LOGINRYDER
"You already kicked my friend out, so we might as well," is what she says to me in response to my question.
For a few beats, I don't know what to say back to her. I've never had anyone—and I mean anyone—talk to me the way she did just now.
"Tyler Hawke's your friend?" I ask, my voice laced with disbelief and this anger that really has no place inside of me. Why the fuck do I care if she's friends with that fucking loser? Why am I calling him that when we're teammates and I respect his work? Why do I feel this spark of jealousy and possessiveness just at the thought of them standing a few feet away from each other?
Nothing makes sense anymore, and I realize this happened from the second I laid my eyes on her in that medical room.
Her scent—it came from out of nowhere and hit me with a force that still has me confused. It was only a hint, though. A breath later, it was gone. My wolf held onto it, though, and maybe that's why I'm here.
Standing in front of her like an idiot, even after she spoke to me—the future Alpha of this pack—the way she did just now.
I'm hoping to get a whiff of that delicious scent again, but I'm standing incredibly close to her and nothing's coming through.
What the hell is going on?
"Yes, he's my friend," she answers, jolting me out of my thoughts. "And you were pretty rude to him."
I couldn't help myself—I felt mad when I saw them come in together, and a wave of rage crashed into me when I saw him touching her chest. It's clear he spilled a drink on her, but why would he touch her?
What the fuck was that all about? Why do I even care?
I change the subject. "I came here because I wanted to apologize to you for how I spoke to you in the medical room."
She blinks—I'm sure my apology caught her off guard. "Oh. Right."
The worst part? I'm trying really hard to remember her name, but I don't think Coach got a chance to say it. I was so damn mad about the stats of the game. We were losing, and my father asked me to win this game. It's important because the Silvertails were making crazy demands and this game would be the one to settle things.
When an ice hockey match is meant to be for fun, it's alright to lose, even though we never do.
When it comes to solving political issues...that's when things start to get ugly.
I arch a brow at her silence, the same brow with the stitches on it. They're completely unnecessary because the wound is practically healed.
I don't know how she did it. I'm pretty sure that gash was deep as hell. I felt the pain of the impact—it really hurt. I felt dizzy as I left the rink.
I mention this to her, then add, "What's your secret? How'd you get it to heal so quickly?"
Her eyes meet mine, and in them, I see anger. "Secret? I don't have one. Perhaps it's just that I approach things with kindness and not like an asshole. Excuse me."
I watch her walk away, shocked. I'm pretty sure she just called me an asshole.
What the hell?
I tried to be nice to her—I apologized. I watch her head into the kitchen, weaving through the crowd to get there. Then, I spot her standing close to Tyler again, who apparently has been watching us this whole time.
Are they seeing each other? They seem a little too—
Fuck. By the goddess. Why do I care? I don't even know her name.
I knew there was an intern from the medical field, but I didn't pay attention to her until tonight, when she had to stitch me up.
I prefer who I was before I met her, because none of this makes sense.
Arms wrap around my middle, and when I look down, I see Nadia standing beside me. Her smile is broad, but there's a seriousness to her eyes. "Why were you talking to that Omega?"
Her question rubs me the wrong way. "That's really none of your business, Nadia."
She grows more serious and stands upright, her arms falling to her sides. "I'm just asking, Ryder. It's not like I'm trying to be intrusive."
I fold my arms. "I think you are."
Nadia and I have been on and off for years—since our senior year of high school, to be exact. I always end up pushing her away because it doesn't matter how many times I warn her that I don't want any commitments; she always starts acting like she's my girlfriend whenever we've spent too much time together.
She's doing that now.
I don't want commitments, relationships, or anything that comes with permanence where a partner is concerned. Hell, I don't want a mate.
Never have. Never will.
"It's just that people will start to talk if they see you talking to someone of her rank," she explains sweetly. "I mean, you know the rules just as well as I do."
"What rules?" I challenge her, even though I know exactly what she's talking about. "There are no rules for me, Nadia. I'm the Alpha heir. I do what I want, when I want. And if people talk, they better do it behind my back."
Hurt is written all over her face. I ignore her and make my way back to the living room.
The rule she's referring to is one I've heard all my life—I can mess around with as many girls as I want, but at the end of the day, I can't have an Omega mate. They're too weak, and their bloodlines could ruin all my future children. What if they're born runts, meaning they have no wolves? There are many risks to mating with an Omega.
But I just thanked her for stitching me up—it's not like I asked her to fucking marry me.
Even if I did, I'm sure she'd say no, which can't be said for any girl in here.
And maybe that's why I'm so damn intrigued.
"Isn't that Coach's niece or whatever? The intern?" Zach asks once I'm sitting close to him. Zach is my closest friend on the team.
"Yeah," I reply dismissively. I don't want to talk about her with them.
"What did she want?" he asks, not getting the hint that I don't want to talk. "Did she throw herself at you because she stitched you up?"
The others laugh—I hadn't realized they were listening until now. I refrain from answering, and the matter is forgotten. The opposite happened, actually. Would they believe me if I told them?
No. They wouldn't. For years, they've witnessed girls throwing themselves at me, desperate for a chance of being Luna. Like I said, I never came across anyone who spoke to me rudely.
I was astonished even in the medical room, when she basically told me to fuck myself.
I try to focus on the party, but that's incredibly harder to do when I'm busy looking around for her, hoping to see her face. I can't get her scent off my mind, even if I didn't smell it on her tonight. I'm intrigued, though. I can't forget it.
It makes me wonder just what kind of hole I'm digging myself into.
