chapter 16

xavier pov

"fuck"  i broke the glass on the counter how can i lose my patience how? But she said i was disgusting  how can she says that ? how can she disrespect me . noone ever talk  to me like that .

i think the think that hurt me most is not the disrespect but the thing that she judged  me she didn,t accpeted me . she didn,t asked me why i am like this.

when she removed my hand from her chin i saw  the marks of finger on her jaw . i was stunt how could i do this .

we cannot stay here any longer this is not going to work i thought it would but i was wrong .

i went upstairs to tell her to get back to mansion but i have to make her understand that she can,t disrespect me infront of anyone , why can not she understand if she will not respect me noone will i need her.

we were going back to mansion and my one  sentence that she is testing my patience made her crazy and she explode like a bomb on me  but when she showed her possession  on me i was on the 7th sky she is unbelievable  one mintue she says she hate me and other she accept  me but i don,t care until she accept  me .

the best thing i come to know about her she can,t hurt someone no matter what the way she acted with lucie ma  and justin i knew she was  as i expected.

i also teased her about giving her self to me but it was not teasing i was serious i really want to make her mine just mine i want her to accept me too as a whole i want her to be comfortable with me, to be comfortable with my touch .

i know she could n,t sleep when i slept with her she was so uncomfortable  but due to her medicine dosage she was not fully conscious  at night so she slept but in  the morning she left .

well i think it will take time but i can,t wait any longer i am afraid i will lose my patience. 

As we entered  the mansion gate the sight shocked me my gurads and jessica father guards were there and also the cars of my dad were there.

justin said dad was coming he didn,t said anything about jessica  and her father arrival . well now its done.

i get out from the  car and my gurads qucikly  came to me i went to larib side i know she will be scared . i assured her i was with her. 

but as we went inside, her hold on my hand became more strong  i held her hand tightly but it was ripped away by jessica ,

this girl will die by my hand .

she pushed larib and she fell on the floor i moved my hand to take out my gun but leo stopped me justin helped her up i was held back by leo or i would have killed her right there .

she was saying disgusting thing to her , god if only leo leave me  but as jessica tried to slap her i stopped her and made them all out of my house it was enough to invade my privacy .

mom wanted to stay but i told her to go with dad because he was angry and not thinking clearly i  did wrong i know i made the most powerful person my enemy but it had to be done .

i talk with mom for a while and then went to my room .

larib stood up and came to me her eyes were holding furry and sadness and hurt . as she said everything i knew she came to know about me but  she will get my whole plan was unexpected as  everything was in clear so i told her everyhing but she slapped  me

she fucking slapped me my parents never raised a hand on me and she slapped me ..

"you .. bastard how could you ,you ruined me because you fall for me you hurted my brothers ,my brother was on bed because of your cruelty. . WHY .. HA WHY YOU DID IT " she yelled and i lost my temper .

i grabbed her by the waist and pushed her on the dressing table that was near the bed all the things fell from it and she winced but i don,t care now.

" what do you thing of yourself ha . i acted nice with you so you think you can slape me and yell at me whenever you want ha " she tried to move but i held her tightly .

" yes i planned everything , yes your brother was innocent but he was jerk  he was greedy for money . "

"XAVIER " she yelled but i moved closer to her  and held her wrist more tightly .

"enough of your yellling one more time you yell i will take out this tongue of yours . you want to know why i married you because first when i saw you i wanted your body it was only lust but then i thought i love you......... but i am still confuse what do you say lets see what is it let me have the body of yours then i would say if it is lust  or love . "

" you are  crazy leave me... leave me xavier  .. you are hurting me ..." she tried to relaese her hand .

" no babe you were hurting me by not accepting me but not any more  i will get you by hook or by crook and i think its crook " .

i held her tightly and threw her on the bed my anger were so much it blinded me . she tried to get up but i was fast and brought her down again and coverd her body with mine.

"leave me you jerk " she tried to push me .

"you don,t understand when i say talk nice do you "

" leave me ......please it....... wrong . " she was crying by now.

"nothing is wrong you are my wife and it's my right

" get away  " she was trying her best and i could not control more and i captured her lips with mine .

it was a lustly kiss i devored her mouth she was amazing  i could taste her tears  she was not opening her mouth so i touch her skin under her shirt and she opened her mouth .

i kissed her jaw ,her neck , her chin and left my mark on her . she was not moving now . i looked at her and she was still.

"you should accpet me as soon as possible ,it will be good for you ." she looked in my eyes with furry

"get away from me now" she said with anger .

" no its getting late lets  sleep" and i made her lay close to me and held her tightly  her breath was touching my neck but i controlled my self .

