Lucas
Her screams bounced rang into the walls, even through the closed door I stood on the other side of. I fucking hate this girl. She won't talk unless we ask her something directly, and even then, her answers are vague. Now, she is curled up in a ball, hitting her own head and screaming like someone is murdering her.
It was like a snapped twig. One minute, she was answering our questions, and the next, she was on the floor. Terrified. I know this is because of that prick Chris. Whatever he did to her. He didn't just keep her from having a room; he ruined her.
I shouldn't care about what happens to a mutt like her, especially one with a father who betrayed his pack. But I can't help the pang of guilt that runs through me at the thought. If she hasn't been to the doctor since she was 11, that means she was probably locked in that fucking dungeon for 13 years.
13 years of what, though? "He'd wear the same Christmas sweater when he-" when he what? Beaten for sure.
My father has been conducting the inspections every year in every pack for the last 40 years. Now that he is sick, I am taking over for the inspections. How did he overlook this? How did he not find her before?
When her screams cease, I listen at the door carefully. I hear the sound of her repeating a long number, followed by her first name, over and over again, before she becomes silent. It takes me a few minutes to realize that the number was a Social Security number.
Warriors are taught to repeat their social security numbers and their name when they are taken prisoner by other packs. It ensures that if they are ever found again, the packs will know who they are and where they belong. Her father must have fought in the pack wars. My ear is practically pressed against it when it flings open with Rebecca on the other side. She looks as though she just finished wrestling a bear in the woods.
"Can you help me put her on the table?" She asks, motioning me inside with her. I find Jane slumped against the wall with her eyes closed.
"What the hell did you do to her?" I ask, dropping to my knees in front of her, instinctively cupping her face in my hands. My thumbs run along the side of her face, listening to the quiet sound of her heart before glancing over my shoulder at Rebecca, waiting for an answer.
She stares at me with a shocked expression from the other side of the room.
"She wasn't coming out of it, so I had to give her Propofol. It just put her to sleep, now help me put her up here," she says, snapping me out of my reaction. I let go of her face, but for some reason, I miss the cool feeling of her skin.
I help pull Jane onto the table, and watch as Rebecca pulls the ties from the sides of the table out.
"What are you doing?" I ask with more accusation in my tone than intended. I don't know why I feel so irritated with her dealing with Jane. All I feel like doing is taking her back to the house with me and not letting her out of my sight.
"Tying her down. We don't know her, Luke. What if she comes out of it swinging?" I can't help the glare that sinks onto my face, directed at Rebecca.
"She won't. What if the ties put her back into whatever she was just in? She doesn't want to be touched. Imagine how she'll feel being tied to a fucking table." I tell her in a whisper through gritted teeth. She gets on my damn nerves.
She sighs heavily, accepting her defeat in the argument, and returning the ties to the bottom of the table.
"Hand me that," she points to the scissors on the rolling cart, and I hand them over.
"Hold her shirt tight," she says, and I take hold of the end of her shirt. As she cuts through it, the blood from her shoulder seeps out. She keeps moving the scissors down until her shirt is completely cut open, exposing her top half.
"Jesus," I say, looking across the scars on her body. Some are long and lightning-like, others are short and thick. They litter her pale skin from the collar of her shirt to below the beginning of her pants. A part of me wants to remove the rest of her clothing to see the full extent of her damage, but I can't tear my eyes away from the ones in front of me to do so.
"So this is what being a mutt gets you in a pack," Rebecca says quietly. My eyes make their way back to her sleeping face. So peaceful, so soft and pale. Her eyes are sunken in and dark, and her stomach is concave from lack of nutrition.
"You look at her differently," Rebecca says, and I glance up at her to find her staring at me, even though she is preparing a handful of instruments next to Jane's shoulder.
"I want to know how Chris kept her from Dad when he went for inspections." I let out a heavy sigh when I tell her, partially avoiding her statement. She squints in thought as she focuses her instruments. She uses the end of one to grip hold of the arrowhead stuck in Jane's shoulder.
She pulls it out slowly, and blood pumps out of the remaining wound with the abstraction of it.
"Put pressure on that for a second," she says while tossing gauze onto Jane's shoulder. I reach over to the wound and press the gauze down into her seeping blood, and I watch as Rebecca prepares her sutures.
"You're good at what you do, you know. We are grateful you decided to come back," I tell her, and watch her roll her eyes at me dramatically.
"Yeah, yeah. Finding a doctor that won't out the wolves is hard or whatever, it was my choice to come back, you know," she says, and I smile at the reminder of her and her mate, James.
"Yeah, how's Lilly doing?" I ask with a soft smile on my face. I can't help but smile when thinking of her.
"Oh, you know, mosterous as always. Starts school this fall, so that'll be fun. You should come over for dinner soon. She misses you." She says it simply as she motions for me to move away, replacing the gauze with her needle that threads in and out of Jane's skin. When I don't respond, she glances up at me with a glare.
"She misses her uncle, Luke. I know she reminds you of Emily, but she needs you, too."
