เข้าสู่ระบบAYAH'S POV
I secretly took the divorce papers to my room. So, he was planning to leave me? Don’t worry. I’ll make it happen. After thinking carefully, I signed them. Tomorrow, I would take them to court. I placed the papers inside the safe and hid the key beneath the carpet. When I opened the door to leave my room, I was startled to see Ethan standing there, waiting. "It's late. Why aren’t you sleeping? Come to bed with me," he commanded. Not wanting to argue, I went to our bed—but sleep wouldn’t come. "Ayah, you should apologize to Mia. She lost her baby because of you. That’s serious," he continued. If I had known he would just annoy me, I wouldn’t have come. I didn’t answer. I pretended to be asleep. If he knew I was carrying his baby when he chose to save her… would anything have been different? I laughed bitterly at the thought. He didn’t apologize. He didn’t ask. Why was I still hoping for that? He was the one who caused our baby’s death. "I know you did it out of jealousy," he said calmly. "But I hope you realize your mistake. Mia is out of your league. She’s rich, famous, beautiful, talented, gentle, sweet, and knows how to captivate everyone—even in bed. And you… you’re just a housewife with no assets of your own. You only have my money. We had a baby in one try, while you struggled all these years. If you had accepted that the baby was mine too, we could have been happy. Even though it wasn’t yours, it was still mine. I bet Mia wouldn’t mind if we raised the baby together. You want a child, don’t you?" "Did you bring me to bed just to insult me?" I snapped. He was startled, thinking I was asleep. "No, Ayah. I’m just being honest." This is the problem with me. I never fight back. I hardly recognize myself anymore. If this had been ten years ago, I would never allow anyone to bully me. I stood up and grabbed my pillow. "Where are you going?" he asked. "I’ll sleep in my room," I said coldly, leaving without waiting for his response. I went to my bedroom and sat in front of the mirror, feeling numb and defeated. Maybe I should just escape it all. All my dreams… wasted. I wrote letters to my family, friends, Ethan, Bryan, and even for myself, pouring my heart onto the pages. I paused. My hands trembled. I wrapped them around my chest, trying to calm the storm inside. I wasn’t going to harm myself. I just… needed to vanish, even for a moment. A minute later, I grabbed my phone and dialed Isaac’s number. Surprisingly, he answered on the second ring. "Can we meet?" I asked. "What’s wrong? It’s so late," he said. "So what? In front of the coffee shop we used to go to," I replied and ended the call. I grabbed my car keys, locked the bedroom door, and hid the key inside the teddy bear inside our bedroom. Ethan was asleep. I quietly went outside and froze when I saw Ethan’s mother, Lady Elodia, talking to someone near the gate. "What are you doing here, Mom?" I asked. She looked startled. "Why aren’t you inside?" "I planned to visit, but I ran into someone. Where are you going?" she asked. I made an excuse—that I was buying food because I didn’t want to eat at home. Lady Elodia, being the considerate mother-in-law she was, didn’t question me and let me go. I didn’t even ask why she was visiting so late because I noticed the man she was talking to. I bowed slightly and left. While driving, I realized my phone wasn’t with me. I couldn’t contact Isaac. Frustrated, I tried to stop the car, pressing the brakes. "What the hell?" I muttered. I pressed the brakes again. Nothing. The car didn’t slow down. "Oh no…" Panic surged. I slammed the brakes again. Still nothing. Then, bright headlights blinded me. A deafening horn blared. A truck barreled straight toward me. Without thinking, I swerved sharply. The car spun out of control. My head slammed against the steering wheel, vision blurring. When I came to, the car had stopped. But my heart sank. The edge of a cliff. The car teetered dangerously, the front wheels barely gripping the ground. No… I had no energy to scream. Every slight movement made the car shift, gravel tumbling into the darkness below. Then I saw a figure approaching. A figure. Relief rushed through me. "Help me…" I whispered weakly. The person stopped behind my car. For a moment, I thought I was saved. But instead of helping— The figure placed both hands on the back of the car—and pushed. Horror exploded as the car rolled forward. The ground vanished beneath me. The car plunged down the cliff. The impact was violent, deafening. Metal twisted, glass shattered. My body slammed against the seat. Then… everything went black.AYAH’S POV Voices. That was the first thing I heard. Distant. Blurry. Overlapping. “…she just collapsed—” “—call someone—” “…the pulse is stable—” My brows slowly furrowed as the sound grew clearer. My body felt heavy. Like something was pressing me down. I tried to open my eyes. Light hit me immediately. Too bright. I blinked slowly, adjusting. White ceiling. Hospital. Again. A sharp ache pulsed through my head. I closed my eyes for a second before opening them again. “Ayah?” That voice. Bryan. I turned my head slightly. He was beside me. Too close. His expression tense, like he hadn’t moved from that spot since I got here. “You passed out,” he said. His voice was controlled, but I could hear the strain underneath. I stared at him for a second. Then everything came back. Samuel. The road. The blood. I sat up too fast. “Samuel—” Bryan immediately steadied me. “He’s in surgery.” My chest tightened. Alive. At least he is alive. I swallowed hard, forcing myself to breat
