Collins
BEFORE: I sat in the floor in front of the mirror applying makeup in the dorm room. My roommate and best friend Sloan was in the bathroom fixing her hair. I grinned. College had turned out better than I could have ever imagined. I was on the cheer squad .. and my dance team was number one in the region. They had just sent word that the dance scholarship would carry on for two more years. By then I would have my nursing degree.. and then, my life could really start. I had a boyfriend who loved me and was amazing. Everything was perfect. Of course, there was the small detail that no one here knew the truth about. And they never would. They were all humans, and normal. I, on the other hand, was anything but.. I was a werewolf. It had taken ages to convince my parents to let me go to college. But my need to become a nurse pushed me to never give up on the dream. Helping and healing people was all I ever wanted to do. Besides, mom was a teacher and she had gone to the human college as well. But mom argued that things were different now, it was more dangerous. So I worked my ass off to get the scholarship. And my parents couldn’t say no. Well…. after I made an entire PowerPoint presentation and begged for a month… they didn’t say no. I think they just finally gave in because I was driving them insane. It didn’t matter how… it only mattered that the last two years had been the best in my life. Sure I missed home. I missed my parents and my little brother and my best friend that lived there. I mostly missed being able to shift freely and run in the woods. There was hardly ever the chance to do that here. And keeping my wolf locked up was never a good idea. But this was all worth it…. a small price to pay to make all my dreams come true. Sloan and I were going to a big frat party that night. My boyfriend, Garrett was pretty high up in his fraternity and he had been begging me to come to one of his parties for as long as I could remember. Sure we had been to parties before… a lot of them in fact. But we tried to stay away from the typical fraternities. Sloan had a bad experience in one when she was in high school, and I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable. And, I had heard stories from some girls who had similar things happen to them. But we had decided to go tonight. Mostly because Garrett wouldn’t shut up about it and Sloan got sick of him whining. I didn’t dare go without her. Our neighbors in the next room of the dorm were mine and Sloan’s other best friends. Sara and Abbey were the most opposite friends I had ever met. But we all somehow meshed together and made it work. We had the perfect friend square… Sara was sometimes quiet and shy, studios and smart as could be. She was very intuitive about things and on more than one occasion I thought she had figured out my secret. With her short blonde bob and cute glasses, I always thought she looked a bit like a doll. But an adorable doll at that. Then there was Abbey who labeled herself as sort of a rocker chick. She had dyed her already dark hair a deep shade of blue. It was stick straight and hung down her back to her waist. She liked to wear leather and listened to heavy metal music. But she had a heart of gold. Even if it was a little gothic. And of course Sloan .. my bestie. We shared everything… minus the big secret. Sloan had wild red hair and fair skin covered in freckles. She was tall and willowy and I was positive she would become a model one day if her work towards becoming a pharmacist didn’t work out. So the four of us.. we were quite the mix. But we were as close as could be. Our differences didn’t set us apart.. but instead they brought us together. I had recently decided it would be a great idea to cut my hair off. It had been as long as Abbey’s before but I needed a change. Plus all the dancing and cheering I did … my hair was getting slung all over the place. The short cut was much more manageable. It came just above my shoulders now. And tonight I had pulled part of it up on top of my head in a little bun. The rest of it hung free. I stood and looked at my outfit. I wore a leather mini skirt. If you could call it that- more like a micro skirt. And a lacy high neck sleeveless shirt. I liked the pair together, it made the outfit look like a dress. Then I pulled on my black knee boots. Perfect. The door flew open and in walked Abbey and Sara. Both of them looking equally stunning though completely opposite. About that time Sloan emerged from the bathroom, her drink sloshing as she bounded through the door. We’d started drinking about an hour ago. It was a tradition … having a couple drinks while we got ready. Sloan referred to it as ‘pre-gaming’. I usually tried to limit my alcohol intake. I was an athlete.. and couldn’t afford to be hungover or for anything to affect my performance. If I lost my dance scholarship…. we’ll let’s just say that wouldn’t be good. Not to mention the cheering. That took a lot of strength. But lucky for me, I had a little advantage as far as that went. However tonight I was giving myself a break… so decided I was going to allow myself to loosen up all that self control I hung on to so hard. “Let’s get this show on the road girlies!” Sloan yelled out, clearly already feeling the alcohol. I grinned at her. “Damnnn girl! Okayyyyyy Collins!” Abbey said when I stood. “Garrett’s gonna flip when he sees you in that ….” Sara added. “Good.” I said smirking. Although it probably wasn’t. Garrett didn’t like for me to wear revealing clothes at all. I already got a lot of attention from the male species as it was. And he got jealous pretty easily. Still, I was my own person. And would wear what I wanted. Whether he liked it or not. Turned out… he didn’t like it. Not one bit.Collins I turned back towards Breck. At least Jenny was safe - well. For