NickTo say I'm nervous would be an understatement. Darren rides in the back seat of my extended cab truck. I wasn't precisely sure if we'd leave court with him today, but after meeting with the foster family who was taking care of him at the attorney's office, here we are.I'd be lying if I said we were completely comfortable with one another right now. To be honest, this ride is downright painful. Luckily for me, Kels can talk to a fucking brick wall."Are you excited to start a new school? You'll have quasi-relations there. My niece and nephew go to the one you're going to go to, and my mom teaches for the district. She used to teach high school, but last year she took a position that allows her to go into all classes and observe. So you may see her, too. Eventually you'll meet everybody, but I can assure you my niece and nephew are the cream of the crop." She grins proudly back at him. I can see that even from where I sit."That's good." Darren speaks softly. "I didn't have
Kelsea"Is he asleep?" I ask Nick later on that night. The two of us are getting ready for bed, and I have to smile at the picture of domesticity we make. Who would have thought a month ago, I'd be sitting on his bed putting moisturizer on my face while he came out of the shower, a towel wrapped around his waist, a kid asleep in the bedroom a little down the hallway from ours."Out like a light. He didn't even move when I went in to turn his light off." Nick uses another towel to dry off his hair. I take that moment to look at him. His skin holds a slight tan all year round, and it's obvious he's worked hard on his body. It's cut in places I didn't even know it could be cut, the vee leading down behind the towel is enticing enough it makes me want to follow the path with my tongue. He's got his signature scruffy – not quite a beard, but not clean-shaven face. His biceps and forearms ripple as he vigorously works the towel through his dark locks.When he stops, he drops b
NickWhen I hear the address come over the scanner, I know I shouldn't respond, but I'm the closest one to the scene. Something churns in my gut telling me not to respond. It's been two weeks since Darren moved in with us. We're finally getting into a routine, and I think he's learning what it's like to have people who care about him. He's more trusting than I ever was, and I hope it lasts. I know I'm learning what it is to care for other people too. But this? I really shouldn't do it."Is there anyone closer than me, dispatch?""Negative Nick, you're the closest. There's been another call about him disturbing the peace."Fuck me running."Show me as responding.""I'll be about five minutes behind." I hear Ransom.That gives me a little bit of comfort, but I know this isn't going to go smoothly. Pulling into the neighborhood, I feel the cloud of despair fall over me, a darkness that I just never can seem to get away from. That darkness is why I sleep outside sometimes.
Nick"Hey, I'm leaving for work," I hear the whispered voice of Kelsea."Yeah?" I answer, trying desperately to wake myself up. "What time is it?""Five-thirty," she answers, as she goes to the closet, bends down, and comes back over to the bed. She has a seat, as she goes about putting her shoes on. "Remember, I have an early shift today because we're doing the free clinic? You have to get Darren to school for me."Typically she gets him off to school and I pick him up. We've settled into a nice routine, and so far things have been working well. The problem with today is, I just got off-shift at three. "What time do I have to wake him up?" I yawn as I push myself up onto my hand. "Six-twenty," she answers, reaching in to muss my hair. "You have to leave here by seven to get him there on time, so don't let him jerk you around.""Will he do that?""With his breakfast, yes. He'll keep telling you it's okay for him to have Pop Tarts. That's not the case, he can't have that
KelseaI have the apartment to myself and it's magnificent. Not that I don't enjoy having the boys with me, but so quickly I turned into a caretaker. My showers are usually between five and ten minutes long. I never get to take a bath anymore. That's about to change today. I'm off work, Nick's somewhere doing manly stuff with Ransom, and Darren's at school. The tub isn't huge in this bathroom, but it's big enough for me to lay down in. The room is steamy, just the way I like it. Taking off my clothes, I dip down into the water, groaning as it caresses my tired muscles. The bubbles and bath oil I use, soak into my skin, relaxing in a way only they know how. Who knew taking care of a home with two other people in it would make me so tired? Tilting my head back against a rolled-up towel, I close my eyes.I must doze off, because the next thing I hear is a sharp intake of breath that startles me. Glancing over at the door, I see Nick. He's wearing a pair of shorts, a tank top, sw
NickI'm running late as I clock in, but I can't wipe the smile off my face. Spending the time with Kels I got to this afternoon was much needed for both of us. I don't think anyone is going to be able to turn this smile upside down today. "You riding tonight?" I ask Ransom as he comes in right behind me. "Yeah, but I'm running late. Stella was having a rough time.""Running late, too." I laugh as I point to the clock. He looks at me, his eyebrows drawn in suspicion. "Funny, you don't look like you're even worried about running late.""I had a great afternoon." I give him a shit-eating grin."I just fuckin' bet you did."The one thing about having a best friend is you never fully have to explain anything to them. They know just by looking at you. He reaches out, giving me a handshake. "Get you some." He coughs as we see Mason walking out of the main office."What's going on with you two?" Menace asks. "Why aren't you already on the road?""Both running late, but
Kelsea"Thanks for coming out with me tonight." I glance over at Stella. "I know you're tired and you didn't really feel like it, so thank you."Darren had ended up asking to stay at my brother's for dinner, which allowed me to have a girls' night."You know I'm always up to have a good time with you, Kels. Even if sometimes I'm not feeling great, don't ever think you can't ask me to come out with you. Speaking of, I can't believe you and Nick haven't decided to put a name on whatever it is you two have. I'd like to kick his ass," she growls as she comes to a stop sign. "If he doesn't know what he has with you, he's a dumbass.""Trust me," I laugh. "I wanna kick his ass too, but I have to believe he'll get a wake-up call. I mean, if we end up being able to adopt Darren, we'll have to deal with each other for the rest of our lives." For some reason I almost cry at the thought. "I have every faith that one day you'll be like me and Ransom. A couple of newlyweds who feel like
Mason (Menace)It's hard to watch my daughter fall apart in front of me, and even harder to watch the Keplers try and keep their heads about them as we all gather at the hospital in Birmingham The last time we were all here was when Ransom got shot, and I don't think any of us have forgotten that.Kelsea looks like a ghost of herself. She's always been my bright, vibrant girl who took after her mom. There's no room she can't light up, but right now her light is gone. It's a reminder of what destruction the world can bring, even when it looks like you've got the world in the palm of your hands.I'm furious this happened to Nick as he was doing his job. As he was protecting the people of Laurel Springs. It makes me angry someone would come gunning for him because he was trying to protect a boy from a father who's much more like a predator. "Thank you so much for keeping him." I can hear her saying to Ruby. "Please don't turn the TV on. He doesn't know, and I don't want him to kn