It's been a week since we had that stalking problem. Elly said that it was just her being paranoid and exaggerating things, but I know she is lying because she doesn't want me to get scared. She doesn't look good, and I can tell that by the way she is acting. She has been overprotective of me all the time. She hasn't left me alone, not even for a single second. I wish that she could talk to me like she used to before her mother died. I know that I should not push her to tell me how she feels and let her have her space, but my heart breaks when I hear her lock herself in the bathroom and cry and then come out as if nothing happened. She wants to act like she is fine, but I know that deep down she is screaming.
Since she was a kid, she has been the nicest person that I have ever met. We were in fifth grade when we met for the first time. I just got transferred to her school. One day, as I was going to the bathroom, I heard someone crying in the hall. Some kids were bullying her, and all she was doing was sitting on the floor and crying while this one kid was beating the shit out of her. I stood up for her, and since that day, we have become inseparable.
Growing up without a father was so difficult for her, but she got used to it and started defending herself as she became older. All the kids at school teased her for that and even beat the shit out of her a hundred times. She has been called so many nicknames, except her own name. I know that it is still difficult for her and she does her best to hide her pain, so I don't feel sad for her. She never wanted anyone to feel sorry for her. And after all, she has been through, she manages to be the most cheerful person on the planet.
Her life has been difficult. Her mother was diagnosed with cancer when she was in ninth grade. She has been returning home, seeing her mother unconscious on the floor, so many times that I lost track of it. Our houses were next to each other, so she came to us for help, and my parents helped her. She started working when she was 14 years old in three different jobs so she could pay for her mom's medications but still manage to be the best student at school so she could make her mama proud. Her mother passed away when she was 19, and since then she has become a different person. She doesn't talk to me as she used to, but I will be by her side every time she needs me. She is like my big sister, and I love her so much. I would do anything to make her happy. After all that she has been through, she deserves for people to love her. They all have to know how beautiful and kind she is. I am her only friend, and sometimes that makes me sad, but she doesn't want to socialize with anyone. She sometimes says that I am enough and that I am not just her best friend but her sister, but I know she has just struggled to make new friends. I want to see her happy, actually happy, not just pretending to be happy.
Today is her birthday, and I managed to wake up early and go buy us some coffee and something to eat in the morning. She begged me not to throw a party, and I didn't disagree with her this time, but I told her to take the day off so she could relax. She had been through so much in the past few weeks, and the least she could do for herself was get some rest.
First, I managed to sneak out of the house and take her car keys with me. I went to a cosmetic store and bought some stuff that we were missing in the make-up area, and then bought six bath bombs with coconut scent and some lotions, perfume, and scrubs with coconut scent too. She loves coconut so much that she doesn't get bored with it. As soon as you meet her, the first thing you notice about her is her scent. I bought some facemasks too and packed them in a box like a first gift. She made me promise that I wouldn't go throw a party, but that didn't mean I couldn't organize a girl's night.
After I finished with this, I went to pick up her birthday cake, and on the way back, I took our coffees and something to eat, then I went to my final stop. I know how much she loves pajamas, so I went to the first clothing store that my eyes could find and bought her three different types of them. I put all of them in the car and drove back home.
Finally, I managed to put everything in place and decorate the place. I did all the chores and cleaned the place, put some new flowers in the vase, lit two coconut-scented candles, and decided to watch some TV.
It's noon and Elly still hasn't gotten up, and I am starting to get worried about her. I quickly got up from the couch and rushed to her room and opened the door. Elly was still in bed when I approached her. From her facial expression, she didn't look good.
''What's wrong, honey?''
''Nothing, I just don't want to get up.'' She says as she covers her head with the blanket.
''Come on, Elly, you know you can talk to me. What is it, honey? I say, uncovering her head only to face her eyes ready to tear up.
''Hey hey. Why are you crying? What happened? Are you OK? " I say this as I get her to stand up a little, take a seat on the bed, and put her head on my legs.
''Is about that boy, isn't it?'' I say, wiping her tears from her face. From the first day she met him, she started to behave differently. I knew from the beginning that her feelings for him were not just that she had a fixation. I know this because the way she described me is not the way you describe a lover. She told me that he seemed so familiar to her as if she had met him before, but she could not remember when. She has always had difficulty talking to boys since she was a little girl. This is also the reason why she has never had a boyfriend. In high school, she had almost all the boys on their knees for her, but she always told me that the only thing they wanted from her was to get into her pants. But this one, this one was special, and I could see in Elly's eyes that she felt something more for herself, just that it was hard to accept. The way they were dancing in the club was like they belonged to each other.
