“I’m sorry, what?” I asked Zaliver after having our breakfast. I woke up and found him just staring at me that morning. After showering, I wore one of his clothes to his great pleasure for some reason and headed for breakfast. He said the first thing we needed to do was to visit the doctor.Zaliver stared at me blankly as if not telling me I was going to get tested like some animal. I mean, I know I was part wolf but still.“Um, I’m sorry. I think I heard you wrong. Could you repeat yourself, please?” I asked politely though my eyes were warning him to choose his words wisely.“Fine. We’re going to the doctor to get your blood tested.”“For what?” I asked.Did he think I had an STD or something? My wolf growled, offended. He cleared his throat and looked out the window. There were are a lot of people moving around the house, but they paid us no attention. I had a feeling it wasn’t by choice. As they passed by, their movements would slow down as if it was a command.“I just want to che
“What?” I voiced out my question. He stopped at a red light and turned to look at me with a weary but serious look on his face.“You wanted to ask me some questions. Now’s your chance,” he said. I thought he had ignored me, but I guessed not. I’d better not waste my chance then.“Okay. Um . . . so, why do wolves’ eyes in your pack turn silver? No other pack has done that before,” I asked, motioning my hand to my eyes. I turned my full attention to him, not wanting to miss any indication or clue. He clenched his jaw before he relaxed completely. He shifted his expression to his usual cold look as if he was bored.“Because no other pack is led by a god. My wolves call upon my strength when in battle, on a mission, or just to show their spiritual respect to me,” he answered.“They call upon your strength? But won’t that make you weaker, especially if everyone use it at the same time? Is that why no one have seen you in years to centuries because you have grown weak?” I asked him.“No. If
When we entered the room, I was relieved to see that it really did look like a doctor’s room. He pointed at the only chair in the room—which I found odd—for me to sit on. Zaliver greeted the man, shook his hands, and patted his shoulder. He leaned against the wall beside me and crossed his arms over his chest.“Hello Vivian, my name is Doctor Mickelson, but you can call me Dr. Mick. I’m not sure if you know why you’re here.” He saw Zaliver shaking his head and nodded. “Okay, so when Zaliver informed me about you, he said he wanted to conduct a research. Note why you aren’t marked like normal mates yet?” I glared at the doctor for the reminder. He flinched a little and glanced to Zaliver, who must have had a scary expression on his face because he immediately apologized.“Sorry! That came out wrong. Well, the reason for that was he wants to know how both of you will react to a mating bite and bond. It’s the first we’ve ever heard of such—a bond between a wolf and a wolf god,” Dr. Mick
I felt like I had rested for a few years when I woke up, but it was probably just hours. I didn’t need to open my eyes to remember. I wanted to get the image of that girl’s head snapping so close to me out of my head. It was even scarier when complete darkness seemed to surround Zaliver with his black eyes and angry expression.I squeezed my eyes even tighter, making the little white spots appear behind my lids, and sighed out loud.I wasn’t sure how I felt at the moment and how I should feel towards Zaliver. Hate him? Fear him? My mind and wolf were at war against each other. While the human side of me knew what Zaliver did was wrong and cold, my wolf was telling me it was the nature of wolves and life in general. Zaliver just protected and acted on instinct when it came to us; his anger was more than what regular alphas would have done when their mate would be put in the same situation.A part of me was convinced to label him a monster, but the other accepted it as justified.Was I
If I did, then it would always be like this—him forcing me to submit to him whenever he didn’t agree with what I had in mind. If I wanted to at least have a somewhat equal ground with him, I had to stand up for myself.“You idiot! Do you know how dangerous it is for your kind to hold in a shift? I can’t believe you would endanger yourself like this. This just proves how much you need me to take care of you!” He scowled at me.Huh! I looked at him slack-jawed.What? Out of everything, all he heard was the shifting part. How the hell did this become about me depending on him all of a sudden? Where the hell did this come from?“Wow, hold up there. First of all, it’s not my fault that I haven’t shifted in three days. I was on a plane, got kidnapped and knocked out by two and then knocked out again by three. So if there is anyone to blame here, it’s you. I was planning to go for a run when Algebra freaking took me. One day! I’d like one day where I’m not getting put to sleep!” I exclaimed.
I froze for a second on top of Zaliver, who hadn’t removed his arms around me. I slowly looked up and saw him already looking at me. His eyes were slowly darkening as I looked into them. It had always been him on top of me and not me on top of him. I could feel his heart beating under my hand, strong and fast. As we looked into the each other’s eyes, I felt myself get pulled into the vast ocean of blue his eyes held. Surrounded by his scent and feeling him underneath me, my body heated.“Are you alright, Vivian?” he asked with his voice coming out provocative. I watched his plump red lips pronounce my name slowly and sensually.I’m dead. I think my ovaries exploded with how hot that one sentence came out.No, no, I’m not fine because my sexy-as-fuck mate is currently under me with his arms wrapped around me. We hadn’t even kissed yet, and I already felt like dying on the inside.“Uh yeah, s-sorry. I don’t know what came over my wolf.”“She seems to be quite mischievous and playful.” W
It took me a moment to realize what he had done and what we were doing. My eyes were closing a second too late. Immediately, it felt like my senses were on overdrive. I could feel everything; I could feel him. His body was adding warmth to my body, and his heartbeat was strong and loud.His lips, firmly pressed onto mine, were as soft as silk. After a few seconds, his lips began to pull on my bottom lip. The sensual movement was making me shake a little. I was slightly frozen, not knowing what to do or think. This was my first kiss. What the fuck was I supposed to do? As if fearing I would pull away, his hand cupped my face, keeping my face still; the other supported him so as not to crush me, not that I would mind though.I went on instinct and moved my lips to do the same. I lifted my hands and placed them on his back. He tensed at first and then he relaxed. As he began to make patterns on my lips, I slid my hands down his back and gripped his firm waist. His kiss became rougher as
I was officially annoyed and felt slightly rejected by the pack.After being escorted to the largest mall on this side of the island, I came to realize fairly and quickly how fast pack news would spread, especially when it involved the alpha snapping someone’s neck for his mate. I was treated with respect in every store I entered. It would have been fine if the wolves hadn’t been: A, shaking; B, stuttering and apologizing for nothing; and C, avoiding me like I was that one weirdo you see in the streets late at night, thinking I was going to rob you so you pick up your pace and look the other way. I wanted to meet new people and mingle with the pack and get as much information as possible, but with the way things were going, I’d have better luck getting information from Zaliver. We all knew how much he loved to talk.“It’s fine, Luna. They’re just not sure how to handle you yet. That’s all. The pack never really expected to have a female alpha,” Court comforted me as I looked through s