"Just let me hold you for a while, please," he said after setting me back down. This time, he laid me in the middle of the bed before sliding in next to me. "What if this was really me? Not a dream version of Lucy but the real thing?" I asked. He reached his hand across to me, pulling my hair behind my ear before pulling me closer to his body. "Well, in real life, you probably would have slapped me for doing this," he said, making us both laugh. Little did he know. After I witnessed my mom's murder, I fled my pack to search for a freedom I knew may never exist. I dreaded the day I would turn 18 as I never wanted a mate bond after the horror I had lived through. After years of being sold as a slave, I found myself belonging to a new pack once again. And then, I turned 18. I found not just one but two mates along with untapped power that I have no idea how to manage. ***TRIGGER WARNING - SA AND PHYSICAL ABUSE MENTIONED THROUGHOUT STORY***
View MoreLUCY'S POV
The realization that I would be turning 18 soon spread internal dread throughout my body. Turning 18 was typically magical for us werewolves. We could finally scent out our mate—our soul mate, our “Goddess-given” true love.
If we are being honest, the thought made me gag.
That last thing I needed or wanted was a mate.
Thankfully, I was able to get my hands on a descenter.
When used, my scent went neutral, giving a slight, earthy aroma that would allow me to go undetected without any alarm bells ringing.
When I was 14, my Alpha father killed my mom in cold blood. She was his true fated mate.
She was the most selfless, loving she-wolf, giving to others without considering what she would gain in return.
My father, on the other hand, was greedy and controlling. He hid me from our pack my entire life. I wasn’t allowed to leave the pack house, and he never claimed me in front of any pack member.
When my mom was pregnant with me, he relocated her until my birth so that no one would know of my existence.
He said my mom was weak for not giving him a male heir. It was safe to say that he was ashamed of me.
I got used to being called a “guest” in my house.
Since my Alpha aura wouldn’t come until I was 18, no one batted an eye or second-guessed my father's explanation.
“Yes, Alpha,” I bowed after bringing wine to the pack's elite members during their monthly meeting. He was the first Alpha not to use force or belittle me during these interactions, and I was thankful for that.
When my father murdered my mom, I was the only witness, and I fled. He claimed she took her own life, and once again, no one second-guessed him.
I was captured and considered a rogue slave. They practically passed me around like a hot potato.
I have been in the Cresent Moon Pack for the last couple of months.
They’re more civilized than most, and I hope to stay here for a while.
I have used the descenter since I arrived, knowing my 18th birthday would be coming up; I didn’t want to make anyone question my scent.
“How old are you, Lily?” Alpha Leander asked me as I poured his drink.
He was handsome, and I had to keep myself in check around him. I also never revealed my real name. I was too afraid of my father finding me.
I had heard rumors of him in search of a woman, but I never heard of the reason he claimed to be searching.
Of course, he could never tell anyone that I was the only living witness to the murder of my mother or that I was his daughter, the only heir to his throne.
“I will be 18 soon, Alpha Leander,” I said politely with a bow before moving to the next glass.
“Do you enjoy serving Lily?” he asked me. I could feel the tension of the others in the room when he asked me such a question.
“It’s my pleasure to serve such a powerful Alpha like yourself,” I lied.
He was powerful, but I hated pouring drinks and standing around like my only worth was looking pretty for other wolves to enjoy.
He looked at me with a smirk, like he knew what he wasn’t supposed to know, or maybe it was that no one in their right mind would enjoy this type of position in a pack.
They might as well refer to me as a slave since that’s truly what I was.
“Are you lying to me, Lily?” He said my name with a deeper tone than the rest of his words, causing an icy tingle to spread down my spine.
All the other wolves in the room were either shifting uncomfortably in their seat or staring at me now.
