LOGINARIA
"What?" Uncle Barty asks as he watches me place all my equipment back in the cabinets of the medical room. "You're not serious. All the youngsters are going. What do you mean, you won't go?"
I sigh. I've tried explaining this to him a hundred times but it seems the truth—or maybe my reality—doesn't stick. "I don't have any friends. I can't just show up to a party alone. It's awkward and I'd rather not."
He folds his arms and gives me a look that I can only describe as The Coach Look. "And how are you supposed to make friends if you don't go out? Help me understand that."
"You don't have to. Besides, you wouldn't get it. You haven't been a teenager for like four decades."
I chuckle at my own joke but he doesn't look amused. "What I hate to see is a young woman stuck at home because she's afraid of taking things a step forward."
"You're the one who told me to keep a low profile."
"Yeah. Don't yell at the Alpha's son. Not don't go out and make any friends. Those are two completely different things."
"I'm fine. Really. You don't have to worry about me."
I start washing my hands in the little sink with antiseptic soap. I can tell he's exhausted by our conversation already because this is how it usually goes anyway. Someone appears at the door—a player, whose hair is wet, indicating that he just took a shower. He's wearing a plain gray T-shirt and jeans. I know his name. It's Tyler Hawke.
"See you tomorrow, Coach," he says to my uncle before giving him a thumbs up. "Good game tonight."
"Wait a moment, Tyler," my uncle says. The words that leave his lips make me cold. "I want to ask you to take my niece here to that party you're most likely going to."
"Uncle Barty!" I exclaim.
Tyler's gaze flickers to my face and he says, "Yeah, sure. Of course."
"Hurry up and grab your things," my uncle says before stepping toward the exit. "You don't want to be later than you already are."
I'm in shock. I can't believe he just did that. Once he's gone, I say to Tyler, "I'm really sorry. You don't have to do a thing if you don't want to. I told him I didn't want to go."
"It's alright. I'm heading there anyway."
"It's fine. You can go."
A smile tugs at the corners of his lips and wrinkles his cheeks. "Are you kidding? Your uncle will have my ass tomorrow if I don't take you. I'm sorry, but I won't take that risk."
My shoulders sag. I suppress a sigh. Great. I grab my things and head out the door with Tyler. His car is the only one in the parking lot, and it's a fancy one—a sports car of some kind. It's the new model everyone's raving about.
Once in the car, Tyler clears his throat, glances at me, then says, "I've seen you around. I just never said hi because, well, you're the coach's niece. He warned us not to speak to you."
I'm shocked by this revelation. "He did?"
And then he complains about me not making friends?
"Yeah. You're new, right? Studying Healing Arts?"
I manage to nod. "Yeah. I started this semester."
"How are you liking Ironclaw University so far?"
"It's great. I love the campus and the sight. What are you studying?"
"Pack Accounting," he reveals, flashing me a smile. "My father has a firm, so...it would only make sense for me to follow in his footsteps."
"I see."
The party isn't that far away from the university, so we arrive in no time. There's literally no place to park, and we circle around the block for twenty minutes to find an empty space. It's being held inside this enormous house, and there are people everywhere. In the front lawn. Near the parked cars. Standing in the doorway.
Inside the house, it's way worse.
I'm already starting to regret coming here. I know this is a celebration of our win, but is this really necessary? The music is banging and there's trash littered everywhere.
Tyler asks me loudly, "Do you want a drink?"
I nod even though I don't really want one, and he sets off, leaving me by myself. I stand near the staircase, shoving my hands in the pockets of my jeans because I don't know what to do with them.
I look around, taking in all the faces present. Some of them I recognize from the university. Some, however, are unfamiliar to me. The sound of loud laughter attracts my attention, and I turn it to a group of guys in the living room, sitting around a glass table filled with empty red cups and bowls of snacks.
My heart skips a beat when I make eye contact with Ryder Drexel.
It's so unexpected that for a few beats, I don't know how to react. I wasn't expecting to see him, much less to look at him and find him staring at me already. He's seated with his legs spread slightly apart, and there's someone on his lap. A blonde with her hair pulled back in a ponytail.
I saw her at the match today—I think she might be a cheerleader, but I'm not sure. The point is that his cold gaze is directly on my face, and the bandage over his eyebrow makes him look even more sinister, for some reason.
Why is he looking at me like that?
"Here," I hear someone say next to me before a drink spilled down the front of my blouse. I exclaim, my attention now on Tyler, who's standing in front of me wide-eyed.
"Shit," he curses. He just spilled the drink in his hand all over me. "Aria, I'm so sorry. Here, let me help you clean that."
"It's al—" He starts to wipe my skin with the sleeve of his shirt, and I step back quickly. "Tyler!"
His eyes snap to mine, and I arch a brow. "It's fine. You don't have to clean me up."
He literally almost touched my breast.
"Oh, yeah...right." His face is as red as a tomato. "I'm so sorry. I was just trying to help and...yeah. I shouldn't have—"
I can tell he didn't do it because he wanted to touch me like some pervert, so I offer him a small smile. "Don't worry about it. It's fine. Is that for me?"
He looks down at the drink in his hand, nods, and hands it to me. The cup is half full, but I drink anyway. I should've asked what it was because, for some reason, the liquid inside is burning my mouth. I gag. "Ugh! What is this?"
"Moon drink," he smiles. "At least, that's what everyone calls it?"
I wipe my mouth. "Why?"
He taps the side of his head. "It makes you go loony. You know, like you behave like a lunatic after you drink it? It's strong stuff."
A laugh escapes me. It's genuine and loud. "That's creative. I don't think I'll have more, though."
