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The Devil Has Feelings Too
The Devil Has Feelings Too
Author: Lavender Mills

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last update Last Updated: 2025-02-17 16:20:17

Azzurra

The baby’s wail pulled my attention like a fishhook. It was constant, sharp, and so goddessdamned insistent.

I glanced up from the register, eyeing the little girl as she squirmed in her mother’s arms. She was red-faced, her tiny fists flailing in frustration while the mother, barely sparing her a glance, bounced her absentmindedly.

I wondered how it felt to have someone depend on you like that, and I didn’t envy it.

The clock on the wall behind them caught my eye—9:58 p.m. Relief coursed through me.

Almost there. Just two more minutes and I’d be free from this badly lit hellhole for the night.

I handed the woman her bags with a tight smile, her child’s cries still ringing in my ears. As she shuffled away, I slipped off my name badge and tossed it onto the counter. My shift was over. Finally.

I made my way to the back room, the hum of the blinking lights overhead grating against my nerves. The locker door creaked as I opened it, grabbing my scuffed leather bag. Slinging it over my shoulder, I straightened up and exhaled. It was go time.

Stepping outside, the cool night air wrapped around me, a stark contrast to the stale warmth of the store. My worn sneakers squeaked against the pavement as I scanned the street for a taxi. At 5’2”, it wasn’t exactly easy flagging one down, but I had places to be.

More importantly, I had people depending on me.

My two little sisters didn’t know or maybe didn’t want to know how I made ends meet. They just knew there was food on the table when they got home from school.

That was all that mattered

.

Tonight, I needed a score.

Not just for me, but for them. Gas, electricity, water, everything was overdue. I didn’t have the luxury of caring where the money came from, only that it came.

And on time.

A taxi finally pulled up. I slid into the backseat, giving the driver the address of a nearby mall.

Inside the mall, I made a beeline for the clothing store, scanning the racks until I found something that would do the trick. And tonight, it happened to be a burgundy dress that hugged every curve just right.

It screamed expensive, even though I’d only be borrowing it for a few hours. The price tag stayed on, of course. I wasn’t keeping it. Eighty dollars gone, and my purse was officially empty. But it didn’t matter. This was an investment. I had one shot to make tonight count, and I wasn’t going to blow it.

In the dressing room, I slipped on the dress and swapped my sneakers for the only pair of decent heels I owned. I got into another cab, resting back on the chair and twiddling my fingers as I prayed to the goddess for the night to go as planned.

By the time we reached the lounge, I looked like a million bucks or at least someone worth spending that kind of money on.

The line outside the club stretched down the block, but I didn’t stop. I strode straight to the bouncer, a mountain of a man whose grim face broke into a grin the moment he saw me.

“Azzura,” he greeted, his deep voice rumbling.

“Hey there, big guy,” I said, tapping his chest lightly. “How’s the night treating you?”

“Better now,” he replied, stepping aside and pulling the velvet rope back for me. I was a regular after all.

I slipped inside, the heavy bass of the music vibrating through my chest as the warm, dim lighting painted the room in golds and reds. The air was thick with expensive cologne and men full of desperation, just the way I liked it.

Walking in, I kept my chin high, my smile inviting.

My eyes scanned the crowd, cataloging details quickly: suits, shoes, watches. Some men wore leather jackets that had seen better days—easy passes. Others had crisp suits paired with scuffed sneakers. Amateurs.

Then, like a beacon, I saw it, a glint of silver on a man’s wrist. A Rolex. Not just any Rolex, but one that would fetch a good price at the pawnshop, even if they tried to lowball me. I sauntered over to the bar, sliding onto the stool next to him. His suit was tailored, his shoes polished. He noticed me almost immediately, his grin wide and inviting.

“How you doing?” he asked, his voice warm but tinged with the faintest hint of arrogance.

I opened my mouth to reply, but the smell of his breath hit me first—cigarettes. Not the expensive kind either. Not cigars.

But cheap, stale cigarettes.

I recoiled, turning away slightly. It didn’t matter how much money he had. Some things weren’t worth the trouble.

Before I could decide on my next move, another man slid into the seat beside me, his presence quiet. He didn’t glance at me, didn’t even acknowledge me at first.

Instead, he placed an order in a low, smooth voice. “Whiskey. Neat.”

The bartender nodded, glancing at me expectantly.

“I’ll have what he’s having,” I said, lifting my chin.

The bartender hesitated, a faint smirk tugging at his lips. “You sure about that? Might be a little strong for you.”