Liam:Leaving Lucy was like physically taking the air from my lungs, but I had to do this—for Lucy's sake and for whatever was happening.The group wasn't big, and I was thankful that Saul had joined us. His skills were needed.Stepping in for his father showed that he was ready to take on his role in the pack. The warriors respected him, and he would help keep things together.The further we tracked, the more I started to feel something dark, something deceptive.I couldn't quite place the feeling I was getting from our surroundings, but I knew that it was bad.'Do you smell that?' Bo asks, halting in his tracks, causing the rest of the group to do the same.We were certainly closer to the destination. Lucy was right, he would head straight into whatever hell he had come out of.Shifting back into our human form, I aligned all the warriors and began to set up camp. It had been getting dark, so I was thankful that we had finally reached a destination where we could stay."I had a bad f
Lucy:I had a lot of things I wanted to share with my mates, but with everything going on, it was hard to focus on anything at all."It's a portal," I explain, flicking my wrist again, the portal returning to me.Seth stands to the side, looking somewhat less than mortified."To where?" he asks."To wherever I need it to go. The only catch is that, from what I comprehend, I have to understand that location to some degree," I explain, hoping that makes any sense at all.Seth relaxes and walks over to me. His hands cup my face gently, but there is still a light trembling from his shock."I'm going to speak with Rosie. I was thinking we could distract Leon today by having him go over the books we found on Sirens while we take care of the rest of the arrangements," I suggest, after he kisses my forehead.***Things had mostly settled down around the pack grounds. I'm sure that no one has been informed that Zeak had "escaped".Once that information got out, there would be much to recover fr
Seth:'Why don't I stay here with Lucy? I don't think it's the best idea for her to see Zeak after having been drinking...' I link Leon.I watch as he looks around the room and his eyes land on Lucy's. He's contemplating what I'm saying.Werewolves aren't typically affected much by alcohol but that wasn't the case for Lucy and I didn't want this whole thing to turn into a mess."Go on," Leon tells everyone else before looking over at me and Lucy.Lucy is sloppily putting on her shoes and a jacket when she glances over and nearly tips into the coat rack.I watch as Leon walks over, grabs Lucy by the shoulders and sits her down on one of the small couches in the entry way."I'm going to take care of this and I'll be back soon," Leon says.He's taking the firm position that Liam would normally take, but he isn't here, and Leon obviously sees that this could be an issue as well.I watch as Lucy pouts. Everyone else has shuffled out of the flat aside from the three of us, Trish, and Rosie.
Lucy:Dinner went well, even though my heart was aching. That feeling that something was missing was heavy in my soul.While it was like a plague on my attention, I did my best to stay in the moment. I knew how much this meant to Leon.We had been spending the better part of the last hour examining the journal.My mom had put a great deal of thought into it. Every detail of every page was soaked in the thought and consideration that she had given to it.When did she find the time to create this? How did she know I would find the key?There were so many questions that I knew I might never find the answer to.More importantly, the memories that were passed down to me were fractured.The images and information settled in me slowly, but most of the memories felt broken and unfinished.I couldn't make sense of it all, but there was still useful information at play."Rosie, the key has been enchanted, yes?" I ask.She had been sitting in one of the smaller recliners with her legs curled und
Leon:Liam texted me.It was just a few hours after they had started their journey. He had a bad feeling about the situation, but he didn't want to tell Lucy, so he informed me.I was grateful he didn't tell her. She was a mess already.I had been doing everything I could to simply be there for her and enjoy the time we had. Our first gathering. One that would be remembered forever.While I knew this was an important event for many reasons, it was crucial to me for more than the basic and apparent reason, but it was turning into so much more. Have you ever been in a moment where it takes you several beats in time to recognize that you're in real life and not a dream?For everything to catch up and present itself as reality.Well, same. This moment was that for me.The look on Rosie's face told me that this was serious. She was mesmerized by the silver key in Lucy's small hand.It glistened against the solf white lights illumnating the hallways before it sucked the lights from above
Lucy:The scent wasn't fresh, or at least, it wasn't potent.Whoever had been in here likely wasn't here anymore, but of course, I checked every space that someone could be hiding in.'Maybe it was that driver,' Nia ponders, even though we can both tell the scent isn't the same.The idea sounds better than the alternative.I take a mental note to ask my mates if they've had anyone in here for any reason. I let out a massive sigh of relief as I opened my dresser drawer and removed the clothes. The key and journal were still tucked beneath the stack of clothes.What would they be in my room looking for? This wasn't exactly the best hiding spot, but I had never worried about anyone breaking in.'The door isn't damaged, and it was locked. That means, if someone did come in here without permission, they would have had to have had a key,' I say to Nia, trying to sort things out.The book on my nightstand that I knew had been there was gone. From what I could tell, my brush was the other m
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