LucasThank the moon goddess, she hadn't locked the doors on the SUV. I was able to shift and change before walking up to the door. Now, as I walk back to the SUV to leave my clothes in there once again, I can feel her eyes on my back. It takes all my strength to keep from turning around to be with her. Despite my desperate want to be with her, I start pulling off the clothing I had just put on when I make it to the SUV. My placement at the back end of it gives me a straight view of Jane, and her gaze is locked on mine from across the meadow. When my shirt is completely off, she closes the door with a slam. I can't help the grin that comes to my face thinking about her seeing me. The run here was fast, though the drive is long. While the drive in the SUV would take about two hours, the run as a wolf takes about an hour. It is a convenient method of travel in Alaska, specifically for the areas humans can only get to with planes. When I make it back to the pack, the warriors are alre
JaneKatherine Hawthorn is my aunt. She is what they call a blood witch. Apparently, that doesn't mean that she uses the blood of sacrifices, which she says is a misconception of the practice. She is able to talk to spirits and uses her own blood for certain ceremonies. My mother, Clarissa Hawthorn, was her sister. She was the exact opposite of her in nearly every way. Katherine has brown hair and brown eyes. My mother had white hair and blue eyes like mine. She says it is passed with the coven magic. "Turn this to ice," she had told me the second we sat down at her kitchen table. I wanted to scoff at the request. I don't know how to control it. I don't even know what all I can do with it. When I told her this, she folded her arms in front of her, plopping down in the seat across from me. She waited silently until I let out a defeated sigh, wrapping my hands around it. I tried to focus on the glass, feeling it cool at my fingertips. When I opened my eyes, the glass was still full o
LucasThe kid in front of me swings over and over again. Each time, it is too short, too high, too slow to make an impact. I want him to be better. I don't want to make him look bad in front of the other warriors, but I am starting to think he shouldn't be kept as a warrior."Focus, Jonas," I tell him sternly before he throws another failed punch in my direction. This time, I catch it in the air, holding his hand hostage. "Jonas. Clear your head, think about the fight. Nothing else," I tell him as my gaze locks onto his. I can tell he is somewhere else in his head. He is just a young wolf, about 18. I hate to put him in a war like this one when his life has hardly begun, but we need the numbers. Without the new recruits, our warriors are still about the population of the whole Montana pack. With them, however, we nearly double their entire pack numbers. I let his hand go, giving him a second to shake his head clear before I send a slow hook in his direction. He blocks the move, lan
JaneAlpha Lucas sent me home. Home. It is what he called it. Something that this cabin is to him. A home where he and his daughter were supposed to grow together. A home that his mate should have been able to love him in. It didn't feel like home to me, though. As it turns out, after so long of misery, you start to think of it as normal. Maybe that is where I belong. The dungeons of the Montana pack. Those wolves would still be alive if I were still there. I didn't go to the cabin, I went to the infirmary. Rebecca was already on her way out, having to deal with the victims. "Sorry, Jane. I'll catch up with you later!" She shouted at me as she flung the door open, carrying two bags of supplies with her. I should have gone to the cabin like Alpha Lucas told me to do, but I couldn't stand the thought of being in a giant house all by myself. The sounds of everything in the forest still ring in my ears. I can hear their conversations, the snow falling around them, despite their dista
LucasThough my tears stream down my face as my chest aches from the thought of losing my daughter, Jane's touch is comforting to me. That I didn't force her to touch me, or initiate the contact. She feels safe enough to place her cold hand on my arm. I take in another breath before using the back of my hand to wipe away the dampness on my face. "I hope you can forgive me," her voice is weak as it leaves her lips. When I turn my gaze back to her, she is staring deeply into my eyes. Her light blue, nearly transparent eyes seem to go deeper than the depth of the ocean as I stare into them. I became so entranced by her eyes, I nearly forgot she had said something."For what?" I ask, my hand involuntarily moving to her face. She does the same to me, running her thumb under my eye to wipe the stream of tears that has invaded the skin on my face. "I can't give you a child." My head falls to the side as I swallow the lump in my throat at her words. I want to tell her it doesn't matter, tha
JaneRebecca tried to get me to stay with her, but I shook my head silently before leaving her alone in the infirmary. I couldn't raise my eyes from the ground. I couldn't feel anything anymore, and I felt like sleeping indefinitely. The world around me seemed to fade away because all I could think about was how much of a disappointment I have become. My father, a great warrior to our pack, was killed because of who I am. A worthless mutt. I can't be loved because I can't have kids, and that is one of the most important things to the wolf world. Even as a child, I knew I wanted to be a mom. Every wolf wants kids; it's in our instincts. I find myself on the floor in the bedroom at the packhouse before I can comprehend where I walked to. My knees are tightly pulled to my chest, and my eyes are entranced by the wooden floor beneath me. My mind seems to run faster than my conscience can keep up with it, and nausea runs through me at the overwhelming churning in my stomach. The faint so