"Since you have already agreed to the deal you must know that being my personal killer would mean that you have to listen to everything that I tell you to do. There will be punishments if you fail to follow this," he said mirth swimming in his eyes taking Vevina by surprise. She wasn't prepared for this new twist and glaring at him she wretched her hand out of his hold and shouted, "You never said anything about that! And why the fuck would you kiss me with your filthy lips?" ~ Vevina Yaretzi doesn't believe in love. Why would she when all her life she had only been abused by every person that she had ever met including her parents. She is so suffocated by the torture that when her brain finally snaps she decides to fuck it and just kill her parents. She doesn't have a will to live and doesn't care what happens to her future. Sinking deep in her madness, alone, she finds her hand being gripped by another man who is pulling her out of the darkest parts of her mind...towards love? ~ Alastor Tynen is a ruthless Alpha famous for his cruelty when he finds out that he has been mated to an abused weak human or so everyone believes. She is unstable, chaotic and although human she has the potential to scare away werewolves like him only if she was honed right. He knows that the only way to make this crazy woman his is to clash against her craziness. The problem was his pack wouldn't accept a 'weak human' as their Luna and neither did Vevina seem in a state where she would love him or accept them. But Alastor is set on making her his. Would this love be possible?
Lihat lebih banyak“Ah you are a good fuck,” the man looming over her smiled, staring into her teary eyes. There was fear mixed in with some disgust. He loved to see that look on her.
“P-Please leave me alone,” she said, scampering to cover herself with her blanket to somehow put a barrier against her and the man. Her limbs ached from the movement as it would after a night that she spent with him.
“Hey, now that is no way to talk to your boyfriend,” the man said leaning down to kiss her forehead.
The woman was once again surprised even though it was always the same. He would fuck her until she would almost become senseless and then sweet talk to her to make her forget all about it.
“Then why do you always do this Vlad? My whole body hurts,” she complained, her eyes burning from the lack of sleep and the tears in general that had not once stopped since he had started to ‘fill her with his love’.
“You are just too weak, Vev,” he sighed in an almost annoying voice, making her shrink and look away embarrassed.
“I am sorry,” she said, believing it to be her fault. Since Vlad had always been perfect then it must be her. It had always been her; she had been such a loser that no one liked her, not her family or her friends at school.
But Vlad did, so she needed to make him happy no matter what it took her. Even if it meant that her body was used like a rag doll.
‘He only does this because he loves me.’
“You should be,” he sighed, weaving a hand through her hair. “You know how much effort I go through for you, right? You don’t appreciate me enough.”
His face was handsome as always as she peered at it in the glow of her night lamp. She didn’t know if she loved him yet but he did and she wanted to love him too but there were moments that scared her.
Suddenly gripping her hair tightly Vlad jerked her head back making her suppress a yell as the blanket fell from her palm and showed a bit of her bare body. “You are so lewd, Vev. One tug at your filthy hair and you start moaning like a wanton slut again.”
It was moments like these which made her question everything.
“Oh but I love you for that baby,” Vlad said once, climbing over her body and kissing her. She wasn’t ready for another round. Her body had been aching too much to even breathe properly.
“Please not anymore,” she begged in between the rushed kiss, her voice slightly raised. She realized her mistake a little too late by then Vlad had already replaced his lips to his hard calloused hand pressing down on her mouth. Although the kiss had been suffocating it had still been better than this painful and forceful suppression of her air supply being cut off.
She wanted to thrash around but she knew she would only be making it worse if she did and so lying still she waited for him to let her go.
“Are you fucking stupid? What would happen if your mother came in now?” Vlad hissed looking towards the door in expectance. The thought scared her because her dear Mom had no idea that she had a boyfriend much less that she was fucking him under the very same roof that they both lived in.
Vlad recognized the fear in her eyes again. It was more prominent in respect to her mother than it was with him. It did make him slightly jealous but as long as she stayed submissive he didn’t care about anything else. “I only worry for you, Vev. If she comes in and finds you like this then she is going to hit you again and I don’t want to see that happen. I love you.”
“I love you too.” She sniffled, happy that he was worrying for her but she wondered why he couldn’t just make it hurt less so that she wouldn’t have to shout out her pain. “I’ll be careful from now on.”
“Now be a good girl and turn around so that you can scream into your pillow as much as you want while I take you from behind,” he said smiling at the busty newly turned adult before him.
For an eighteen year old she was too innocent and weak to question him or his love for her. It helped that she was raised in an abusive environment both in and out of the house.
Doing as he had said, she turned around and closed her eyes feeling him kiss her skin. She wondered if it was supposed to make her feel itchy. She had never been loved before so she had nothing to compare but why would people perform an act that would bring them discomfort?
“Stop thinking, Vev,” Came the command from behind her. “I can hear the wheels in your head moving and it’s not making me happy. I need your attention on me and on what I am doing to your body.”
That brought Vevina back from her straying thoughts and focused on him again.
“Vlad, why can’t you take me away from here? I don’t want to live here anymore. The people don’t love me and they don’t treat me well. I don’t think I can take it anymore,” she repeated the same words that she had been saying for the past two months that she had met him, the night of her birthday.
She was expecting an answer but instead she heard a disgruntled groan and Vlad disentangled from her and moved away to wear his pants. Panicking she sat up, unbothered by the naked view of her body she was giving him.
“This is it. I am done with you. You just ruined my mood once again, Vev,” he said, making her worry and apologize for the mistake she had committed.
She came up to him ready to pull him back to her bed when he pushed her back and said, “I love you Vevina. You have a great body and you are good at sex but I cannot deal with your whines anymore than this.”
