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“You are going to be my event planner!” She exclaimed, and I felt my heart fall into my stomach. She pointed her hands to my face, and I was more bombed by the news of being her event planner than the diamond ring on her finger. She smiled gracefully as she stood to watch my reaction, but I was in awe. “You… You got to be joking Valerie,” I stuttered, as tears of joy ran down my cheeks. “Yes, you. You will be planning my multi-billionaire wedding!” She confirmed, and without thinking, I jumped on her in excitement. Was that the light I was looking for at the end of the tunnel? I was losing all hope, and I had nothing left. My best friend making me her event planner for her upcoming wedding was something I never saw coming. “This means a lot to me, Valerie. I don't know how to appreciate you right now,” I blinked rapidly, trying hard to stop the tears. “I'll be so happy to have you do this, Bella,” she assured, and I hugged her again. It was a cold rush, on a body that has been boiling for a long time. I was so elated that I dished my late father's document. I grabbed my gig book in preparation to plan her wedding. “I'll tag your socials, I want to make a post,” she uttered with a wide grin. “Ouu! That's a big win. Congratulations, once again!” I uttered proudly. This time around, it was from the depth of my heart. “We'll talk, okay?” She replied, getting up from her seat. I was dazzled for a moment, watching outwardly to see what was going to happen. “Are you leaving?” I asked, and I saw her move toward the door. She smirked lightly, and slanted her head, “Yes, I have to be at the office today, remember?” “I just wanted to tell you about the good news in person,” she added, and waved. I was very excited, and I didn't think of a reply before she left. No, I just experienced a miracle. When she left, I was jumping on my toes and whimpering. “Yes! Yes!!” I could say I was close to her experience of getting married and becoming a billionaire’s wife. The excitement was ethereal. My enthusiasm was revived more when I went to my socials, and I was trending along. My followers grew and it never stopped. In a matter of hours, I had lucrative clients coming in to reserve a spot for my services. Who would have thought that my business would bloom in such a way, and in a very short period of time? “Purr!” I whispered to myself in excitement. I started putting together the spots, the event location, the cards, the wedding gown, and the cake. I assigned days and time to go survey them. Late that evening, my account was credited with millions as part pay. I felt on top of the world, and I promised to put my best into it. This happiness reminded me of what took me to the club, and the aftermath. I decided to stay indoors while feeling so elated. Three days later, I felt terribly sick. I was so confused because I'd never felt so horrible. I had to visit the hospital to run a test. So many things went through my mind as I walked into the same hospital where my beloved father died. The checkup was done, and they took a blood sample. “Please ma’am, would you prefer delivery or an online test result?” The nurse asked softly. “Is there any need for that? I am still here for the results,” I replied in a stern voice. “Yes, just in case,” she politely replied, and I got the form and filled in my details. “Thank you ma,” she replied and walked away. While waiting for my results, I was in between thinking it could be from me fainting some weeks ago, or from my depressive stress. Not long after, I got a call. “Bella, you need to be here now!” Valeria wailed over the phone and my heart pounded hearing the tone of her voice. It was cold and filled with agony. “Where?” I asked, fear swallowing me. “My office,” she replied, crying suddenly. The call was aborted, and it felt like my joy had ended. Did her husband-to-be die? Did she find something or get herself in trouble? I had no idea how to answer the questions that roamed my head. Frantically, I knew I was cooked, or maybe not—not being sure made me feel worse. I hurriedly picked a taxi that got me to her office. “I'm calling off my engagement with Alex!” She announced boldly. Her eyes were swollen while she whimpered. “How? Why?” I asked, shaking with an adrenaline rush which gave a knot in my belly. How could such happiness not last? I have already used some part of my half payment to settle the loans. “He's not who he seems to be.” she panicked, and paced around her office. After listening to her for over twenty minutes, I got her point. Her fiancé was notorious, and he went out with a couple of women. “Did you both have a conversation?” I asked, trying so hard to hold her back from making a decision yet. Her happiness was a primary line to my happiness. If everything would end, I would be back to nothing—absolutely nothing. “Bella, it seems you don't understand. If there was a way, believe me, I would have sorted it out!” She replied icily, with a reddened face. My heart pounded so hard in my chest as the pearls of sweat rolled down the side of my face. I totally forgot I was sick because the only thing on my mind was to find a way out. I was at the verge of losing the light I found at the end of the tunnel. “Who is he? What would he do to you?” I muttered silently, but the room was a bit quiet so Valerie heard me. “The affluent egoistical Alex Blackwood, the CEO of the company I work at.” She angrily replied, and I was forced to stay silent for a while. “He's cheating with no remorse. There's no smoke without fire,” her neck bent forward as she sneered. “Cancel everything, right now,” she said as she immediately grabbed her bags to leave. “Valerie?” I called, and she angrily left. I was left alone in my own misery of being extremely disappointed, and now, it's a situation of grace to grass. I had to be reasonable, so I left her to her decision after I went online to see the trends. However, I never got to see his picture. I was already shattered by seeing my socials come to ruins, and the clients who canceled their appointments—everything became worse. I returned home in fear. As I narrowed my eyes to my empty house, the feeling of depression raced around me again. I paced around thinking of a way out of everything, but I found none. My phone suddenly beeped, and just at that moment, the doorbell rang. “Who could that be?” I muttered, as I checked my phone to see an email from the hospital. I let out a deep sigh after I saw it was my test result. I signed and got it. “How fast could it be?” I ripped off the seal while moving indoors. As I ran through the results, my breath hitched and jaw clenched. Floods of tears ran down my cheeks as curse breathed ghosted the air, “ I'm-I’m pregnant?” “Bella, shhh,” I soothed, and fell to the ground in despair.BellaThe Bracelet sat on the desk between us like a confession neither of us was brave enough to finish. The doctor checked me up and recommended that I avoid stress at all costs. I literally fainted. I backed out without any warning. What was Lucas doing? The things he did were already enough. Later that evening, Alex finally summoned Lucas to the mansion. They spoke so casually, almost like they already knew themselves. “He's coming and I'm going to set things straight," he added after the call ended. “What's that going to do? As much as you don't want to believe what I'm telling you, I wonder what you're going to do when Lucas finally tells you the truth." I understood. Alex picked it up the way a man might lift something that could still burn. His fingers closed around the thin metal with a care I had never seen from him. It was not with documents, not with glasses, not even with me. He turned it over once, twice, watching the light catch the small engraved edge. The roo
