KEAGAN'S POV~
"I missed you so much after our one-night stand. I missed you terribly. Did you miss me too?" She fluttered her eyelashes, which flustered me.
She bit her lip, her fingers suddenly moving to my belt, savagely tugging at the buckle to undo it. Her frenzied gaze never left mine, making my heart beat furiously against my ribcage. Fuck she was so fucking hot. I wanted to drag her to her knees and ram my cock into those full lips.
My head was spinning with lust, fueled by her seductive movements and the way she stared at me, but I knew this was all shades of wrong.
Fuck! I was married, and my mate was asleep and exhausted just right behind me, a few walls separating us. I forced a frown on my face before taking a step back, watching Emma’s mouth part in shock.
"Emma... You need to stop this right now. I'm a married—"
"It doesn't even matter!" she whisper-yelled, moving towards me. "I know how much you miss me. Just let me prove it to you and show it how it was between us.”
Warning bells began to ring in my head. This was bad... So, so bad but I couldn’t stop.
“Please,” she begged, her leg imploring me closer to her molten core, dress riding up her hip to expose one long, smooth leg to my hand. When her eyes found mine, they were misty and greedy. “I need to feel you inside of me. Don't deny me this.”
Oh shit! Her words were enough to drive a man to madness. This couldn’t be happening right now. Despite my mind saying no, my body was responding with frightening eagerness to her hunger. Her hand captured me between the legs, where she rubbed my firm length through my linen pants with a satisfied smirk. “Feel this? I did this to you. Let me give you mind-blowing sex ever.”
Grabbing her wrist, I roughly yanked it away from my throbbing cock with a glare. “Don't you fucking get it? Things have changed, and whatever that happened between us, it was an accident and besides, it happened way before my marriage!"
Her eyes still stared at me with challenge. And it was then I realized something. Emma was sexier and had that spirit to challenge, and that was a wild charm. Jessica was the opposite, dull, weak, and always exhausted. I couldn't stand her anymore but Emma on the other hand…fuck.
Sighing, I looked away and felt her walk closer. “ Just this once, baby. One more taste, Alpha Keagan and you will never regret this.”
With a nod, I knew my fate had been sealed.
Emma led me quietly out of the room, heading in the direction of the guest room. She quickly began to undress, my eyes trained on her. I felt my mouth drooling and at the same time, my hands began to slide over the buttons of my shirt.
“Turn around," I ordered. And she did as she was told.
“Bend over," I growled again, I wanted this to be done quickly. Emma walked to the mattress, bending over like I ordered.
“Such a good little slut. So fucking eager for my cock. Spread your legs.” I reached down for my cock, positioning it at her entrance.
“Fuck me harder… please.” She whined. I didn't even like that needy sound.
“You’re a dirty slut, aren’t you?” My hand slips beneath her head and I wove my fingers into her hair, yanking at it. It drew her head back to expose her throat to me, making her whine louder as her eyes rolled back.
My head bent to capture her moan in my mouth; devouring the sound and feeding it back to her as my hips and tongue turn sloppy and rough. I pounded into her, feeling Emma reach that point of no return.
“I—I—Oh. My. Fucking. Goodness,” Emma gasped, words punctuated by emotion. Her hands climbed up her body to her mouth, fingers catching between her teeth. Her breath began coming in pants so loud, I knew she was about to shatter.
And just as she tightened around me, I rolled her onto her back once more and pounded relentlessly inside of her, the cries of ecstasy exploding from her lips unchecked, and I swallowed them with my mouth.
It felt so good feeling Emma convulse and throb all over me, pulsing and shaking as I fucked her into oblivion. As her wild, keening moans escalated, I slip a hand over her mouth, sliding my fingers inside her mouth, where she licked and sucked them wildly. My hips bucked when she contracted around my turgid length.
I kept fucking her until she screamed, before I placed my hands over her mouth to muffle it, watching her come apart on my cock.
Immediately I had my release, fuck! I felt my senses return to my damn body. The room turned silent, all that was left was the harsh, rasping sound of our breath as we rode the high of our orgasms.
Guilt coursed through my veins like ice, chilling me to the bone. A heavy weight settled on my chest, making it difficult to breathe. My heart sank into the pit of my stomach, a queasy sensation taking hold.
An unrelenting tightness gripped my throat, and I found it challenging to swallow past the lump that had formed there.
Fuck!
What if Jessica sensed the betrayal through the mating bond? I couldn't face her.
Shit! I couldn’t even think about how her facial expressions were going to shatter with hurt.
Hanging my head, I squeezed my eyes shut, attempting to escape the accusing images that danced behind my eyelids. My face contorted with remorse, a deep line creasing my brow as my lips pressed into a thin, grim line.
With trembling hands, I raked my fingers through my hair, gripping it tightly as if I could somehow purge the guilt from my mind.
Fuck. Fuck. What the fuck did I just do?
Emma tried touching me, but I shot her a warning glare. Hissing under my breath, I moved away from her and sat up on the bed.
I was totally fucked.
