Never Again 🌷 “If two people are meant to be together, they will eventually find their way back into each other's arms…. No matter what!” ~•~ E V E L Y N• Our bodies were pressed against each other- fire to fire, heat to heat. I felt the heat surging from his body, rubbing against mine. My breathing hitched, yet I tried to push his built figure off me. "You think I'll simply let go of anyone who dared to rebuke me? And how can a silly….no, not silly, how can a spoiled selfish brat like you even talk like that to me? You have no right to indulge in MY personal matters! You get that?!" He raised his voice and I nearly flinched as his authoritative tone echoed around the room. I was numb to even react. My body ached, the whole world was spinning around me yet I never seemed to drown. I could feel his heartbeat thumping against mine. "Seems like your personal matter includes me and my family, so how about you tell me about Alexander?" I said, and tried to look confident under his
Never Again 🌷 “If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive.” ~•~ E V E L Y N• Everything seemed to be exhausting me, no matter how much sleep or how much coffee I drank or how long I laid down, something inside me seemed to have given up. I've learned to be friends with the broken. They know how to survive and have a depth of great love and understanding. I learned that we should not fear as we will find our way eventually. It was in our bones, it was in our soul. Then why did I feel chills when Xavier threatened me to call Marc? Facing Xavier was one of my greatest fears and now facing Marc would be my breaking point. Because I was just not ready, not now. And now upon everything, I've a very handsome little boy invading my thoughts. I had to know about him, everything, I wanted to know everything. But, would Xavier let me be near him? No, why would he. I was still that person who ruined his life once and whenever he looked at me, he'd remember the same sh
Never Again 🌷 “The energy that exists between people when they feel seen, heard, and valued; when they can give and receive without judgement; and when they derive sustenance and strength from the relationship.” Brené Brown ~•~ E V E L Y N• |FIVE YEARS AGO| Knowing someone was the process of three phases. When you were in the initial phase, you knew basic things about the person, but you knew nothing about the personality. And when we crossed that phase, entering into the middle one while trying to understand the personality, there came a lot of misunderstandings, fights, trust, issues and dilemmas. It happened with everyone. Once you sailed through that phase, you'd start knowing that person within as you had all the learning, which you had gained in the middle phase full of trauma. Crossing the middle phase, we'd start knowing a person in true senses like habits, behaviour, thinking process, reactions in particular situations etc. You might fall in love with that perso
Never Again 🌷 “In a sea of people, my eyes will always search for you.” ~•~ E V E L Y N• As I finally got my monthly check, Kat could not stop bickering about having dinner in her favourite restaurant. And, on top of it she thought, outing would take my mind off of some things. So, I agreed. The restaurant felt as if I had entered a dreamland, the happy chatter, the fragrances, the easy and natural colours. "Sorry ladies for being late." Said Mason and both of our heads jerked to him, throwing daggers at him with our eyes. "What?" He asked innocently, when he took in our angry faces. "One hour! You're one hour late, gentleman." Said Kat, pressuring the word 'gentleman' a little more as she eyed him warily, crossing her arms in front of her chest to which Mason leaned down to kiss her cheeks. "We thought you forgot, Mase." I said, giving him my best glaring eyes. "Forgot about dinner in such a fancy restaurant. Are you kidding me Angel?" Said Mason, winking at me. Seeing M
Never Again 🌷 “Spin me around, knock me off my feet, try to stay dry but you rain on me. You know, you can be my hurricane. Blow me away, pick me off the ground, try to stay dry but I just might drown. Honey, you can be my hurricane.” -Midnight Cinema ~•~ E V E L Y N• It was Saturday afternoon and I was at the grocery store getting supplies for the week ahead, well this was Kat's turn to get all the groceries and since Mason and Kat weren't getting their 'cozy-alone-time', I was incharge of doing the job today. While I was filling the cart with buns for the hamburgers and hot dogs, I heard someone sobbing at the other side of the shelves. Moving away from my cart, I walked towards the end of my side to turn towards the side from where I heard someone sobbing. There I saw a small boy, sitting on the floor while his head was resting on his knees. Moving forward towards him, I crouched in front of him. "Hey, sweetie?" I said, softly. The small boy heard me and he instantly wi
Never Again 🌷 “Somehow everything I own smells of you, and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.” -Snow Patrol ~•~ E V E L Y N• My heart was thudding in my chest, I had a doubt that I might get a cardiac arrest. He might be here any minute. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that it took me a few seconds to comprehend that someone was knocking on the door. Standing up from the couch, I ran to answer the door when the banging grew louder. It made me groan with irritation. How impatient he had become?! I hesitantly opened the door, revealing undeniably sexy looking Xavier as he was dressed in white casual shirt and denims, with a little beard giving him a mouthwatering look. But, he looked very angry. His eyes were a darker shade of green, it was mesmerizing. "Hey." I greeted him, but he didn't reply and just watched me. Why the hell was he angry? I was the one supposed to be angry, not him. "Where?" Asked Xavier, that was the only word left from his lips. With a tired
Never Again 🌷 “When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.” -Lemony Snicket ~•~ •E V E L Y N• Finally! I'm going to learn the truth. I sat on the couch at the far corner of the living room and watched Xavier pacing in front of me. I closed my eyes when the nervousness started to freak me out. "Xavier! Will you stop pacing? You're making me nervous." I said, and rubbed my neck subconsciously. Suddenly he lifted his gaze to me and said, "Fine! I'll tell you everything but in turn you have to promise me that you'll keep your mouth shut and won't utter a single word to anyone about this." He negotiated. "Why would I say anything to anyone? I want to listen to the truth. So start speaking, it's already past eight in the evening!" I said whilst glancing at the watch on his wrist. Now that I noticed, for a rich person, he only wore one watch. I shook
Never Again 🌷 “Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.” ~•~ •E V E L Y N• It was already past ten in the night, and Alex woke up an hour ago. That little kid came running barefoot towards his Daddy, wrapping his small arms around his calves and squeezing as tightly as he could. "Daddy!" He exclaimed in his cute little voice that would always melt my heart. "I miss you." That was all Xavier needed to hear. "I missed you too, buddy," he smiled and picked him up. As Alex slept straight for the whole evening, I thought he might be hungry so I ordered a pizza and asked Xavier to stay, while he was reluctant to agree but looking at his son's mischievously innocent face, he agreed. Right now, we were sitting in my living room, and I sat by Alex' side after ordering the pizza. "So, Alex, your dad was saying you're going to be in first grade this year? Are you excited?" I asked. "Yeah, Dad says I get to make a lot of new frien