Perfect Plan

Last night with Alfred has been very soul search type of a night, he told me how I could contr my cravings for blood and still feed on people and not kill them, that is what I was going to do from now on because every time I had to kill a human a part of me also used to die with them and I was loosing myself whatever little I was left was disappearing in thin and my talk with Alfred last night gave me a new hope to pull myself together before every tiny bit of me gets vanished in thin air.

I stepped my step out in the sun and I was alright and perfectly fine, for the first time in months I was standing in the sunlight the feeling was so warming in itself that I had little tears of joy in my eyes. People around me were moving in every direction working on their daily jobs, I was a new face for them, they haven’t seen me before and some were curious about my arrival and origin so I really had to blend which was