-Hazel-I wake up with the sound of clanging. I am not sure what it was exactly but it almost sounds like metals were hitting each other of some sorts.I was too tired to open my eyes. Bleu must be trying Tom make some food or he may be polishing his weapons. I should rest more as moon goddess knows that I need it.I have heard from other females in the royal capital that the mating process does sap the energy out of you but to think that it would be to this extent.I do jut have the energy in me to even do as much as open my eyes. I am very exhausted and my body feels like us has lost all of the life in it. Saying that Bleu was a beast when it came to the matters of sexual intimacy was an under statement. He was an animal at best.He did not stop. I even lost count of the number of times that I had orgasmed. He never stopped and it got to a point that I started to beg him to stop with tears in my eyes but for some reason, me begging and crying only seemed to fuel him in even more.Th
-Hazel-There was nothing for me to do than to continue to sit on the cold hard floor while having no other choice than to listen the ramblings of crown prince Inas.Thanks to him , I mine have a clear description of just how Bleu was killed and he did not stop there. “Did you know that when the experimentations began, we found out that you were carrying the pup of this male?!! Honestly Hazel, I thought you had some class and were better than this. You almost ruined all of our plans but thank fully the pup itself was quite unique. We ripped it out of you like it was nothing. Do wish to know whether it was a bit or a girl?!” He continued to ramble on and at first, I thought that they was totally nothing that he could possibly say to tear me apart even more.But, I was carrying Bleu’s pup but now it was no more. “If I had not captured you from that forest, you would have had a little daughter to call your own” he said with a hearty laugh and I feel the tears gather at the corner of my
-Hazel-If I were to be very honest with myself, I think even animals are treated way better than I am now.“It seems that you have a lot on your kind that you will have to process, so I will leave you alone to your thoughts. The experiments begin again tomorrow and I just say that this will be your life from now on till you die. Thank you Lady Hazel. Because of you, I will become the most powerful male in the entire kingdom and no one not even the founding noble families will be able to question my authority” he says as he lets out a deep cackle.At this point, I no longer feel the energy to feel any thing any more neither do I want to. I just want to die and there is no longer any thing for me to live for and there is no way that I want to live such a life. Now, my eyes are very sore from the tears and I hold the decapitated head of Bleu even closer to my chest. If only I could go back to that point, I would change the past so that such a thing does not happen any more
-Hazel-The moment I had those thoughts, it was like I was thrown into a whirl pool and was unable to control any ting but even my own body. I could not explain what was happening to me but Ay this moment, it was like I was watching myself from outside mu body.Perhaps it is the fact that I now hold Bleu’s decapitated head in my arms that I am now feeling this way. The reaction was however instant. I felt my body become heavy and I was now unable to keep my eye lids open: the only part of me that did not waver in strength was my hands because I could no bear the thought of not holding on to the last piece of him.“Moon goddess, if only I had another chance, I will make sure not to repeat the same life” I whisper and for the first time during this situation, I was hit with the harsh truth.If I were to be completely honest with myself, the only reason that Bleu was killed in such a gruesome manner was all because of me. At this moment, memories flashed through my mind in my now sleepy s
-Hazel-Bleu!!!!I was confused was to which reality it was that I should believe. Why I had just witnessed was so real that I am at a loss. He was fully intact, not pale and looking as lively as ever.His hair was tied into a messy bun on the top of his hair and he looked really really peaceful as he slept. Very different from how he looked from the dream that I heard.But was that really a dream?!!’ I was panting and I could tell that it would take a while before I would be able to calm myself down.I feel beads of sweat gather on my fore head and on the side of my face and they increase by the minute. After I had been able to get myself h see control, I finally take a long look round the cave and I could not help the tears from coking out of my eyes and staining the skin of my cheeks.It was truly how I remembered it all. Every thing is exactly the same. That…. was a very scary dream and there is something that tells me that this was not some thing that I should ignore at all.On t
-Hazel-I could tell that bLeu was angry at the thought that he may have some how hurt me during the time of us mating and at this moment, I felt my heart break into a million pieces.I remember clearly the dream that I had and I know deep down in my bones that there is nothing that will ever make me to forget the things I saw in that dream.In fact, there is still a part to me that is very much confused about which one of the realities is true for me.I watch as Bleu moves to my front and get down on his knees. He has a desperate look in his yes as the tears continue to flow. I can tell that he is at a loss as to why I am crying and I do not need a seer to know that he blames himself.If only he knew that the reason I can not help myself from crying was because I was seeing him in person after such a horrific dream. I knew that I was very very important to him but I do not think that I have fully grasped just how important I was to him.In the dream that I had, the crown prince did s
-Hazel-It was in no way easy for me to calm Bleu down. He was bent on inflicting some form of punishment on himself no matter how small it may be.I let out a deep sigh. He is just like a huge stubborn pup and I know that I will have my role to play in order to take care of him from now on.Bleu was nothing but muscle which is to be expected. He needed to get this strong for him to be able survive in such a place. He only knew to take care of situations in brutal and gruesome ways. I would need to be the balance in the relationship.I will make sure that the dream that I had never comes to pass. Never. I can still feel the decapitated and cold head of Bleu in my arms and I know very well that it was a feeling that I will have a hard time in forgetting. It felt so real, almost like the moon goddess herself was trying to send a warning to me.Not that I believe in such, but there was a saying in the ancient times of the kingdom that omegas were actually vassals to the moon goddess. Wh
-Bleu-Finally!!!I have waited and hoped for this moment for all of my life. The only reason that I was able to keep a strong hold on my consciousness and not completely give in to my wolf form was because I was holding on to the hope of one day, being able to find my mate prepared for me by the moon goddess herself.I waited and waited and I can not lie that it was not hard some times, I never want to go back to the those lonely days again and I do not even want to entertain the thought.If by any chance, Hazel leaves me, then I will go mad. It is a miracle in itself that I had not turn into a rabid wolf. I just focused on getting stronger to be able to protect my mate as I blindly trusted my mother’s words.There were days that j doubted but in the end, choosing not to leave this desolated region was the best decision that I have ever made in my life. Hazel is my destiny and from now on, it will be just the two of us forever.I stare down at her naked and unconscious state and the