LOGINMy boots crunch against the gravel as I carry the rogue out of the car, and into the mansion, the weight of her limp body pressing against my chest.
She’s colder than she should be… and so light.
“Take Elise to her room,” I tell Captain Blake beside me. “Doctor Zarina is on standby to check on her immediately. She’s shaken, not harmed.”
He bows his head. “Yes, Your Majesty.”
The door slides open with a hiss when I enter the healer’s wing, and I sigh at the sharp scent of antiseptic that burns my nose as I walk into my private healing chambers.
I've always hated healer chambers. They're always too clean. Too still. Too full of reminders
Bright white light floods the room, along with the whir of machines.
I place her motionless body on the cot before me. She looks so pale skin against white sheets, especially with her blood seeping through the hoodie.
Her breathing is really shallow now.
“Fetch the healer,” I bark, voice sharper than I intend.
A man in a white coat hurries in, eyes flicking between me and the unconscious woman. "Excuse me, Your Majesty---"
Silas, was it?
“Get out,” I say flatly.
He blinks, confused, his gloved hands freezing mid-motion. “Your Majesty, I only need a moment to—”
“I said get out.”
My voice—more like my aura—leaves no room for hesitation.
He stammers, bows, and bolts for the door. I exhale through my nose, jaw tight.
"Good. I don't want a male attending to our mate either." Klaus snarls.
I ignore him.
Why the hell did I just do that?
I’ve never cared who tended to a patient before. Blood, gender, scent—it never mattered. But now, the thought of another man’s hands on her skin—
“She’s ours. You can’t stand it either.”
I ignore him and motion to the guard outside. “Get Dr. Zarina. Now.”
The door shuts behind them, leaving me alone with her.
She looks nothing like a rogue should. Her scent threads through the air—wild jasmine, frost, and faint smoke.
It curls into my lungs like a drug I shouldn’t touch, causing my chest to tighten.
I force my hands behind my back. If I don't, I know I'll touch her.
Instead, my eyes betray me.
A streak of dried blood glistens near her collarbone. Her lashes flutter slightly, as if even unconscious, she resists showing weakness.
There’s a line between her brows—defiance still alive in her sleep. Even her stillness feels like rebellion.
I keep my eyes from trailing over her figure. That hoodie is raised dangerously too close to what's between her legs.
“She doesn’t belong here.” I mutter, running a hand through my hair and grabbing a fistful. “Not in my kingdom, not in my life.”
And yet… here she is, because I couldn’t leave her behind.
“Why?” I murmur, studying her face. “Why you?”
Klaus rumbles in my mind, his presence colder than usual. “Because she’s our balance.”
“There is no balance in curses,” I bite back. “Only delay.”
The door opens again. Doctor Zarina steps in, her posture straight, her face unreadable.
“Your Majesty,” she says, bowing her head.
Her gaze moves to the woman on the bed. “She’s poisoned.”
“I know.”
She slips on gloves, the snap of latex cutting through the silence. “How long ago?”
“An hour. Maybe more? I administered an anti silver shot on the scene.”
The sound of metal instruments clicking into place fills the sterile air. I watch every movement. Every touch she lays on the woman’s skin.
Her pulse is faint, fluttering against her throat. Her lips are pale. The poison had gotten deep into her system.
“Silver fragments,” she murmurs. “They’ve entered deep into the tissue. I can remove them, but the poison has spread through her bloodstream. It’s what’s keeping her unconscious.”
I nod once. “Extract the fragments. Cleanse the wound. But don’t purge the silver completely.”
She stops, eyes lifting to me. “Your Majesty?”
“She’s a trespasser. I want her to be stable enough to answer questions, not strong enough to run.”
Zarina hesitates, then bows. “As you wish.”
She works in silence. I stand by the wall, arms folded, watching. The hum of machines drowns out the war in my head.
I hear her whimper at a shot Zarina gives her, and I do everything I can to stop myself from growling.
Klaus pushes against the walls of my mind, restless. “She’s fading. Let me near her.”
“No.”
The bond humming beneath my skin like electricity is maddening. Every breath drags her scent deeper into me—blood, forest, rain. It claws at my restraint.
“She’s ours,” Klaus snarls.
“She’s a trespasser,” I answer under my breath.
“And our mate.”
I shut my eyes and start to count backwards, from one hundred to one.
I’ve mastered control and discipline for over two hundred years. But yet, this bond, her scent… arghh… the air feels so thin it feels like I'm drowning.
