**Atlas**
I was still reeling from Gurtar’s kill. The only thing I was thankful for was that Doran had not made any more attempts to talk to me about it. What also helped was that I had barely seen Jarin. He was so busy with the council that our paths didn’t normally cross. He wasn’t spending a lot of time with Thea either. I had mixed feelings about this. On one hand I loved the fact they didn’t appear to be getting close. On the other, what would this mean for our collective future? It was also strange he was doing so much of the council work himself. It was something he would usually delegate to me. I guessed he wanted me to focus on Thea’s training.
Because of the training, I had now spent far more time with Thea than he had. For the past few days, we had been experimenting with Thea’s abilities. After she had heard about the wolf
**Thea**Atlas had barely spoken to me since I had shifted for the first time. We only talked about my training. The night in the garden seemed like 100 years ago. I hadn’t seen him smile since. I didn’t understand it. He also wouldn’t shift into his wolf form around me, instead instructing Asher through their mind link on how to show me how to fight as a wolf. I could sense even Asher thought this was odd, but because Atlas was his Beta, he said nothing.When I tried to talk to Bessie about it, she just changed the subject or gave me strange excuses. I knew her well enough now to know she was hiding something from me.The truth was, I had begun to develop feelings for Atlas. Feelings I couldn’t explain. When I had become angry at training, Atlas had had this strange ability to relax me instantly. Surely that wasn’t normal?
**Atlas**After letting Thea go, I decided to head back to my chambers. I needed a drink. A big one. I pushed the door open, heading straight for my cabinet where I kept the alcohol. Suddenly, someone cleared their throat. I turned and saw the last woman I had slept with before finding Thea, barely clothed and lying on my bed.“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”“Temper temper. You seem like you could do with releasing some frustration,” she purred.I couldn’t believe the audacity, I opened my mouth to tell her to leave, then something dawned on me.“How long have you been here?” I demanded.“Too long…an hour maybe.”I began to tremble. Fearing that I was going to be able to predict her answer to my next question. &ldquo
**Thea**I waited for the others to leave before I let go of the breath I felt I had been holding in since this man, my father, had entered the room. I got up slowly, making sure the weight of my hurt would not make my legs buckle from underneath me, and moved to the side of my fathers’ chair. His head was still in his hands, but as I sat down, he looked at me.“Thea, I am so sorry, even after all these years whenever I speak of your mothers passing the old wound is ripped open once more.”I placed my hand on his. It was damp from tears. “I understand, I just…I need more answers, why was I abandoned?”He took a deep breath to compose himself. “As I said earlier, if my people had found out about you, you would have been killed instantly. Taking you back wasn’t an option. But neither was running away with you. They would
**Jarin**I blinked at her dumbly. Not really knowing what to say.“Oh…right…I mean that’s…excellent news!”Was it excellent? For my species it was. But for me? I looked at her as if for the first time. This is to be my wife. She’s wonderful but she isn’t who I want. I shook myself. I couldn’t have any thoughts like that now.“Can I ask what about meeting your father has helped you come to that decision?”Her eyes looked cold and she wasn’t smiling. “I believe what my father is saying is true. There will be an attack from the mages. He explained how the pendant I was wearing was hiding me from them as well as supressing my powers. Now it’s gone they will be able to detect me. If what the seer said is true, then we should unite as soon as possible.”
**Atlas**I hadn’t slept all night. I could still taste her on my lips. My hands could still feel the cool skin of her bare thigh. And my heart was breaking over and over as I replayed in my mind how I told her our love wasn’t important.In truth, it was important. Before the revelation of Thea’s father, I was going to tell her we were mates. I would have told Jarin. But, after hearing of the impending mage attack, I knew I had to push her away. Jarin was the best person to protect her as Alpha. I would rather she live and hate me, than love me and die.When Jarin had sent the mind link to me, any last remaining happiness had been sucked out of me. I chastised myself. This is what I wanted. This is why I had so willingly crushed my mates’ heart. I decided if I couldn’t feel love, I just wanted to feel nothing. I willed myself to go cold. I rose out of my bed and
**Thea**Tomorrow. I was getting married. Tomorrow.I stood in my chambers, staring out of the window, but not really looking at anything. It had been an hour since Jarin’s announcement. While he’d been speaking, I’d made sure to keep my eyes fully focused in front of me. I knew if I looked at Atlas, even once, I may cry.I didn’t want to cry anymore. I’d had enough of it. I reminded myself that although the one I loved had rejected me, I was also incredibly lucky.I had been pulled from a terrible life in order to discover who I truly was. For the first time since infancy, I had been cared for by the people here. I had even been reunited with the father that I never thought I had. For this part, I was truly thankful.A soft knock at the door told me that Bessie was here to do my dress fitting for the wedding. I
**Atlas**The Red Moon pack was only an hour’s journey in wolf form. I hardly noticed where I was going. All I could do was focus on putting one paw in front of the other at high speed. Part of me wanted to keep running and running until I collapsed. Hoping that pure exhaustion may make me pass out and forget her. But I reminded myself that my duty wasn’t over yet. I just needed to get through tomorrow. Once Jarin had marked Thea there was no going back. I could return the pendant and leave.I arrived at the edge of the Red Moon pack’s territory. I shifted and dressed in the clothes I’d carried in my mouth. I knew by now their scouts should have already seen me. I moved out from the trees in order to be completely visible.Shortly after a man and a woman appeared, clearly dressed hurriedly to greet me.They both had the same light chestnut hai
**Jarin**I looked out at the scene before me. There were at least 30 different packs who had arrived here quickly. I was sure that others would be on the way. Despite their presence, I could definitely sense the tension within the room. Whether I liked it or not, my plan to try and restore power to our kind was never going to be popular.I rose out of my seat, signalling that I was about to talk. Gradually, the chatter in the great hall subsided.I took a deep breath.“Firstly, I want to give you thanks for coming here so quickly. I know the information my pack representatives gave you has probably shocked and concerned you. As you know, I will be getting married tomorrow to a hybrid called Thea. As a result, she will become the Queen Luna. I am sure many of you will not be happy with this, but I must remind you that I am making this choice in the best interes