BellaI wanted to be so lackadaisable about what was going on, but my baby kicked. I wanted to give him a hard slap on his face for being so nonchalant all along. I wanted to push him away and warn him subtly to never treat me the way he always did. But the shadow never stopped coming closer—The one moment I was always looking out for was coming to an abrupt end. I didn't know what to do about it. “Sir! Mr. Blackwood! I'm so sorry to interrupt, but there's a man at the entrance of the gate. He demands to see you urgently," the security man panted. It was obvious he was running, big when he got up here and saw us, he gave us a bit of time. "Why have you decided to come now?” Alex rudely retorted. It almost felt like he was enjoying the moment as well. He acted off like, you have always had me in your mansion. Why are you deliberate on acting differently tonight?Because I saved his reputation?I moved away and stared at the security man as he walked out. Either way, I never sto
Bella This marriage was a business transaction. I didn't want to feel anything or plan to walk out of this chapter like it was something I badly wanted The four corners of the room had three different souls who knew exactly what they were doing. Alex, Valerie and myself carried the weight of the news in the air. It was so difficult to breathe because regardless of the fact that it concerned them, it was myself and Ethan in that photo. It wasn't any of them. We were the ones bearing the cross heavily. Silence sang out loud, so loud that I could hear my heart pound so deeply in my chest. My breaths went deeper as I tried to inhale, and the fake attention I was getting from Valerie—Nothing made sense. Was it all planned?“Are we just going to remain quiet?" Alex broke the silence. “What do you even mean? I have been waiting for Bella to say something…" Valerie cut in. Truly, she didn't change. Her opinion wasn't needed and it would have been better if she didn't say a word. I w
Bella The worst betrayals in my life had always worn a familiar face. I should have been better at recognizing them by now.I got from my bed feeling a bit musty and moody, little did I know that there was a bomb right by my side. My phone kept beeping over and over. My heart raced as I overheard a loud noise on the door. It sounded like the person had been there for hours. I left my phone first and went on for who could be at the door. It felt like I had made the wrong decision, but there was no other way to clear off the air of fear.“Who took these pictures? What's all of this? How dare you want to ruin every single thing that I have toiled to build?” The rage I got from my dearest contract husband left me standing still in my night robes, big eye bags and a face of disgust for something I had no idea about. “Can you at least have a proper communication with me? You are shouting, you are raging and I'm not getting anything from you," I replied out of disgust. "You know it's
Bella He appeared at the edge of the charity luncheon like an afterthought. The type someone must have planned quietly and very carefully. I had learned that by then nothing in Alex Blackwood’s mansion was an accident. Nothing was an accident. Everything was quietly planned and looked at. After all the chaos, I was here properly dressed in the most luxurious gowns and jewelry from his brand and going solo at a women's in business luncheon. He made me a Blackwood Foundation representative. It was awkward that I wasn't here with him. He would have buried his eyes on me. He would have wanted to watch my every move. Tonight was totally…totally different. I was as free as a bird. No one was going to control where I was going and what I had to do. I could freely engage with anyone without feeling any sort of remorse. I wouldn't have to feel indebted at any point. It was such a glorious feeling, with no perfect description. Everyone sat on the Champaign table. I lingered with my thou
BellaThere was no yelling because the quieter he got, the more everything shook.He called me into the study the next morning with nothing more than my name spoken once from the doorway. No raised voice. No explanation. Just the single word and the expectation that I would follow. I did. The room was already stripped of pretense. The curtains were half-drawn, desk cleared except for a single photograph lying face-up in the center. The day I walked through those glass doors alone.He said nothing. He simply stood on the other side of the desk and waited.I understood the shape of the silence. The choice to speak was being offered to me, but the choice about whether I spoke had already been made by circumstance. The photograph had done that work. My hands found the edge of the desk and held on.“I’m pregnant.”The words left my mouth without the apology I had rehearsed in the dark. I did not soften them. I did not look away.“I kept it from you because of the contract. The clause that
BellaAlex's world was full of men who smiled with their teeth and watched you with their eyes. After receiving the large sum of money, I realized that truly, I was nothing more than a pet in the eyes of Alex. I had to do everything he told me to. I acted only in the way he needed me to act. I was
Bella“Aren’t you ashamed? You don’t even care about the fact that I’m her best friend!” I wailed angrily. Deep down, all I need was a better route to escape my problems. The offer was indeed golden, but why did it have to come from him? Why did he have to be the one to ask for such a delusional f
Bella.My throat was sore, and my chest ached badly because I cried all night. I got up to get ready for another chance in my life before Valerie called again. “I'm ready,” she uttered. It's been a while, but I never thought I would keep such a thing away from my best friend.Considering what she
BellaI swirled on the bed only to be blessed with a sight that made my heart race and fall into my stomach.“Damn!” I mouthed quietly. The room was so scattered, and I blinked to have a clear vision of everything while breathing heavily. Beside me was a man—he was still asleep. He laid on the othe







