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AYAH RUSSELL'S POV
On our 5th wedding anniversary, I found out I was finally pregnant after years of trying with my husband. When I was at the hospital, I tried to reach his number, yet I got no response. “Are you all alone, Mrs. Evans? Where's your husband?” the OB-GYN asked me. Trying not to make him look bad, I smiled. “He's busy at work. I don't want to disturb him,” I lied. When the check-up was over, I felt so excited to tell my husband that I was three months pregnant. I was about to send him a message when I saw a familiar person entering the OB-GYN clinic. Mia? Mia Walker is my husband's ex-girlfriend and also his childhood friend. Although everyone believed they were endgame, not every relationship is perfect and theirs ended. I met Ethan ten years ago when we were in college. He was tall, handsome, and a true gentleman who always treated me right. I still remember the day he proposed to me publicly. After five years of being together, we decided to get married. And today is our fifth wedding anniversary. Everything seemed perfect, even if it cost me losing my family's trust. They never liked him. But since I chose him, I cut ties with my family—the Russell family. “He will surely be happy with my news,” I said to myself, feeling excited. But then I wondered what Mia was doing here. I don’t remember her having a boyfriend after they broke up. Well, it’s not only because of pregnancy that someone visits an OB-GYN, Ayah. Yet out of curiosity, I went to check if she was really here for a pregnancy check-up. I looked through the glass part of the door and was surprised to see her having an ultrasound. I could clearly see on the monitor that she was pregnant. I shrugged my shoulders and turned away from the room, starting to walk down the hallway. When I reached the corridor near the clinic, I tried to call my husband to pick me up from the hospital, but it showed he was in another call. Busy with work, I guess. This man has always been hardworking for our family anyway. When I was about to let it go, I heard a familiar voice behind me. “I’m on my way. Should I just go inside the clinic?” I couldn’t be wrong. It was my husband. I knew every tone of his voice. Did he know I was here? A smile formed on my lips. I turned around, and just as I was about to approach him, the clinic door opened, making me stop in my tracks. “You're here!” Mia said happily. “I thought you wouldn’t come.” She sounded as if she would be sad if my husband hadn’t come. To my surprise, my husband smiled. “You’re so cute. What happened? I rushed here as soon as I heard you were at the hospital. Are you alright?” A sharp pain struck my chest. He rushed here… because he knew she was here? He was worried something might happen to her? I didn’t understand. I was here too. I tried calling him. Why didn’t he— My thoughts stopped when my husband entered the clinic with Mia. The door was left slightly open. “You’re two months pregnant, Miss Walker. Congratulations,” the doctor said. “You’re lucky your husband is with you. My patient earlier attended her check-up by herself.” The doctor didn’t know that the man standing beside Mia Walker was my husband. “Well, my husband is always supportive, right, honey?” Mia said sweetly while smiling at Ethan. My husband looked shocked and didn’t know how to respond when she whispered, “Just go along with it. Or I’ll look like a pathetic pregnant woman here without a husband, just like the woman earlier.” Then my husband awkwardly smiled at the doctor. “O-of course. I will always be at my wife’s side,” he said, stuttering. Disappointment flashed across my face. Always at his wife’s side? I was the patient the doctor mentioned earlier. The woman who came alone. The so-called loser. And now here was my husband, accompanying his childhood sweetheart and claiming her baby. I turned away as tears rolled down my cheeks. I felt alone… embarrassed… and deeply disappointed. I didn’t understand what was happening to my loving husband. Two months ago, there were times when he became distant and avoidant. He said he was just tired and busy with work. As his wife, I understood. After all, he was the one managing our business, and that was no easy job. But today, I couldn’t understand why he needed to pretend to be someone else's husband… and someone else’s child’s father. Lost in my thoughts, I bumped into someone. “I’m sorry,” I said quickly. The papers from my check-up scattered across the hallway. As I crouched down to pick them up, the person I bumped into helped me gather them. “Thank you,” I said as he handed them back. I had no intention of looking at him until he suddenly called my name. “Ayah Russell?” Russell? It had