"That's—"
"Tyler," a voice beside us says in a cutting tone. I once more find myself making eye contact with Ryder, who's standing right next to us. "Could you give us a moment?"
I blink several times rapidly as I stare at his face. What's he doing, standing right next to me? What does he want? Tyler nods, mumbles something, and then fixes me a look right before he turns away, leaving me alone with Ryder.
He seems upset. And why wouldn't he be? He was just dismissed like he's nothing.
Ryder steps closer to me, and his scent invades my nose. There's something about it that I find too pleasant—he really shouldn't be smelling this good. But I can't focus on that right now. I'm pissed. He really shouldn't have spoken to Tyler that way. I'm also wondering what the hell he wants from me, and Uncle Barty's words return to me quickly, leaving me cold.
"Could we have a word?"
ARIA I try to ignore my anxious thoughts as I follow the woman, in wolf form, through the forest. When she first shifted, I couldn't believe my eyes. Her wolf was different from all the others I'd seen before. I asked myself if I looked the same way and realized I already knew the answer. Ryder told me he'd seen my wolf, and claimed it was the most magnificent sight he'd ever beheld. Her fur was cream-colored, nearly white, and she was enormous. In wolf form, she was much bigger than me. I walked alongside her only because I insisted. She wanted me to ride her, but I figured we'd probably go too fast and I want to take a proper look at our surroundings so I can make my way on my own back if I need to. Though there's something deep inside of me convincing me that I can trust her, I can't be too sure. It's almost impossible to see too far ahead, so I'm glued to her side and watching where I step. The last thing I need is to hurt my ankle again and make it impossible for me to wal
ARIAIt's getting late and Ryder still isn't back. I'm so nervous that I can hardly breathe. The Nocturn—a woman, I've now decided—is watching me patiently with her hands on her lap. She's seated directly across from me, watching me in a way that I find totally unnerving. Never saying a word. Impatiently, I stand up. This waiting is going to kill me. The harder I think about it, the worse I feel. I realized a long time ago that something was wrong, yet, I didn't act on it. "I can't take this," I say out loud. "I need to find him."The woman stands up. Since we came in and I decided to trust her, she told me only a little bit about Nocturns and emphasized that I would need to strengthen my wolf in order to face the storm that was headed our way. She then told me that I would have to go with her to the hiding place she mentioned earlier, and I told her I couldn't. That I had to wait for Ryder. Ever since, we've been waiting, not saying a word. My idea was that I would wait for his
RYDERI crack an eye open and see nothing. The other one is practically glued shut—too swollen to function. As for the one I can use, I don't know if I can't see shit because I'm in a dark room, or because the eye has been blinded. I vividly recall the struggle it took to get me into this small room in our basement earlier on. I fought against those wolves desperately, but there were too many of them. I couldn't fight them all. I know by now that this is my father's doing. Of course, it is. Those wolves would never dare to attack me without my father's permission. The good thing is that they didn't wait to follow me to the cabin, but that doesn't mean that my father won't send them there to look for her. I'm worried. The sinking realization that I'm locked in this room, so far away from her and helpless, fills me with rage. I fight against the chains tying my arms behind the chair welded to the floor. I end up hurting myself even more. Though I can't see them, my wrists are sore f
ARIA I don't mean to, but the longer Ryder stays gone, the more I worry about him. Where could he be?Judging by my calculations and what he told me, Ryder should've been back by now. It's two in the afternoon. I rub my hands and pace the floor of the living area. Occasionally, I peer out the window to stare at the stairs below, hoping to spot him. At this point, I don't know what's instinct and what's paranoia. I have this strong feeling that something is wrong but I don't want to entertain it. Maybe I'm just imagining the worst. In the morning, I didn't want him to go. The urge to wrap my arms around his neck and never let him go was strong, but of course, I knew it would be crazy to do that. Now, I'm starting to regret not mentioning something and acting on that bad feeling. "No," I say out loud. "Stop it."Ryder will be fine. In fact, soon, he will be back, and I'll feel stupid for having worried so much. I move toward the window once more to stare at the stairs, telling my
RYDERThe sun's barely visible above the horizon when I wake up. We've been here for some time now, which means we're running out of supplies again. I told Aria I'd head into town to grab more things, and then I'd be right back. She's much better now. In my eyes, it's nothing short of a miracle because I felt like I was dying the first time I ever shifted. Aria is almost fully recovered. I guess it makes sense that her wolf is different from everyone else's. Ever since she told me what little she knows about Nocturns, I haven't been able to stop thinking about them for a second. They're far superior to us, in every way possible. The fast healing. Being able to extend this healing to others...it's out of this world and incredible. I myself felt the effect of her touch. Whenever she touched an injury of mine, it healed unnaturally fast. A lot of players noticed the same thing. Then, there was the strength of our connection. I could feel her emotions. When she was sad, I was sad, to
ARIAI didn’t mean for things to go as far as they did. One minute, I was relaxing against him, basking in the feel of the warm water loosening all my muscles while he played with my hair. The next, our lips were locked and I was reaching between his legs, fisting his cock under the water. “Aria,” he said breathless against my lips, “you’re hurt and shouldn’t—”“I’m fine,” I interrupted, stroking his shaft. Ryder kissed me again, more deeply this time. My hand moved faster. I was so sure of what I was doing, even though I’d never done it before. I watched his face for his reaction, feeling every grunt and every moan deep in my soul. We rinsed off after he came, and now, we’re on the couch, holding each other. I feel a lot better after the bath, but I’m still sore in places, and I have this feeling like if I just close my eyes, I’ll sleep forever. I’ll never wake up. Ryder started a fire in the hearth in the living room, and we’re seated directly in front of it. He keeps running h







