Last night with Alfred has been very soul search type of a night, he told me how I could contr my cravings for blood and still feed on people and not kill them, that is what I was going to do from now on because every time I had to kill a human a part of me also used to die with them and I was loosing myself whatever little I was left was disappearing in thin and my talk with Alfred last night gave me a new hope to pull myself together before every tiny bit of me gets vanished in thin air.
I stepped my step out in the sun and I was alright and perfectly fine, for the first time in months I was standing in the sunlight the feeling was so warming in itself that I had little tears of joy in my eyes. People around me were moving in every direction working on their daily jobs, I was a new face for them, they haven’t seen me before and some were curious about my arrival and origin so I really had to blend which was
I was exactly where I wanted to be, hiding behind the curtains I was looking for the perfect opportunity but just after few seconds it hit me, I don’t need to hide as they can’t see me literally, so I was going to make the most of this opportunity, I was standing in Richard’s room, it was the same room in which I used to play with Lily, I spent my entire childhood in this room playing with Lily and her younger sister who was always a side character in my story unlike Lily, coming back into this very same room after ages and this time with a completely different motive was kind of weird for me but I have my reasons so for a second I stood there Absorbing the atmosphere of that room it brought back so many memories but I was on a mission and I cannot let past distract me from my future and present so I braced myself mentally and physically and went for the kill.I came outside of his room and went downstairs,
I was just Sitting in the corner watching all of them acting on Richard’s command, I wanted to stop it by whispering in his ears again but I just couldn’t do it, I felt like I was obliged to let him do whatever he wanted to, I was loosing my control, pulling down my guards and just watching everything like an audience, hypnotized and just looking the charade which was happening in front of me and that is when I saw Lily dividing the stone into two equal pieces and that’s when it hit me Richard was making sure to pass it on to his daughters, he can’t see me still but he knew I was somewhere there in that room because he had that smirk where he was teasing me that he won against me again, I tried to go next to him and whisper in his ears to make it stop, to bury that stone in mud so no one could get it but as I tried to reach him I was hit by an wave of shock throwing me on the other side of the room, he still couldn’t see me but
Last few days were pretty rough for me and for my body because it was getting weak with every passing day despite of the fact that I am a vampire and I’m supposed to be this all powerful immortal, still my body was not able to respond to its needs because of the tremendous damage that Alice did to me through whatever she did with her witchy woo I became so weak that I was not able to go for hunting not able to drink human blood even not able to get out of my cave I would have started to desiccate but I barely managed to keep my body going by drinking blood of teeny tiny insects and animals which otherwise look very innocent to me and I am an oil animal supporter but I had to do something so that I don’t desiccate because I knew if I would desiccate in this cave no one would be here to save me because no one knows where I am not even Alfred.Few days have passed since Thanksgiving I think it might be the Christmas
Present DayFew weeks have passed since we last met Lily, I think whatever threat Alvin gave her last time really had an impact because Lily didn’t bother us after that I was finally thinking the problem has been solved and now I can go back to live my normal life but alwyn was still not sure According to him Lily is not the one who would give up on something she wants so easily, I know he’s just being paranoid and I would not blame him considering the fact that Lily almost kidnapped me last time.I have been skipping my classes since that incident happened with Lily in the washroom allies voted because I haven’t been to my dorm also and I really don’t know what to tell her I don’t have any answer to her questions sometimes I really want to tell her about the vampire is about elvin about whatever is happening with me but then I think that the less she knows the b
The tension between me and Elvin was unbearable and I hated the fact that even if I wanted to leave this place I had to always rely or depend on Elvin for that and this time was no different and the situation was not even slightly better so with an annoyed face I looked at Elvin and I didn’t even want to bother myself by wasting my time into saying anything to him so I just moved my eyebrows in an upward direction making it pretty obvious that I wanted to leave that place without saying a single word to him.“Is that what you want. Is that how you want things to be between us and if it is what you want Charlotte then fine I won’t come in between and I won’t stop you from doing anything even if it’s for your own greater good”, and Elvin was back with his lectures.“You don’t need to tell me what is for my greater good Elvin, I am not a child and
As Ella moved her fingers around my scars I suddenly started feeling the pain from those scars but I really don’t remember anything and I don’t remember having a scar as well. how was it possible that I have something I really don’t remember about so I threw my blanket on the other side of the bed and without responding to ella I straight away went to the mirror and stood in front of it trying to have a proper look on my back and whatever I saw was unbelievable I don’t remember having them on my back there were these deadly violent bite marks all over my back and the intensity of them could be easily defined by the blue black mark around it But I didn’t remember any of it before this moment I didn’t even know that I I have those scars and then I never had any pain so I was really confused and skeptical about that origin and what got me into that situation and then Ella came up to meme, “Is Elvin abusing you”.
I repeated the exact same sentence three times in a row and all this time I was continuously looking at Ella and she was looking at me, we waited for something to happen we waited for Evan to appear but 10 minutes have passed by and nothing has happened I can still feel him somewhere outside of my dorm room but I think the spell we did a couple of minutes ago has certainly worked because there was no sudden appearance from Elvin and not even a close is him of the fact that he could hear our voices but Ella wanted to be more sure about it so she asked me to say something which would definitely for seven to come to me even if he doesn't want to and that particular thing required me to take lily’s name, Ella and I knew for the fact that there was no chance in hell that Elvin wouldn’t come even at slightest mention of Lily because whatever we have gathered so far has made one thing abundantly clear which is that Elvin and Lily are definitely no frie
Ella was Absolutely right and I realized it very soon that he cannot see us and that was the peak of my happiness because then he’s going to wonder where have I gone and I would be able to seek for the answer in peace and it was not just him I am invisible from anyone and everyone, the only person who can see me is Ella and the only person who can see her is me which means that neither Elvin nor Lily could track us down.“This pendant is going to glow red everytime Elvin or Lily would be near you, although I can see Elvin from a distance but since I have never met lily and I don’t know how she looks like, I won’t be able to point her out from the crowd, only you can do it so stay alert”, Ella warned me and I understood that the only person who can recognise lily is me but I was hoping we don’t come to that situation and none of them get the leverage to track us down.