“No, Please Vlad. Stay, I am sorry. I will never ask you to help me again. So please stay,” she said scared that the only one who had come to love her was also leaving her alone. It was dark so she wasn't sure but in times like this Vlad didn't even look human to her. She couldn't understand him and didn't know what she should do.
She was shivering and vibrating from the fear that he had aroused in her mind and although he loved to see it. He didn’t want to entertain her any more for the night.
When she tugged at his t-shirt again he slapped her making her go tumbling down onto her bed making it creak slightly. This hadn’t been new to Vevina. She had been slapped countless times before not only by him but by many others but just like every other time tears filled her eyes from the stinging pain and dribbled down her red cheeks.
“It’s over you bitch! I can’t fucking love you anymore; I am so tired of your greediness. Nothing is ever enough!” He snarled and just like how he would climb up to her room through the window he went out of it in a flash and disappeared into the night.
Vevina trembled from the sight obscuring slap that she had just been gifted with and looked out of the window. If this was what love was then she didn’t need it anymore.
If this was how love made her feel she was better off without it.
“Daddy!” The kids ran up to Alastor as soon as they had sensed his presence.“Hi, my little muffins did you miss me,” Alastor said crouching down to let them hug him.Vevina although unable to sense his smell was aware about his arrival through the bond and patting her newest born she walked out to greet him.Looking at Vevina Alastor smiled and parting form his kids went to give her a light peck on the lips. “Did you miss me today?”“Of course I did, I had to change all the nasty diapers by myself,” she said with a small grin on her face, teasing him. He laughed at her words and then took the baby from her looking down at her bright brown eyes. As if recognizing that her father was holding her she smiled wider making small appreciative noises.Alastor couldn’t keep in the bubbling happiness inside and stroking her wispy red hair he said, “Aww my baby, did Torina miss me?”At his words Vevina made a face, “I can’t believe we actually kept that name for her.”Alastor wiggled a finger i
“Mommy!” Vevina heard her three year old daughter call out to her as she came rushing to her side.“Alina, what did I tell you about running with your socks on? You might t fall down and hurt yourself, baby,” she said worrying about her naughty princess who as usual giggled at her words and didn’t listen to a thing she said.“Cookies!” Alana continued with her demand, letting her know the reason why she had come to her. She might have been young but her nose had just been sharp as any grown werewolf for her to smell them as soon as they were baked.“You can have them but before that you need to wash your hands, princess,” Vevina heard her mate's voice follow inside the kitchen carrying in his arms their five year old son Vinter.“Hi mommy!” Vinter greeted her as soon as he saw her. While Alana was a daddy’s girl, Vinter, her first born, had been a mommy’s boy so much so that he often refused to leave her side when he was a baby.“Hi my baby, go on and wash your hands and then you can
When Vevina walked back to her room she saw Alastor instantly hide something away from her and stood up to come to her side.“Are you okay?” he asked, cupping her shoulder with his arm around her and helping her to the bed he sat her down.“Yes I am okay,” Vevina mumbled watching her mate’s actions wondering why he looked nervous to her.Noticing that Vevina’s eyes were puffy and red Alastor frowned and making her face him he said, “Vevina, I want you to stop putting pressure over your mind. I don’t care whether you have that baby or not so please don’t let me bother you. You should do as you want.”She saw that even as he told her this his eyes were glossed with a slight shade of red. He must have been crying alone to hide it from her.She knew that it was her body that was going to undergo all these complicated processes and change but to hear Alastor not care about his wishes and be happy with just her made her realize the basic constitution of her family had been different than wh
Throughout the way that Vevina was walking back to the pack house she had been receiving congratulations from people passing by.“We are so happy for you Luna!”“Stay safe Luna!”“The baby will be just as beautiful as you Luna!”The people just wouldn’t stop gushing about her and her unborn child making her feel weird. It was almost as if the whole world wanted her to have a baby. It was weird how they all loved a life that they had never even met or had anything to do with.How could they love her and her child when they had only just met her yesterday?Vevina couldn’t understand that but with every smile that she saw and another blessing to her child she felt her heart sinking down getting heavier and heavier making her feel guilty.When she entered the pack house Clarissa rushed up to her and said, “I am so happy for you Luna! Our children can play together and maybe one day they will lead the pack together.”Feeling fear at the thought of such a faraway future she watched her prot
“Though it usually isn’t the case but there are times when Alphas can be wrong about the pregnancy of their mate so it is always better to get a checkup,” Alastor said as the two sat outside the pack doctor’s office waiting for her to call them inside.When she had heard Alastor say this last night she had desperately wished for it to be true, she wished that she was not pregnant and that it had all been a misunderstanding. She didn’t think she could ever be a mother.While she didn't want this baby she could see that Alastor really wanted it. The whole of last night she had found it difficult to sleep while Alastor had hugged her to himself and had kept a protective hand over her stomach. Even the way he was stealing glances at her flat tummy when he thought she wasn’t seeing him was making her sad.He looked like he really wanted her to have a baby.She wondered what he would do if she denied having one.Would he leave her? Or would he force her to have a baby since it would probabl
It took her some time to realize but Vevina saw that there was a baby in her arms but weirdly enough she was watching herself as if out of her body. It didn’t seem to bother her much then as she continued to watch herself frustratedly patting on the child’s back. The baby continued to cry in her arms and no matter what she did it wouldn’t stop crying.She watched her prepare some milk for the baby but even as she filled the bottle there was something wrong about it. The milk seemed slightly green in color and she wondered if she had been using expired milk but without a care, shaking the bottle she watched herself feed it to the baby.It mustn’t have liked the taste because it puked it all out and cried louder than before making her throw the bottle away. It smacked against the wall and spilled all onto the ground, the bottle now lying broken and deformed.Tears started falling from her eyes and holding the crying baby she sobbed just as loudly as it did. It was pathetic to watch hers
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