It's been a week since we had that stalking problem. Elly said that it was just her being paranoid and exaggerating things, but I know she is lying because she doesn't want me to get scared. She doesn't look good, and I can tell that by the way she is acting. She has been overprotective of me all the time. She hasn't left me alone, not even for a single second. I wish that she could talk to me like she used to before her mother died. I know that I should not push her to tell me how she feels and let her have her space, but my heart breaks when I hear her lock herself in the bathroom and cry and then come out as if nothing happened. She wants to act like she is fine, but I know that deep down she is screaming.
Since she was a kid, she has been the nicest person that I have ever met. We were in fifth grade when we met for the first time. I just got transferred to her school. One day, as I was going to the bathroom, I heard someone crying in the hall. Some kids were bullying her, and all she was doing was sitting on the floor and crying while this one kid was beating the shit out of her. I stood up for her, and since that day, we have become inseparable.
Growing up without a father was so difficult for her, but she got used to it and started defending herself as she became older. All the kids at school teased her for that and even beat the shit out of her a hundred times. She has been called so many nicknames, except her own name. I know that it is still difficult for her and she does her best to hide her pain, so I don't feel sad for her. She never wanted anyone to feel sorry for her. And after all, she has been through, she manages to be the most cheerful person on the planet.
Her life has been difficult. Her mother was diagnosed with cancer when she was in ninth grade. She has been returning home, seeing her mother unconscious on the floor, so many times that I lost track of it. Our houses were next to each other, so she came to us for help, and my parents helped her. She started working when she was 14 years old in three different jobs so she could pay for her mom's medications but still manage to be the best student at school so she could make her mama proud. Her mother passed away when she was 19, and since then she has become a different person. She doesn't talk to me as she used to, but I will be by her side every time she needs me. She is like my big sister, and I love her so much. I would do anything to make her happy. After all that she has been through, she deserves for people to love her. They all have to know how beautiful and kind she is. I am her only friend, and sometimes that makes me sad, but she doesn't want to socialize with anyone. She sometimes says that I am enough and that I am not just her best friend but her sister, but I know she has just struggled to make new friends. I want to see her happy, actually happy, not just pretending to be happy.
Today is her birthday, and I managed to wake up early and go buy us some coffee and something to eat in the morning. She begged me not to throw a party, and I didn't disagree with her this time, but I told her to take the day off so she could relax. She had been through so much in the past few weeks, and the least she could do for herself was get some rest.
First, I managed to sneak out of the house and take her car keys with me. I went to a cosmetic store and bought some stuff that we were missing in the make-up area, and then bought six bath bombs with coconut scent and some lotions, perfume, and scrubs with coconut scent too. She loves coconut so much that she doesn't get bored with it. As soon as you meet her, the first thing you notice about her is her scent. I bought some facemasks too and packed them in a box like a first gift. She made me promise that I wouldn't go throw a party, but that didn't mean I couldn't organize a girl's night.
After I finished with this, I went to pick up her birthday cake, and on the way back, I took our coffees and something to eat, then I went to my final stop. I know how much she loves pajamas, so I went to the first clothing store that my eyes could find and bought her three different types of them. I put all of them in the car and drove back home.
Finally, I managed to put everything in place and decorate the place. I did all the chores and cleaned the place, put some new flowers in the vase, lit two coconut-scented candles, and decided to watch some TV.
It's noon and Elly still hasn't gotten up, and I am starting to get worried about her. I quickly got up from the couch and rushed to her room and opened the door. Elly was still in bed when I approached her. From her facial expression, she didn't look good.
''What's wrong, honey?''
''Nothing, I just don't want to get up.'' She says as she covers her head with the blanket.
''Come on, Elly, you know you can talk to me. What is it, honey? I say, uncovering her head only to face her eyes ready to tear up.
''Hey hey. Why are you crying? What happened? Are you OK? " I say this as I get her to stand up a little, take a seat on the bed, and put her head on my legs.
