It wasn’t like Irene had already fallen for Adam because he was a very handsome and cool man, as opposed to the tales she’d heard about him and didn’t want to part with him so soon.
Irene didn’t want Adam to reject her for the obvious reason—the pain! The pain of getting rejected was excruciating. The day Desmond had rejected her, Irene had drifted in and out of consciousness for over ten hours because she couldn’t bear the amount of pain that she passed through. Rejection hurt. Physically, mentally, and spiritually. Irene didn’t want to go through it again. Even if it meant being with an alpha like Adam who was the very definition of terrifying. “I won’t accept,” Irene spoke up with a small voice, responding to Adam’s rejection offer. Adam frowned. “Why won’t you?” “Because rejection is painful. And my wolf soul finally feels secure again. I don’t want to be rejected. It hurts,” Irene explained, recalling her rejection experience which caused her eyes to water. Adam’s gloved hands visibly trembled, unnoticeable to Irene whose head was cast low. “So you expect me to accept you? An omega? To be my mate and luna?” Adam spoke slowly and menacingly. Irene’s eyes widened as she lifted her head to look at Adam. He already knew she was an omega this entire time?? And he hadn’t asked for her head?? “I’m sorry for being an omega, I don’t–” “I didn’t ask you to apologize for what you are. I just want to reject you. I don’t want a mate. Even if you were a beta, I would still reject you. It’s as simple as that.” Adam stood up from his wooden chair after his last word. He marched towards Irene as though he wanted to swallow her whole. Maybe it was because of his largeness or maybe it was because of the dominating aura he exuded, Irene couldn’t get herself to get up and move. She watched him as he stopped right in front of her, looking down at her figure. “You’ll accept my rejection, won’t you?” Adam said, his voice sounded so pleasing to the ears at that moment. Although Irene was mesmerized by his face and voice, she still shook her head negatively, refusing to be rejected. Adam’s expression twisted hatefully in that second. He reached for her swiftly, causing Irene to flinch and close her eyes, expecting to be hit. The impact didn’t come. She slowly pried one eye open and saw Adam’s hand hanging in the air. Adam retracted his hand slowly, realizing that his action had scared Irene. Irene was able to open her two eyes, but she was now more afraid of Adam than ever. In that moment when he had reached for her, Irene had seen her life flash through her eyes. She had not achieved a lot. Adam would easily be able to end her life with a single strike if he chose to. Which was worse? Dying without achieving anything or getting rejected for the second time? The two options were both bad. But at least getting rejected wouldn’t end her life, would it? It’d just be painful. Excruciatingly painful. “If you accept my rejection, I’ll have your first mate take you back since he’s–” “Really?!” Irene shot up from her seat, cutting Adam off, too excited to remember her manners. Adam’s lips twitched. “He now works under me and my pack. I can have him do anything. Even mend your broken bond. So if you accept my rejection, you get to have your first mate back.” A rejection was going to give her Desmond back!? Getting rejected suddenly didn’t sound scary to Irene anymore. It was just a little pain compared to the bliss she’d be in when she would be mates with Desmond again. Irene became overwhelmed with joy, causing her brain to malfunction. “Really? Really really? Are you sure you’re not pulling my legs? You mean Desmond will be mine again? Ahhhh! I’m so happy! Reject me! Reject me now! Take away the mate bond and smash it into pieces!” Irene bounced on her toes in happiness as she spoke. She was too in over her head to hear and see Adam briefly chuckle at her silly behavior. “Very good. I knew you’d accept,” Adam said. Irene could sense the immense satisfaction in his tone. “Hm, you can reject me now. I’m ready.” Irene spoke with a smile, momentarily forgetting how painful a rejection was. “I, Adam Aldrin, reject you, Irene Gray, as my mate. Do you accept?” Adam said. “I accept,” Irene quickly responded. One second passed. Two, three, four, five seconds passed… The mate bond between the two of them didn’t break. Adam’s brows furrowed, confused at the turn out. “It’s not broken, is it?” he asked Irene. He had never rejected anyone before so he couldn’t tell how it would feel. He only knew that he hadn’t felt anything. Which was not supposed to be so. “It’s not. I’m supposed to be in excruciating pain right