LOGINARIA
C?
I got a C on my Werewolf History paper!?
I look up at Professor Denver in disbelief. He gives me a look behind his glasses and says smoothly, "Do better next time, Murdock."
"But...what could've gone wrong? I'm sure I—"
"Anything you wish to discuss can be done so after class," he tells me dismissively before moving on to hand out more graded assignments. I flip through the pages in disbelief. I gave this paper my all, like I always do, yet for some reason, nothing seems to be enough for Professor Denver.
I'm the lowest-performing student in his class, which is crazy considering I do well in everything else, which is why I got a scholarship to study at Ironclaw U to begin with.
But I have to maintain a certain grade to keep the scholarship. If I get kicked out, what am I supposed to do?
I'm the oldest student in my class because Uncle Barty just didn't have the money to pay my tuition. I worked a few odd jobs after high school, demoralized because I really wanted to continue my studies and work in the medical field. Two years later, I was presented with this opportunity of a lifetime. Uncle Barty managed to secure this position for me.
I work as a medic for the team in exchange for my classes. It's unpaid work and it's a lot of work, but I'm beyond privileged to have this opportunity.
Only twenty other Omegas study at Ironclaw U. They're the wealthy Omegas—the ones with generational wealth who actually work alongside the Alpha.
The rest of us are too poor to afford to further our education, so we end up working menial jobs for the rest of our lives, struggling to pay rent and live.
A grade like this could destroy my life. I just don't know how to please him.
What do I do?
"Well," he continues once he's standing next to the whiteboard again, "now you've seen your grade. Congratulations to all of you who passed well—your efforts are appreciated."
He looks directly at me when he says that and my cheeks grow red and hot.
"Let's continue on page—"
His lesson is interrupted when someone walks into the classroom. They're ten minutes late. Ryder. He looks at Professor Denver and says in a low voice that I can hear because I'm sitting right in the first row, "I had a meeting with the headmaster."
"It's alright. Please, have a seat."
This is the only class we have together, and for the past two months, he's always strutted in and never once looked at me. Today's different, though. His eyes are on me as he walks past, and our eye contact is only broken once he has walked past me.
But I'm not rid of him yet, because he's sitting right behind me.
His warm, spicy scent invades my nostrils and distracts me. I'm not listening to Professor Denver—I'm paying attention to his scent, and how he's breathing and moving behind me. It's so annoying. I can't focus on anything but the feel of him behind me.
I'm already doing badly in this class. I don't need more of this.
"...Ms. Murdock?"
I look up and make direct eye contact with the professor. He's watching me sternly, and I realize he just asked me a question I didn't even hear.
Crap.
"Uh...could you ask that again, please?"
"Distracted?"
I gulp. I don't know what I could possibly answer this. I feel every eye in the room on me, and it's not a good feeling. If it weren't for Ryder Drexel sitting right behind me, this wouldn't have happened.
Yes, it's my fault for getting distracted. But I blame him.
"What year was the last Rogue Rebellion?" he repeats, rearranging his glasses.
"1967," answers the voice behind me before I get a chance to say anything. Ryder. Professor Denver nods, but the look he gives me is filled with disappointment.
I clench my fists under the table and turn my head to get a look at him. His eyes land on me, and in his face, I see something unreadable. Why did he answer the question for me? What the hell is wrong with him?
"Alright, class is dismissed. Ms. Murdock, stay behind a minute."
I pack my things unusually slowly as I wait for everyone to file out of the room. Ryder is the last to leave. I feel his eyes on me as he starts toward the door, but I ignore him. Once he's out the door, I approach Professor Denver's desk.
"This isn't good, Aria," he says, using my first name, which is something he never does when there are other students around. He leans back and stares at me for a long while. "What's the matter? Don't I teach you well?"
"I'm actually wondering why you gave me such a low grade," I reveal. "I gave this my all—I know I did great."
I spent weeks working on this. How can this be?
"Hm," he says, leaning closer now and resting his hands on the table. "So, now you know better than me? Or what are you suggesting? That I gave you a low grade on purpose?"
I keep my jaw clenched and refrain from answering.
A slow smile curves his lips and for some reason, I panic. It makes me nervous. "You're really something, Aria. I don't think I've ever met an Omega like you."
"What's that supposed to mean, Professor?"
"It means you're different," he claims before standing up and leaning against the side of the desk. He's standing very close to me now and I'm starting to get a strange vibe from all of this. He's asked me to stay behind before, but things never got this...weird. "I'm not sure if I like it or not."
"Why did you ask me to stay behind?" I ask, getting straight to the point and hoping that, by doing so, I can leave quicker.
"I wanted to discuss your grade."
"I'll do better."
He taps the desk with his fingers one. Then twice. "I'm not sure if that will be enough in your case, to be honest."
I search his eyes behind his glasses. "What's that supposed to mean? I know I can do better."
Again, he smiles in that eerie way. My skin crawls. I want to get the hell out of this class. "We'll discuss this in detail on Friday. Come to my office after six."
I grab my paper and rush toward the door, my heart beating fast. I push the door open, tumbling into the hallway.
The sight of Ryder leaning against the wall of the empty hallway makes me gasp loudly. My heart slams against my ribs. His gaze is on me, and it's unwavering. Before I can ask him what he's doing here, he asks me, "Is everything alright?"
