เข้าสู่ระบบCrystal's POV
Pain. That was all I felt. It did not come in waves or pulses, it consumed everything, like my body was being torn apart from the inside. I could not breathe. I could not think. I could only feel the bond breaking, piece by piece, like something sacred was being ripped out of my soul. “Get up,” someone said. I did not move. A kick landed against my ribs, forcing a weak gasp out of me. “I said get up, you useless thing,” Bryan’s voice snapped. Of course. Even after rejecting me, he still was not done. My fingers dug into the dirt as I tried to push myself up, but my arms trembled violently beneath me. The crowd had not left. They were still watching. Still enjoying. “She looks like she is dying,” someone laughed. “Good,” another replied. “Saves us the trouble.” My vision blurred as tears slipped down my cheeks. So this was how it ended. Not with love. Not with freedom. But with humiliation. “Stand her up,” Alpha Matthew ordered. Strong hands grabbed my arms, forcing me upright. My legs could barely hold me. My head hung low, my hair falling over my face like a shield. “Look at her,” the Alpha continued, his voice loud and filled with mockery. “This is what happens when an Omega forgets her place.” I wanted to scream. I wanted to fight. But I had nothing left. “I never forgot,” I whispered weakly. His laugh was cold. “Oh, but you did,” he said. “You hoped.” The word hit harder than anything else. Hope. That was my mistake. “Punish her,” Luna Vanessa said casually. My heart dropped. “No” I started, but the words never finished. The first blow came fast. A whip cracked across my back, tearing through my already broken body. I screamed. This time, I could not hold it in. Again. And again. And again. Each strike burned like fire, ripping through skin and bone. My knees gave out, but they held me up. They wanted me to feel all of it. “Please…” I begged, my voice barely audible. No one listened. No one cared. “Harder,” Bryan said. Something inside me snapped. Not from the pain. From the sound of his voice. The same voice that was supposed to be mine. The same voice that rejected me. The same voice that was now enjoying this. Another strike landed. And suddenly, Everything went quiet. Not outside. Inside. The pain faded. The noise disappeared. Even my heartbeat slowed. It was wrong. It was unnatural. “Stop.” The voice was not mine. But it came from me. The whip froze mid air. The man holding it stiffened. “What is happening?” someone shouted. My head lifted slowly. My vision sharpened. The world looked… different. Clearer. Darker. Stronger. A strange energy pulsed through my veins, replacing the weakness with something heavy and alive. Fear spread through the crowd. Real fear. “What did you do?” Alpha Matthew demanded. I blinked slowly. I did not answer. Because I did not know. But whatever it was… It was not normal. “Continue,” he ordered quickly. “End this now.” The whip came down again. This time, I caught it. Gasps filled the courtyard. My hand tightened around the leather, stopping it completely. That should not have been possible. Not for an Omega. Not for me. But I was no longer sure what I was. “Let go,” the guard snarled, trying to pull it back. I did not. Instead, I stood up. Slowly. Fully. My body did not tremble this time. It felt… steady. Strong. Alive. Bryan stepped forward, his expression darkening. “What trick is this?” he demanded. I looked at him. Really looked at him. And for the first time in my life… I did not feel afraid. “I don’t know,” I said quietly. My voice sounded different. Colder. Stronger. But before anything else could happen, Pain exploded inside me again. Stronger than before. My body seized violently as I dropped to the ground, screaming. It was worse this time. Much worse. My bones felt like they were breaking. Reforming. Changing. “What is wrong with her?” someone shouted. “She is shifting!” another yelled. “No,” Alpha Matthew said sharply. “That is not a normal shift.” He was right. It was not. My wolf roared inside me, louder than ever before. But it was not alone. Something else was there. Something bigger. Something ancient. I could feel it fighting to break free. “Kill her,” the Alpha ordered suddenly. Silence fell for a split second. Then chaos erupted. “What?” Bryan snapped. “She is still-” “She is no longer one of us,” Alpha Matthew cut him off. “Kill her now.” The words echoed in my ears. Kill her. So this was it. Again. I laughed weakly, the sound broken and hollow. Even now… They were afraid of me. The guards moved closer. Weapons drawn. Ready. I could barely move. Barely breathe. Barely think. But deep inside… That voice returned. Stronger this time. Clearer. “Do you want to live?” My heart pounded. Yes. Even after everything. Yes. “Then stop being weak.” Something inside me exploded. My eyes snapped open. And they were no longer the same. And for the first time… I think about leaving. Even if they hunt me. Even if they try to break me again. I can’t stay. I won’t survive here. Then I ran. I did not remember deciding to. One moment I was on the ground, broken and bleeding, and the next my body moved on its own. Instinct. Survival. Something deeper. “Stop her!” someone shouted behind me. But their voices sounded far away. Distant. Irrelevant. The world blurred around me as I pushed forward, my feet barely touching the ground. Branches tore at my skin. Thorns ripped through my clothes. I did not slow down. I could not. Because if I stopped… I would die. Pain burned through my chest with every step. The rejection. The whipping. The awakening. It all collided inside me like a storm that refused to settle. “Run.” The voice returned. Not loud. Not soft. But absolute. I obeyed. The forest stretched endlessly, dark and suffocating. Shadows followed me. Or maybe they were part of me now. My breath came in sharp gasps, but my body refused to give in. Not yet. Not now. Not when I was finally free. Free. The word felt strange. Unfamiliar. Dangerous. Because freedom came with something else. Fear. Hours passed. Or maybe minutes. I did not know. Time had lost meaning. All I knew was forward. Forward. Forward.Crystal's POVThree weeks passed in a very calm way.Training in the mornings, sometimes two sessions, sometimes one depending on what the elder judged my body could sustain. Afternoons that belonged, to the garden, the dining hall, the low corridor near the kitchens where Jordan and Stella had long since stopped pretending their conversations were about herb stock.Evenings belonged to Kenneth, and I no longer felt the need to justify that to myself the way I once had, some old instinct insisting that wanting something good made you foolish for trusting it would stay.It was Stella who told me first, finding me in the garden on an ordinary Tuesday morning, her hands trembling slightly around the basket she carried, her face lit with something so bright I nearly dropped the trowel I was holding."He said it," she said, before I had even fully turned toward her. "Last night. By the lake, of all places, the same one I used to push him into when we were children.""Jordan," I said, thou
