I woke up this morning and felt the flutters again; I went to bed and felt them, as if the baby was saying good morning and goodnight to me. I know this is normal, and I know this is supposed to happen but no one mentioned how attached I’d feel.“Are you still having morning sickness, Mia?” My attention snaps to Dr. Lilah as she looks at the clipboard in her hand. “What about the dizzy spells and brain fog?”I shake my head. “They’ve all eased up in the last two weeks or so, but I do feel more tired than usual.”She nods. “All normal. Have you felt movement at all?”Sighing, I look down at my belly and the baby does another flutter before I answer. “It started a day ago; light flutters.”Dr. Lilah perks up and claps her hands together. “Oh, fantastic! That’s the best news I’ve heard all month!” she gushes, writing down something else on her clipboard. After this, she refills my vitamin prescription and I go on my way. My weekly check-ups have been stretched to monthly, so I don’t see
This woman drives me fucking crazy. I went on my knees for her yesterday as if she were my queen, called her my Luna, and vowed to protect her. Now she’s parading around in a fucking swimsuit right below my office window while my warriors make her laugh. How can one movement change me like this? The second I felt my child move, every single part of me snapped to attention. My beast growled deep within me, and that little link I felt to Mia now pulled tautly. I’ve been trying to push this feeling down, but the more I do, the more I fucking realize…She’s mine, and I don’t want her to leave.When did this become so fucking complicated? Knox looks at me with a grin and I nearly want to punch his fucking smug face. I know when it became complicated; when I sampled her during her heat. Now I want more of her. I want her close to me; I want to feel her skin on mine, I want to hear her say my name without the fucking title like she did yesterday./“Why don’t you just make your feelings kn
The warm shower washes away the embarrassment of being rejected. One minute Alpha Nikolaos acts like he wants me, the next he looks at me as if I’m the most disgusting thing he’s ever seen.It happened the second I touched his skin. In my stupid haze of pleasure, I forgot about the one thing he’s dead set against. How could I allow myself to do something like that? This man, he muddles up my head so I don’t think clearly when I’m around him.But why is it only his bare chest? What happened to him?/“He…has a past filled with pain. It would be a pity to see you add to it.”/Is this what Maxim meant? Is this why he hates being touched and yet he can touch me? With a sigh and my mind made up, I get out of the shower, put on my PJs and go to his bedroom. This needs to stop now; either he tells me what he wants from me or I give this ring back.I open my bedroom door and see Josef sitting in his usual spot, playing with his knife and not looking up at me. “Is the Alpha here?” I ask.He loo
A blood-red dress with a neckline that shows off a modest cleavage, a thigh-high slit, flats, and my hair curled in an updo. I never thought I would ever look this elegant, I don’t even recognize the woman looking back at me.We traveled to my father’s territory a day ago, with Nikolaos keeping to his promise. I haven’t seen him at all this entire week, but I know he was around the pack house. His scent was all over, but I never saw him. It was the most frustrating week of my life because I really wanted to speak with him after the way we left things. He’s even got us sleeping in different hotel rooms so we don’t run into one another.We’re supposed to appear happy and in love tonight; how will we pull that off if we’re both trying not to let the other in? I’m not that good of a liar, no matter what he thinks.There’s a knock on my door and Josef pops his head in. “The Alpha is waiting outside for you, Miss Mia,” he says.I nod and grab my handbag while ignoring how gorgeous this eng
I’ve kept my eyes on the fucker the entire evening. After Giovanni announced the engagement, there wasn't any surprise or anything coming from him. He actually lifted his glass in a toast when our engagement and Mia’s pregnancy were announced. Something is up, and I need to get Mia out of here./“I’ll be up on the helipad in the next ten minutes,”/ I say over the mind link and get confirmation that they’re about to start the helicopter, then I lean in to a frightened Mia. “We’re leaving,” I whisper and drag her out of the side door. “Something isn’t right, Mikhail didn’t even look surprised at all.” She nods. “He was smirking the entire evening, it unnerved me to no end,” she says as we reach the elevator. I see Josef running towards us with his weapon and dagger out, nodding to give us the all-clear before he joins us.“No one was following us, I checked all your blind spots as well as the stairways leading here,” Josef says and I slap his shoulder in approval. “Thank you, Josef.
There’s nothing but darkness ahead of me. I can’t see anything behind me, nor can I hear or smell a thing. But something tells me to move forward, towards the red light glowing in front of me.Flashes of memory allude to something bad happening to me, but I can’t remember what it could be. Right now I feel no pain, no worries or stress, or any obligation to anyone. It’s warm and comfortable; I don’t want to leave here, I just want to close my eyes and float.“But you have to leave, Mira,” my eyes snap open when I hear a voice echoing all around me. There’s still darkness everywhere, not oppressing but refreshing, but I am being pushed forward toward the glowing red light.“That’s it, Mira, follow my voice…”Why does this voice sound so familiar? Who is it? I try to call out to it, but when I open my mouth, nothing comes out.I have to move forward, I need to get to them and see who that person is. My heart clenches and I feel tears slipping down my cheeks the more I try to get to that
As soon as the doctor gave me the all-clear, I moved Mia back to my territory. Josef and the missing warriors are nowhere to be seen, but I know he’s already at Mikhail’s side. His father claimed not to know why he became a traitor, while Maxim thinks Mikhail fed on Josef’s insecurities. How the fuck would he have done that, though? How long has he been placed here as a spy? Giovanni begged to see her, to see both of us but I declined; it’s his fucking fault she’s in this position. I warned him that it wouldn’t be wise to antagonize Mikhail, but did he listen? This has now escalated the war in my territory and I know the only way to end it would be by killing Mikhail. However, as much as I want to put all the blame on Giovanni, I know this is more my fault than his. I placed Josef with her, I trusted him to protect her, and I’m the one who made sure he was constantly at her side. I’m the one who made her trust him. /“He hid it all well, old friend. Don’t blame yourself,”/ Knox say
I don’t know what to make of what Nikolaos has just said; all I know is that my heart clenched so tightly that I nearly burst into tears.“Let’s get you back into this dress so we can talk; your body is distracting,” he says as he picks up my discarded dress. “Nikolaos-”“When you’re dressed,” he urges and slips the dress over my head. Another protest is about to slip past my lips when I see how tightly he has his jaw clenched… So I allow him to help me into the stupid garment before he takes my hand and leads me back into the bedroom.He sits down on the bed and I go to sit next to him, but he pulls me onto his lap and kisses the side of my head. “I need you close to me while I tell you this; hopefully you won’t be disgusted with me afterward,” he says with a crack to his voice, and my heart breaks along with him.I take his hand in mine and draw it to my lips to place a kiss, just like he’s done to me so many times before. “I’m not going anywhere,” I assure him without any fancy w