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The Carousel Lies
The Carousel Lies
ผู้แต่ง: Quinn Loves Cilantro

Chapter 1

ผู้เขียน: Quinn Loves Cilantro
How much would it cost to rent out the entire amusement park downtown for a day? A few hundred dollars? A few thousand?

My hands shook as I pulled up my phone and looked it up. Six figures. My throat went dry, like it had been scorched.

"Dad, is Mom really rich?"

My son had gone quiet for a long time before he finally worked up the courage to ask. His small face was creased with confusion, begging me for an answer.

I felt a little dazed. Probably, yes.

Jasmine Pepper had once been worth over ten billion dollars, but she'd declared bankruptcy seven years ago, right after the man she'd always loved walked out of her life. She'd been a shell of herself ever since, and eventually she married me, the man who'd always trailed after her.

Jasmine didn't love me. She didn't love our son, either.

But I never, not in a million years, imagined she'd been faking poverty for seven whole years.

I looked down at my son's clothes, faded and shrunk from wear, and felt the blood drain straight out of my body. My chest ached so badly I opened my mouth and found I had nothing to say.

Maybe he noticed how upset I was, because he forced a smile like he didn't care.

"Maybe Mom's just busy. Let's go home, Dad. Don't be... don't be sad."

His voice kept getting smaller until it nearly disappeared.

My heart skipped. I cupped his small face in my hands and found it already streaked with tears. I pulled him into my arms and hurried away, nearly stumbling in my rush to leave.

My son kept twisting back to look over his shoulder, watching until the happy trio at the amusement park was too far away to see anymore.

By the time we got home, I'd been turning it over in my head for a long time, and in the end, I called a divorce lawyer.

The old front door let out a sharp creak. Jasmine was home.

I sat quietly in the bedroom and listened as my son bolted out to meet his mother the way he always did, like an excited puppy.

Jasmine still didn't hug him back.

He didn't react much to that. When disappointment becomes routine, a child stops expecting anything different.

He held up a picture and asked her eagerly, "Mom, can I have this toy?"

Jasmine's voice was distracted. "We'll talk about it later."

Normally, that would have been enough to make him drop it. But today he was unusually stubborn, like he was trying to prove something to himself.

His young voice came out sharp with defiance. "Why do we have to wait?"

Why did they have to wait? She clearly had money to spare on other kids. Why couldn't she spend any on him? Wasn't he her son?

The saddest part was that even with his voice trembling from the hurt, he never actually said any of that out loud.

In the end, Jasmine agreed.

By the time I came back to myself, my son was already wrapped around me in a hug, chattering excitedly in my ear.

"Mom's so good to me! She said yes! She really said yes!"

I was happy for him, so happy I couldn't sleep that night.

But he waited a day. Two days. A week. The toy never showed up.

Finally, on another night when Jasmine came home empty-handed, he broke down completely. He ran to the bedroom and cried in secret.

Jasmine didn't notice a thing. She just handed me a bag of herbs.

"Follow this recipe and brew it into a tonic," she instructed. "I'll take it with me tomorrow."

I recognized it immediately. It was a stamina tonic, the kind meant for a man.

Something inside me, some thread that had been pulled taut for years, finally snapped.

By the time I came to my senses, the herbs were already scattered across her, thrown without a second thought.

Jasmine stood frozen for a long moment, staring at me like she couldn't believe what she was seeing.

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  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 9

    Jasmine didn't answer. Instead, she grabbed my hand and forced it against her own face, hitting herself with it, confessing as she went."It's my fault. I'm the one who made you and our son suffer."It's my fault. I never once kept my promise to our son."It's my fault. I didn't stand up for you when you were being harassed."Just hit me. Why won't you hit me?"By the end, she'd broken down into sobs.I listened to her confession calmly, feeling nothing at all. All the tears our son and I had cried, and she thought a few tears of her own could wipe that away? Hitting her would only make me look pathetic.Charlie noticed something was wrong from where he stood nearby. He dropped his skateboard and ran straight over, shoving Jasmine back hard and planting himself between us like a fierce little tiger guarding its den."Who are you? Leave my dad alone," he started, before Jasmine lifted her head and cut him off without a word.The second he saw her face, his eyes went red. His an