the moment. I had to protect her. If that means I had to lose her .. it was still worth it because she was alive. Breck was laughing and shaking his head. “Thought you didn’t want Jenny to know about you Collins. You didn’t want to put her in danger … isn’t that what you said? Because it’s dangerous for humans to know about us. Another one of those old as time laws the packs have … pretty stupid if you ask me.” He mumbled. I turned my head towards Jenny. “Jenny. Go to the car .. wait for me.” I told her. But she was in so much shock she couldn’t even move. “Jenny doesn’t need to leave. I’m sure we can find a use for her.” Breck said. “You will not be finding any use for her. She is going to leave.” I repeated. But Breck just laughed. “We’re the ones who’s leaving Collins. If it means that much to you.. Jenny can stay here. Wait … no. I think I want her to come too. There’s a lot of unmated wolves where
Alan There was complete chaos everywhere. I guess that’s to be expected during a war. Every time I turned around someone else was coming at me. I was making my way to the middle where the others were .. or trying to. Ingrid still in the tree would use her mind speaking to tell me if someone was coming up behind me. I was trying to calculate how many could be left. If you took out the women and children and everyone else had taken out as many wolves as Ingrid and I had … there really shouldn’t be that many more. But there still seemed to be a lot. Either the informant was wrong about how many wolves were with Caron… or there were some extra ones here. Ellis had told us the guards - who were all dispersed to the East now … we’re making great strides and had just about taken everyone out. They’d either been arrested by the council and the generals that was there .. or they’d given up and surrendered, or been killed. But they’d sent hundreds of guards there to deal with hundreds mayb
Alan We were all about to head to our next spot .. which was basically coming in behind the others that had just went in. “They’re coming out in droves on the east side that’s where you’ll need to go.” Leif said. Just as we were about to head in that direction, I felt a slice of pain run through me. It wasn’t like the pain from before whenever that fucker had bitten Collins. This was different. I didn’t know how.. couldn’t even explain it . But I knew she was in trouble. Maybe Charlotte’s warning in my dream .. but I was also certain I would’ve known it anyway. I doubled over — the pain ripping through me. “What’s wrong??” Ingrid cried as Red also ran over to me. “Somethings wrong with Collins.” I said. “What? How do you know?” She asked me. “I just do..” I told her. But Red was listening. And he understood. He had a mate. “I’ll try to phone Lorenzo. But the coverage is spotty way out here. I don’t know if I can get him but I’ll do my best. “ he told me. I nodded.
Collins Now how am I going to get out of this situation?? There’s no Breck here to save me today. Breck is the one doing this. I clearly have the worst luck in the world. Or maybe I have horrible judgement. First Garrett. Then Angela. Now Breck. But I wasn’t going to sit and feel sorry for myself. There was no room for pity, especially at the moment. “I’ve wanted you this whole time Collins. I just never let you know. But you walking around with my mark on your neck… that does things to me.”He growled lowly. “All kinds of things… all kinds of nasty dirty things…” he breathed into my ear as he’s stopped pacing and walked right up on me. I scooted back immediately. “Breck. You know what I think of you. I would’ve never made it this year without you. You’ve become one of my best and dearest friends. And I rely on you … so much. Even more than I should. But Breck… you lied to me. You spied on me and you for sure went behind my back and betrayed my trust. And even though your idea
Collins When the words left Breck’s mouth that he needed to tell me so much.. something in the wind immediately changed. And I didn’t much like how it felt. “I’m so glad I finally get to tell you everything. They wouldn’t let me before now … they told me I absolutely could not tell you all the information. So finally I can.” He said. I was frowning…. No idea what the hell he was talking about. “Okayyyyyyy…..” I said reluctantly. “Do you want to shift first and then tell me?” I was still eager as hell to let my wolf out. “No way .:. I’ve been waiting for this for ages.” He said. “They keep you guys in the dark about so much stuff it’s so fucking stupid.” He said. And I again had no clue what he was referring to. So I asked him. “I’m talking about things you don’t know sweetheart ..”. He told me. Sweetheart??He was pacing back and forth in front of me and then stopped and stared me for a long moment .. looking at the bite mark again. “You don’t know what that does to me… see
Alan Once again .. it was like my dream. I took in all the smells around me .. let them wash through me just as I had done before. Still.. no one was up. I checked my watch .. 5 A.M. This was weird. I wondered if I walked to the creek…Holy shit. There was someone there and it looked just like Charlotte! But I was awake now .. and it wasn’t Charlotte. It was Ingrid. I sat down beside her .. I could tell she was worried and nervous. “Did you sleep any?” I asked her. “Barely ..” she said. I nodded. “You know what I think? I think we’ve actually been overthinking.”She pulled a funny face and I grinned at her. “We’re gonna be fine .. it’s just another day in the woods. You and me… training together.” I told her. “How can you be so sure?” She asked me. I noticed then she’d been crying. So I told her the truth. All of it. How Charlotte always visited Emily but never me .. how I figured out finally it was because of Emily’s gift that she was able to do that… then I told her what h