Lila's POV
I walked through the forest, kicking pebbles along the way despite the aching in my feet from the Long Walk. I had been roaming about for a while trying to find a place with some peace and quiet. That are somehow become my life since I was the wolfless orphan. I have never shifted, not even almost. I have never felt the thrill of running on four legs nor have I ever felt the rush of the hunt. Sometimes I wondered if I was really meant to be a werewolf. I felt like I was an embarrassment to my family and to my pack. Both my parents, before they died, were powerful werewolves, which was the reason why I couldn't help but wonder why I was different. I was adopted into the family of my late father's younger brother but they never missed a chance to remind me that I was a burden to them. They tolerated me only because I was family but I never got the slightest pinch of love from them. Finally I got tired of walking and sat on a rock which I was lucky to find. Why couldn't I be like everyone else? Why couldn't I be normal? As all these questions were reeling in my mind, I was suddenly distracted by the rustling of bushes behind me. I immediately got up, fear grilled my heart as I wondered what was behind those bushes? Is it a wild animal? If it is, how was I going to protect myself from it, seeing as I had no werewolf abilities. Despite this, I clenched my fists and took the stance of a fighter. Whatever it was behind those bushes, I wasn't going to go down without a fight. Suddenly, something jumped out of the bushes letting out a loud laugh. I, on the other hand who had closed my eyes, quickly opened them to see what had been scaring me. It was Gigi, my cousin. She was laughing controllably. “Y…you should see your face,” she said before beuting into laughter again. My once racing heart slowly began to claim down after realizing that it was just my cousin and not some wild animal, ready to drag my body to some unknown place…not like Anyone would know I'm missing or anything. “Gigi, what do you want?” I asked. “What I want? And why would I want anything from a wolfless orphan? What do you have to offer me? You have nothing; you are nothing. Without my family, you are literally nobody,” she said. Normally, her words ought to sting but I have heard those words countless times that now it doesn't even have any effect on me. “Fine, why are you here?” I asked, resisting the urge to roll my eyes. “Well, my mother wanted someone to run some errands for her and you were nowhere to be found so I had to come look for you,” she said. “Besides, you've left the house for hours. Where have your silly self been hiding?” She asked rudely. “I'll be home shortly,” I simply said, ignoring her question. “Whatever, just hurry up and come home before mum looses her mind and hit you again tonight,” she said and without another word said, walked away. I waited a few more minutes after she left to get myself together because I knew going back there was going to be tough for me. After that, I made my way back home. Just as I walked into town, I felt people's eyes on me but I've grown used to it. In the eyes of everyone, I was an outcast and if not for my uncle and his position in the pack, I'd have been cast out of the pack. As I got to the house, the first thing I saw were my two cousins argument as usual. “I’m going to be the prettiest for the Alpha’s birthday celebration. I heard the festivities would begin tomorrow and end on the actual day of his birth. I can't wait! Maybe he'll finally notice me and decide to make me his mate,” Gaga said. Gigi snorted in disagreement and said, “Oh poor sister, you're being delusional. You and I know that I'm the prettiest and will most definitely capture the attention of the Alpha. My beauty is so flawless he wouldn't be able to tear his eyes off me.” As I walked past the duo, I couldn't help but roll my eyes. They were twins; identical in appearance but they loved to get competitive about who was prettier. As I entered, I was greeted by my aunt's stern expression. “Where have you been all day? I've been looking for you to send you on errands but you've been missing,” she said with a voice that matched her expression. “I'm sorry, aunty. I went for a walk,” I said. She scoffed. “A walk? Leaving the house chores and errands for who? Why are you being so irresponsible, Lila? Your parents were the same which led to their death but do you have to follow in their paths?” She said. “Leave the poor child, Nina. She does most of the chores around the house; I think she deserves a little break once in a while,” my uncle, who just walked in, said in my defense. Although he wasn't as bad as his wife and children, he still treated me like a stranger some times. “Fine, but you're grounded Missy. You'll remain in this house puntil further notice,” my aunty said. I looked at my uncle, hoping he would intervene but he was quiet. “But aunty, it's the Alpha's birthday celebration tomorrow,” I said. She suddenly burst into laughter. “And you want to attend? What's your kind going there to do anyways? I'm sure the Alpha wouldn't even want someone like you to attend his birthday celebration so just stay back home and do all the chores,” she said before walking off laughing.I searched everywhere. Every town, every market, every rogue-infested border. Nothing. She was gone.And every damn night, I would find myself out there—barefoot, shirtless, drunk on regret—staring at the moon, whispering like a lunatic.“Please,” I’d beg, my knees in the dirt, my hands raised like a madman. “Moon goddess, I know I don’t deserve her. I know I’ve failed her. But please, just let me find her again. Let me tell her I love her. Let me… let me make things right.”Sometimes I’d talk to the spirit of Ravenna, the very witch I killed.“I was young… I didn’t know,” I’d mutter under my breath like a man possessed. “You were never the threat. It was the sickness, the fear. I thought I was protecting my people… I didn't mean to hurt you. Please, if your soul is out there, let her come back to me. Or at least let me find her.”No answer. Not even the wind bothered to whisper back.For a year, I didn’t sleep right. I barely ate. The pack thought I was losing my mind. Maybe I was.L
