RansomTurning the shower off, I sigh as I step out, letting the steam surround me. I'm almost positive a shower has never felt so good before. I'm a little reinvigorated, but I'm also hungry as hell and want to spend this time with Stella. I make quick work of wiping my body off, running the towel through my hair, and putting on a pair of sweatpants. "Hey." I smile at Rambo who lays outside the door to my room. "Did you decide to come hang out with me?"He whines before laying his head on his paws and then looking up at me with the most pitiful look I've seen him give in a while. "I know, you're hungry, but if you eat when you're too hot, you puke – and bub, tonight we gotta keep impressing her."It's funny, since I was paired with him, I've always talked to him like he's another human being, and I swear, sometimes he understands what I'm saying as if he is one. Tapping my hip, I whistle low. "Let's get you some food."Turning the corner into my kitchen, honest to God, my c
StellaToday has been a better day than yesterday. I'm crediting the fact I slept – and I really mean slept – with Ransom last night and woke up to him this morning. "You sure you can't call in today?" My eyes travel the sleepy face laying beside me. "I wish I could, but Kels will kill me if I do. Today is a lab day, and we're always busy. She can't handle it on her own. Our part-time chick, Karsyn, we like her, but she's got no damn common sense. Basically, Kels and I run that place.""Bummer." He pulls the pillow under his cheek as he rolls over onto his stomach. His biceps flex as he gets comfortable. "I don't have to go in until two today.""I wish I could hang with you until you go to work," I pout. "Does that mean you get off late tonight?""After midnight," he yawns. Now I feel bad. It's six in the morning. Hopefully I haven't completely messed up his sleep schedule. "Go back to sleep, please? I'll be quiet.""I'll go back to sleep after you leave." His voice
RansomMidnight rolls around as I make another lap through town. The lights are still on at The Café, so I know Mom hasn't closed up yet. Parking, I go to the door and knock. It's not like I don't know the code, I've worked here enough in my teenage years, but my Mom is a cop's wife and she does carry. I don't want to accidentally be shot. She appears from the office, giving me a smile. Quickly she makes her way to the door, opening it. "Hey, thanks for stopping back by.""This is too late for you, Mama," I tell her what I've been thinking for a long time. She needs to stop doing these closings. "You need to let the other people close.""They have families too, Ran. You and Cutter don't need me anymore, and your dad is working all types of hours, just like you. I get bored.""Then find a fuckin' hobby, Mom. I worry about you, and I know they do too.""I can take care of myself," she argues. It's then I see dark circles under her eyes and realize her smile doesn't go qui
StellaI'm warm, warmer than I normally am, and I hear a thudding in my ear. A steady rhythmic beating. As I start to come to awareness, I realize I'm in bed with Ransom. My head is laying on his chest. Below me, I can see the ink of his tattoos, the light sprinkling of hair he has there. His arms are wrapped tightly around me, and our legs are entwined with one another. It's a huge surprise to me that I'm here. Before a few months ago, I never would have thought we'd be together. Truthfully, I saw him as nothing more than a friend, but something changed. There's a couple of moments that stick out, but really there are a group of memories in time. Where I started to look at Ransom differently, where he stopped being an annoying friend of Nick's, and a member of our group. Somewhere along the line, he started to become someone I looked at as if I'd like to get to know him better.Before the day at my grandparent's pool, I always waved off his invitations to hang out. Even when he
RansomThe back and forth motion of the windshield wipers make a thumping noise as they work to combat the drizzle coming down outside the cocoon Stelle and I have ourselves in. These rainy, overcast days of soon-to-be-summer are some of my favorite. Before the really unrelenting heat kicks in and when we still have a little room to breathe because the humidity isn't so high."Do you mind?" She leans over, going to change the station on the satellite radio. "Octane too much for you this morning?" I reference the hard-rock station I like to listen to."Just a little." She flips until she finds something we can both agree on, then sits back against the fabric seats of my truck. Reaching to the middle console, she clasps our hands together, entwining our fingers. If somebody had asked me this time last year if I thought I would be in this moment with her, I would have had a great big middle finger to flip in their direction. I'm still unsure of how this all happened, but I'll
Ransom"How was your weekend?" Menace asks as he takes the passenger seat of my SUV. The Moonshine Task Force has definitely changed over the years. Menace took over the role of supervisor about a year ago while my dad has stayed on with the department as a consultant. As they all get up in years, their jobs stretch and change while Caleb, Nick, and I take on more of the physicality. There, however, is something to be said for the knowledge, experience, and skill of the guys who've come before us. Dad will retire next year, and I'm enjoying working with him while I can, even if I don't work as closely with him as I did the first two years I was on the force. Since Menace took over as supervisor, he's done a bi-monthly ride along with each of us, and we're working on developing a county-wide emergency response initiative. It'll include different members of each public service branch: cops, firefighters, nurses, EMTs, doctors, and everything in between. You apply and can pass the
Stella"I'm here!" I yell as I throw my stuff down on my parents' couch. Even in my mid-twenties, that hasn't changed. It's what I did when I came home from school every day – kindergarten through twelfth grade – and what I do now every time I walk in."I love to hear those words out of your mouth every time you walk in," Mom says as she comes out of the kitchen, holding her arms open for me. "Since both you and Nick moved out, it's lonely around here.""No Mom, that's why Dad's here," I remind her."He's been working crazy hours lately with the implementation of what they hope will be the Laurel Springs Emergency Response Team. I've been hanging out with the girls, but I do miss you." She holds me tightly.I'm reminded that my mom is older, that even though she's in great shape, doesn't look like she's in her sixties, and still keeps a routine like someone thirty years younger than her, she's aging. I need to make time to spend with her. "I miss you too, things have just bee
StellaI'm nervous as Dad clears the table of the dinner dishes. My hands actually shake as I smooth the skirt of the dress I wear over my thighs. "Do we want some dessert?" I ask with what I know is more exuberance than is needed. "I got a chocolate cake at The Café today," Mom says from where she sits."Great, I'll make some coffee to go with it."The thing is, I need something to do with my hands, need something to keep me from blubbering like an idiot. If someone were to ask me why I'm so nervous, I can't really say. It just feels as if a big part of my life hangs in the balance of this outcome. "You don't have to be nervous," Dad tells me as he loads the dishwasher and I start the coffee pot."I shouldn't even be." I shake my head as I open the cake container, cutting us all pieces. "It means a lot to you." He finishes the dishwasher, before coming over to stand next to me. He leans with his back against the counter, crossing his arms over his chest. "The things t