Chapter Forty one

Jax’s Point of View

One year since Reina died. Correction. One year since I murdered Reina. There’s no longer a point in life. Constantly feeling demotivated has become a norm in my daily hectic life. She has me some sort of hope in a happily ever after, but I was being way too fast to act hastily and now she was gone. It’s four in the morning and I was up just like any other day. Nightmares after nightmares every night. I was responsible for her death and now I was paying the price. The moment of her telling me that she loves me replays a million times in my head while I’m sleeping or at the back of my head when I wake up.

"I love you even if you don't love me back and when you know the truth, you'll just hate yourself." Every word she uttered in that still instant turned and rolled into the truth. I found out my worst enemy who was the root cause of the attack that the Milans had all planned out and now I can’t even stand myself. Guilt overrides me every day as there’s no rest for