I'm so stunned that I can't answer his question. Is Ryder Drexel really asking me that?
With no warning, he pushes himself off the wall and makes his way to my side. "Answer my question, Aria. Are you alright? Did he hurt you?"
What. On. Earth?
ARIAI thought that our group would be larger, but it’s not. Sure, the living room is crowded with people, but we’re the minority. Ironclaw is surrounded by enemies now. We’re not at peace in our own pack. Nothing devastates me more. The group consists of Anne and all the Nocturns who came here with her—the ones of fighting age, of course—and Ryder’s hockey team. Well, the ones who stayed to fight. Anne is the one who breaks the silence. “I heard that you’re stepping down as leader of this revolution, Ryder. Is that true?”“Yes. I had to. I didn’t have a choice. That’s why we’re all here.”I place my hand on his back to encourage him to keep going. We didn’t want this to happen and we’d even discussed how we would never let Alpha Dorson or Wilson take control of our pack, but in this case, if we didn’t make that decision, then Ryder’s reputation would go down the drain. It’s a difficult moment for him, so I’m really proud of how he’s been reacting. I’m sure everyone else will un
RYDERI follow Zach through the road, trying to prepare myself for what I'm about to see. I hear their shouts before I see them. The mob is standing right in front of Ironclaw U, and standing right in front of them, seemingly trying to appease them, is Alpha Dorson. The sight of his face fills me with rage and my footsteps slow. Zach must notice this because he pauses and looks back at me. He opens his mouth to tell me something but doesn't have a chance to because Aria approaches us. "Ryder," she says breathlessly, fisting my shirt in her hands, "what will you do?""You should've stayed home.""Not a chance."My gaze shifts back to the crowd and this time, Alpha Dorson and I make eye contact. He has a clear smug look on his face, which slowly disappears until his expression is blank, but he doesn't convince me. I know that he's the reason why all of this is happening. He planned this from the very start—both he and Wilson. "Ryder," Aria says again, concern lacing her voice. I t
ARIAI'm running through the woods again, chasing him. He's right in front of me. I can smell him in the air this time, and I won't stop until I've caught him and asked him what the hell he wants from us. But then he disappears once again. I stop, my panting loud in the empty forest. I look around until my head is spinning, but I can't see where he's gone. Am I imagining all this? Is it all just in my head?Have I gone crazy?Just when I'm about to give up and head back to Ironclaw, I whirl around and there he is. I barely have time to think before he attacks, teeth sinking right into the fleshy part of my neck. I howl and the pain rips me from this nightmare. I sit up in bed, covered in sweat and breathing hard. I'm in my room. I'm home. Ray isn't here. I look over at Ryder in the dark and he's still fast asleep. I let the sight of him reassure me. I didn't even hear him come home last night because he spent so much time in the medical tent, questioning the guys who were in c
RYDERThe attackers have all been killed, except for a handful who ran away. Anne told me that Aria would be at home with the doors locked, but after finding it empty, despair washes over me.Where is she?I start looking for her like a madman, starting with the places where she can usually be find. The medical tent is empty, and I doubt that she'd return to her uncle's gravesite, but I'll have to check anyway, because if she's not there, then I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.I cross the town square and ignore everyone all around me. The Nocturns are rushing toward the people who've been injured in hopes of healing them. I should be trying to find out where these attackers came from and how they got through our people, but I don't have time for that, not right now."Alpha Ryder."I keep going."Alpha Ryder!"A hand clamps down on my shoulder and I turn my head to look over my shoulder. I see Alpha Dorson standing behind me and sure enough, Wilson isn't that far behind hi
ARIARyder heads to the university to check on the new residents there, and instead of heading home like I told him I would, I decide to stop by the medical tent, where Anne is patching up a young Nocturn boy."Is everything alright?" I ask as I approach them."Oh, yeah. Training was a little tough on this guy, but he'll be okay." She caresses his shaved head. He has to be around fifteen, and it looks like he hurt his shoulder. "You're good to go, Jamie. You'll be as good as new by tomorrow."He leaves the tent and the two of us are alone. She starts cleaning up and asks, "Did Ryder find you?""Yeah. We were together.""Did he say anything about the meeting?""He said it went well.""Ah.""Why? Have you heard something?""No. I try to stay out of the legal matters. I don't think I'll be much use to anyone there. Ryder can handle himself." She clears the bed of the bloodied towels and then turns to look at me as she takes her gloves off. "You don't want to ask me about my guest?"I bri
RYDERWho the heck is sending my girl roses? I know I need to be a hell of a lot calmer about this whole thing, but I'm fuming.In my mind, there's only one person who could have put that rose there, and it's Wilson. That fucking pathetic piece of shit. Just thinking about it makes me want to storm inside the packhouse and tear him apart with my bare hands. I'd do it. Oh, I would. But Aria's reminder returns to me and I let her words ground me. If we start fighting among ourselves, we won't stand a chance against our enemies, and our cause will go straight down the drain along with all our hopes and dreams. How much more of this am I supposed to stand, though? I can't go about life terrified of saying what I feel, or they'll never respect me. Some things need to be straightened out, and if Wilson finds that a problem, then that's on him. The meeting with Alpha Dorson and the newcomers finally takes place. I enter the office and find everyone there, waiting for me. I grab a seat