been a long time since I heard my maiden surname connected to my name. Ever since Ethan and I got married, I had only used Evans as my surname. I slowly looked up at the man who called me that. At first, I didn’t recognize him. But when my eyes settled on his face, my breath caught in my throat. Bryan Mitchell. He looked different from the last time I saw him eight years ago. Back then, he was already handsome, but now he carried himself with the quiet confidence of a man who had built his own empire. He was taller than most men around him—with broad shoulders that filled his dark suit perfectly. His sharp jawline and straight nose gave him a striking appearance, while his deep eyes held a calm intensity that made it hard to look away. Yet despite the powerful aura surrounding him, his expression softened slightly when he looked at me, as if seeing me after all these years had caught him off guard too. Bryan Mitchell, the man I once rejected… and the man who later became Ethan Evans’ greatest rival in the business world. “Bry…” I called softly. I looked at him from head to toe. It had been eight years since I last saw him in person. We became friends after I rejected him, but Ethan forbade me from getting close to him because he was his rival. Out of respect for my husband, I cut Bryan off as well. “It’s been a while, Ayah Russell. I didn’t expect to see you here. Are you working here now?” he asked, looking at me carefully. I smiled awkwardly and told him the truth. “I didn’t pursue my medical degree. I’m a housewife now.” Back in college, I was studying medicine. But Ethan wanted me to stay at home as his wife, taking care of everything. Slowly, I isolated myself from the world because he didn’t want me meeting my friends either. He said I was a married woman now, and I should focus only on my husband, leaving behind everything that connected me to my youth and maiden life. Out of love, I listened to him. Bryan didn’t react immediately. “So… you really married him, huh?” he said. I couldn’t tell if he was being sarcastic, or if I was just being paranoid. “Yes, and actually—” I was about to tell him that I was pregnant with Ethan’s child when I suddenly heard a voice calling my name from behind. “AYAH EVANS!” Startled, I turned around. My husband was walking toward me. And beside him… was Mia Walker, proudly walking at his side.AYAH’S POVEthan had no choice but to leave with Mia after I declined multiple times. I didn't argue with him, I just watched him go like a scene that didn't belong to me anymore. Zarry and Zach excused themselves as they have a meeting tomorrow. It's only me and Bryan. Bryan didn’t say much either, only stayed beside me as the noise of the restaurant bar slowly softened around us. For some reason, the night felt lighter after Ethan left, even if I couldn’t explain why.Bryan ordered drinks after that. I didn’t even notice how it started, only that my glass kept getting refilled and my thoughts started feeling… slower, softer, easier to ignore. I wasn’t used to alcohol, and it hit me faster than expected. The edges of everything blurred. His voice sounded closer than it should’ve been.“Slow down,” Bryan said quietly, watching me as I leaned slightly on the table. “You don’t drink much, do you?”I frowned at my glass like it betrayed me. “It’s just juice,” I muttered, then took anothe
AYAH'S POVNo one spoke after that. Even the people from nearby tables, who had been shamelessly listening, suddenly looked away like they wanted no part in what just happened. Ethan stared at me as if he no longer recognized the woman standing in front of him. Maybe he truly didn’t. The Ayah he knew probably would have followed him home, apologized first, and cried later. But I wouldn’t know that version of me. I don’t remember her at all. To me, she feels like a stranger wearing my face.“You’re serious,” he said at last. His voice was lower now, stripped of anger. I raised a brow. “Do I look like I’m joking?” His throat moved as he swallowed. For the first time since I woke up from that accident, Ethan looked cornered. Not furious. Not proud. Just cornered.Mia stepped closer to him. “Ethan, let’s go. She’s only doing this because she wants attention.” I laughed softly. “You really think too highly of yourself.” She stiffened. “Excuse me?” “If I wanted attention,” I said, meeting h
