LOGINARIA
"What?" Uncle Barty asks as he watches me place all my equipment back in the cabinets of the medical room. "You're not serious. All the youngsters are going. What do you mean, you won't go?"
I sigh. I've tried explaining this to him a hundred times but it seems the truth—or maybe my reality—doesn't stick. "I don't have any friends. I can't just show up to a party alone. It's awkward and I'd rather not."
He folds his arms and gives me a look that I can only describe as The Coach Look. "And how are you supposed to make friends if you don't go out? Help me understand that."
"You don't have to. Besides, you wouldn't get it. You haven't been a teenager for like four decades."
I chuckle at my own joke but he doesn't look amused. "What I hate to see is a young woman stuck at home because she's afraid of taking things a step forward."
"You're the one who told me to keep a low profile."
"Yeah. Don't yell at the Alpha's son. Not don't go out and make any friends. Those are two completely different things."
"I'm fine. Really. You don't have to worry about me."
I start washing my hands in the little sink with antiseptic soap. I can tell he's exhausted by our conversation already because this is how it usually goes anyway. Someone appears at the door—a player, whose hair is wet, indicating that he just took a shower. He's wearing a plain gray T-shirt and jeans. I know his name. It's Tyler Hawke.
"See you tomorrow, Coach," he says to my uncle before giving him a thumbs up. "Good game tonight."
"Wait a moment, Tyler," my uncle says. The words that leave his lips make me cold. "I want to ask you to take my niece here to that party you're most likely going to."
"Uncle Barty!" I exclaim.
Tyler's gaze flickers to my face and he says, "Yeah, sure. Of course."
"Hurry up and grab your things," my uncle says before stepping toward the exit. "You don't want to be later than you already are."
I'm in shock. I can't believe he just did that. Once he's gone, I say to Tyler, "I'm really sorry. You don't have to do a thing if you don't want to. I told him I didn't want to go."
"It's alright. I'm heading there anyway."
"It's fine. You can go."
A smile tugs at the corners of his lips and wrinkles his cheeks. "Are you kidding? Your uncle will have my ass tomorrow if I don't take you. I'm sorry, but I won't take that risk."
My shoulders sag. I suppress a sigh. Great. I grab my things and head out the door with Tyler. His car is the only one in the parking lot, and it's a fancy one—a sports car of some kind. It's the new model everyone's raving about.
Once in the car, Tyler clears his throat, glances at me, then says, "I've seen you around. I just never said hi because, well, you're the coach's niece. He warned us not to speak to you."
I'm shocked by this revelation. "He did?"
And then he complains about me not making friends?
"Yeah. You're new, right? Studying Healing Arts?"
I manage to nod. "Yeah. I started this semester."
"How are you liking Ironclaw University so far?"
"It's great. I love the campus and the sight. What are you studying?"
"Pack Accounting," he reveals, flashing me a smile. "My father has a firm, so...it would only make sense for me to follow in his footsteps."
"I see."
The party isn't that far away from the university, so we arrive in no time. There's literally no place to park, and we circle around the block for twenty minutes to find an empty space. It's being held inside this enormous house, and there are people everywhere. In the front lawn. Near the parked cars. Standing in the doorway.
Inside the house, it's way worse.
I'm already starting to regret coming here. I know this is a celebration of our win, but is this really necessary? The music is banging and there's trash littered everywhere.
Tyler asks me loudly, "Do you want a drink?"
I nod even though I don't really want one, and he sets off, leaving me by myself. I stand near the staircase, shoving my hands in the pockets of my jeans because I don't know what to do with them.
I look around, taking in all the faces present. Some of them I recognize from the university. Some, however, are unfamiliar to me. The sound of loud laughter attracts my attention, and I turn it to a group of guys in the living room, sitting around a glass table filled with empty red cups and bowls of snacks.
My heart skips a beat when I make eye contact with Ryder Drexel.
It's so unexpected that for a few beats, I don't know how to react. I wasn't expecting to see him, much less to look at him and find him staring at me already. He's seated with his legs spread slightly apart, and there's someone on his lap. A blonde with her hair pulled back in a ponytail.
