로그인POV: Vivian
The medical checkup the next morning was awful. For two hours, three old healers from the Blood River pack checked me over. They drew blood from my arm, poked my stomach, and checked my heart. They talked about my body like I was a horse at an auction ground. "Strong bones," the main healer said, writing on her board. "Bloodline is pure Beta. Her wolf is quiet because she's stressed, but she's totally healthy." "She’ll work," the second healer agreed, wiping her hands. "Send the paper to Beta Marcus." I pulled my plain shirt back on and buttoned it up with cold fingers. I felt hollowed out, like my body wasn't even mine anymore. It was just a machine they were testing before buying. But I didn't say a single word. I just wanted to get out of there. When I got back home at noon, the house was dead quiet. My mother was lying in bed with her eyes closed. She wasn't sleeping, but she didn't look at me when I walked in. The silence from her hurt worse than any insult Toby could throw. Toby wasn't there. His room was empty, his bed made neatly. He hadn't come back since his blowup last night. I sat at the small kitchen table, staring at the blue envelope the healers gave me. It had the time and place for my personal interview with Alpha Gideon. Tomorrow morning at ten o'clock, at the main Blood River packhouse. My father came through the front door at nine that night. He didn't say a word to me either. He grabbed a bottle of whiskey from the cupboard, walked into his study, and slammed the door shut. The whole house felt heavy and cold. *** The next morning, I woke up at five. I washed my face with cold water from the bowl. I put on a simple grey dress and my dark wool coat, tying my hair back tight. I checked on my mother one last time. She was sleeping, breathing lightly. I left a fresh cup of water on her nightstand, closed her door, and stepped out into the cold morning fog. As I walked down the dirt road, I kept telling myself: Just get through today. Get the contract signed, and Mom will be safe. The walk to the Blood River territory took three long hours. By the time I reached the big iron gates of the Alpha's estate, my boots were muddy and my hands were stiff from the cold. The estate was huge, built from dark stone and surrounded by tall pine trees. Two guards with swords stood at the gate. "Name?" one barked. "Vivian," I said. "I have an interview for the surrogate position." The guard checked his wooden board, nodded, and pushed the gate open. "Main doors. Don't go wandering off." I walked up the long gravel driveway. My heart was thumping hard in my chest, but I kept my face totally blank. I pushed open the big front doors and stepped inside. The air inside was warm. It smelled like pine wood, polished leather, and a heavy, dark scent that made the hair on my arms stand up. It was the scent of a strong Alpha—deep, heavy, and intense. My wolf, who had been asleep for months, suddenly gave a quiet tremor deep in my chest. I pushed her down. A middle-aged guy with grey hair walked up to me. "Vivian?" "Yes," I said. "I am Beta Marcus," he said, looking at my plain clothes with a little frown. "Alpha Gideon is waiting in his study. Follow me." I followed him down a long hallway lined with dark portraits. My hands were sweaty, so I clenched them into fists inside my coat pockets. Do not let them see you shake, I ordered myself. You are here to do a job. Marcus stopped at two big oak doors. He knocked twice, opened the door, and stepped aside. "Come in," a deep, cold voice called out from inside. I took a deep breath, lifted my chin, and stepped into the room.VIVIAN POVBy late morning, I had packed my air to a bun shape at the back, breathing the dust air in. The sun casted Golden light shadows across my hair and face.I decided not to be a baggage, atleast be useful to a pack that will someday help me financiallly to deal with my father and his concubine. Lori. The thought of that name alone made my breath hitched.There were guards walking around the corridor area at the east cottage kitchen. I forced a smile on my face. The goal is to keep my head down. Never allow them think you're desperate to sleep with a king who has a wife.No one even looked my way. i lowered my head down. as i stepped into the kitchen. One of the packs maid Nora carried a basket on her hands attached to her waist body. In it were groceries and bread. laundry clothes too. who puts laundry clothes inside a grocery basket. I pondered.Her eyes swept past me with full disgust the moment she sighted me. like i was a problem she needed to solve.She budged me with he