  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 8

    Josh assumed Jasmine still loved him and let out a satisfied laugh. But the next second, she shoved him hard. Caught off guard, Josh dropped straight onto the floor, his ankle twisting into an ugly angle. He cried out in pain."Jasmine, what are you doing?"His face had gone pale.Jasmine's brow furrowed tight. "What are you doing at my house?"Now that she'd finally worked out where things really stood between them, she didn't want to look at him for another second.Josh clearly sensed the shift in her. Panic crept in, and he blurted out the thing that had been eating at him."Is Cody upset with me? I didn't mean to run him off. Isn't it enough that I apologized?"Jasmine's hand froze on the door. She turned slowly, and the look on her face was terrifying."When did you run him off?"Guilt flashed across Josh's face. He stammered through the answer."That day, at Luke's birthday party, he showed up... I was worried he'd cause a scene, so I asked him to leave first.""Asked

  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 7

    Something inside Jasmine's head gave a violent snap, like a wire tearing loose. The background noise around her blurred into static. She kicked off her heels and closed the distance to the heavyset woman in a few quick strides, grabbing her by the hair and slapping her hard across the face.Blood poured from the woman's nose. She lay beneath Jasmine, sobbing and begging for mercy, but Jasmine didn't hear a word of it. She grabbed a serving tray off the nearby counter and brought it down on the woman's head, again and again, until she couldn't make another sound.Jasmine spat at her, turned, and went home.A delivery driver was standing at her door. Before he could say a word, the sight of her sent him stumbling back a few steps. Her white blouse was soaked in blood, her expression wild, radiating a warning that told anyone within reach to keep their distance.He set the package down on the ground once he'd put some distance between them."Your delivery. Nobody answered the phone,

  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 6

    Jasmine's hands started shaking as she called Cody on the way home."The number you have dialed is temporarily unavailable."Maybe he was still too angry to pick up, Jasmine told herself, over and over. She'd go home and apologize properly. Cody had always had such an even temper, always so patient with her, right up to the edge of indulging her every whim.Was that exactly why she'd felt entitled to keep hurting him, again and again?No. She shuddered.But no matter how much she tried to deny it, she knew the truth. She'd been hurting Cody this whole time. Not with violence, not even with words, but through her actions, her attitude, slowly stewing him, slowly burning him down.By the time she'd fully faced what she'd done over the past several years, the back of her shirt was soaked through with sweat. She'd always thought of herself as refined, cultured. And yet, her character had been this ugly the whole time.Jasmine stood outside the front door, unable to make herself push

  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 5

    Jasmine kept checking her watch, an unusual flicker of impatience crossing her face.She couldn't put it off any longer. What time was Charlie's contest again?She froze, realizing with a jolt that she couldn't even remember the exact time, even though Cody had drilled it into her the day before, over and over.A flicker of panic hit her. She slipped away from the birthday crowd and headed toward the office, where she'd stashed the toy she'd bought that morning to give Charlie after the contest.Josh had been watching her the whole time, and he caught up to her quickly."You haven't even had cake yet," he said.Jasmine gave a distracted hum and kept walking without looking back."You all go ahead. I've got something to take care of."Josh shot a quick look at his son.Luke grabbed the hem of her jacket, staring up at her with wide, pleading eyes."Jasmine, weren't you going to teach me the violin? Why are you leaving already?"She looked down at him, torn. "I have something

  • The Carousel Lies   Chapter 4

    Jasmine's expression smoothed out. She patted our son on the shoulder."Mom will be there."He was overjoyed. He dragged me out to buy craft supplies, and when I went to pay, he proudly pulled out his own change instead.Every bit of it was money he'd earned collecting bottles, saved up over a full year, and now he spent it all without a second thought.That night, he spent three hours building a beautiful little house, complete with a family of three holding hands out front. He lay in bed staring at it, refusing to close his eyes, until he finally couldn't fight sleep any longer and drifted off with a sweet smile on his face.The next afternoon, my son and I got to the preschool early. He held the little house against his chest, standing tall and proud. Before long, families arrived one after another, hand in hand. I watched his expression turn visibly anxious.A cold sweat broke out down my back. I silently prayed that Jasmine wouldn't let him down again. But over the next half

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