AYAH’S POVMy hands were shaking as I tried to get closer to Samuel. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry…” I kept repeating, my voice breaking as tears streamed down my face. People started gathering around us. Voices overlapping. Someone called for an ambulance. Everything felt loud. Too loud. By the time we got to the hospital, I could barely feel my legs.“Are you a family member?” one of the staff asked.I froze. My mouth opened, but no words came out.“I—I’m his co-worker,” I managed to say.They exchanged glances. “Please inform his immediate family,” they said. “As soon as possible.”My fingers curled slightly. Family? How am I supposed to do that? I only know him from work. I don’t even know anything personal about him.Ethan.Right—Ethan should know. He must have Samuel’s records. Emergency contacts. Something.I quickly reached into my pocket—then paused.Two phones.My breath hitched.One was mine.The other… wasn’t.Slowly, I picked it up. It felt unfamiliar in my hand. When I turned it
AYAH’S POV Since those confusing scenes started running through my head, I deliberately avoided Ethan. There’s something in me that feels angry at him. I don’t know why. I don’t know which part of me feels that way—but it’s there. “Hey… please talk to me?” We’re in my office—his company. He’s been like this for three days. Ever since that night, he’s been trying to get my attention. Not just at work. Even at home. “Please?” He placed the food he bought on my desk. I sighed when I saw it. Beef steak. I’m allergic to beef. “Isn’t this your favorite?” That made me look up. He smiled like he had finally done something right. “I’m allergic to beef.” Even Bryan—someone I clearly hurt before, without even remembering it—knows what I can and can’t eat. But my own husband doesn’t? I looked back down at the papers, trying to ignore him. My brows furrowed as something caught my attention. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know…” His voice faded into the background. There was a
AYAH’S POVThe moment the doorbell rang, everything inside me snapped back to reality. Bryan froze beneath me, his grip on my waist tightening for a second before he gently pushed me up. My heart was racing so fast it felt like it would burst out of my chest. “Stay here,” he said quickly, his voice low but firm. Before I could even ask why, he guided me toward a nearby bathroom. I didn’t argue. I don’t even know why—I just followed. Maybe it was instinct. Maybe it was fear. The moment I stepped inside, he closed the door softly behind me.I stood there, staring at my reflection. My lips were slightly swollen. My cheeks were flushed. My breathing uneven. What was I doing? I pressed my hand against my chest, trying to calm my heartbeat, but it didn’t work. If anything, it only made me more aware of everything that just happened.Then I heard the door open outside.“Bryan.”A woman’s voice.I froze.Something about it felt… familiar.I moved slowly, carefully, and leaned closer to the d
AYAH'S POVI looked at his eyes, his nose, and finally… his lips. They parted slightly as he stared at me, like he was memorizing every detail.“You look beautiful as always,” he said softly.I smiled without meaning to. For a second, it felt normal—like a wife being admired by her husband.Then reality hit me again.I’m married.But tonight… I only wanted Bryan.I only loved him—and no one else.“I love you so much, Ayah.”My breath hitched.“I love you to the point I can lose everything but you,” he continued, his voice quieter now. “I’m sorry I’m saying this now. I just… didn’t have the courage before.”My chest tightened.“If only we could be together.”I saw it then—the crack in his composure. The vulnerability he tried so hard to hide.“Shh…” I whispered, my voice trembling. “You’re making my heart ache.”Without thinking, I leaned closer.My lips brushed against his—He froze.Then gently, he pulled back.“Ayah…” His voice was low, strained. “Aren’t you afraid Ethan might find
AYAH’S POVEthan had no choice but to leave with Mia after I declined multiple times. I didn't argue with him, I just watched him go like a scene that didn't belong to me anymore. Zarry and Zach excused themselves as they have a meeting tomorrow. It's only me and Bryan. Bryan didn’t say much either, only stayed beside me as the noise of the restaurant bar slowly softened around us. For some reason, the night felt lighter after Ethan left, even if I couldn’t explain why.Bryan ordered drinks after that. I didn’t even notice how it started, only that my glass kept getting refilled and my thoughts started feeling… slower, softer, easier to ignore. I wasn’t used to alcohol, and it hit me faster than expected. The edges of everything blurred. His voice sounded closer than it should’ve been.“Slow down,” Bryan said quietly, watching me as I leaned slightly on the table. “You don’t drink much, do you?”I frowned at my glass like it betrayed me. “It’s just juice,” I muttered, then took anothe







