LOGINAlex is a poor kid on scholarship at a fancy hockey school. He’s great on the ice, but Damien, the rich, mean team captain hates him. Damien slams him hard, steals his things, and says dirty things that make Alex’s body feel hot even though he’s angry. Damien’s crazy childhood friend, Lila, wants Alex to herself. She has a collection that will ruin him if he says no. Then Jax shows up, a hot, kind hockey star. He really likes Alex and wants to save him from all the drama. Alex is stuck: One wrong play, and he loses it all. This is a steamy hockey MM romance full of obsession, hate-to-love heat, and a love triangle that will wreck you.
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I stole the puck and hit their guy so hard he went down, the roar was insane. The crowd was screaming like I’d ruined my whole life for daring to go against him, and then Damien slammed into me full force. My face smashed into the boards, glass cracking loud enough to hear over everything, and his gloved hand wrapped around my throat from behind, pinning me right there against the glass. It was choking, holding me like I was his to move or not move.
“You dare to attack me on my ice, you scholarship trash,” he growled hot against my ear, voice low and mean and way too close. “But tonight… you’re gonna learn exactly how much I own you.”
Heat shot straight through me. The whistle blew sharp. Damien’s fingers dragged across my jaw as he let go, slowly on purpose, and skated off like he hadn’t just tried to brand me in front of the whole arena. I shoved off the boards, chest heaving, face burning, telling myself it was just the hit, just adrenaline, not whatever the fuck that rush was.
Coach was waiting the second I got off the ice. Grabbed my arm and hauled me toward his office without a word. Door shut and he didn’t even sit down.
“Your scholarship’s barely breathing, Rivera. One more screw-up, one more fight, one more call from a pissed-off donor, and you’re gone. I don’t care how good you are out there. Damien’s family keeps the lights on. You make him look bad again and I can’t save you.”
I wiped sweat off my face, still breathing hard. “He’s the one who checked me into the boards like he wanted to break my neck. I was playing hockey. That’s what we’re here for, right?”
“You showed him up on his own ice and you know it.” Coach pointed at me. “Fix whatever this is. Apologize, stay out of his way, I don’t care. Just don’t give me a reason to sign your exit papers.”
“Apologize?” I laughed. “For what,being talented? Yeah, I’ll get right on that. Kiss his rich ass and thank him for not killing me.”
“Watch your mouth, kid. This isn’t your old school. Here they eat people like you for breakfast.” He waved me out. “Go cool off. And stay away from Damien tonight.”
I muttered the whole way to the locker room. “Sure, Coach. I’ll just roll over and let the captain walk all over me because his daddy’s checkbook says so.”
The locker room was loud as hell, guys yelling, lockers banging, the usual post-game mess. I’d barely got my jersey half off when Lila shoved past a couple of sophomores and got right up in my face, grabbing my pads with both hands.
“Alex, you can’t keep doing this to me,” she said, voice all shaky and too loud. Her eyes were red, makeup smudged. “I can’t breathe. I can’t sleep. You have to take me back.”
“Lila, let go.” I tried to step back but she held on tighter, nails digging in.
“You think breaking up was okay? After everything? I got you into this place. I covered for you when…”
“Stop.” I grabbed her wrists, not rough but enough to make her pause. “We’re done. You know exactly why. Don’t do this here.”
Her face changed, went sharp. “I’ll tell them. All of it. How you really got that scholarship. What happened with your dad back home. How you….”
“Shut the hell up.” My voice dropped but it came out mean. “You want to ruin me? Go ahead. But don’t stand here acting like I owe you anything. You cheated. You lied to my face for months. And now you’re threatening me in front of the whole team because I won’t crawl back?”
A few guys looked over but nobody said shit. Of course not. Lila’s family knew people too. She yanked her hands free, breathing fast, tears starting.
“I still love you, Alex. I do. Fix this thing with me or I swear I’ll make sure you lose everything. Everything.” Then she turned and stormed out, perfume cutting through the sweat stink.
I stood there a second, heart slamming, sweat going cold on my skin. “Yeah, perfect,” I muttered to myself. “Crazy ex on top of everything else. My life keeps getting better.”
My ribs were killing me from that hit. I limped to the training room to grab an ice pack, hoping it was empty. It wasn’t. Damien was already in there, leaning against the counter like he owned the place, and honestly? he basically did.
He looked up, eyes dark. “Sit down.”
“I’m good.”
“Sit the fuck down, Rivera.” He grabbed an ice pack and came over anyway. “You move like shit. Coach will bench you if you can’t even skate tomorrow.”
I dropped onto the table, jaw locked tight. He pressed the ice to my side, fingers sliding under the hem of my shirt onto bare skin. They stayed there. His thumb moved slowly over the edge of the bruise and my stomach flipped hard.
“You hate me,” he said, voice low, breath warm on my neck. “But your body doesn’t lie. I felt how you reacted out there when I had you pinned.”
My face went hot. “Get your hands off me.”
He didn’t. Just smirked, pressing the ice a little harder, fingers still on my skin. “Make me.”
I shoved him back, hard. He stumbled one step and laughed, low and dark like this was funny to him. My heart was pounding so loud it drowned out everything else. “You’re actually insane.”