I squeeze my eyes shut, and force my mind into silence, pulling myself into focusing on my breathing. Inhale. Exhale. Empty.
When I open my eyes again, Zarina straightens, stripping off her gloves. “The poison will weaken her for days,” she says. “I’ll need to check for other wounds, internal bleeding—”
“Later.”
Her head jerks toward me. “Your Majesty, she’s bleeding through her clothing. I need to—”
“She won’t stay here.”
Zarina frowns. “What?”
“She’s not staying in this room.” I step forward and slide my arms beneath the rogue again.
She’s still limp, her head falling softly against my shoulder. “She’ll be moved to my chambers.”
The doctor’s eyes widen. “Sire, she’s covered in blood—she needs sterilization, observation—”
“Then bring what you need,” I say evenly. “IV drips, monitors. Whatever it takes. You’ll attend her there.”
“Your Majesty, that’s highly irregular.”
I meet her gaze. “So am I.”
For a moment, Zarina looks like she might argue. Then she exhales sharply and gathers her instruments, muttering something under her breath about kings and their impossible orders.
I don’t wait.
The doors slide open again, and I carry her out into the hall. Her warm blood smears against my shirt.
Each step sends her scent deeper into me. My heartbeat steadies around it, unwillingly syncing with hers.
Klaus’s voice is now a reverent whisper. “She fits, Rael.”
I ignore him.
The corridor stretches toward the private wing—mine. The security system blinks green as it recognizes my presence.
Behind me, Zarina hurries to keep up, her arms full of supplies. “At least let me sedate her,” she says breathlessly. “If she wakes too fast—”
“She won’t.”
I push open the door to my suite. The scent of leather, whiskey, and cedarwood fills the air.
Until now.
I lower her onto the bed. The dark sheets contrast sharply with her skin. She looks small here… too breakable.
Zarina sets the IV stand beside the bed and gets to work in silence, inserting the needle, checking her pulse, adjusting the drip rate.
I watch the slow rise and fall of her chest. Each breath is steadier than the last.
“Keep her alive,” I say finally.
Zarina glances up. “Of course, Your Majesty.”
I turn toward the window, my reflection stares back at me. Cold eyes, clenched jaw, a hint of something feral beneath.
“Keep her alive,” I repeat quietly. “I want to know who she really is.”
I don’t look back. I don’t slow down. I just keep walking without direction…My palm still tingles from where I hit him, and my chest feels too tight for air as I push through the corridor, barefoot against cold stone.“Unbelievable,” I mutter. “Absolutely unbelievable.”I slapped the king. I turn the corner hard, and slam straight into someone.“Watch where you’re going—!”The annoyed voice is sharp and refined.I look up, only to see that the person I bumped into is none other than Lady Araya.Of course. The Goddess isn't done messing with me today.Lady Araya looks at me like I tracked mud into her sitting room. Her gaze lingers on my faded clothes peeking through Rael's coat, my weathered boots, and my rough looking hair.Her mouth curls.“So,” she says coldly. “The rogue is wandering the halls now.”“Sorry,” I step back instinctively. “I really didn’t see you.”“No,” she replies. “Rogues rarely see beyond themselves.”I snort. “Is that in your job description? Or do you just wak
Everything hurts… badly. My eyelids feel like they've been glued shut. My legs feel extra heavy, like they are sinking in wet sand.Everything is dim… muffled… wrong.A groan escapes my lips before I can stop it, and the brightness of the room stings my eyes as I force them open.Everything is blurry at first, but as my vision sharpens, I see Aisling, and beside her, Ash.Both women look very worried. I open my mouth to speak but my throat feels so itchy and dry, I can't talk.Aisling leans forward immediately, her eyes wide with relief.“Rael? Rael—hey. You’re awake.” She squeezes my hand. “Gods, you scared us.”I try to nod, but the movement sends painful splinters through my skull. Ash stands a little behind her, and passes Aisling a cup of water before moving back a little with her arms folded, as if bracing herself.She isn’t looking at me, and for some reason, I feel irritated about that.I steal quick glances at her, as Aisling feeds me the water, noticing her damp hair, and fl