now if it did. Try again.” Irene said. Adam nodded. “I, Adam Aldrin, reject you, Irene Gray, as my mate. Do you accept?” “I accept,” Irene said again. Still. Nothing happened. “What’s happening? Why’s it not working?” Adam said, almost speaking to himself. “Are you asking me? Maybe you’re not saying it right,” Irene shrugged, putting the blame on Adam. The more time he wasted on rejecting her, the more time she spent apart from Desmond. He should get on with the rejection already! “How else am I supposed to say it?” Adam asked with a slightly frustrated tone. “I don’t know. Maybe with more anger and disgust. Really mean it. You keep sounding like you don’t actually want to reject me. Do it with passion!” Irene encouraged Adam fiercely with intense hand gestures. He looked down at her like he wanted to fling her across the room. “Sorry,” she said quietly. She had briefly forgotten that he was an almighty alpha for a second and spoken to him like a regular person. “I’ll try again like you said,” Adam said seriously. Irene nodded enthusiastically. “I, Adam Aldrin, reject you, Irene Gray, as my mate. Do you accept?” Adam said for the third time, inputting more passion into his execution. “I accept,” Irene replied for the third time. Guess what? Nothing happened. Adam’s expression turned dark as he realized something— “There’s something wrong with our mate bond.”No. No. No. No. No. No.There couldn’t be something wrong with their mate bond. If there was, that meant Irene wouldn’t be able to be with Desmond ever again!“Are you sure? Maybe it’s–”“I’m sure,” Adam abruptly cut Irene off, then backed away from her, “Come with me.”He didn’t give any explanation as he turned around and marched towards the only door in the room.“Hey! Wait, wait, wait, wait! Where are you going? Let’s try again!” Irene ran up to Adam and stopped behind him.He craned his neck in her direction and said, “I’m not trying again. There’s something wrong here. It’s best to meet someone who’s knowledgeable about mate bonds so they can tell us more.”Irene looked at Adam, finding it difficult to grasp the entire situation. She couldn’t believe that the problem they were facing with the rejection was so superficial that they needed external intervention.“What if there isn’t anything wrong with the bond?” Irene asked with a small voice.Irritation crept onto Adam’s express
It wasn’t like Irene had already fallen for Adam because he was a very handsome and cool man, as opposed to the tales she’d heard about him and didn’t want to part with him so soon.Irene didn’t want Adam to reject her for the obvious reason—the pain!The pain of getting rejected was excruciating. The day Desmond had rejected her, Irene had drifted in and out of consciousness for over ten hours because she couldn’t bear the amount of pain that she passed through.Rejection hurt. Physically, mentally, and spiritually.Irene didn’t want to go through it again. Even if it meant being with an alpha like Adam who was the very definition of terrifying.“I won’t accept,” Irene spoke up with a small voice, responding to Adam’s rejection offer.Adam frowned. “Why won’t you?”“Because rejection is painful. And my wolf soul finally feels secure again. I don’t want to be rejected. It hurts,” Irene explained, recalling her rejection experience which caused her eyes to water.Adam’s gloved hands vi
“We have to address the issue at hand,” said Irene’s new mate with a severe expression.‘The issue of you already knowing my name??’ Irene responded internally. Outwardly, she cleared her throat and nodded dumbly.“You caused a scene at my ball and turned out to be my mate,” the man said, the look on his face was ironic.“I didn’t mean to. I just wanted to get Desmond back,” Irene spoke quietly, not even daring to hold the man’s gaze.“Desmond?” he inquired.“My… first mate.” Irene lifted her head.“Ah, him,” a flash of recognition crossed the man’s handsome features, “I still don’t understand how you could get another mate right after getting rejected by one.”He was mostly talking to himself as he spoke in whispers. Irene heard him. She, too, couldn’t understand why any of this was happening. She didn’t want a new mate. She didn’t want any alpha. She wanted Desmond. Even though he didn’t want her back.Irene clenched her fists as she recalled the events that transpired before she go