Crystal's POVThe three black vehicles that had arrived a week earlier stood ready in the same spot along the drive, engines idling, the morning still carrying enough of a chill that everyone's breath showed faintly in the air.Desmond shook Kenneth's hand with the same easy warmth he had shown on arrival, whatever disappointment he carried apparently folded away neatly behind decades of practiced diplomacy."The trade terms stand as discussed," he said. "And regardless of anything else, this alliance remains exactly as strong as it was before we arrived. I hope you know that was never in question for me.""I know," Kenneth said. "Thank you, Desmond. For understanding.""There was nothing to understand beyond an old idea that simply did not become what your father and I once hoped for," Desmond said, something almost fond in it. "I am glad you did not pretend otherwise, for any of our sakes."He turned to me then, offering a short, respectful nod. "Take care of him," he said. "And of
Crystal's POVDamon requested the council convene one final time before the delegation's departure, and I was not surprised, walking into the chamber that morning, to find the air already thick with the particular tension that meant he intended to make one last attempt at something."I want to raise a formal proposal," he said, once the room had settled, "that the council recommend the Alpha reconsider the Thornewood match, given the security benefits it would provide against the vampire threat gathering at our boundary.""The council does not recommend an Alpha's personal choices," Conrad said, before Kenneth could respond, something sharp entering his usually measured tone. "That has never been how this pack operates, Damon, and you know that better than most of us.""This is not merely personal," Damon pressed. "It concerns the security of every person in this territory.""It concerns exactly one person's discomfort with a decision he does not agree with," Kenneth said, his voice c
Crystal's POVI found Vanessa on the same balcony where Kenneth had found me days before, alone, watching the training grounds below with an expression I had not seen her wear yet, something unguarded and tired beneath the composure she usually kept polished."I did not expect you to seek me out," she said, not turning at the sound of my footsteps."I did not expect to either," I said. "But I have spent two days deciding what I think of you, and I would rather say it to your face than keep turning it over alone."That got her attention. She turned fully, something wary entering her expression now, the careful strategist reasserting itself."Then say it," she said."I do not know if what you told me the other morning was concern or cruelty," I said. "I have decided it does not matter which. Either way, you do not get to use my history as a tool, whatever your reasons. I have spent enough of my life being managed by people who told me it was for my own good. I am not doing that again, n
Crystal's POV"You are distracted," the elder said, halfway through the morning session, before I had even fully registered that my concentration had slipped."I am not," I said, drawing the energy back into something steadier, though the flicker in it had already given me away."You are," he said, unbothered by my denial. "Your control wavered twice in the last five minutes, and you have not done that in weeks. Something is sitting heavy in you today."I exhaled, lowering my hands, the morning sun already climbing warm over the clearing. "Vanessa," I admitted. "Something she said yesterday, it has been sitting in me since."The elder considered that, setting his small book aside entirely, which he rarely did before a session had properly concluded."Tell me what she said," he said.I recounted it plainly, the careful concern, the strange sincerity buried somewhere beneath the calculation, and the elder listened with the same stillness he gave most difficult things."She is not entire
Crystal's POVI found Vanessa waiting for me outside the training grounds the next morning, alone."You train early," she said, falling into step beside me before I had fully decided whether to acknowledge her."My Trainer prefers the mornings," I said."Hmmm." She studied me for a moment, something calculating behind the pleasant expression she wore like a well-fitted garment. "I heard some interesting things during my stay. About your history. Before Kenneth's territory."Something in my chest went tight and cold at once, old instincts resurfacing despite the sunlight and the ordinary morning around us."People talk," I said carefully."They do," she agreed. "Especially about someone as unusual as you. A former Luna's daughter, reduced to an Omega, mated once already to a man who apparently treated her rather badly before she escaped. It is quite a story.""It is my story," I said. "Not a topic for casual conversation.""Of course," she said, entirely too agreeably. "I only mention
Crystal's POV Something stirred in the darkness, a pulse, a whisper, the faintest spark of magic. My wolf growled from deep inside me, refusing to fade, refusing to give up.A voice came, soft but powerful, moving through the darkness. “Crystal; child of wolf and witch; the prophecy calls you; ri
Crystal's POV I pressed myself into the night, moving quietly behind crates and low walls, every step I took was guided by my wolf. My senses were sharp. I could feel even the smallest movement, and every sniff of the air I took told me who was nearby. The desert wind blew against me, carrying
Crystal's POV The first time he hit me, I did not cry. Not because it did not hurt, but because I learned early that tears only made them hit harder.“Get up, worthless Omega,” Bryan’s voice snapped through the cold morning air. My body trembled as I pushed myself off the ground, my knees scraped
Crystal's POV I stayed inside. I moved to the wall beside the corridor's inner door and put my back against it, and I reached outward the way the elder had been teaching me to reach. Not with force, just extending my awareness past the walls and the stone and the distance between me and whatever







