LOGINAYAH'S POV
I secretly took the divorce papers to my room. So, he was planning to leave me? Don’t worry. I’ll make it happen. After thinking carefully, I signed them. Tomorrow, I would take them to court. I placed the papers inside the safe and hid the key beneath the carpet. When I opened the door to leave my room, I was startled to see Ethan standing there, waiting. "It's late. Why aren’t you sleeping? Come to bed with me," he commanded. Not wanting to argue, I went to our bed—but sleep wouldn’t come. "Ayah, you should apologize to Mia. She lost her baby because of you. That’s serious," he continued. If I had known he would just annoy me, I wouldn’t have come. I didn’t answer. I pretended to be asleep. If he knew I was carrying his baby when he chose to save her… would anything have been different? I laughed bitterly at the thought. He didn’t apologize. He didn’t ask. Why was I still hoping for that? He was the one who caused our baby’s death. "I know you did it out of jealousy," he said calmly. "But I hope you realize your mistake. Mia is out of your league. She’s rich, famous, beautiful, talented, gentle, sweet, and knows how to captivate everyone—even in bed. And you… you’re just a housewife with no assets of your own. You only have my money. We had a baby in one try, while you struggled all these years. If you had accepted that the baby was mine too, we could have been happy. Even though it wasn’t yours, it was still mine. I bet Mia wouldn’t mind if we raised the baby together. You want a child, don’t you?" "Did you bring me to bed just to insult me?" I snapped. He was startled, thinking I was asleep. "No, Ayah. I’m just being honest." This is the problem with me. I never fight back. I hardly recognize myself anymore. If this had been ten years ago, I would never allow anyone to bully me. I stood up and grabbed my pillow. "Where are you going?" he asked. "I’ll sleep in my room," I said coldly, leaving without waiting for his response. I went to my bedroom and sat in front of the mirror, feeling numb and defeated. Maybe I should just escape it all. All my dreams… wasted. I wrote letters to my family, friends, Ethan, Bryan, and even for myself, pouring my heart onto the pages. I paused. My hands trembled. I wrapped them around my chest, trying to calm the storm inside. I wasn’t going to harm myself. I just… needed to vanish, even for a moment. A minute later, I grabbed my phone and dialed Isaac’s number. Surprisingly, he answered on the second ring. "Can we meet?" I asked. "What’s wrong? It’s so late," he said. "So what? In front of the coffee shop we used to go to," I replied and ended the call. I grabbed my car keys, locked the bedroom door, and hid the key inside the teddy bear inside our bedroom. Ethan was asleep. I quietly went outside and froze when I saw Ethan’s mother, Lady Elodia, talking to someone near the gate. "What are you doing here, Mom?" I asked. She looked startled. "Why aren’t you inside?" "I planned to visit, but I ran into someone. Where are you going?" she asked. I made an excuse—that I was buying food because I didn’t want to eat at home. Lady Elodia, being the considerate mother-in-law she was, didn’t question me and let me go. I didn’t even ask why she was visiting so late because I noticed the man she was talking to. I bowed slightly and left. While driving, I realized my phone wasn’t with me. I couldn’t contact Isaac. Frustrated, I tried to stop the car, pressing the brakes. "What the hell?" I muttered. I pressed the brakes again. Nothing. The car didn’t slow down. "Oh no…" Panic surged. I slammed the brakes again. Still nothing. Then, bright headlights blinded me. A deafening horn blared. A truck barreled straight toward me. Without thinking, I swerved sharply. The car spun out of control. My head slammed against the steering wheel, vision blurring. When I came to, the car had stopped. But my heart sank. The edge of a cliff. The car teetered dangerously, the front wheels barely gripping the ground. No… I had no energy to scream. Every slight movement made the car shift, gravel tumbling into the darkness below. Then I saw a figure approaching. A figure. Relief rushed through me. "Help me…" I whispered weakly. The person stopped behind my car. For a moment, I thought I was saved. But instead of helping— The figure placed both hands on the back of the car—and pushed. Horror exploded as the car rolled forward. The ground vanished beneath me. The car plunged down the cliff. The impact was violent, deafening. Metal twisted, glass shattered. My body slammed against the seat. Then… everything went black.AYAH'S POV“We can run a few neurological tests to confirm the memory loss,” Alex said.“Or to confirm she’s lying,” Ethan muttered.I glared at him.“Why are you so obsessed with proving that I’m lying?” I snapped. “Do you think I wanted to wake up in this gddmn hospital after a car accident just to lie and get your attention? Get a life!”My chest rose and fell with anger.“I only chased one person in my life,” I continued. “Bryan Mitchell. Him or no one.”I crossed my arms, standing firm.Ethan let out a bitter laugh, but there was clear frustration burning in his eyes.“You’re a jealous freak, Ayah,” he said through clenched teeth. “I understand why you’re doing this. What I don’t understand is how far you’re willing to go just to get my attention from Mia.”His voice turned colder.“You’re ridiculous. A complete loser.”My temper flared.“You know what?” I shot back. “Even if I really am twenty-eight years old, I would never marry someone like you!”I scoffed.“With this attitude
