LOGINELARA
"…from the pitch blackness, bright golden eyes emerged, groaning slowly at me, his groans forming words that sounds so much like… Mine… ~~~ A sound woke me up before the dream could finish. I shot upright, chest heaving with rapid, shallow breaths, my comforter twisted uselessly around my legs. I dragged a trembling hand down my face, trying to calm my heart which was slamming against my ribs like it was trying to break free, but no amount of slow breathing seemed to convince it that I was safe. My room was pitch black, probably due to electricity being cut off again due to the storm, but for a disorienting moment, I couldn’t be certain I had woken up at all, it felt like I was still in my dreams, especially when I heard it again… The same sound that woke me up from sleep. A low growl… It sounded so faint, and distant, so faint that I am actually surprised it woke me from sleep. The sound stopped just as quickly as it had happened. Trying to figure out where it was coming from, I turned my head slowly towards the ceiling vent. Silence. My pulse hammered in my ears as I waited, trying to figure out if my mind was playing games with me, only that it wasn't. The sound came again, brief and so faint, swallowed by the metal walls. I swung my legs off the bed, reaching for my cellphone to turn on the torchlight, even before my feet touched the ground. With slow shaky steps, I walked towards the metal walls and placed my palm flat against it, listening slowly as if I might feel something through it. The hairs along my arms rose as my body drew closer to the wall, my body leaning into it as if I am being pulled to it, almost as if I am being watched by someone or something at the moment. Swallowing deeply, I recoiled, and at the same time, power came back, lighting the room and I almost laughed at myself, feeling profoundly foolish at the moment. "This place is getting to you, Elara,” I muttered, pressing my fingers to my temple. I turned away from the wall and forced myself back to bed. It wasn’t entirely an unreasonable thing to say. The facility did house live specimens, things that breathed and moved and, presumably, made noise. But not in any division I had clearance for, and certainly not on any floor I had ever set foot in. Everything I worked with had long since stopped breathing. Preserved. Sectioned. Reduced to labeled fragments behind glass. And the live specimens , whatever they were, were kept nowhere near the residential floors. Everyone knew that. It was policy. It was logic. So there was no rational explanation for a growl filtering through a ceiling vent at two in the morning. Right? I groaned and dropped onto the mattress, pulling the comforter over my head like that might shield me from my own thoughts. I squeezed my eyes shut and willed my mind to go blank, to drift back to sleep, but not back to those golden eyes that seemed to be always waiting for me on the other side of sleep. **************************** "Elara?" I pulled back from the microscope and offered Janet a small smile as she appeared at the entrance of my station. She was my supervisor, technically, though calling her that always felt slightly absurd. She was my best friend first, and had been for years. The title was just paperwork. “What’s up?” She walked in and leaned against the edge of my table, arms folded, and looked at me the way only someone who knows your face too well can. “You look horrible.” I huffed a quiet laugh and dropped my eye back to the microscope. “Thank you so much for that keen observation, Janet.” “When you weren’t in the data room this morning, I almost let myself believe you’d finally taken my advice.” She tilted her head. “You know, take a few days off. Actual rest. Imagine.” “Tempting.” It wouldn’t change anything, though. That was the honest truth I kept to myself. Taking a day off is not going to change anything. I won’t still be able to have a sound sleep without having those strange dreams, so what’s the point? “How much longer on that one?” Janet nodded toward the specimen beneath the lens. I leaned back, removed the slide, returned the sample carefully to its container, and peeled off my latex gloves. “Just finished, actually.” I set the gloves aside and looked up at her. “Why? Do you need something from me?” Janet pushed off the table and straightened, and something in her expression shifted, just slightly, just enough for me to notice. “There’s something I need to talk to you about,” she said. “But not here.“ I arched a brow at her. “Am I in trouble?” She laughed softly. “Do you think you are?” I considered it for a half second. “Not particularly.” “Then wash your hands and come with me.” I nodded and crossed to the sink, scrubbed and sanitized carefully, then fell into step behind her as she led me out of the specimen room. *************** Janet’s office was something I quietly prayed and wished for every time I stepped into it. It sat behind a wide glass partition, elevated just enough to overlook the entire main lab floor. From up here, you could see everything without anyone necessarily knowing they were being seen. Someday. I always told myself, someday I’ll be promoted to and I’ll have a space of my own. “Have a seat,” she said, gesturing to the chair across from her desk. I sat, folding my hands in my lap, and watched as she settled into her own chair with the unhurried ease of someone who owned the room. She leaned back slightly, fingers interlaced on the desk, and studied me in a silence that stretched just a beat too long. I shifted. Smiled, though it came out more nervous than I intended. “Are you going to say something, or are we just staring at each other?” “I need a favor.” My brows pulled together. “Why does that already sound suspicious?” A small laugh escaped her. “It’s temporary. And before you say no,” she held up a hand, “ you’re one of very few people here that I actually trust to handle it properly.” I stared at her. “That,” I said slowly, “somehow makes it sound more suspicious.