POV: VivianI sat on the edge of the bed for hours, listening to the wind howl through the pine trees outside.The cottage door was still standing wide open from where Gideon had kicked it open and sprinted out into the night. Cold rain blew across the wooden floorboards, extinguishing the fireplace until the room was pitch black and freezing.My hands trembled as I pulled my torn dress off and changed into my spare clothes in the dark.I felt completely dirty. My skin still burned where his hands had gripped my waist, where his mouth had pressed against my neck, and where his broad body had weighed me down into the mattress. What made it worse,what made my stomach twist into a sickening knot,was that my body had actually reacted to him. My wolf had stirred for a stranger who didn't give a damn about me.He loves his wife, I told myself, staring into the dark. He almost had sex with me out of duty, and the second she stopped breathing, he ran to her like his whole world was ending. I
POV: Vivian The cottage on the edge of the Blood River territory was warm, dark, and quiet. Outside, two guards stood watch in the rain. Inside, the fire crackled in the fireplace, painting the heavy wooden bed in orange light. I sat on the edge of the soft mattress. My heart was pounding like a hammer against my ribs. This is it, I thought, my hands gripping my knees. This is where the contract actually begins. The front door unlocked with a heavy click. Gideon walked into the bedroom. He had taken off his dark leather jacket, wearing only a black fitted shirt with the sleeves pushed up his arms. He looked massive in the small room. His dark, cold hazel eyes locked straight onto me. Neither of us said a word. The air felt…heavy, like a storm about to break. "The healers said tonight is the right time," Gideon said. His voice was low, rough, and thick with tension. "I know," I whispered. My throat felt bone dry. He walked over to the bed, unbuckling his heavy belt and dropping
POV: Vivian The next three days were a total nightmare. My mother’s cough got way worse. She lay in bed all day staring at the ceiling, barely drinking the soup I made her. Toby came home once, packed a small bag of clothes without looking at me, and left again. Every time I looked at his empty bed, my chest hurt, but I held onto my resolve. *** On Thursday afternoon, I was in the kitchen boiling water when the front door slammed open. My father walked in. But he wasn't alone. Lori was right behind him, carrying a bag and wearing a fancy fur coat my mother could never afford. "What is this?" I demanded, stepping out of the kitchen. "Pack your bags, Vivian," my father said, his face red from drinking. He didn't look me in the eye. "I sold the house today. The new owner moves in on Monday." "You did what?" I whispered, my stomach dropping. I knew it was coming, but seeing him actually do it made my blood run cold. "Mom is in the next room! She can barely walk!" "She ca
POV: Vivian The study was huge, filled with tall bookshelves and dark wood walls. Sitting behind a massive desk at the far end was Alpha Gideon. He was even bigger than I imagined. Broad shoulders, sharp jaw, and short dark hair. But his eyes were what caught me a cold, piercing hazel that felt like stepping into an ice-cold river. Next to his chair stood an old advisor and Beta Marcus, who shut the door behind me. Gideon didn't get up. He sat back in his big leather chair, his eyes moving down my simple grey dress, taking in my muddy boots and plain hair. His face didn't show a single emotion. "Vivian," Gideon said. His voice was low and heavy with natural authority. "Daughter of Beta Marcus from the border pack." "Yes, Alpha," I said, keeping my voice steady. I didn't bow. I didn't look down at the floor. I might be selling my time, but I am not begging him. "The healers say your health is great," he said, opening a thin folder on his desk. "Your wolf is stable. But your situa
POV: Vivian The medical checkup the next morning was awful. For two hours, three old healers from the Blood River pack checked me over. They drew blood from my arm, poked my stomach, and checked my heart. They talked about my body like I was a horse at an auction ground. "Strong bones," the main healer said, writing on her board. "Bloodline is pure Beta. Her wolf is quiet because she's stressed, but she's totally healthy." "She’ll work," the second healer agreed, wiping her hands. "Send the paper to Beta Marcus." I pulled my plain shirt back on and buttoned it up with cold fingers. I felt hollowed out, like my body wasn't even mine anymore. It was just a machine they were testing before buying. But I didn't say a single word. I just wanted to get out of there. When I got back home at noon, the house was dead quiet. My mother was lying in bed with her eyes closed. She wasn't sleeping, but she didn't look at me when I walked in. The silence from her hurt worse than any insult Toby