Hi guys! I'm so sorry! I was checking the book file on G****e doc and realized I skipped a chapter between chapter ninety seven and ninety eight! ༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽ Because of how crazy the deletion would be, I decided to upload the missing chapter in this note (I.e for free.) It would mean the world if you could go back to read chapter ninety seven for a quick refresh and then read the original chapter ninety eight in this note so the progression of events won't be confusing. I'm so sorry!ಥ_ಥ MISSED CHAPTER Jessica’s P.O.V –I am leaving Rosario for a week. Sry for making you wait last night. I read that text for what seemed to be hundredth time, the familiar knot in my stomach tightening. That same one that had been there since he stood me up at dinner three nights ago. It made zero sense. How he just up and left. Ryder hadn’t even shown up for his shoots, according to his manager. But in the grand scheme of things, I probably shouldn’t be worried. Ryder was fine or he wou
Keagan’s P.O.VA mistake but a necessary one. I gave you want in return for you to find Ryder. So you will find him for me…The words would be stuck in my head for days and I really wasn’t concerned about it. What bugged me was how they coiled tight around my heart, choking me of my next breath until it hurt to take in oxygen. Of course, she thought I was a mistake. It was expected. I’ve only caused her hurt. I knew all of this yet those words rattled in my chest like poison. Fuck, today just like the night of my children’s party was one of the times I should have kept my mouth shut. But when she fucking taunted me like that…saying that I wasn’t a nice guy…and I never did anything nice for anyone except it benefitted me. She wasn’t wrong…nor was she fucking right. It’s just…I hated that tone…and it fed the dark monster in me until I gave in to that hunger that had been clawing under my skin since she parked in front of my gate. Besides, she’d smelt of that fucker. His fucking scent
Jessica’s P.O.VI whimpered at the implications of his words. “No,” I said, but my hands were pulling Keagan closer, tighter against my neck. He’d just asked to fuck me and then seal it with a mating mark. Even if we no longer had a bond… sex that ended with a mating mark was just as potent.The world was spinning, and my mind, and my inhibitions were quickly draining away. No. no. no. my body shivered with pleasure. Fuck, Keagan’s stubble felt heavenly against my neck.The alpha sucked hard on the mark on my neck, soaking me deep in his own scent so that not even a single whiff of Ryder was left on me. “Push me away.” Keagan gritted against me. “Push me away, damn you Jess. I want to be a better man. I promised. I wanna fucking stay away from you!”But I didn’t….couldn’t. My hands moved down to fumble with Keagan’s zipper and the next thing I knew, I had hard, hot flesh in my hand. Keagan’s cock. My husband’s cock. Fuck. a voice in my head screamed at me to stop, but I couldn’t.I st
Jessica’s P.O.VI stepped into the dark study, my eyes struggling to adjust to the odd dim light. I wanted to ask why it was so black in here but I was a stranger in Keagan’s space. After everything that had happened between us, I’d best not push it.As my vision adjusted to the darkness, I finally saw Keagan. He was sprawled in his chair behind the massive mahogany desk, a cigarette dangling from his lips as his eyes closed in concentration. Keagan looked absolutely delicious in his black shirt and tailored pants, his tanned throat bobbing sexily as he inhaled. But I couldn’t shake the feeling of irritation that he didn’t even stir when I entered the room. I knew he fucking knew I was here. After the way he’d shamelessly chased after me, well I didn’t expect to be on the receiving end of his icy attitude.I stopped in front of him and the asshole didn’t even move. He only continued smoking, his thick honey-blonde lashes slowly lifting and fixing stunning obsidian eyes on me. They we
Jessica’s P.O.VThere was only one explanation but I refused to believe it, to even consider it for a moment. Yet as another day went by with a few posts from Ryder, his signature mystery mask worn in a luxurious room, location undecipherable, I started to consider it.Ryder stole. Ryder was a thief. He absconded with the money from Elsa and her boyfriend John, whom I met this morning. John was…very plain-looking and pretty unremarkable. He had a face I could come across on a run and never remember. Not that it was bad…it was just my observation. Usually, I wouldn’t have given him a second glance, but for one, he was my boyfriend’s agent. Secondly, Elsa really seemed to love him. She kept clinging to him and bursting into tears until he left her alone with me in my hotel suite, saying he had a few errands to run.I felt awful and incredibly sorry for her. She didn’t deserve this.‘And neither do you.’ a voice whispered in my head, making me shiver. It was crazy how disconnected I felt
Jessica’s P.O.V I woke up to the warm rays of sunlight peeking through the curtains, stretching my arms above my head. A soft yawn escaped my lips as I arched my back, biting back a smile when I felt a slight soreness between my legs. Wow. I did it. I allowed Sylvia to consummate her mating bond with Ryder. It was like their bodies were made for each other…and last night I had felt like a third party, having an out-of-body experience as I watched Sylvia sleep with her mate. I really feel like I did the right thing so what is this odd feeling of wrongness that won’t stop clinging to me? As I sat up, the sheets slid off, and I felt a gentle breeze caress my bare skin. I shivered instantly, pulling the sheets back up. Where did I put my clothes? I wondered. Then realized that the space next to me was empty. Where was Ryder? Swinging my legs over the side of the bed, I planted my feet firmly on the ground. Could he be in the kitchen? Well, there was only one way to find out. I stood