Stella
"I DON'T WANT to get married, Stella," Ariela said softly as I fixed her wedding gown. I stopped what I was doing and sighed loudly. When I looked at her, her eyes were full of regret; the pain was visible in her eyes. It was as if she was saying to me that she wanted to run away on this important day.
"But, we need a big share of the company now. We're about to sink into debt. Why are you backing down now?" I asked, confused, but instead of answering me, I was surprised at what she did next. Suddenly, she grabbed her stomach and started to cry.
"Ariela," I called because I was already worried about her behavior. "Does your stomach hurt?" I asked again, but she shook her head and lifted her face, causing our eyes to meet.
"Stella, I'm pregnant." She confessed, and just like a bomb that exploded in my ear on what she said. I just shook my head and laughed softly. Why does it need to happen right now?
"Why did you just say that now? What are we going to do?" I was confused and lost because I could already hear the voices of our parents entering the room.
So what Ariela did was she took off her wedding veil and put it on me. And because of what she did, I got scared and shocked because I knew what she was implying.
"Stella, I'm begging. You're my only hope. Even now, please…" She begged and knelt in front of me, and at that point, the door of the room opened, and we were caught in such a situation by our parents.
"Ariela! What is happening? Why are you crying with your sister?" Mama's voice was full of concern and anxiety at what she saw. While my father just looks serious and waits for the next thing to happen.
Because of what she said, I forcibly took off my hands that she was touching and shook violently. I closed my eyes tight, trying to catch my breath because of what was happening right now.
"I don't want to! I won't do what you want! I don't want to; I don't want to take your place." I broke my agreement and sat up in bed. Tears started to fill my eyes. I'm scared.
Because of what I said, Dad was shocked and violently grabbed my arm to stand up and explain.
"What are you saying, Stella? What are you going to replace?" Dad's voice was irritated by what he heard.
I stared at him and estimated how he would react when he heard Ariela's secret. We all looked at my sister, who was now crying even louder, so Mama calmed her down.
"I'm pregnant," she confessed, and I could see the anger on Papa's face, and he accidentally slapped my sister with force. We all shouted, and I grabbed my father's arm because he was going to slap Ariela again.
"What a shame you did to our family, Ariela! You are the eldest, but why did you do this ?!" My father angrily said, holding his forehead.
"Well, I don't want to do what you ask me to do! Stella is there to take my place; I don't want to get married!" When she answered, I was taken aback and couldn't say any words.
"Stella... The wedding is about to begin. Please do this for our family and our company. You don't want to lose your career suddenly, do you?" Dad smiled but asked forcefully at the end, so I couldn't help but cry.
Even my Mom is crying because of the chaos that is happening now. I knew I was against it, but Dad threatened me, so I could do nothing to stop it. I don't know, but I felt resentment because I was the one who would always sacrifice for my family.
Oh my God. What the hell am I going to do now? And I'm going to sacrifice my happiness and myself again?
I wanted to ask them if they had made me sacrifice and not do what I wanted to do in life. But I don't like it because I am their only child, and they are still my parents.
I need a lot of patience to understand them more.
I hate them. I hate you all.
"Okay," I said, but coldness was evident in my voice. I want to break down, but I can't; my career, which I have been dreaming of for a long time, will be ruined just because of this marriage.
When they heard my answer, they quickly changed Ariela's clothes while I kept myself from crying out of resentment. If it just doesn't ruin my career, I won't allow it.
"Thank you, Stella. You will only endure one year, one year in this marriage. After that, you will be free," Mom said, hugging me tightly.
Because she did that, I couldn't stop myself from crying. Mom stroked my hair and tried to comfort me because my make-up would be ruined.
"Mom, I'm scared. What if we don't get along with that man? What if he's abusive?" I was nervous when I asked, so Mom smiled and stroked my cheek to calm me down.
"Cassiopeia, I know the son of the Buenaventura couple. I won't leave you alone, especially since the wedding will take place today," she replied, confusing me.
"What do you mean, Ma? Is the wedding going to be private? It's like an arranged marriage?" I made sure my Mom nodded softly, and I was distraught by what I heard.
It was a good idea they came up with, but on the other hand, we are having a hard time because we will be hiding from the media. I am known as a famous model in the country, but the man I will be with is another billionaire who has a lot of privacy in life.
So many want to know what life he enjoys.
But all my worries disappeared when I heard the faint knock of someone. When I waited to see who it was, it was just another wedding organizer who was now smiling at us.
"Ma'am, I'm waiting for the bride downstairs. The Buenaventura family is getting bored," he said, so I tightened my grip on my Mom's hands and looked at her again.
"Ma." When I called, she smiled and accompanied me out of the room.
As we descended, I felt very nervous. When I looked at the design of the wedding, I smiled sparingly.
A garden wedding was the theme, and I was happy because it was my dream wedding ceremony. But my tears welled up again because I was not going to marry the man I loved.
What will happen to me when I marry this man? Will I be free? Will I be happy? Will he protect me once this marriage suddenly shows up to everyone?
Arrange marriage for this reason just to save our company. I secretly inhaled air to reduce the weight I was feeling. One year, I will only endure one year. Your life will return to normal, Stella.
I hope so. I hope that this man will be nice to me. He will help me to hide our relationship for the sake of our career and life. I hope so.
"Stella, we are in front of your future husband," Mama whispered so I was shocked and couldn't help but stare at the person in front of me now.
I couldn't help but admire him when I saw his face. Those dark eyes that you want to stare at forever, his perfect lips, everything about him is perfect. What you see in magazines and on television is the same as when you meet him in real life.
So, he is Jaxon Azrael Buenaventura? The handsome billionaire.
