LOGINARIA
"What?" Uncle Barty asks as he watches me place all my equipment back in the cabinets of the medical room. "You're not serious. All the youngsters are going. What do you mean, you won't go?"
I sigh. I've tried explaining this to him a hundred times but it seems the truth—or maybe my reality—doesn't stick. "I don't have any friends. I can't just show up to a party alone. It's awkward and I'd rather not."
He folds his arms and gives me a look that I can only describe as The Coach Look. "And how are you supposed to make friends if you don't go out? Help me understand that."
"You don't have to. Besides, you wouldn't get it. You haven't been a teenager for like four decades."
I chuckle at my own joke but he doesn't look amused. "What I hate to see is a young woman stuck at home because she's afraid of taking things a step forward."
"You're the one who told me to keep a low profile."
"Yeah. Don't yell at the Alpha's son. Not don't go out and make any friends. Those are two completely different things."
"I'm fine. Really. You don't have to worry about me."
I start washing my hands in the little sink with antiseptic soap. I can tell he's exhausted by our conversation already because this is how it usually goes anyway. Someone appears at the door—a player, whose hair is wet, indicating that he just took a shower. He's wearing a plain gray T-shirt and jeans. I know his name. It's Tyler Hawke.
"See you tomorrow, Coach," he says to my uncle before giving him a thumbs up. "Good game tonight."
"Wait a moment, Tyler," my uncle says. The words that leave his lips make me cold. "I want to ask you to take my niece here to that party you're most likely going to."
"Uncle Barty!" I exclaim.
Tyler's gaze flickers to my face and he says, "Yeah, sure. Of course."
"Hurry up and grab your things," my uncle says before stepping toward the exit. "You don't want to be later than you already are."
I'm in shock. I can't believe he just did that. Once he's gone, I say to Tyler, "I'm really sorry. You don't have to do a thing if you don't want to. I told him I didn't want to go."
"It's alright. I'm heading there anyway."
"It's fine. You can go."
A smile tugs at the corners of his lips and wrinkles his cheeks. "Are you kidding? Your uncle will have my ass tomorrow if I don't take you. I'm sorry, but I won't take that risk."
My shoulders sag. I suppress a sigh. Great. I grab my things and head out the door with Tyler. His car is the only one in the parking lot, and it's a fancy one—a sports car of some kind. It's the new model everyone's raving about.
Once in the car, Tyler clears his throat, glances at me, then says, "I've seen you around. I just never said hi because, well, you're the coach's niece. He warned us not to speak to you."
I'm shocked by this revelation. "He did?"
And then he complains about me not making friends?
"Yeah. You're new, right? Studying Healing Arts?"
I manage to nod. "Yeah. I started this semester."
"How are you liking Ironclaw University so far?"
"It's great. I love the campus and the sight. What are you studying?"
"Pack Accounting," he reveals, flashing me a smile. "My father has a firm, so...it would only make sense for me to follow in his footsteps."
"I see."
The party isn't that far away from the university, so we arrive in no time. There's literally no place to park, and we circle around the block for twenty minutes to find an empty space. It's being held inside this enormous house, and there are people everywhere. In the front lawn. Near the parked cars. Standing in the doorway.
Inside the house, it's way worse.
I'm already starting to regret coming here. I know this is a celebration of our win, but is this really necessary? The music is banging and there's trash littered everywhere.
Tyler asks me loudly, "Do you want a drink?"
I nod even though I don't really want one, and he sets off, leaving me by myself. I stand near the staircase, shoving my hands in the pockets of my jeans because I don't know what to do with them.
I look around, taking in all the faces present. Some of them I recognize from the university. Some, however, are unfamiliar to me. The sound of loud laughter attracts my attention, and I turn it to a group of guys in the living room, sitting around a glass table filled with empty red cups and bowls of snacks.
My heart skips a beat when I make eye contact with Ryder Drexel.
It's so unexpected that for a few beats, I don't know how to react. I wasn't expecting to see him, much less to look at him and find him staring at me already. He's seated with his legs spread slightly apart, and there's someone on his lap. A blonde with her hair pulled back in a ponytail.
I saw her at the match today—I think she might be a cheerleader, but I'm not sure. The point is that his cold gaze is directly on my face, and the bandage over his eyebrow makes him look even more sinister, for some reason.
Why is he looking at me like that?
"Here," I hear someone say next to me before a drink spilled down the front of my blouse. I exclaim, my attention now on Tyler, who's standing in front of me wide-eyed.
"Shit," he curses. He just spilled the drink in his hand all over me. "Aria, I'm so sorry. Here, let me help you clean that."
"It's al—" He starts to wipe my skin with the sleeve of his shirt, and I step back quickly. "Tyler!"
His eyes snap to mine, and I arch a brow. "It's fine. You don't have to clean me up."
He literally almost touched my breast.
"Oh, yeah...right." His face is as red as a tomato. "I'm so sorry. I was just trying to help and...yeah. I shouldn't have—"
I can tell he didn't do it because he wanted to touch me like some pervert, so I offer him a small smile. "Don't worry about it. It's fine. Is that for me?"
He looks down at the drink in his hand, nods, and hands it to me. The cup is half full, but I drink anyway. I should've asked what it was because, for some reason, the liquid inside is burning my mouth. I gag. "Ugh! What is this?"
"Moon drink," he smiles. "At least, that's what everyone calls it?"
I wipe my mouth. "Why?"
He taps the side of his head. "It makes you go loony. You know, like you behave like a lunatic after you drink it? It's strong stuff."
A laugh escapes me. It's genuine and loud. "That's creative. I don't think I'll have more, though."
"That's—"
"Tyler," a voice beside us says in a cutting tone. I once more find myself making eye contact with Ryder, who's standing right next to us. "Could you give us a moment?"
