We headed out of the nurse's office and toward the cafeteria. We grabbed some tray lunches, eyes still very much on us. We're still the talk of the school.
We headed outside with our food where I spotted Toni sitting at a blue picnic table around a large fountain. He was smiling, and talking with some friends. A lot of them wore letterman jackets. Micheal was amongst the group, making me question Toni's judgment. Rachel was sitting at the fountain surrounded by her own friends, but still close to Toni's area. "I'll go sit with Rachel. You sit with Toni. We'll still be close, but actually sitting with the people we want." I told Ash. "You sure you don't want to sit by Toni?" He sang his name, teasing me. I poked his side hard. "Ouch, okay. Sorry." We went our separate ways to our group. "Ember!" Rachel called me over. I smiled at her, making my way toward her. "Everyone, this is Ember. That's her twin Ash." She pointed at Ash who was now sitting beside Toni being introduced like me. "Ember this is Autumn." Rachel pointed to a girl with orange red hair. It was barely above her shoulders and was very wavy. She wore a black short sleeve turtleneck shirt under her brown overall dress. She really fit her name. "This is Josh." Rachel pointed to a guy with a small blue mohawk that matched the color of his eyes. He wore jeans with suspenders hanging off the sides, a white shirt, and a black jacket. He nodded at me and I nodded back. "This is his girlfriend Dawn." Rachel added. Dawn had long straight hair that was cut with many layers. Her hair was a dark blue with streaks of dark matte purple. Her eyes were hunter green and intense. She had a bad case of resting bitch face. She wore ripped, baggy black jeans, and a white shirt with black stripes. "Finally, this is Leti." Leti had dark black hair that curled wildly around her head. She had beautiful skin, dark with a golden undertone. Her eyes were a light hazel and she had a small mole on her upper right cheek. She seemed sweet like Rachel, giving me a smile that I reciprocated. She wore gold hoop earrings and a long sleeve dark green dress. "Sit and eat." Rachel patted the spot beside her. "Thanks." I said taking my seat beside her. I started eating, as Rachel and her friends talked. "Dude, no. I told you that the concert was going to suck. I mean you saw the lineup. It wasn't worth it to me." Josh spoke to Leti. "Well that one band was worth the 3 awful ones to me." She defended. "I'm with Leti." Autumn sided. "I'm with Josh." Dawn added, wrapping her arms around his. I'm not sure I like Dawn very much. She gives me poser vibes and she seems the crazy jealous type. "Well Rachel. What do you think?" Josh asked. All eyes went to her and I could tell she didn't want that responsibility. She gave me a cheeky smile and I shook my head, realizing what she was planning. "I think we should hear from the new member of the group. I'm sure Ember has an opinion." I almost choked on my drink. "That prep. I doubt it." Dawn muttered. She called me a prep. What a fucking insult. "What was the band that you guys felt was worth it?" I asked Leti and Autumn. I want to side with them, but I also won't just say they are right if I don't agree. "Never shout never." Leti responded and I winced. "Leti no." I acted hurt. "I so wanted to be on your side too." Everyone laughed at my last comment. "I approve of our new member." Josh smiled at me and I smiled back. Dawn gave me a scowl and I heard a growl from the picnic table. Toni was looking at Josh for a moment. Ash was smiling at me and I rolled my eyes at him. Toni got up and Ash followed closely behind. "We need to talk." Toni told me, standing down. He was even more handsome in the sunlight. "I've come to meet new friends." Ash said happily. He sounded so innocent. He's just like a child, I swear. "Just till Ember gets back. I don't wanna cramp her style." Ash joked. I poked his side again. I do that when he annoys me, and he's been annoying me a lot today it seems. He rubbed the spot, saying ouch. "Oh hush." I scolded him as I got up and started to follow Toni. "Everyone, this is Ash." I could hear Rachel start to introduce him. "Listen, I told you that you're my mate. I know that you don't have your wolf, so this probably doesn't mean much to you, but could you please not test my wolf in front of everyone? He's really possessive and strong. I'm still learning to control him." I felt slightly annoyed at his words. "Excuse me? How did I openly test your wolf?" I crossed my arms and arched my eyebrow. "Flirting with that guy." He signaled to Josh with his hand."First of all, I just met the guy. I am not so daring as to flirt with someone I just met. On top of that he has a girlfriend. Literally the girl right next to him. Secondly, just because you feel like you have some claim on me doesn't mean you actually do. You don't get to tell me what to do. Learn to control yourself. I'm not responsible for your wolf." I was annoyed. I started to walk away but Toni grabbed my wrist, turning me back around. His touch alone was starting to melt away the annoyance I was feeling at him. "I'm sorry. That's not what I meant." He let go of my wrist, hanging his head. "I just don't know what to do. Reep is going crazy in me and seeing you