I saw her at the match today—I think she might be a cheerleader, but I'm not sure. The point is that his cold gaze is directly on my face, and the bandage over his eyebrow makes him look even more sinister, for some reason.
Why is he looking at me like that?
"Here," I hear someone say next to me before a drink spilled down the front of my blouse. I exclaim, my attention now on Tyler, who's standing in front of me wide-eyed.
"Shit," he curses. He just spilled the drink in his hand all over me. "Aria, I'm so sorry. Here, let me help you clean that."
"It's al—" He starts to wipe my skin with the sleeve of his shirt, and I step back quickly. "Tyler!"
His eyes snap to mine, and I arch a brow. "It's fine. You don't have to clean me up."
He literally almost touched my breast.
"Oh, yeah...right." His face is as red as a tomato. "I'm so sorry. I was just trying to help and...yeah. I shouldn't have—"
I can tell he didn't do it because he wanted to touch me like some pervert, so I offer him a small smile. "Don't worry about it. It's fine. Is that for me?"
He looks down at the drink in his hand, nods, and hands it to me. The cup is half full, but I drink anyway. I should've asked what it was because, for some reason, the liquid inside is burning my mouth. I gag. "Ugh! What is this?"
"Moon drink," he smiles. "At least, that's what everyone calls it?"
I wipe my mouth. "Why?"
He taps the side of his head. "It makes you go loony. You know, like you behave like a lunatic after you drink it? It's strong stuff."
A laugh escapes me. It's genuine and loud. "That's creative. I don't think I'll have more, though."
"That's—"
"Tyler," a voice beside us says in a cutting tone. I once more find myself making eye contact with Ryder, who's standing right next to us. "Could you give us a moment?"
I blink several times rapidly as I stare at his face. What's he doing, standing right next to me? What does he want? Tyler nods, mumbles something, and then fixes me a look right before he turns away, leaving me alone with Ryder.
He seems upset. And why wouldn't he be? He was just dismissed like he's nothing.
Ryder steps closer to me, and his scent invades my nose. There's something about it that I find too pleasant—he really shouldn't be smelling this good. But I can't focus on that right now. I'm pissed. He really shouldn't have spoken to Tyler that way. I'm also wondering what the hell he wants from me, and Uncle Barty's words return to me quickly, leaving me cold.
"Could we have a word?"
ARIATen Years Later"Ready?"Barty pulls a face and looks at me uncertainly before his gaze returns to his father. "I don't know...""It's easy. Come on."He looks down at his skates, then his gaze sweeps across the ice rink. Ryder and I exchange a look. The corners of his eyes are crinkled and he looks more amused than he should be, considering this is the first time that Barty has agreed to skate.It seems he inherited my fear of the ice.Wren, on the other hand, is practically a pro at skating. Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, she'll play ice hockey. The tradition has never included women in the team, but a lot has changed since then.She's seated in the bleachers right now, watching the scene unfold. Barty tries to step forward and closes his eyes in fear."I can't," he proclaims. "I don't want to!""Look," Ryder says, skating backward effortlessly. "All you have to do is focus on your balance and not think about it too much. There's not much to it. Just give me your h
ARIAFive Years LaterI pull the casserole out of the oven and kick the door closed with my foot, careful not to burn myself.Somewhere deep in the house, I hear screaming."Barty?" I say loudly. "What's going on?"There's a considerable pause before he responds. "Nothing!"I shake my head and set the dish down on the dining table. "Wren? Wanna tell me what's going on?"Again, she doesn't respond right away. I know those two are up to something. They're always fighting and their relationship is not at all what it should be—Wren's his aunt, but Barty doesn't seem to understand that.They're like siblings. Then again, what did we expect?"I want both of you to come downstairs right this minute!" I yell. "Lunch's ready and Dad will be here any minute. Don't forget to wash your hands!"I hear them clearly arguing before the sound of their footsteps fills my ears. I can't help but smile to myself. Those two are so adorable and I don't know what I'd do without them in my life.I didn't have
