On meds

Chapter 59: Avalyn's POV

"Avalyn!!" Dawn's voice snapped me out of sleep and my eyes fluttered open.

I was still in the bathroom. I wore a robe but I was laying on the floor. After the trance I had, I couldn't bring myself to return to the room. I could only stay there on the bathroom floor.

"Goddess! What are you doing sitting on the floor?" Dawn yelled even louder as she poked her head inside and found me on the bathroom floor.

She rushed to me and helped me to my feet. "Are you okay? What happened?" she whispered as she snaked her hand around me and helped me to my feet.

I felt ashamed of myself. How could I tell her that I wanted to kill myself? How could I tell her that I was given up on everything? That I was that selfish?

I was tired.

I was tired of constantly reigniting my hope only for it to be snatched so brutally from me.

When they bought me, I thought I was doomed to die. When I heard I was going to become a breeder I was certain I was destined to die miserably.

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