AYAH'S POVI laughed so loudly that I caught the attention of nearby tables. “I was just kidding! Look at your faces!” I almost wanted to hold my stomach from laughing too hard. Bryan chuckled softly beside me, clearly entertained. “Are you trying to torture me, Ayah?” Ethan asked through clenched teeth. “We’ve been together since you were eighteen. It’s impossible you were married before that.” I could hear the irritation in his voice. “Right?” I said sarcastically. “I thought you wouldn’t know that. Is there something you know about me?” His jaw tightened. “I don’t need to explain everything to you.” Then his eyes darkened. “You left me for her, right? Now just leave. Or I will.”“Ayah, don’t be ridiculous. Can you please stop embarrassing me? Let’s go home.” He reached for my wrist and tried to pull me away. I immediately removed his hand. “Don’t touch me.”The table went silent. Even Mia looked stunned. Ethan stared at me like I had just slapped him in public. “I’m your husband,”
AYAH'S POV“Ayah, who are you with?”I heard a voice behind my back.It was Ethan—with Mia, his childhood sweetheart.I looked at them. Well, they looked good together, not gonna lie. Why did they drag me into their mess?“Ayah, I’m sorry if I called Ethan to rescue me. I didn’t know you two were on a date. I’m so thankful he came,” she said and linked her hand around his arm.I noticed Ethan didn’t even bother telling her that his wife was here and the former lover should know how to behave.“You left your wife to be with your childhood sweetheart? That’s insane,” Zarry said bitterly, making all of us look at her.“Oh, Zaryanna Russell, you’re here!” Mia said as if she was happy to see my sister.“Yeah, and so is my brother,” Zarry replied sarcastically.Mia immediately stopped smiling. I saw the change in her expression.“What are you doing here, Ayah? Why are you with the Russell family?” she asked as if we were close. As if she wasn’t hanging onto my legal husband.So... she didn’
AYAH'S POV “For twelve years?” I asked in disbelief. In my last memory, I was the one deliberately chasing Bryan. Me? Reject Bryan Mitchell’s proposal? That was insane. I had been chasing him for a year, so how were they saying he had courted me for twelve years already? I didn’t know he was that interested in me. “Bryan, I’m so confused with what they’re saying. I can’t remember,” I said. My tears started to well up like I was about to cry. “Hey, it’s okay, Ayah. There’s no need to rush yourself. You don’t need to remember everything at once, okay? Just relax. I’m here.” His voice, and every word that came with it, gave me so much peace. His reassurance calmed me immediately. Seeing how serious the situation was, my siblings quickly apologized. They both hugged me tightly. “We’re sorry, sis. We didn’t know,” my brother said sincerely. I hugged them back. “It’s okay. The accident didn’t go viral, so I get it.” But remembering Isaac’s words back when I was still in
AYAH'S POVI stared at them for a moment. I couldn’t believe my older brother and younger sister were standing right in front of me. Their expressions looked like they hadn’t seen me for a hundred years. Zach stood there with his usual sharp posture, hands inside his pockets, looking at me like he was trying to figure out whether I was real or just some hologram standing there. His gaze shifted to Bryan, who acted innocent beside me. He kept exchanging looks between the two of us, like he was already suspicious. Beside him was Zarry, arms crossed, lips slightly pouted, eyes already glossy like she was one second away from crying. My chest tightened. Why are they reacting like this?“Well,” Zach said, breaking the silence. “Are you going to keep staring at us, or are you finally going to admit you missed your handsome older brother? It’s been so many years, Ayah Russell. Oh wait, you hate that. You prefer to be called Ayah Evans.” He emphasized the surname Evans like I actually owned i
AYAH'S POVKyla and Xette left to buy food for us. The doctor said I would be discharged in three days.I sighed.I was already imagining Mom and Dad scolding me the moment they found out about the accident.I glanced at Isaac, who had deliberately stayed behind with me. He sat quietly beside the b
AYAH'S POV“We can run a few neurological tests to confirm the memory loss,” Alex said.“Or to confirm she’s lying,” Ethan muttered.I glared at him.“Why are you so obsessed with proving that I’m lying?” I snapped. “Do you think I wanted to wake up in this gddmn hospital after a car accident just
AYAH'S POVThree days had passed, yet there was still no sign of Bryan.Maybe he didn’t care about me as much as I thought.I sighed.I should lower my expectations before I end up hurting myself.Ethan, on the other hand, kept visiting me every single day. But no matter how many times he came, I h
AYAH'S POV“Mia, what are you doing here?” Ethan asked.It took her a moment before she answered.“I cooked your favorite meal,” she said sweetly, holding up the container in her hand. “I was planning for us to eat together.”Her smile slowly faded when she looked at me.“But I didn’t know you were







