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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

Author: Mairee
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-26 22:31:48

#Rico’s POV#

I don’t trust it.

That damn box from last night won’t leave my head, even though it’s already in a trash bag at the bottom of the kitchen bin, underneath yesterday’s leftovers and some of Joel’s half-eaten steak. Dorothy told me to let it go, but something about the clean handwriting and the sharp way that -P curved at the end… it itches something deep in my skull.

It couldn’t be Paulina.

Could it?

I glance sideways at Dorothy as she sits quietly in the parlor, hoodie loose over her head and her feet curled under her on the couch. Her arm is outstretched, sleeve rolled up. One of the at-home nurses Malik sent over yesterday is prepping the second injection. It’s just hormones—routine, they said—but I’ve never seen her flinch like that before.

And she hasn’t said a word all morning.

I’m just standing there, leaning on the doorway with my arms folded. Watching. Listening. Feeling like I’m intruding on something sacred. But also like I should be here. Like I have to be.

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