“Soulmate.” An almost inaudible sound escaped from the man’s mouth. Irene couldn’t believe her ears and heart. How could he be her mate? How could she have a second mate? How could–“Alpha, what should we do with her?” Irene wasn’t able to complete her thoughts as three large guards surrounded her, aiming to deal with her in a negative way.Her pupils constricted.‘No. It can’t be. He can’t be,’ she tried to convince herself that her ears heard the wrong thing. It was impossible for this man to be an alpha when she, herself, was already an omega.It was impossible for an alpha to be mated to an omega. At least, that was what Irene believed till now. The man lifted his hand and gestured for the guards to back up, his eyes never leaving Irene’s figure. His gaze on her was scrutinizing and hostile. Like he couldn’t be bothered about her existence but felt like he should be concerned about it.“Get up,” he said, his voice smooth and deep.“Huh?” Irene’s mouth fell open in confusion.“G
“Desmond, you’re–”“What are you doing here?” Desmond was wearing a very hostile expression on his face as he reached Irene.Irene’s courage wavered. “I c-came to see you. Look at me.”Desmond’s eyes raked her figure. As impressive as Irene thought she looked, Desmond didn’t seem moved by her appearance at all.“If you know what’s good for you, you’re going to leave this place now,” Desmond advised—warned—with a low-pitched tone.Finally feeling the many eyes set on her, both judging and inquiring, Irene suddenly felt small. But she still had a goal to achieve. She couldn’t come all the way here and leave without her mate.“Desmond, listen to me. I know you feel like I’m undeserving of you, but I can assure you that I am. I truly am,” she reached to touch Desmond’s hand as she spoke, “If you can just come back with me, I’ll–”“Don’t be ridiculous,” Desmond slapped her hand away with a deep frown marring his handsome features. Then he glanced around them, facing the guests of the event
Irene stared at her reflection on the mirror hanging on the wall. She was wearing the gown given to her by the hoodie girl, along with a few accessories that Desmond had once gifted her.Her wavy light brown hair fell over her shoulders, and her face was lightly painted with makeup to enhance her features. Her look was refreshing and beautiful. If one was able to ignore the dirty white sneakers on her feet, they would realize that she almost looked like someone from a classy pack.Irene tried not to look at her own feet. She convinced herself that the state of the sneakers didn’t matter as she was too clumsy to walk on heels that she didn’t even own.“Okay. This is perfect. I’m perfect,” she said to her reflection on the mirror with a bright smile on her maroon-painted lips.‘Are you sure you are?’ A small voice in the back of Irene’s head questioned.The smile on her lips faltered.“I-I am!” She nodded her head in strong belief. Then she covered her ears with her palms and yelled, “
Irene was sitting in front of the counter at a rundown bar place. The walls of the bar were painted dark red with the heads of several wild beasts hanging on them as prizes. The bar was almost empty with about five people scattered around the wooden tables and chairs. Irene was the only person sitting on a bar stool. And she was the only one with tears streaming down her cheeks as she emptied several beer cans.“You’re scaring my customers away with your ugly crying,” the female bartender, who was boldly bald and rocking a millions tattoos crawling up both arms extending to her neck, said to Irene.Irene obviously wasn’t the most beautiful girl in the world, but her delicate facial features consisting of a pair of bright green irises, scanty long lashes, straight button nose, and soft pink lips made her at least pleasing to the eyes.However, when she cried, her eyes would puff up, her nose would turn red, and the size of her lips would nastily increase, granting her the look of an
“I don’t want you anymore.” Irene, who had been cooking up dinner in the small kitchen of their cozy one-room apartment, heard those words from her mate as she lifted her head to welcome him home. “Excuse me?” she said in confusion, her brows furrowed.Desmond, a guy who was about a hundred and eighty centimeters tall with a buzzcut and a good-looking face, was Irene’s mate for three years and counting. She knew very well that he was not the kind of guy who dallied in making jokes.“I don’t want you as my mate anymore.” Desmond clarified. Irene snorted in amusement as she turned off the cooker and wiped her hands clean with a rag. Then she stepped out of the kitchen aisle and walked over to Desmond, wrapping her arms around his waist without a care.“It’s too late for jokes, darling. Dinner is ready. I’ll set your dish, okay?” She looked up at him smiling, dismissing his words.Desmond did not return her smile. His dark brown eyes were drawn into narrow slits as he stared at her wi