“ She ignored my comment entirely. “There’s a specimen in containment that requires monitoring.” I stilled. “Containment isn’t my division.” I study cellular behavior, adaptation, mutation, and microscopic responses. Not the creatures themselves. Never the creatures themselves. “I’m very much aware of that, Elara.” “Then why me?” She tilted her head, shifting her gaze slightly off mine, the way she did when she was choosing her words with more care than usual. “Because the staff currently assigned to it are… limited in their approach.” “That’s a polite way of saying incompetent.” “Overly cautious,” she corrected. “Either way, I need observational data that hasn’t been filtered through fear or personal bias.” I leaned back in my chair, studying her face. “And you think I’m not biased?” “I think you’re curious,” she said, “and careful. You notice things other people miss.” Janet rarely asked anyone for favors. It just wasn’t in her nature. And beyond that, she helped me get this job when I needed it the most. I wasn’t in the habit of forgetting things like that, friend or not. “So what exactly would I be doing?” “Delivering food,” she said. “Recording behavioral responses. Nothing invasive.” I blinked at her. “Meals,” I repeated flatly. “You’re asking me to bring it meals. Which means it’s alive.” She said nothing. Which was answer enough. I chewed the inside of my cheek, turning it over. “What kind of specimen requires armed containment and a personal delivery service?” I murmured, more to myself than to her. “A classified one.” I exhaled slowly. “You’re not giving me much to work with here, Janet.” “You don’t need much,” she said. “Observe. Report. That’s all.” It sounded simple, too easy, which was precisely what unsettled me about it. “And this is temporary?” “A few days,” she said. “A week at most.” “…Alright,” I said after a beat of silence. Janet gave a nod, reached into her drawer, and produced a slim access card, placing it on the desk between us. I looked at it without touching it. “You told me to stay off Level Nine when I first started here.” “And now I’m giving you the clearance to be there.” She held my gaze. “That’s the difference.” It didn’t make me feel any better. Not even slightly. Her expression softened, just enough to remind me she was my friend before she was anything else. “If anything feels wrong, you come straight to me. Understood?” I picked up the card. “Understood.” ************* The elevator ride down felt longer than the distance warranted. I stood alone inside the car, watching the level indicators blink to life one by one. Level Seven. Level Eight. A pause, longer than it should have been. Level Nine. The doors slid open with a soft ping, and I stepped out into the gaze of two armed guards positioned on either side of the access door. I recognized immediately that they were not our usual facility security. The way they stood, the weapons they carried, the particular blankness in their eyes, these were not building guards. Military. One of them extended a hand. “Access.” I passed the card over. He scanned it, eyes cutting briefly to the screen, then handed it back without a word or a change in expression. The second guard stepped aside as the heavy door unsealed and swung open. I walked through. The corridor beyond was narrower than I had expected. Observation windows lined one side, though it was mostly dark, so I couldn’t see what was inside, only my reflection stared back at me. I slowed without meaning to. Then, from somewhere behind one of the sealed doors, I heard a sound, low yet deep, an unmistakable shift of something large adjusting its weight in a confined space. My steps faltered for half a second, my body reacting before my mind had fully processed it. I kept walking. At the far end of the corridor stood a final door, noticeably thicker than anything else in the facility, the kind of door that wasn’t built to keep people out, but to keep something in. Another guard stood beside it, watching my approach with pale, expressionless eyes that gave away absolutely nothing. “Dr. Elara?” I nodded, not quite trusting my voice. He studied me for a moment, then took a step closer, his voice dropping to a whisper. "Whatever you see in there…" he said quietly, "don't make sudden movements." Cold sweat rolled down my spine. Before I could respond, he turned and placed his hand against the access panel and the locks began to disengage one by one. Finally, the door opened and he gestured for me to go in. Taking a deep breath, I took a step forward, then another, and another, until I was inside the dark room. The door behind me suddenly shut, startling me. I gasped, turning around, blinking rapidly at the door, wondering why they had to close it. My eyes went back to the tray in my hand which contained the food I was supposed to feed the creature. "Whatever is in here must be chained," I mumbled under my breath. "No need to be afraid." I turned once again, already reaching for the red light switch when I heard a growl, low but heavy enough to rattle the tray in my hand, and from the darkness, emerged a golden-eyed creature.ElaraOuch…It looked sad. Really.Linda only sneered, lifting her shoulders in a careless shrug as she walked. “Bastard,” she added unceremoniously.I shook my head at the way she didn’t look afraid.Her expression reminded me of Janet. They both had that look… like someone who knew exactly what cards they were playing… and one of them did, even with her wrists bound tight behind her back.My senses prickled with the feeling that this woman had something up her sleeve. It was the same feeling I’d had back at the facility, when Janet let me get so close to Fenrir—Close enough to trap us in the end.Back then, I had been naïve and too willing to believe that friendship could overcome everything.Wait a minute.Speaking of friendship… Kate.Where the hell was she? I thought she followed me into the forest. Oh… I mentally face palmed. I turned to Fenrir beside me, about to ask for a favour. But then… I noticed he hadn’t fully recovered yet as his breathing still came in short gasps.Poo