“And you’re hard from me touching a bruise on your ribs. Real funny how that works, scholarship trash.”
“Fuck you, Damien.” I stood up fast, ignoring the sharp pain, and got the hell out of there before I did something stupid like hit him or worse. My hands were shaking.
By the time I got back to my dorm my legs felt dead. The door was open a crack. I pushed it the rest of the way and stopped. My bed was wrecked sheets ripped off, mattress flipped half on the floor. My game jersey lay in pieces on the ground like someone had taken scissors to it. And on the mirror, big red lipstick letters: “If I can’t have you, no one will.”
Alex He hummed against me and the vibration made my toes curl. His tongue worked in and out, getting me wetter and looser with every stroke. Sometimes he pulled back to lick around the edges, then dove back in. Saliva was dripping down, making everything slick. I was rocking against his face without meaning to, chasing the feeling.“You like my tongue inside you?” he asked, voice muffled.“Yes… don’t stop, please.”He ate me out for what felt like forever, slow and thorough, until I was shaking and my hole felt soft and open. When he finally pulled back his chin was shiny. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and looked at me.“Can I finger you now? I’ll go slowly .”“Please,” I begged, voice cracking.He slid one finger in easy because of all the spit. It went deep and he curled it, searching until he found that spot inside me. When he rubbed it I nearly shouted. I turned my face into the pillow fast.“Right there?” he asked, doing it again.“Yes… fuck, right there.”He adde
Alex Jax’s mouth was on mine again and this time the kiss felt deeper, slower, like he wanted to taste every second. His lips moved soft against mine, then a little harder, and I kissed him back the same way. My hands held onto his shirt tight. The bed felt small under us but I didn’t care. All I could feel was the warm press of his body and the way his tongue slid against mine.He pulled back just enough to look at me in the dark. His voice came out low and rough. “Alex… can I touch you more? I want to make you feel good tonight.”I nodded fast, my heart beating hard. “Yeah… touch me.”His hand slipped under my shirt right away, fingers sliding up my stomach until they reached my chest. He rubbed his thumb over one nipple slowly , then pinched it gently. I sucked in a breath and let it out shaky.“Does that feel okay?” he asked, eyes watching my face.“It feels good,” I whispered. My voice already sounded different, softer.He pushed my shirt up higher and lowered his head. His mout
Alex I stared at my phone intensely. Damien. Of all the people who could blow up my life right now, it had to be him asking if we could talk and then there was me wondering if his dad was treating him right. Like he gave a shit. I locked the screen fast, shoved the phone deep into my pocket, and tried to pretend my stomach wasn’t doing cartwheels.Jax glanced over from the driver’s seat, one hand loose on the wheel. “You good? You just went all stiff.”“Yeah, fine,” I muttered, slouching lower in the seat. “Just some spam. Keep driving before I change my mind and jump out.”He snorted but didn’t push it. Good. I didn’t need him digging into my mess when we were already speeding toward my hometown in his beat-up car that smelled like old fries and his mint gum. I was broke as hell. I kept side-eyeing him, waiting for the moment he’d see the crappy little house with the peeling paint and the yard full of my dad’s half-fixed junk and decide this whole thing was too much. But he just hu
Alex I kissed him again, harder this time, my hands grabbing the front of his shirt like it was the only thing keeping me from falling apart. His mouth was warm and he tasted a bit like the mint gum he always chewed, and for a second everything in my head just shut up. Then his fingers slid under the hem of my t-shirt, brushing my skin, and I felt that spark shoot straight down my spine.“Wait,” I said, pulling back even though my body was screaming at me not to. My breathing was all messed up. “I can’t tonight. My head is too loud, Jax. It’s like a fucking circus in there and I can’t think straight.”He stopped immediately, hands freezing where they were. No pushing, no grumpy face, no trying to convince me. He just looked at me, eyes soft in the dim light from the lamp, and nodded once.“Okay,” he said, voice low. “That’s fine. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want.”And damn it, that made something in my chest do a stupid flip. Most guys would have sighed or rolled their eye
DamienI slammed the door open harder than I meant to, the bang echoing like a goddamn starter pistol, and there they were on the couch like some shitty Hallmark movie gone wrong, Alex all winced up and sore, Jax practically in his lap with that bandaged hand between them like it was some trophy fo
Jax He looked completely wrecked. Pale, sweaty, bruises already blooming on his hips where hands had grabbed too hard. I sat on the edge of the bed, hands shaking, and whispered right next to his ear, “Hey, it’s me. Jax. I’m here now, okay? I got you. I’m so fucking sorry I let this happen.”He di
AlexI swung again the second that “Your move, kid” crap left his mouth, fist flying straight at his smug face because my brain had zero chill left after the bus grope and the hospital and the whole fucking blackout rape nightmare that still made my ass feel like it was splitting open every time I
DamienThe alarm blasted me awake at exactly four like the asshole timer I’d set myself, fuxkkk I looked at it again, hell nah, that's not four it was more, and there I was, still wrapped around Alex like some pathetic octopus who didn’t get the memo that one night was supposed to end at sunrise.
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