LOGINChapter 2
~Alex~ The locker room door slammed shut behind Lila and for a long moment, nobody moved. Nobody spoke. I could feel every single pair of eyes on me, burning into my skin. My cheek was still throbbing where she'd slapped me, and I could taste blood in my mouth from where my teeth had cut the inside. Then Damien turned to me. "Pathetic," he said, loud enough for everyone to hear. "Absolutely pathetic. You can't even keep your crazy girlfriend under control. She almost made us late for the game, Rivera. Late. Because of your drama." My jaw tightened. "She's not my…." "I don't care what she is." Damien stepped closer, his voice dropping but still sharp. "You're a scholarship kid. You're supposed to be invisible. You're supposed to stay out of trouble, keep your head down, and play hockey. That's it. That's all you're here for. But instead, you bring your messy personal life into my locker room and make a scene in front of both teams." I opened my mouth to snap back, but nothing came out. Because he was right. I hadn't brought Lila here. But she was my problem. And now everyone knew it. Damien stared at me for a long second. His eyes swept over my face, Then he turned and walked to his stall. He grabbed something from his bag and tossed it at me. I caught it instinctively. A fresh jersey. Clean and unripped. "What's this?" I asked, confused. "You can't go back out there looking like you just got in a fight," Damien said, not looking at me. He grabbed an ice pack from the trainer's table and threw that at me too. I fumbled but caught it. "Put that on your face. You're swelling up like a balloon. Coach will bench you if you look like you got jumped." I stared at the jersey in my hands. Then at the ice pack. Then at him. Why did he even have a jersey for the opponent team "Why are you helping me?" Damien's jaw tightened. His eyes met mine, and for just a second, something flickered there. Something that looked almost like... concern? No. That couldn't be right. "I'm not helping you," he said flatly. "I'm helping the academy. You're useless if you can't see straight. And I refuse to win a game because some scholarship kid can't handle his girlfriend, Also, just because we play opponent teams doesn’t mean we aren’t classmates, I’m still the captain and I’m responsible for both teams." He turned away before I could respond. But I saw it. The way his hands clenched at his sides. The way his shoulders were tense. He was angry. But not just at me. I pressed the ice pack to my cheek and winced. The cold stung, but it felt good. I pulled the fresh jersey over my head. It smelled like him. "Alright, everyone," Coach shouted, clapping his hands. "Period two in five. Get your heads in the game. Rivera, you okay to play?" I nodded, not trusting my voice. "Good. Then let's go." The ice was cold beneath my skates as I glided out for the second period. The crowd was still loud, still hungry, still buzzing with that electric energy that made my heart race. But my head wasn't in the game. My cheek was still throbbing. My mind was still spinning. And Damien... I couldn't stop watching him. He moved across the rink like he was born on it. Every stride was powerful, every turn sharp and attractive. His stick handling was effortless, the puck glued to his blade like it was part of him. When he shot, the puck flew like a bullet. When he checked someone, they went flying. He was beautiful. The thought hit me so hard I almost tripped over my own feet. Beautiful. I was watching Damien and thinking he was beautiful. What the hell was wrong with me? But I couldn't look away. His muscles flexed under his jersey as he skated. His jaw was set in that focused line I knew too well. His eyes were sharp, tracking the puck, tracking the players, tracking everything. He was in total control. Completely dominant. And I couldn't stop imagining what it would feel like to be under that control. I was completely lost in his gaze. "Rivera!" I snapped back to reality. The puck was sliding past me. I'd missed it completely. Damien was skating toward me, his expression dark and furious. "What the hell are you doing? Get your head in the game!" "I'm fine," I said, but my voice came out shaky. "No, you're not." He was right in front of me now, his body blocking out the rest of the rink. "You're distracted. You're sloppy. Don’t make me win the scholarship kid without a fair fight." "I said I'm fine.” He didn't believe me. I could see it in his eyes. He studied my face for a second, and something shifted in his gaze. Something knowing. Something dangerous. Then he moved. His body slammed into mine, checking me hard against the boards. The impact knocked the breath out of me. My back hit the glass, and before I could react, he was there, pressed against me, his chest against mine, his hips against mine. "Get off me," I gasped, shoving at him. He didn't move. His face was inches from mine, his breath hot on my lips. His eyes were dark, burning with something I couldn't name. "I can feel it." He said voice low. “Feel what….” And then I felt it too. My dick was hard. So hard it hurt, pressing against the compression shorts, pressing against his thigh. There was no hiding it. No denying it. Damien's eyes widened. Just for a second. Then something flickered across his face. Shock. Confusion. And then... hunger. "Rivera," he breathed, and his voice was different now. Rougher. Darker. "Are you...?" My face burned. I shoved him harder, but he still didn't move. "It’s the pressure and adrenaline from the game." I yelled pushing his body away from mine.To everyone who made it to the end, Thank you for staying with Alex. I know he wasn’t always the easiest character to understand. He could be stubborn, sarcastic, and downright frustrating sometimes. He had a habit of pushing people away, even when he needed them. He made mistakes, made the wrong choices, and got hurt more times than he probably deserved. But somehow, he kept going. That’s probably what I love most about him. Alex didn’t have everything figured out. He wasn’t suddenly okay after one big moment, and healing didn’t come easily to him. He just kept trying, even on the days when trying was the hardest thing he could do. Writing his journey reminded me that sometimes surviving isn’t the end of the story. You still have to learn how to live afterward. You have to learn how to trust again, how to let people care about you, and how to believe that maybe your life can still turn into something good. I hope you saw a little bit of Alex in yourself. Maybe not in his m