"No, it's just that... Oh, just forget it, "she says, covering her head with the blanket once more.
"Elly, please don't be like this. You know that I don't want to see you sad. "
"I just miss her so much, Bella. I can't take this pain anymore. It hurts so much. Why don't I have a normal life? Why did my dad abandon me? Was it my fault? "She says, her voice coming through all muffled from the blanket.
"No, absolutely not. It wasn't your fault. You are the kid that every parent dreams of having, so if he abandoned you, it was his loss. You are the best, most careful, and most beautiful person that I have ever met, and is a blessing to be your best friend. " I say, uncovering her head and petting her face. "So don't ever blame yourself for him leaving," I say, seeing her dead in the eyes.
''Do you understand me?'' I say with a serious tone. She nods.
"Now come on, get up. You've had enough sleep. Go wash and come eat something so you don't starve to death,'' I said as she got up and went to the bathroom and closed the door. A message came to my phone, and I knew the girls were there. I know that she isn't a big fan of girls' night, but spending a day talking and discussing with girls about different topics will make her feel better. I got out of Elly's bedroom and closed the door carefully. I went to the main door and opened it.
'' Don't make a noise. She is in the bathroom and we have to be quick.'' I put the present that the girls got for Elly on the table next to my presents, then headed to the kitchen to get the cake, and went to the living room to wait for Elly to get out of there.
''Why the hell did you... "Elly says as she opens the door and freezes in place.
''HAPPY BIRTHDAY'' we all scream, laughing at Elly's facial expression when she saw us. We sang the happy birthday song to her, but I could see in her eyes that after the girls left, she was going to kill me for this.
''Omg. Thank you so much. I love you guys so much,'' she says as a fake tear falls down her cheek. That bitch should be working as an actor. I laugh at her reaction as we all went and hugged her at the same time.
''We love you too,'' I say, taking the cake and lighting up the candles.
''Now make a wish and blow up the candles.'' I could see the annoyed look on her face. To be honest, I know exactly what she wishes for. For a long time, she's been searching for her father, but till now we don't have any leads.
The rest of the day went by with us in our pajamas, watching films, drinking wine, doing facial masks, and doing our nails. Elly went through almost two bottles and a half of wine. I could tell that she was drinking to forget, and watching her that miserable broke my heart. She deserved so much better than this, but sometimes God has different plans for each of us, even if they could end badly.
Finally, the girls' night was over, and the girls went to their homes after Bella made them breakfast. I was exhausted because I drank a lot last night, and today my head feels like it's going to explode. I hate girl's night and I hate people pretending they love you and acting as if they care about you, but I didn't want to get Bella upset, so I had to act like I was having fun even though all I did was drink all the wine that they had brought. I have told Bella so many times that I can't stand her friends, but she still manages to set us up with them when we decide to go somewhere. She says I have to be more social and make more friends. Bullshit. I have her and that's enough for me.My headache was killing me, so I took some painkillers that were on my bedside table and laid back in bed. Every muscle in my body was in pain, and all I wanted was to sleep all day. I am so tired of this life that sometimes I just want to end it. My mum isn't here anymore. I don't know who my father is
Five months laterI've been at this job for five months and have gotten used to it. I learned how things work here and got to meet more people. Not everyone who works here is cruel. Olivia is my assistant, and she is the most cheerful person in the office. Aiden assigned her as my assistant after seeing that I and Ema did not get along. I couldn't stand her and her attitude. I mean, I understand she is the 'boss's assistant' and seems to be more than that, but it doesn't explain why she hates me so much. Olivia helped me and taught me how things work around here. She explained to me the basic roles in the workplace and told me what I was allowed to do and what not. She is basically my personal counselor. She gave me a little character description of each of the employees that work here so that I would know how to interact with them and who not to talk to. She has been working here for almost 5 years, so she basically knows everyone.It's been 5 months of me working as hard as I can so
I awoke before my alarm went off. I had to be ready by 8:00 pm, and with my make-up skills, I'm hoping to make it there on time. Even if all of the YouTubers came together and talked me through everything step-by-step, I'd still be the worst. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth before going to the kitchen to eat. After finishing breakfast, I began doing some housework. Everything looks so boring now that Bella has gone to her parents, and I can't wait for her to come back.I went to the bathroom, filled the bathtub with warm water, and threw in a coconut bath bomb. I walked to the kitchen, got a glass of white wine, went to the bathroom, put on some music, removed my clothes, and got into the bathtub, feeling my muscles relax while listening to music and just enjoying the peace.I've been searching for my father for six months now. Even the smallest clue could help me, yet no one knows anything. I even looked up the hospital where my mother tol
''Dam. I think I am becoming a whore.''''Why? What happened?''''You know, last night I went with Aiden to the dinner that was organized for our boss's return?''''Yes, I remember.''''All was going according to my predictions. I dressed and did my make-up by myself and tried to watch my steps so I didn't break my face with those high hills.''''Wait a minute, you did your makeup by yourself?''''Yes. I think I am getting pretty good at it. But that's not the point. Guess who my boss is?''"Elly, how can I know who your boss is?''''The guy you saw me dancing at the club.''''Wait a minute. What club? I don't rememb...''''Bella I know you saw me. Drop the act.'' I interrupted her.''I am sorry,'' she said, and I could hear her giggle through the phone. She can be such a child sometimes. ''But that still doesn't explain how you became a whore.''''I went to the bathroom so I could text you about the latest news, and he had followed me and caught me in the bathroom.''''Aaaaand...."'