RYDERI was selected to be a part of the Nocturnal Council along with Alpha Wilson and a few other Alphas who'd declared themselves our allies until the impersonators began attacking everyone and sending death threats to everyone who refused to accept their ridiculous terms.Aria, of course, is the only Nocturn in the council. Things were arranged this way because Alpha Wilson trusts her not to use her Alpha Command over everyone in the council. We've always fought for what's right, but the same can't be said for other Nocturns.Naturally, I would trust anyone from Anne's group with my life, but the other Alphas don't know that.Who knows? Maybe a few years down the line, things will change.What matters now is that we've come to an agreement and this pointless war has come to an end. I can't help but feel terrible and even guilty about all the lives that were lost.I guess, deep down, I'll always feel guilty about what happened.But I can't change the past—I can only make sure that s
ARIARyder's hand tightens around mine and I turn my head to look at him.He nods at me encouragingly and with so much confidence that I can't help but feel calmer. Right now, we're waiting for a meeting that could change the outcome of this entire war, so I don't know what to expect.There's a whole lot of resentment toward Nocturns and everyone who supports us, but the other packs have already figured out that they won't get rid of us so easily, so if we don't agree, more people will keep dying.It's crazy for me to think about everything it took to get us here. Was the attack at Moon Rose truly two days ago? The helplessness I felt back then washes over me once more as the memories crash into me. No matter how hard I try to forget how terrible those moments following Ryder's arrival were, they keep coming back, demanding to be acknowledged. Ryder and I were staring at Ray, who was clearly dying. It crossed my mind a few more times to just finish the job so there would be no chance
ARIAThere's very little time to figure out what's happening but I know for a fact that the mob isn't trying to attack me.They go for every guard standing in their path. I turn my attention to Yarina and see her looking around in shock, mouth wide open. She lowered her hand, and I don't allow myself to even think about what I have to do next.I race toward her and she turns her head to face me again right before I lunge at her. She crashes into the ground, the gun going off before the collision, and I sink my teeth into her shoulder.Yarina cries out in pain and I sink my teeth even deeper. However, before I can finish what I started, someone hits me on the back and I release her. I whirl around to see one of the guards holding a metal bat high above his head, prepared to strike me down again.Zach appears in wolf form and takes him down.I turn my attention back to Yarina but in the handful of seconds that I got distracted, she shifted and is now heading away from the farm. I jump o
RYDERHearing the full story makes me sick to my stomach.These sons of bitches...how could they?What kind of animals are they?I don't take my eyes off Dorson, or rather, Sean. Alpha Dorson was killed by his own hand. He and the guy we all thought was Wilson are brothers, and they were raised by the real Alpha Dorson of the Moon Rose pack and his mate, Yarina.No wonder they looked alike.Moon Rose was truly a place where Nocturns could live in peace, and the real Alpha Dorson was always welcoming to them. When they heard that there was a war against every Alpha who wanted to oppress Nocturns, he decided to join the battle, but Sean here and his brother, Damien, decided that it was an opportunity for them to rise, and so they killed the man who treated them as if they were his own children along with his Luna and his sons, and they came here impersonating them.Their goal is to ensure that every pack is run by a Nocturn. Well, that was the initial plan. Now, they want to destroy the
ARIAI can hear the crowd cheering from outside the medical room, and I take it as my cue to leave.The sight of Ryder truly messes with me. I don't know how I managed to stitch him up when he was sitting right in front of me, after everything that happened. Inside, I was shaking so badly, yet my h
ARIAThe sound of knocking on my window makes me sit upright in bed.This feeling grows deep inside of me, and it's a mix of fear, anxiety, and the absolute certainty that I know who's on the other side of the glass.I'm terrified of getting up and pushing my curtain to the side. The knocking becom
RYDERI'm tormented.That's the only way to describe my state of mind. The first game of the tournament has arrived and my head is everywhere but here, in this rink. I have this feeling deep inside of me that I won't do well. I'm distracted. I hardly paid attention to anything Coach said earlier o
ARIACassandra reappears before Ray can say anything else and smiles at us both.He introduces himself to her and asks her if we're sisters."No," she laughs, giving me a look I can't read. "We're not sisters, no. I'm dating her uncle.""Oh, I see." His eyes return to my face. "Well, it was really