Alex's POV The rink was empty when I arrived that morning, and the ice was smooth and white and untouched by any skates or sticks or the chaos of a game, and the lights were off except for the ones near the entrance, and the air was cold and still and quiet in a way that felt like stepping into a memory that I had been carrying for years and years. I stood at the boards and looked out at the ice, and I thought about everything that had happened here, because this was where it all started, this was where Damien had slammed me into the boards on that first day and whispered those filthy things in my ear, and this was where I had felt so alone and so scared and so determined to survive, and this was where I had first learned to fight for myself even when I did not know who I was fighting for or why I was fighting at all. I pulled on my skates and the laces felt familiar under my fingers because I had done this a thousand times before, but this time felt different because this time I
Nancy’s POVThe estate felt too quiet. The adults had left for the foundation gala hours ago. Alex, Damien, Jax, Lila, and Lily were all gone. The younger kids were already asleep upstairs. That left the big house empty except for me.I sat in the living room with an old photo album open on my lap. The pictures showed my mom when she was younger. Some showed Alex as a boy. Some showed the house before everything got complicated. I turned the pages slowly because looking at the past always made my chest feel heavy. Secrets. Lies. People who left. People who stayed but changed. It was a lot to carry alone.I was still looking at one photo of my mom smiling when I heard a soft knock at the front door. The sound was quiet, almost careful. I closed the album and stood up. My heart beat a little faster even though I told myself it was probably nothing.When I opened the door Sara stood there. She wore a simple dress and her hair was a little messy from the wind. She looked at me with those
Lila’s POVI gave her more. I sucked harder. I used my tongue. I switched sides while she kept moaning. Her hips rocked against me as the soft sounds filled the small room. Every noise she made pulled something warm from deep inside my chest. I wanted to hear more of them.I let my hand slide down her stomach. Her skin felt warm and smooth under my palm. I moved slowly because I wanted to feel every part of her. When my fingers finally found the heat between her legs, she was already wet. So wet. She gasped the moment I touched her soft folds. Her body jumped a little, yet she did not pull away.“Lily,” I whispered, “I need to feel you.”“Then feel me.”Her voice came out low and full of need. I slid my fingers inside her. She cried out while her body arched against me. I felt how tight she was, how warm, how ready. For a moment I stayed still just so I could feel her around my fingers. This felt more intimate than any kiss I had ever shared. It felt more real than any plan or scheme
Lila’s POVThe gala was over. The Rivera Foundation had officially launched. Everyone was celebrating. Everyone except me.I stood in the corner of the ballroom as I watched the crowd. Alex was surrounded by reporters and asked him many questions. He smiled and answered them all. Damien was talking to some lawyers. They looked serious. Jax was laughing with Nancy. They seemed happy together. Everyone looked happy. Everyone looked like they belonged here.I did not belong.I had spent years trying to control everyone around me. I had blackmailed Alex, I had threatened Damien. I had used people like they were tools and I had lied. I had hurt people. And now I was trying to be better. But it was hard. Every day was hard. I woke up and told myself to be good. I went to bed and still felt like the old me. The old me was always there. She whispered in my ear. She told me I was not good enough. She told me I would fail.I looked at the people around me. They all had friends. They all had fa
Damien's POVI sat in the visitor's room at the federal detention center. Victor sat across from me. He was in an orange jumpsuit now. His hands were cuffed to the table. His hair was grayer than I remembered. His eyes still had that cold fire, but it was dying."Damien," he said. "I was wondering when you would come.""I needed to see you. One last time."He laughed. It was the same cold laugh I had heard my whole life. "One last time? You think this is goodbye?""Yes.""You're here to gloat. To tell me how you won.""No. I'm here to say goodbye."Victor leaned forward. His voice dropped. "You're pathetic. You always were. Running after that Rivera boy. Letting him control you. You were never strong enough to stand on your own."I did not react. I just looked at him."I spent my whole life trying to earn your approval," I said. "I broke people for you. I lied for you. I hurt Alex for you. I did everything you asked. And it was never enough."Victor's face remained stone. But somethi
Alex I didn’t even make it on time to the financial aid office on purpose. The coach had emailed the whole team some bullshit about “mandatory compliance checks” and attached a spreadsheet with our names and times like we were signing up for flu shots. Mine was 2:17 p.m. I showed up at 2:30 beca
AlexMy phone started vibrating at exactly 7:14 a.m. I slapped it quiet, rolled over, buried my face in the pillow. Two minutes later it went again. Then again. By the seventh buzz I was sitting up, cursing every rich-kid gene in his body, hair plastered to my forehead, sheets knotted around my ank
~Damien~I slammed Alex’s door so hard the shitty dorm frame rattled, but I didn’t walk away. Not even close. I stood there in the hallway like some creep, listening to him slide down the wall on the other side, that little thump-thump of his back hitting plaster, then nothing but his breathing fas
~Alex~ The locker room was loud with pre-game energy — guys shouting and hyping each other up. I sat on the bench in the corner, trying to calm my nerves by scrolling mindlessly through my phone. Bad idea. The video loaded automatically: two guys, shirtless, making out hard against a wall, hands r