AYAH'S POV “Hold on, Ayah.”“Please, don’t leave us.”“CLEAR!”The voices around me sounded urgent, but distant. Everything felt chaotic, yet my vision remained dark. I tried to move, but my body refused to respond.Then I saw a hospital monitor beside me.The line suddenly went straight.A flatline.An indication that someone had died.Wait… was that me?NO!“NO!” I gasped as I suddenly woke up, my chest heaving as I struggled to breathe.I looked around in confusion and realized I was inside a hospital room.For a moment, I thought it was just a nightmare.But then a question hit me.What am I doing here?My eyes landed on a man whose head was resting on the side of my bed. He looked like he had fallen asleep while watching over me.I stared at him, trying to remember if I knew him.But I didn’t.“Uh… excuse me?” I said, gently shaking his shoulder.Sorry, mister, but you’re resting your head on my bed and I don’t even know you.He slowly lifted his head and looked at me.Then he f
AYAH'S POVI secretly took the divorce papers to my room. So, he was planning to leave me? Don’t worry. I’ll make it happen. After thinking carefully, I signed them. Tomorrow, I would take them to court. I placed the papers inside the safe and hid the key beneath the carpet. When I opened the door to leave my room, I was startled to see Ethan standing there, waiting."It's late. Why aren’t you sleeping? Come to bed with me," he commanded. Not wanting to argue, I went to our bed—but sleep wouldn’t come."Ayah, you should apologize to Mia. She lost her baby because of you. That’s serious," he continued. If I had known he would just annoy me, I wouldn’t have come. I didn’t answer. I pretended to be asleep. If he knew I was carrying his baby when he chose to save her… would anything have been different? I laughed bitterly at the thought.He didn’t apologize. He didn’t ask. Why was I still hoping for that? He was the one who caused our baby’s death."I know you did it out of jealousy," he
AYAH'S POV "You paid the bills? You didn’t need to do that," I told Bryan. I had just found out that he was the one who saved me—and he even paid the hospital bills.Wait… how did he even know I was there?Just as I was about to ask him, a familiar figure caught my eye.It was Ethan and Mia."I'm sorry I wasn't able to protect our baby from Ayah," Mia said as if she truly felt guilty.Protect the baby from me?I clearly remember how she deliberately acted like I pushed her when, in fact, she threw herself down the stairs.And what? Our baby?"I'm sorry I couldn't protect you and the baby from Ayah's immaturity," Ethan said. "I swear, I'll make her pay for this."He spoke as if I wasn't his wife.Now everything was clear.He didn’t love me anymore. The moment his first love returned, I became nothing more than a wife on paper.This time, I needed to step back.There wasn't even a competition between Mia and me. I already knew how it would end.Suddenly, a tall figure stepped in front
AYAH'S POV He pushed me aside and ran toward his childhood sweetheart. The moment I stumbled to the floor, a sharp pain shot through my abdomen.No!Instinctively, I clutched my belly. Warm liquid spread beneath me, and when I looked down, I saw blood slowly pooling under my body."E-Ethan…" My voice was weak, barely strong enough to call his name.Mia looked at me, and I knew she saw the blood. But instead of reacting, she suddenly cried out and pretended to be in unbearable pain."E-Ethan, my baby!" she cried dramatically.Ethan immediately rushed to her side and carried her in his arms."I'll take you to the hospital," he said worriedly."How about Ayah? Look at her, she seems to be in pain too," Mia said, pretending to be concerned.Ethan glanced at me coldly."Quit the act, Ayah. Can't you see Mia is in pain right now because of you? And now you're pretending to be hurt just to get my attention?" he said harshly. "We'll deal with this at home later. For now, I need to take care
AYAH'S POV "What is this…?" I uttered with disbelief. Is he the father of Mia's unborn child? That's impossible! He loves me so much! I know he will not betray me, but my thoughts contradict everything that's happening. The moment Mia returned. The moment my husband became busy and he had no time for me. The time he started to get avoidant and distant. Now, everything makes sense. I just can't accept it.I rushed to the bedroom and slapped him hard."Y-you!" I pointed a finger at him. "You're dirty! Filthy!" I cannot control my emotions anymore."What are you doing?!" he yelled at me. "How dare you slap your husband who works all the time to provide for you?! You broke people are so ungrateful!" Did he forget where he knew me? "You came here, rushing, to slap me? You're pathetic!" He didn't even ask why I did it. Now I realized, he doesn't care about me anymore. He's not the Ethan I used to love. Not the Ethan that used to love me. For once, I admit, we're not happy anymore."You mak