I blink several times rapidly as I stare at his face. What's he doing, standing right next to me? What does he want? Tyler nods, mumbles something, and then fixes me a look right before he turns away, leaving me alone with Ryder.
He seems upset. And why wouldn't he be? He was just dismissed like he's nothing.
Ryder steps closer to me, and his scent invades my nose. There's something about it that I find too pleasant—he really shouldn't be smelling this good. But I can't focus on that right now. I'm pissed. He really shouldn't have spoken to Tyler that way. I'm also wondering what the hell he wants from me, and Uncle Barty's words return to me quickly, leaving me cold.
"Could we have a word?"
ARIAI thought that our group would be larger, but it’s not. Sure, the living room is crowded with people, but we’re the minority. Ironclaw is surrounded by enemies now. We’re not at peace in our own pack. Nothing devastates me more. The group consists of Anne and all the Nocturns who came here with her—the ones of fighting age, of course—and Ryder’s hockey team. Well, the ones who stayed to fight. Anne is the one who breaks the silence. “I heard that you’re stepping down as leader of this revolution, Ryder. Is that true?”“Yes. I had to. I didn’t have a choice. That’s why we’re all here.”I place my hand on his back to encourage him to keep going. We didn’t want this to happen and we’d even discussed how we would never let Alpha Dorson or Wilson take control of our pack, but in this case, if we didn’t make that decision, then Ryder’s reputation would go down the drain. It’s a difficult moment for him, so I’m really proud of how he’s been reacting. I’m sure everyone else will un
RYDERI follow Zach through the road, trying to prepare myself for what I'm about to see. I hear their shouts before I see them. The mob is standing right in front of Ironclaw U, and standing right in front of them, seemingly trying to appease them, is Alpha Dorson. The sight of his face fills me with rage and my footsteps slow. Zach must notice this because he pauses and looks back at me. He opens his mouth to tell me something but doesn't have a chance to because Aria approaches us. "Ryder," she says breathlessly, fisting my shirt in her hands, "what will you do?""You should've stayed home.""Not a chance."My gaze shifts back to the crowd and this time, Alpha Dorson and I make eye contact. He has a clear smug look on his face, which slowly disappears until his expression is blank, but he doesn't convince me. I know that he's the reason why all of this is happening. He planned this from the very start—both he and Wilson. "Ryder," Aria says again, concern lacing her voice. I t
ARIAI'm running through the woods again, chasing him. He's right in front of me. I can smell him in the air this time, and I won't stop until I've caught him and asked him what the hell he wants from us. But then he disappears once again. I stop, my panting loud in the empty forest. I look around until my head is spinning, but I can't see where he's gone. Am I imagining all this? Is it all just in my head?Have I gone crazy?Just when I'm about to give up and head back to Ironclaw, I whirl around and there he is. I barely have time to think before he attacks, teeth sinking right into the fleshy part of my neck. I howl and the pain rips me from this nightmare. I sit up in bed, covered in sweat and breathing hard. I'm in my room. I'm home. Ray isn't here. I look over at Ryder in the dark and he's still fast asleep. I let the sight of him reassure me. I didn't even hear him come home last night because he spent so much time in the medical tent, questioning the guys who were in c
RYDERThe attackers have all been killed, except for a handful who ran away. Anne told me that Aria would be at home with the doors locked, but after finding it empty, despair washes over me.Where is she?I start looking for her like a madman, starting with the places where she can usually be find. The medical tent is empty, and I doubt that she'd return to her uncle's gravesite, but I'll have to check anyway, because if she's not there, then I don't know what I'm going to do with myself.I cross the town square and ignore everyone all around me. The Nocturns are rushing toward the people who've been injured in hopes of healing them. I should be trying to find out where these attackers came from and how they got through our people, but I don't have time for that, not right now."Alpha Ryder."I keep going."Alpha Ryder!"A hand clamps down on my shoulder and I turn my head to look over my shoulder. I see Alpha Dorson standing behind me and sure enough, Wilson isn't that far behind hi
ARIARyder heads to the university to check on the new residents there, and instead of heading home like I told him I would, I decide to stop by the medical tent, where Anne is patching up a young Nocturn boy."Is everything alright?" I ask as I approach them."Oh, yeah. Training was a little tough on this guy, but he'll be okay." She caresses his shaved head. He has to be around fifteen, and it looks like he hurt his shoulder. "You're good to go, Jamie. You'll be as good as new by tomorrow."He leaves the tent and the two of us are alone. She starts cleaning up and asks, "Did Ryder find you?""Yeah. We were together.""Did he say anything about the meeting?""He said it went well.""Ah.""Why? Have you heard something?""No. I try to stay out of the legal matters. I don't think I'll be much use to anyone there. Ryder can handle himself." She clears the bed of the bloodied towels and then turns to look at me as she takes her gloves off. "You don't want to ask me about my guest?"I bri
RYDERWho the heck is sending my girl roses? I know I need to be a hell of a lot calmer about this whole thing, but I'm fuming.In my mind, there's only one person who could have put that rose there, and it's Wilson. That fucking pathetic piece of shit. Just thinking about it makes me want to storm inside the packhouse and tear him apart with my bare hands. I'd do it. Oh, I would. But Aria's reminder returns to me and I let her words ground me. If we start fighting among ourselves, we won't stand a chance against our enemies, and our cause will go straight down the drain along with all our hopes and dreams. How much more of this am I supposed to stand, though? I can't go about life terrified of saying what I feel, or they'll never respect me. Some things need to be straightened out, and if Wilson finds that a problem, then that's on him. The meeting with Alpha Dorson and the newcomers finally takes place. I enter the office and find everyone there, waiting for me. I grab a seat