I didn't sleep. To be correct, I couldn't sleep. All I did was stare at the ceiling the entire night. Why the hell would someone pay a guy to stalk me? I am the most boring person in the whole world, and paying someone to stalk me was really something that would never cross my mind in a million years. I thought of every possible reason why this guy was chasing me. It's now 7 a.m. and I have to get ready for work. I was so tired and my hands were hurting so much, but I just ignored them and started to get ready for work. I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then I started to do my make-up and got dressed. I took my keys and my laptop and headed out of the apartment, closing the door behind me. The traffic was light and I arrived at work on time. Olivia was already waiting for me with our coffee in her hands. ''God you have no idea how much I love you right now,'' I say to her while I take the coffee off her hand and take a sip. ''You're welcome,'' she says
It's been two days since the last time I slept. The fear was getting the best of me, and I started to get paranoid about everything. I started to look for a new house so at least I could feel a bit safe. I am so tired and I haven't had a shower in two days. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a quick shower. The warm water relaxed my muscles but not my mind. I got out of the shower and wrapped myself in towels and brushed my teeth. Today I didn't bother myself putting on makeup. I got dressed in one of my work costumes, put my hair in a messy bun, and headed out of the apartment. I didn't care how I looked I just wanted this nightmare to be over. I parked my car at my usual spot and got in. Olivia wasn't waiting at the main entrance, which is a bit odd, but Aiden was. ''Someone is looking hot today,'' he says looking me up and down. ''I am not in the mood to talk to Aiden, so please stop it,'' I say to him with a tired expression. ''Two black coffees plea
Last night, I had the worst sleep I have had in my entire life, but I got to sleep. It's 6 am and I am still lying on the couch staring at the ceiling. I had to get up early so no one would see that I slept in the office. I got up and went to the door unlocking it carefully. I went to the bathroom, washed my face, and tried to fix my hair. Then headed to the office and closed the door. I went to my desk, sat on my chair, and opened my laptop. I finished all my work yesterday so now I am just pretending to work and start thinking of the best lie that I can come up to Aiden. I am still in the same clothes as yesterday and I don't want him to find out that I slept in the office. God my back hurts so much and my whole body is in pain. It's now 7 am and I get up from my chair and went to the cafeteria so I could get some coffee. I go to the cafeteria and give my order and suddenly I hear Aiden's voice calling me.''Good morning sunshine,'' Aiden says to me with a bright smile on his face.
I woke up to a knock on the door. I reach to see the time on my phone, and it's 8. God fuckin' hell, I didn't set the alarm the other day. It must be Aiden. I started to panic and didn't know what to say or do.''One moment, I will be there in a sec,'' I say as I try to organize the place and fix myself. I got to the door and unlocked it.''Hey Aiden,'' I say with a smile on my face, trying not to be suspicious. He was standing at the door with two cups of coffee and looked at me with a 'wtf' look.''Hey, Elly. Why was the door locked?" He walks in and hands me one of the coffee cups. Think of a lie Elly. You are getting good at this.''I hm... I was going to do some work and didn't want anyone to disturb me.'' really and a fifth-grader can lie better.''Okay. Do you want me to go?'' Aiden says and looks at me with a suspicious look. God, please make him believe me."No, it's ok, you can stay,'' I say, still with a smile on my face. I sit in my chair, and Aiden sits on the chair in fr