Elise walks ahead of me into the ward, her little boots tapping lightly against the tiles. She stops beside Rael’s bed and points.“He’s still asleep,” she announces, matter-of-fact.I swallow. “Yeah,” I breathe. “He is.”But the pulse in my chest hasn’t faded. If anything, seeing him again makes it thrum stronger, like I’ve stepped into the same air he’s breathing in some invisible place.Aisling appears from the hallway, sharp-eyed and alert, and for a moment I wonder if she feels it too. Her gaze shifts from Elise to me, narrowing just a little.“You’re back early,” she says carefully.Elise shrugs. “Ash said she wanted to check on Uncle Rael.” Then she pats his arm through the blanket. “But he’s still sleeping. Maybe he’s bored.”Aisling snorts softly, but something flickers across her face when she looks at me again. Elise suddenly gasps as if remembering something vital. “I want snacks.”Aisling lets out a long-suffering sigh. “Lady Araya,” she calls, “please take her to the kit
Elise pats the space beside her, though she doesn’t wait for me to sit before launching right in.“Ash, do you know how to ice skate?”I blink. “Uh… yes? I mean—sort of. It’s been years since I last did.”“You’ll remember once you hit the ice,” she says matter-of-factly, like muscle memory is guaranteed by royal decree.I pull the towel from my neck and narrow my eyes slightly. “Why do you need me to teach you?”Elise sighs dramatically, flipping her hair over her shoulder. “Because my mother is drowning in kingdom work now that Uncle Rael is…” Her gaze flicks briefly to the unconscious king. “…sleeping. And Lady Araya is out running errands for her. So I’m alone. And bored. And I refuse to perform the Winter Waltz on ice looking like a dying flamingo.”I choke on a laugh. “The what?”She doesn’t answer. Instead, she reaches beside her and pulls a gleaming silver laptop onto her knees. The moment she opens it, the screen lights up.I stare at it like it’s an artifact from another life
The ward is painfully quiet now that Zarina and Aisling are gone. The healers rotate in and out with hushed footsteps, and for the first time since I woke up… I’m alone.Well, not completely alone.I turn my head toward the other bed, toward the steady rise and fall of the chest belonging to the Lycan King.Rael.Even unconscious, he looks powerful. Too powerful. His masculine features are sharp, carved, almost unfairly beautiful—strong jaw, thick lashes resting against his cheeks, dark hair a little messy on the pillow, lips slightly parted like he’s on the edge of waking.My throat tightens.“What would things look like… if I wasn’t a rogue?” I whisper to the room.If I weren’t cursed by my past, if Nikola was actually normal, and not a little bloodthirsty?I glance around the empty space again just to make sure no one can hear me humiliating myself.“Would he have still tried to reject me?” I ask the empty room Silence answers.I snort bitterly and drop my eyes.“No. Of course not
My throat feels like sandpaper when I blink awake. The room is dim, the air cool, and for a second everything feels… heavy… like a disaster is waiting to happen.I swallow painfully and croak, “Zarina?”Almost instantly, soft footsteps rush toward me. Zarina appears beside the bed with Aisling just behind her, both of them wearing the same expression: relief mixed with worry.“You’re awake,” Zarina breathes, already checking my pulse, my forehead, my breathing. “How do you feel? Lightheaded? Weak? Any pain?”I shake my head slowly. “Just thirsty. And… tired.”And empty. But I don’t say that yet. “How long was I out?”“Two days, not counting the other nine days.” Zarina says as she hands me a glass of water and Aisling steps closer, her eyes sharp. “Any dizziness? Chest pressure? Strange sensations?”“I’m better,” I say quietly, feeling a bit strange about their interest in me. “But… I can’t feel my wolf.”Their eyes meet over my head, obviously a mind link communication happening sile
“Murderer!!”“She's a psychopath!!”Darkness presses in from all sides. Then—screams. Children screaming..My mother’s voice cuts through the cold, sharp and broken.“Natasha!”My body jerks as the sound sharpens, cutting through the night like a blade. I’m standing in the middle of the clearing ag
I don't realise I am stumbling backwards until I stumble into the snow.I struggle to my feet and run toward the tree line.I can still make it. If I run now.If the Goddess finally pities me for once in my miserable life—All I need is to climb those trees, wait out the chaos, and stay alive.Simp
Dr. Zarina walks beside me as I escort her out of my wing, her boots tapping softly against the marble floor.She still smells faintly of antiseptic herbs and wolfsbane tinctures. Normally, her scent calms me. Tonight, with her scent still lingering in my room, nothing can.“She’s stable for now,”
“Oww.”The sound scrapes out of me before I can swallow it.Everything hurts. It's neither the sharp kind of hurt nor the shallow surface-level pain.This is the deep, dragging ache that settles in the bones, the kind you only feel when your whole body has been taken apart and put back together wro