StellaI FOUND MYSELF facing the man that I will marry. I couldn’t help but roam my eyes across his face. The news I heard was correct, the person in front of me today is very handsome.His black round eyes that you want to stare at, his pointed nose, his pinkish lips that suits his face. In a word, he looks like a Greek God. Also, you will be afraid to touch his skin because of its white and smoothness.Hold yourself together, Stella! Don’t be deceived by his handsome face. Don’t admire him too much!But I lost my attention when I heard him laugh. I don't know but I've been staring at him for a long time. So I averted my eyes and just looked at Father who was now just blessing us.
Stella"Hi, good morning!" I happily greeted him when I saw him coming down our stairs so I greeted him with a sweet smile which made him stunned.I want us to be as comfortable with each other. I didn't want to avoid it because it would be even more awkward so I adjusted myself. Jaxon might have a hard time doing that."Ahm… are you going to work now? Early this morning?" I asked because I saw he was dressed in an office, so he nodded and averted his gaze. So I just nodded and without hesitation, I grabbed his two shoulders and passed him over to the table so we could eat together.I'm used to eating in the morning so I'm surprised because Jaxon seems to be shocked by what he sees now. After all, everything ready in front of him
StellaWHAT IF one day Jaxon and I got our marriage revealed? What would happen? What will I do? Will I admit or hide? Of course, I will not hide. As the wife of a private person like Jaxon, I will just be careful with how I act, especially when we go out in public.I don’t know how I would feel if at the time Jaxon and I’s secret was revealed. Maybe, for now, I'll just be really alert."How's your day?"I just cried out in shock when I saw Jaxon's face when I opened the door of our house. I almost fell but he immediately grabbed my arm and held me tightly. Because of this, my heart started to race."I'm sorry if I startled you." He calmly said and gently let g
StellaI AM AN EXCEPTION TO HIM? But why? I didn't get it. So I adjusted my seat again and looked at him seriously again. I want to know. I want to hear him explain."Why?" My answer was short and I was almost out of breath when he approached me. With only a little space left, the rest of us will stick together."Jaxon, I'm asking you. Why am I the only exception?" I asked again but he just stared at me and it moved to my lips. I don’t know but I was nervous at the stares he gave me."Can I kiss you, Wife?"My brain almost flew at his question. My lips parted in shock and disbelief staring at him. Gosh, what are you saying Jaxon? Instead of answering me, he did this."What-" I just interrupted when I felt his soft lips on my lips. My eyes widened, my body grew cold. It was as if my soul had fled.Even my heartbeat q
StellaWHAT SHOULD I ANSWER HIM? Until now, I was just stunned and shocked by what he said. It’s also one of the things I dislike most about Jaxon. straight to the point when speaking, he would say what was on his mind.Does its mouth have no brakes? He suddenly startled me!"You're not scared? What if one day everyone finds out? Even if we're doing it now it's dangerous even if it's just the two of us." I said in a nervous tone but he just smiled at me and stroked my cheek again."I'm also scared, Stella. But I want to give our relationship a try. I don't want us to be awkward with each other."So I blinked hard and sighed loudly. I even bit my lip before speaking again.
StellaI was moved by what I witnessed and couldn't stop crying. Jaxon abruptly lowered the cake off the small table and walked up to me when I noticed he was perplexed.He asked, concerned, "Stella, why are you crying? Did anything bad happen?," and I shook my head and sniffled before responding.I cried in response, and he hugged me and caressed my back to calm me down. "This is the first time that someone surprised me on my birthday, and you're the first man who did this to me, so I went emotional."I was joking, so he laughed and kissed my forehead. "Thank you, Jaxon. You're bothersome, I'm haggard now and you're going to make me weep. Maybe later I'll be ugly."My heart began to beat faster once more as I was yet again stunned by what he did. To suppress my smile, I bit my lip in secret.Hold it together, Stella. Take care of your heart and yourself.He said that's why I reprimanded him: "You're still lovely to me, Stella. Even if you still cry there, you're still so beautiful."
StellaI was still stated on shocked when I entered our company. I'm just thankful because the photoshoot for the perfume and bag I'm endorsing will be held this afternoon.The manager isn't here yet, maybe he'll wake up late again because he knows my photoshoot will be this afternoon. When I entered the office I just dropped myself on the sofa and leaned. I closed my eyes tightly because to this day I still remember what Jaxon told me. This is the first time I haven’t slept properly today."You're my present and future, Stella.""My Gosh! Calm yourself. Maybe Jaxon will mean something else. Maybe you'll be his future friend, don't expect too much, Stella. You'll end up hurting."I angrily said to myself and rolled around on the sofa. Luckily it was big and I will not fall even if I jump here.Because it's Jaxon, it has a big effect on me to the point I will not properly function. He will say what he has to say.But I just stopped what I was doing when I felt my cellphone vibrate. Wh
StellaHE'S JEALOUS? But why? Devron was the only one in front and I was talking. Until now he was just staring at me now so I couldn’t help but look at his eyes.His face was so dark that he was ready to take me if anyone tried to take me from him. So I took his hand and spoke."You don't have to be jealous of him, Jaxon. He's my cousin. No one is kidnapping me. Devron is my cousin." I made sure and there his face softened at what I heard.He bit his lip and laughed softly again. I don’t know why he’s laughing. He closed his eyes as if you were holding back on what he could do."I'm sorry, Stella. It just led me to how I feel. I'm just not used to you being with someone other than me. I feel like they can outdo me and make you like them." He said kindly and I just felt that he passed me and locked me in his arms.I close my eyes to what he did. I want to ask why is he jealous? Does he already feel anything for me? Or is he just used to being with me every day?But I'm afraid to ask h