smile at him just drove him mad. You're right though it isn't your responsibility. I'm not trying to tell you what to do." He sighed. "I'm just having a hard time. I'm sorry I bothered you." Damn it, Toni. I rolled my eyes and sighed letting the annoyance fade away completely. "I forgive you. I understand what you're saying. Charles will sometimes come to my mom at random times and just hug her real tight, inhaling her scent to calm his wolf, Gunner. Apparently feeling your mate close helps calm-" Toni grabbed my wrist and pulled me flush against his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and rested his face in the nape of my neck, inhaling deeply. My body was on fire, yet cool at the same time. My heart felt like it was going to burst from my chest. I feel like my eyes are going to roll back in my head from how good he smells. After a few seconds he pulled away. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that, but you're right, it calmed Reep down." I cleared my throat, fighting down the blush that crept on my face. "You're right you shouldn't have done that." I quickly turned, too embarrassed to keep looking at him. That was the first time a non relative hugged me that tightly. I walked towards Ash and Rachel, not sparing a glance behind me. "That seemed steamy." Ash teased me, wiggling his eyebrows. "I'll beat you to a pulp later if you keep it up." I threatened him and he shut up. "I'd pay to see that." Josh chuckled. "You're so small compared to him." "Yet she beats my ass every time." Ash hung his head as he walked back to Toni's table. "I love you, Twinkie." I yelled after him.His head perked back up, and he turned around smiling at me. "Ha! I love you too Twinkie." He pointed at me with both his hands. He's a goof."That's it, Ember. Just one more push!" The doctor called out to me. Dex held my right hand and my angel held my left. They both lifted me up more as I pushed with all the strength I had left in me. I heard cry as they suctioned the fluid free of her mouth. That sound is indescribable, tears welled in my eyes with the pure joy of having her here with us now. "You did great. Thank you for bringing our daughter into this world, sunshine." Dex whispered in my ear before kissing my sweaty forehead without a care. His eyes were pink and glistening with tears. I could see the love and pure admiration mirrored in them as he looked down at our sweet Nova, that was now placed in my arms. "She's beautiful, mi amor. You're amazing." Toni kissed the top of my head next. The three of us stared down at Nova's beautiful small features. She made the smallest little noises in complaint of being pushed out of me and into this cruel world. I'll make it safe for you Nova, I promise. She had the rounde
Toni had me laying sweetly beneath him. His eyes held such a deep love for me. His gaze was undoing me long before his touches were. He kissed me tenderly, wrapping his fingers in my hair. His thumb caressed my jaw lightly, sending a warmth flowing through me."Toni." I whispered his name, a silent plea to feel him even closer. There's not enough time, not enough of him to make up for the last decade, but I am damn well going to try. I felt like this missing piece of me was finally put back in place by Toni. "Make me yours again." He kissed me with such intensity. He stole the breath from my lungs and the soul from my body. I was all his and I refuse to leave this bedroom until he's claimed me as his again. I pulled his shirt off, breaking our kiss for just a moment. His muscles were just as toned as they had been when we were younger. There was some of Sam in his body, so it wasn't exactly the same, and yet it was perfect all the same. "I love you, mi amor. I'll never leave you aga
Ember's P.O.V."Why did you come, mi amor? You could have been hurt, or the baby could have." His voice was soft, but his tone was firm. My mind was still reeling with emotions. This is Toni. Suddenly everything about my feelings towards Sam just seemed to make sense and I wanted to slap myself for not noticing it sooner. How could I have not thought about it? "Ash had a vision and he told me you were in trouble. So we all came to help. Lucy cast a protection spell over Nova to keep her safe within me. She did consume some of my magic though, so I'll need to see the doctor. It wasn't enough to make me too weak though." I bit my lip, feeling guilty about putting her in danger. "Ash told me he saw Toni here too. He saw you and we rushed over. Why didn't you tell me?" I punched his arm, furious at how he made me think I had lost him again. "I couldn't." He lightly rubbed my cheeks with Sam's calloused hands. "I am sorry, mi amor. If I had told you they woul
Sam's P.O.V.I followed Evelyn out past the barrier of the kingdom. My heart was beating a mile a minute and my hands were clammy beyond belief. In the next 30 minutes I'll be fighting for my life and getting the greatest gift I could have…my angel half. The wind was blowing harshly outside the barrier and the freezing temperature seeped deep into my bones. The wind stung my face and blew snow into my eyes, forcing me to look down in order to see. Evelyn led the way as if this freezing weather wasn't a factor in her mind at all. Nothing phases her, she could be on fire and she would still be walking like nothing is happening. When she's focused on keeping me safe she has nothing else on her mind. She's locked in. "We'll do this here. I'll start setting up the wards. You need to start engraving the ruins on your chest. Do you remember how?" She asked, handing me the flaming dagger. "Yeah, hard to forget." I took the dagger fr