ARIATen Years Later"Ready?"Barty pulls a face and looks at me uncertainly before his gaze returns to his father. "I don't know...""It's easy. Come on."He looks down at his skates, then his gaze sweeps across the ice rink. Ryder and I exchange a look. The corners of his eyes are crinkled and he looks more amused than he should be, considering this is the first time that Barty has agreed to skate.It seems he inherited my fear of the ice.Wren, on the other hand, is practically a pro at skating. Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, she'll play ice hockey. The tradition has never included women in the team, but a lot has changed since then.She's seated in the bleachers right now, watching the scene unfold. Barty tries to step forward and closes his eyes in fear."I can't," he proclaims. "I don't want to!""Look," Ryder says, skating backward effortlessly. "All you have to do is focus on your balance and not think about it too much. There's not much to it. Just give me your h
ARIAFive Years LaterI pull the casserole out of the oven and kick the door closed with my foot, careful not to burn myself.Somewhere deep in the house, I hear screaming."Barty?" I say loudly. "What's going on?"There's a considerable pause before he responds. "Nothing!"I shake my head and set the dish down on the dining table. "Wren? Wanna tell me what's going on?"Again, she doesn't respond right away. I know those two are up to something. They're always fighting and their relationship is not at all what it should be—Wren's his aunt, but Barty doesn't seem to understand that.They're like siblings. Then again, what did we expect?"I want both of you to come downstairs right this minute!" I yell. "Lunch's ready and Dad will be here any minute. Don't forget to wash your hands!"I hear them clearly arguing before the sound of their footsteps fills my ears. I can't help but smile to myself. Those two are so adorable and I don't know what I'd do without them in my life.I didn't have
RYDERI was selected to be a part of the Nocturnal Council along with Alpha Wilson and a few other Alphas who'd declared themselves our allies until the impersonators began attacking everyone and sending death threats to everyone who refused to accept their ridiculous terms.Aria, of course, is the only Nocturn in the council. Things were arranged this way because Alpha Wilson trusts her not to use her Alpha Command over everyone in the council. We've always fought for what's right, but the same can't be said for other Nocturns.Naturally, I would trust anyone from Anne's group with my life, but the other Alphas don't know that.Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, things will change.What matters now is that we've come to an agreement and this pointless war has come to an end. I can't help but feel terrible and even guilty about all the lives that were lost.I guess, deep down, I'll always feel guilty about what happened.But I can't change the past—I can only make sure that s
ARIARyder's hand tightens around mine and I turn my head to look at him.He nods at me encouragingly and with so much confidence that I can't help but feel calmer. Right now, we're waiting for a meeting that could change the outcome of this entire war, so I don't know what to expect.There's a whole lot of resentment toward Nocturns and everyone who supports us, but the other packs have already figured out that they won't get rid of us so easily, so if we don't agree, more people will keep dying.It's crazy for me to think about everything it took to get us here. Was the attack at Moon Rose truly two days ago? The helplessness I felt back then washes over me once more as the memories crash into me. No matter how hard I try to forget how terrible those moments following Ryder's arrival were, they keep coming back, demanding to be acknowledged. Ryder and I were staring at Ray, who was clearly dying. It crossed my mind a few more times to just finish the job so there would be no chance
ARIAThere's very little time to figure out what's happening but I know for a fact that the mob isn't trying to attack me.They go for every guard standing in their path. I turn my attention to Yarina and see her looking around in shock, mouth wide open. She lowered her hand, and I don't allow myself to even think about what I have to do next.I race toward her and she turns her head to face me again right before I lunge at her. She crashes into the ground, the gun going off before the collision, and I sink my teeth into her shoulder.Yarina cries out in pain and I sink my teeth even deeper. However, before I can finish what I started, someone hits me on the back and I release her. I whirl around to see one of the guards holding a metal bat high above his head, prepared to strike me down again.Zach appears in wolf form and takes him down.I turn my attention back to Yarina but in the handful of seconds that I got distracted, she shifted and is now heading away from the farm. I jump o
RYDERHearing the full story makes me sick to my stomach.These sons of bitches...how could they?What kind of animals are they?I don't take my eyes off Dorson, or rather, Sean. Alpha Dorson was killed by his own hand. He and the guy we all thought was Wilson are brothers, and they were raised by the real Alpha Dorson of the Moon Rose pack and his mate, Yarina.No wonder they looked alike.Moon Rose was truly a place where Nocturns could live in peace, and the real Alpha Dorson was always welcoming to them. When they heard that there was a war against every Alpha who wanted to oppress Nocturns, he decided to join the battle, but Sean here and his brother, Damien, decided that it was an opportunity for them to rise, and so they killed the man who treated them as if they were his own children along with his Luna and his sons, and they came here impersonating them.Their goal is to ensure that every pack is run by a Nocturn. Well, that was the initial plan. Now, they want to destroy the
ARIAIt's getting late and Ryder still isn't back. I'm so nervous that I can hardly breathe. The Nocturn—a woman, I've now decided—is watching me patiently with her hands on her lap. She's seated directly across from me, watching me in a way that I find totally unnerving. Never saying a word. Imp
ARIA I try to ignore my anxious thoughts as I follow the woman, in wolf form, through the forest. When she first shifted, I couldn't believe my eyes. Her wolf was different from all the others I'd seen before. I asked myself if I looked the same way and realized I already knew the answer. Ryder
RYDERThe sound of the door opening rips me from my sleep. I look up, disoriented and sore all fucking over, and see my father’s face. The rage I felt earlier—I have no idea when that was—returns. It burns right through me, and the fact that I know he didn’t come here to let me go makes me feel a
ARIA Five in the morning is the time she wakes me. I slept early, so I don't feel as tired. What I do feel in abundance is nervousness, and it's traveling up and down my spine, making my bladder tight. I don't know what to expect. How will people receive me? I'd be much more excited about this i