ELARAWe moved slowly away from the room, careful not to let anything take us by surprise.I made sure to stay directly in front of Fenrir while he leaned his heavy shoulder against the wall for support. The main living room was a total disaster of broken chairs, shell casings, and dark red blood. It was brutal in here.Three of Dexter's soldiers were pinned flat against the floorboards with massive gray wolves standing over them. Their jaws dripped with foam and saliva, putting those under them in pure terror.Why fight wolves when you haven't even seen their real form? I shook my head. In the center of the wreckage, Caleb was standing in his human form… but his oversized leather jacket was covered in black soot. I raised an eyebrow, wondering why. He had his small boot planted firmly on the chest of a woman who was struggling wildly in the dirt.It must be Linda.. right?Her gear was torn, and a long, bloody scratch ran from her shoulders down to her elbow. And what was that look
ELARA“I am healing fast enough. Having you this close does more than the herbs, Elara.”“Hm.” Damon let out a short, tired grunt, pulling a small wooden stool toward the side of the bed. I almost forgot he was there."Save the romantic talk for after we clear our names. We have a massive problem. Linda has a three-hour head start on us. By now, she has already reached the facility gates and told Dexter that our bodies are scattered across the peaks.""That is exactly what we want her to think," Fenrir's expression turned cold. "Dexter will lower his guard by thinking the threat is gone, and he will lead us to the antidote and the other board members.”Good plan. But something was missing."But we don't have the trucks or the maps anymore," I pointed out, leaning my hip closer to Fenrir's side. The physical closeness was a comfort I didn't want to lose. "How are we supposed to get inside a fortress without Caleb's heavy gear?""Caleb's gear can only take us this far.” He showed me
ELARAFenrir looked up at me.His chest was wrapped tight in white linens and the color was slowly returning to his face. But his eyes were dark and full of an intense, smoldering heat that made the air in the small room feel incredibly thick."You ran," he whispered, his hand sliding out from beneath the furs to touch my blanket. "I told you to stay away from me, Elara. I told you I didn't want to see you again.""You are a terrible liar, Fenrir," I croaked, leaning closer to him.The proximity was doing something crazy to my pulse. "I felt you dying. Did you really think I was just going to sit in my cabin and let you turn into a corpse on some mountain?"Fenrir let out a rough chuckle. His eyes dropped down to my lips before rising back to meet my gaze. "I wanted you safe. The facility is a slaughterhouse, Elara. When Linda struck Damon and the plane started going down, my first thought wasn't about the mission or Dexter. It was about you. I was terrified that if I died, the bond w
ELARAI didn't realise it was a long, mournful howl, begging for help from anyone or anything that could hear my voice in the wilderness.Suddenly, a chorus of deep, heavy howls responded from the ridge above us. The sound was close, too close, and the air filled with the scent of multiple predators.I scrambled backward, instantly on guard. My clothes had been torn during my wild run through the brush, and so I was practically naked in the freezing rain.I dropped into a defensive stance over Fenrir’s broken body, baring my teeth in a growl as the bushes around the canyon began to part.Something was coming.Up to ten massive mountain wolves stepped out from the trees.Their breath came out in white clouds of steam in the cold air and as they surrounded the shallow bank, their ears tilted forward.I knew they heard me.They looked down at the wreckage and my small body."Don't come close to my mate!" I snapped.A fierce growl vibrated deep inside my throat as I extended my bare han
ELARAI stood perfectly still. Something was in the air.It was like a heavy, crushing heat that caused another violent wave of pain to hit the center of my chest.My mouth dropped open silently. It felt like an iron rod was driving straight through my spine.I gasped for air, dropping to my knees on the floorboards as my heart beat wildly against my ribs. It was not the regular ache of the bond anymore. It was a cold, empty of terror that came from outside my own body."Fenrir," I choked out. “He is in danger.”I could feel him. I could feel his life force dropping like water leaking from a cracked bucket. He was in terrible danger, and the panic of it washed away all the anger and sadness I had felt just seconds ago.I scrambled toward the cabin door."Elara, wait!" Kate shouted, reaching out to grab the back of my wet shirt. "Where do you think you are going? You cannot run out there like this!"I did not answer her. I threw my weight against the heavy wooden door, bursting out in
ELARA It smelled like Mara's blood and I didn't like it.“Mmhn…” I refused to put my head on his chest. But the rumble that moved through his chest vibrated against my face. He didn't like my resistance very much.Behind us the guards were still screaming."Fall back!""We can't get a clear shot!"
ELARAA cold chill crept slowly up my spine, settling deep into my bones, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t shake the feeling that something here was terribly, horribly wrong.“Wasn’t this supposed to be about blood samples?” I asked, my voice quieter now, uncertain.No one answered.It wa
ELARAFor a moment, I just stared at Janet, trying to make sense of it. Then I shook my head slowly.“No.”A faint, almost amused smile tugged at her lips. “So… you’re not angry she stepped in and took your place? Became his little plaything?”Was she trying to get a reaction out of me?I felt my e
ElaraI walked down the long white hallway with my arms wrapped around my notebook.Something about me felt wrong.Every person I passed gave me the same look… and it wasn't the usual quick nod or tired smile I was used to.This was different. Their eyes would remain on me for too long. And when I