Yesterday came and went and today was Sam's birthday already. I still can't believe how young he is. I groaned at the sun's blinding rays as we all gathered outside in celebration. Ash was kind and with the help of Eric and Lucy, who stopped by today to visit, they set up a small party for Sam. It was just us, nothing big or involving all the citizens here. It was small and intimate and a way for Ash to thank Sam for all he's done. Without him and his sister my brother wouldn't be having this child with Layla right now. I owe them both a lot too and I'll be sure to find a way to repay them both in the future. "Happy birthday, Sam." I told him for about the third time now. It seemed to be the only thing I could say to him. I didn't want to say anything more. I didn't want to start flirting with him or getting to know him better. He'll be leaving tomorrow and I need to be ready to let him go. "Thanks, Ember." He gave me a sma
Dex's words had rung through my head all day. How I may need Sam. How I shouldn't send him away. Is there really a bond? And if there really is, do I really want to open myself up to it? I also can't seem to get past this damn guilt eating away at me. I shouldn't be thinking of Sam. My heart should be fixed solely on Dex, and only him. Now that Toni has left me completely, there's this fissure in my heart wanting to be filled. Sam could fill it easily, but is that really the right choice? It may be easier to accept it, but I don't know that I want to. He's not Toni, no matter how much I wish him to be. The fact he has Toni's memories still bothers me deeply. Every now and again I'll get another glimpse of them through Sam and it kills me. He refuses to tell me why he has them. It's been making me trust him less the more he denies me the truth. I don't understand how he could have Toni's memories. "Where's your mind?" Ash's voice pulled me back from my thoughts. We had flown togeth
The next few days seemed to fly by. Gabriel was back at school and Dex was at my side all day. At night I would have the same recurring nightmare of the day Ash killed Toni. Having lost him again seems to have resurfaced everything I thought I had healed from. Sam and Evelyn kept their distance for the most part, although it seemed like Sam really wanted to be at my side. I sort of missed him, which still doesn't make sense to me. I barely know the man. I attribute this feeling to the fact he looks so much like Toni. He's like this thorn sent by the universe to remind me of what I am missing. Fuck you universe. "You alright, sunshine?" Dex raised an eyebrow at me. "Yeah, just thinking." I chewed on my cheek refusing to tell Dex that I was missing another man. That's ridiculous. "Let me in, Ember. What's going on?" He stroked my cheek lightly with his knuckle. His touch sent those wonderful electric sparks flying through my skin. "I just miss Toni and Sam looking so much like him
Gabriel and Dex and I spent the entire day in bed as promised. We watched movies, played games, and spoke about many things. Dex and I kept trying to get Gabriel to understand, but he refused. He kept telling us that we would see what he was talking about soon. This day was certainly something I needed. Dex always gives me just what I need even when I don't know what that is. Gabriel was taking his bath in our bathroom now, leaving Dex and I alone for the first time today. "I saw Sam was here with you last night." My heart stilled. Is he upset? Is he jealous? Is he worried? "Yeah, Ash had to-" I paused, realizing I never checked on him and Layla. Damn me and my selfish heart. "I need to call him!" I quickly reached for my phone. "What's wrong?" Dex furrowed his brows, sitting up with me. "I don't know. He left yesterday saying Layla needed him shortly after he got here." The phone rang as I spoke. "Hello?" Ash's voice came through. "Ash, oh my gosh, I am so sorry I didn't call
Dex held me flush against his chest on the bed. He had me tucked under the sheets and was lightly rubbing my back. He was doing his best to comfort me. "Ember, I have to leave you so I can care for our son. I'll return with him soon. I'll tell Ash to come over." He told me. "I won't let you be alone right now." He pulled his phone out and called Ash. He told Ash everything. I could hear Ash say he was on his way. "I won't leave until he gets here." Dex tried to comfort me."It's getting late. You need to go to him before he falls asleep. Ash is coming. I will be okay until then." I tried convincing him. I could tell he wanted to argue though. "He needs to say goodbye. He needs the chance to say it. You need to go." He very reluctantly got off the bed. He gave me one last kiss before leaving. My heart was breaking all over again. The small glue that held it together was coming undone. I was loudly sobbing again. The door opened, letting small light flood the room. "Ash?" I cried o