I narrowed my eyes, ready to snap back, but the man beside me beat me to it.

“Make that two,” he said, his voice firm.

The bartender’s smirk vanished, his eyes dropping to the counter as he hurried to fill the order.

I turned to look at the man, studying him for the first time. His suit was dark, perfectly tailored.

I eyed him carefully.

“I didn’t need you to order my drink for me.” I said to him, my eyes still scanning him.

His eyes glinted, slate, liquid grey. “Who said the drink was for you?”

My lips parted.

Touché.

He pulled out his phone and rested it face down on the bar top. I watched him, thinking I’d seen a hint of a smirk as he turned slightly away from me.

“What are you hiding?” I asked, referring to his phone.

The bartender put the drinks on the table, and the handsome man in the pressed suit took a glass and slid it to me. I wrapped my hand around it, our fingers brushing for one slight second.

“Do you often question strange men you meet at random bars?” he asked.

I pondered his question. “Do you classify yourself as a strange man?” I asked back and his grey eyes narrowed.

I leaned down and took a sip of my drink, holding back a wince at the burn.

“Tell me your name,” he said, after a moment.

‘Tell me,’ not, ‘what is’.

He demanded to know like it was his right.

“And if I don’t?” I asked, rubbing my finger on the tip of the glass, seductively.

He lifted his glass to his lips, tossing the entire thing back in one smooth move. The soft clink of his glass setting on the table made me sit up straighter in my chair. For some reason, I now felt like I had all his attention.

“Why wouldn’t you?” His voice was low and seductive.

And okay, he was fucking handsome. Like, of a GQ cover handsome. Blonde hair, radiant grey eyes, a chiseled jaw, and full lips. Part of me felt like I could stare at him all day.

But we didn’t mix feelings with work.

And this was work.

I reached out with my hand, extending it for a shake. “Azzurra.”

He took my hand, and the rough calluses on his tickled my nerve endings. In an even baritone, he said, “Adriano Giordano.”

A shiver ran through me.

Adriano Giordano.

Adriano. Rion. Giordano?

My eyes flitted up to his, and as much as I tried to hide it, I felt it as he saw the recognition on my face.

This man sitting before me wasn’t just one of the most powerful Alphas to ever walk the realm but also… the don of the Italian Mafia and I had my hand in his.

My day couldn’t have gotten any better.

I swallowed suddenly, wondering if this was a mistake. The mafia swears not to harm women and children, right?

I let my eyes shift to his suit, noting he wore no watch, no accessory except for the large ring on his middle finger.

How much was that ring worth?

Hundreds of thousands, it had to be.

If I could just get my hands on that…

But what would happen if I got caught?

A man of his status couldn’t have reached such leagues if he was the type a pickpocket could get the upper hand with. But… the possibility was too mouthwatering.

I slipped my hand out of his, hoping he wouldn’t notice the slight tremble, as I ran my fingers along his wrist, letting my voice drop to a sultry octave.

“Why don’t we… go somewhere private?” I whispered, keeping my gaze on his. “To talk?”

His gaze held mine, giving nothing away.

And then suddenly, he stood up, taking my hand in his.

Goddess.

This was really happening and then his warm breath brushed my ear, mint and the scent of his cologne clouding my senses. His voice rumbled low in my ear, “Every moment of my time is precious. It’d be wise of you to use it well.”

I smiled to myself.

Oh, honey, I intend to use it, and you, to the best of my abilities.

But of course… I didn’t say that out loud.

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  • The Devil Has Feelings Too    105

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    AdrianoThe pieces were finally clicking into place, forming a terrifying picture I hadn’t wanted to acknowledge. A cold dread seeped into my bones, a feeling of something deeply wrong.Could it be? After all this time? The rhetorical question hung in the air. My twin. I’d spent years convinced he was dead, a ghost haunting the darkest corners of my memory. But the impossible had a way of becoming terrifyingly real in my life.I looked at Azzurra, her wide, disbelieving eyes fixed on mine. “It was him,” I stated, the conviction in my voice growing with every racing beat of my heart. “It had to be Riccardo”Her face became filled with confusion. “Riccardo? Who the hell is Riccardo?” The question was hesitant, as if she was in disbelief.“That’s the problem, Azzurra. That’s who he is. My twin brother.” I pulled her closer, my gaze searching hers, wanting her to understand the gravity of what I was about to reveal. “My father… he told me he died years ago. A car accident, he said. But I

  • The Devil Has Feelings Too    102

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