She was struggling but i held her tight and she lost the battle and after hours of trying she slept so did i because she exhausted  me too.

larib pov

I woke up to the chirping of the birds and this light was on my eyes . i opened my eyes and i was lying straight .

i tried to change side but something was not letting me when i looked down it was a leg on my legs and hand on my tummy bare one i must say because my shirt was up .

i quickly looked to my side and it was none other than my so called husband and i rememberd what he did last night .

i removed his hand and leg from me and got up from there , i started crying by remembering what he did it was fajar time i went to washroom to do my abulation as i came infront of mirror i saw his marks , i went back and took the shower and changed in to new clothes i was crying hard .

i came out and offered my prayer  . when i finished it and recited quran some new strength came in me.

i went near the bed and stood near and looked towrds him who was sleeping peacefully.

"so you think you will break me. you married me right beacuse you wanted me as your wife . fine i am done crying and running away from the reality . you are my husband its truth but now you would see ,it was wrong of you to force yourself on me .

i went to washroom and filled the bucket of ice cold water and came back and splash it on him with full force .

slpash

"WHAT THE HELL " he woke up abruptly and looked towrds me .

"ARE YOU CRAZY , HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND ." he said with anger and stood up from the bed .

"No i haven,t i just woke you up "i said with calm tone

"IS THIS IS HOW YOU WAKE PEOPLE UP . HA " he said while looking towrds  me with anger.

"yes no one do anything with love in here everything forced or extreme so i thought to wake you up with extreme method ." i said while looking at him with innocence .

"what bullshit are you saying " he said while coming close to me but i didn,t moved away .

" stop with your abusing next time you talk like that get out of the room and don,t be grumpy i helped you now you don,t have to take shower and its morning time . get up  and pray you moron " he looked furious but i was not getting scared .he came close to me

" you didn,t understand anything  from last night lesson did you ." he said to me and held me by my waist .

But i didn,t flinch because i got used to him now but i have to teach him a lesson that he can,t touch me without my consent. and i pinched his tummy so strongly that he cried from pain .

"oucch" he quickly left me .

"if you touch me again without my consent you would see the worse of me do you understand and yeah don,t take me for a girl who would cry in  a corner , .

"i am your wife so i am no less than you we  are match made in heaven darling don,t think of me as weak .    " i said while i put my hand on his cheek .

"now go to washroom change and come downstairs you have to go to office and manage the mafia , i am going to prepare the dinner ." i said and left the room .

i smiled as i closed the door because the way he was looking at me was so funny he was so  shocked like i was on drugs but i have to do it . i can not run away from him he is my husbad legally and i have to make this relation work but first he have to understand his actions of getting me was wrong .

i went to kitchen and made were working there .  i saw luci ma i went o her and hugged her from behind

"hello ma " i said to her she turn around and had a huge smile.

"my darling how are you , you came back i am so happy ...but wait how is your health ha ?"

"ma don,t worry i am fine , i am more than fine and you know i have promised that i would not hurt my self any more i listened to you and now i am doing whats right ." i said to her she hugged me

"so whats for breakfast ."

we started preparing breakfast and arrange the table and xavier was no where

"where is he ?" i asked while i was placing last things on table .

"oh darling he is late person" she said to me .

i know what she meant i neared the stairs and scremed out loud  " XVAIER BREAKFAST IS READY COME DOWN QUICKLY NOW " every person in the mansion were looking at me like i have lost my mind .

as i again  started  to shout he apperad  from behind me " stop shouting or i will take out your tongue

"  he was standing so close to me that i can smell his shower gel .

i turned around to him " and what will you do with my tongue ha ?eat it "  i said while looking at him straight in the eyes.

"no i can do it when it is still in your mouth " he said and i know what he meant i looked towrds him with anger and he just smirked .

"that was disgusting idiot " i said to him but he grabbed my hand and looked serious.

"enough don,t say such thing outside the room ."

"fine majesty , now lets go have breakfast . "i said and tried to move but he held me .

"what is this new behavior of yours ha was my kiss that lessonful,  but i like new you ." he said while coming close to me.

"don,t flater yourself what you did i didn,t forget that you will have to apologize to me or i promise you i will never accpet you " i said with anger.

" sorry " he said wih such low voice 

"what was that it was not as forceful as your kiss last night it shoudl be forceful as that " he tried to say somehing  but i put my finger on his lips .

"shhhh don,t say anything this is not how you  gonna  apologize just wait and watch how i make you apologize now lets go have breakfast .

i held his hand went towrds the dining table the maid starting serving us .

after a while i asked him

" xavier when will be you free from office ?"

"i don,t know why ? he looked towrds me with concern

" i want to go to your parents house to meet them "  he looked at  me like i  lost my mind .

" and yeah i want you to arrange a simple party of our wedding so that everyone knows we are married what happened last night i don,t want it to happen again . i want your girlfriends and fiances to know that i am your wife now . because i am not a toy you married me now you have to let them go ."

he was so shocked so was luci ma and the servants  because i order their king for the first time someone ordered  their king but i will not let them play with me what they said last night i still haven,t forgot about it .

it is the only way to safe my dignity.