I didn’t stop running that night, not when the moon turned red. Not when my lungs started to burn. Not even when I felt like my heart was about to shatter into tiny, useless pieces.Kaidon had helped me escape. He told me not to come back.He said he’d find me.But he didn’t.Not for three whole days.By the time I collapsed in the mountains, I was already half dead. I don’t even remember falling. All I remember was the biting wind and the sound of my own sobbing echoing through the trees. Then nothing.When I opened my eyes again, it wasn’t the cold I felt anymore; it was warmth. Warm sheets. A fire crackling nearby. A cup of something that smelled like ginger by the bedside. I blinked a few times before my vision cleared.“Ah, finally awake,” a soft voice said.It was a woman. Mid-forties, maybe. Her grey-streaked hair was braided down her back. She had these kind eyes that reminded me of... well, of how I wished a mother would look.“You were out cold when my husband found you,” sh
It was past midnight when Elder Loin came knocking at my door. I knew it had to be something serious. The old man never left his quarters at that hour unless the walls were falling.I sat up from my desk and stared at him. “You couldn’t sleep either?” I asked with a tired chuckle.He didn’t return the smile.Instead, he stepped in and closed the door behind him. “We need to talk, Alpha. Privately.”That made my heart sink.“Sit,” I said, pointing at the seat across from me.But he remained standing. “Drake. He’s pushing for Lila’s execution.”My chest tightened.“What?” I whispered, blinking as if I’d misheard.“Drake went to the other elders,” he continued. “Told them she’s a threat. He reminded them that she’s the girl from the prophecy; that the curse is already playing out and you’re blinded by your feelings. He convinced them. They voted for her execution.”I stood from my seat immediately, fists clenched at my sides.“When?” I asked.“Three nights from now. They want to do it du
At first, I thought I was imagining it. The way my limbs would suddenly feel… weightless, like I could carry a boulder or sprint faster than the wind. It started the day Kaidon kissed me, and since then, every time he touched me, even if it was just his hand brushing against mine, I felt something inside me shift, like a flame catching fire in a dark room… like strength I never had before.“Kaidon,” I had asked him one evening as we sat under the moonlit sky, his arms wrapped around me from behind, “why do I feel... stronger whenever I’m around you?”He chuckled and kissed the top of my head. “Love,” he said. “Love makes people brave. Love makes people stronger.”I remember wanting to believe him. I did. But it wasn’t just strength. It was something else… something darker.It started as a whisper in my head…Hurt him.I’d flinch every time it came, like someone had poured ice water down my spine. The first time it happened, I was in the kitchen, preparing his favorite tea. I was hummi
The council hall was thick with the scent of incense and authority. Every elder, every warrior leader, every man who swore loyalty to the Moonstone Pack, sat in the curved circle of chairs. I stood at the center of it all.This was going to be a meeting like no other!I was going to tell them!“Gentlemen,” I began, letting my voice echo across the room like the wind before a storm. “Thank you for coming.”“Alpha,” Elder Marcus said, giving a short nod. “Is it something urgent?”I folded my arms. “A few things, actually. We need to talk about security. Patrol shifts, border strength… and something else.”“Border strength?” Elder Joseph leaned forward. “We haven’t had a rogue breach in a long time. Our borders are secure.”“I know,” I replied. “But there’s been too much internal drama lately. People turning against one another. Lies, sabotage, even attempted murder. It weakens us. Once our enemies find out that we're not united, they will strike. We can't wait for them to do that before
Something had come up earlier that day.Something I wasn’t proud of.Another nightmare… the same one that haunted my sleep for months now. The same faceless wolf chasing me across a field of fire and ash, until I fell… and she stared down at me with those hollow, haunting eyes, then turned and vanished into the mist. Every time I woke up, gasping for breath, soaked in sweat, like death had brushed past me. But this time... it felt stronger. Realer. Like the wolf was trying to show me something. Warn me.So I canceled dinner with Lila.I told her it was a meeting with the council. She didn’t question it, even though I saw the flash of disappointment in her eyes before she masked it with a soft smile and nodded.“Okay, Alpha,” she had said quietly. “Maybe another time.”I wanted to reach out, to tell her the truth. But how could I? How do you tell the woman who smiles when you walk into a room, who holds your hand like it's worth something… that you’re cursed to die at her hands?No. Th