''Is about that boy, isn't it?'' I say, wiping her tears from her face. From the first day she met him, she started to behave differently. I knew from the beginning that her feelings for him were not just that she had a fixation. I know this because the way she described me is not the way you describe a lover. She told me that he seemed so familiar to her as if she had met him before, but she could not remember when. She has always had difficulty talking to boys since she was a little girl. This is also the reason why she has never had a boyfriend. In high school, she had almost all the boys on their knees for her, but she always told me that the only thing they wanted from her was to get into her pants. But this one, this one was special, and I could see in Elly's eyes that she felt something more for herself, just that it was hard to accept. The way they were dancing in the club was like they belonged to each other.
"No, it's just that... Oh, just forget it, "she says, covering her head with the blanket once more.
"Elly, please don't be like this. You know that I don't want to see you sad. "
"I just miss her so much, Bella. I can't take this pain anymore. It hurts so much. Why don't I have a normal life? Why did my dad abandon me? Was it my fault? "She says, her voice coming through all muffled from the blanket.
"No, absolutely not. It wasn't your fault. You are the kid that every parent dreams of having, so if he abandoned you, it was his loss. You are the best, most careful, and most beautiful person that I have ever met, and is a blessing to be your best friend. " I say, uncovering her head and petting her face. "So don't ever blame yourself for him leaving," I say, seeing her dead in the eyes.
''Do you understand me?'' I say with a serious tone. She nods.
"Now come on, get up. You've had enough sleep. Go wash and come eat something so you don't starve to death,'' I said as she got up and went to the bathroom and closed the door. A message came to my phone, and I knew the girls were there. I know that she isn't a big fan of girls' night, but spending a day talking and discussing with girls about different topics will make her feel better. I got out of Elly's bedroom and closed the door carefully. I went to the main door and opened it.
'' Don't make a noise. She is in the bathroom and we have to be quick.'' I put the present that the girls got for Elly on the table next to my presents, then headed to the kitchen to get the cake, and went to the living room to wait for Elly to get out of there.
''Why the hell did you... "Elly says as she opens the door and freezes in place.
''HAPPY BIRTHDAY'' we all scream, laughing at Elly's facial expression when she saw us. We sang the happy birthday song to her, but I could see in her eyes that after the girls left, she was going to kill me for this.
''Omg. Thank you so much. I love you guys so much,'' she says as a fake tear falls down her cheek. That bitch should be working as an actor. I laugh at her reaction as we all went and hugged her at the same time.
''We love you too,'' I say, taking the cake and lighting up the candles.
''Now make a wish and blow up the candles.'' I could see the annoyed look on her face. To be honest, I know exactly what she wishes for. For a long time, she's been searching for her father, but till now we don't have any leads.
The rest of the day went by with us in our pajamas, watching films, drinking wine, doing facial masks, and doing our nails. Elly went through almost two bottles and a half of wine. I could tell that she was drinking to forget, and watching her that miserable broke my heart. She deserved so much better than this, but sometimes God has different plans for each of us, even if they could end badly.
