grow up, Julie,” He spat and she suddenly hugged him.

“Please don’t do this to me, please..”

“You’re my Luna no matter what, just because she’s pregnant doesn’t mean she’s anything. She’s still the treaty I bought from her father,” He said and I felt my world crumbling.

I was just realizing again,  I was now his breeder, doing something the love of his life couldn’t. I swallowed back my tears, as I stood there, listening to them talk about me as if I was invincible.

“I’ll get pregnant for you, just get rid of hers, I’d…”

“Julie, let it go, my patience is running thin,” He said and she slowly nodded, but I could still see the anger in her eyes.

“The maids would prepare a conducive room for you and my child,” He said, and he left without sparing me a glance.

“You!” Julie pointed a finger at me.

“Don’t try to be happy, you wouldn’t last a week here with that thing in your stomach,” She threatened but I was too tired to say anything.

“Even if it means killing you in the process,” She added.  

I moved backwards as I realized what I’ve gotten myself into. I felt my body trembling as she smiled at me, then she pointed at my stomach, and with a smirk, she walked out.

I paced around the room, thinking of what to do, but my mind was a whirlwind of emotions, I knew no one was coming to save me.

I was on my own.

Alpha Luciano wouldn’t care less about me because he only wanted my child, Julie wouldn’t spare me either.

I paused as a thought ran into my head.

“What if..”

I looked at the window and the curtains hanging around it. I smiled bitterly. This was my only chance and I was going to go for it.

This hell has to stop.