''So Elly. What brought you here?'' Alberto tells me his gun never leaves my head. He pressed it harder as he pushed me into one of the club's rooms and locked the door. I could feel the fear rising in me, but that didn't help stop the words from coming out of my mouth. ''Well. Let me say I came here to kill you,'' I say as I take a seat in a chair that is near me. Keep yourself together, Elly. If you break, you're dead. ''And what makes you think you can do that?'' he says as he lets out a chuckle. I stare at him. There is no emotion on my face as I look at him and then at the gun. ''Oh come Elly. Do you really think you can take me down?'' he says in a sarcastic tone. ''What makes you think I can't?'' I feel a wave of confidence rushing through my body. ''You think that killing me is going to bring you peace,'' he says in his deep Italian accent ''You think that if you put a bullet in my head, it will make your Isabella come back,'' he says as he takes another chair and takes a s
"Elly, get your fat ass out. You've been in that bathroom for two hours.'' I huffed in annoyance and finally put some red lipstick on. I look at myself in the mirror, and to be honest, I am satisfied. I am getting better at this. ''Elly. I need to go to the bathroom. Pleeeeease.'' I could hear his pleading tone, which only put a smirk on my face.''And I am done,'' I say, getting out of the bathroom.''Oh. Waw," Giovanni said, and I could see the lost look in his eyes. "Well, I expected you to look like a clown but I guess you are getting pretty good at this.'' I smacked him on the shoulder, making sure to hurt him. He let out a chuckle, and I headed to my bedroom. I decided to wear my short, tight black dress. It was the only one I brought with me, so it'll do the work. I started undressing. I go to my luggage and pull out my dress. I was only wearing my black panties and bra and I could feel the cold air hit my body as goosebumps appeared all over my body. I finally found the dress
The rest of the day was spent eating. I can't remember when I last ate that much. Giovanni went out so he could finish some work and try to learn something more about Alberto, but we both knew that there wasn't much to learn here. We have to go to Sicily. Aiden said that Alberto and Domenic lived there but never crossed their territories. After their "big conflict," they never crossed paths again. No one knew the reason for their conflict or how it started, but one thing was clear: one wrong move, and the third global war would start. I was in the living room watching TV and decided to take a shower. I got to the bathroom and started filling the tub and putting some shampoo in there so it could create some bobbles. I took my clothes off and got in the tub, relaxing my muscles in the warm water. My mind couldn't think of anything else but Bella. I was laying in the tub with my eyes closed when I heard the bathroom door slam open and saw Giovanni standing in front of me. ''Hey. You k
I wake up to a knock on my door. I get out of bed and reach for my phone to see the time. It was 6 a.m. Who the hell is up at 6 a.m.? I reach for the door and unlock it, only to see Aiden coming inside the room with a furious face.''Good morning to you too,'' I say sarcastically.''You are leaving?'' He says looking me dead in the eye with a disappointed look.''Oh, so Aaron told you. Yes, I am leaving.'' I say trying to keep an emotionless face. It breaks my heart to leave Aiden behind, but I don't want to put anyone in danger because of me.''And where are you going?'' Aiden asks in an angry tone.''I don't know but far from here. Maybe I will go to a new town and start my new life there.''''Elly why? We can protect you here. You don't have to leave.''''Aiden I am sorry, but I have made my decision, whether you like it or not. I will not put any of you in danger because of me. ''''Elly your joking? Right? We're in the mafia. Everywhere we go, we're in danger.''"Yeah, but this o
I woke up with a headache. For the first time in a while, I slept comfortably. I don't remember falling asleep yesterday. I stayed in bed a little bit more. But after a couple of seconds, it hit me. I shut out of the bed and looked around. I spot Aaron lying in a chair next to my bed, looking at me with a worried look. ''What the hell are you doing here?'' I say with an angry tone. ''Are you ok?'' he says, getting up from the chair. ''Why do you care how am I?'' ''Elly please don't act like a child.'' He says getting closer to me. ''Do not come fucking near me,'' I say, raising my hand to keep him away from me. ''Elly don't be like this, please,'' he says, coming even closer. "Leave right now." ''I don't want you anywhere near me. "GET OUT,'' I yell, and he looks at me with a sad face before he turns his back and gets out of the room. He hurt me. He told me I was meaningless, and I believed him. I lay on the bed, wrapped myself in a blanket, and started crying silently. After ho
It's seven in the morning, and I haven't slept at all. Not that I didn't want to, but Aiden's snore was so fuckin' loud that I couldn't sleep. I got up from the chair, and my back hurts like hell. I got out of the office and went to the cafeteria. I took two coffees and two avocado toast and got back to my office. I got inside my office, closed the door behind me, and saw that Aiden was now awake. ''Good morning,'' I said, handing him the coffee and a toast. Then I got to my desk and set up my chair. ''How do you sleep on this couch? All my bones hurt." He says getting up from the couch and sitting in one of the chairs that are in front of my desk. I took a sip of my coffee, looking at him with an "I don't have another choice" look. We finished our coffee and toast, and I got back to the work I have to do today, but all I could think about was Aaron. He must be hungry. Ema has taken some days off because she is sick and no one else is here to replace her. '' Do you know what type