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I arrived twenty minutes early. It was not by accident. Keeping to time counts as one of my rules. I adhere to it and so, I never forgive anyone who fails to. Zach Moretti met me at the door himself, dressed up as hospitality. "Mr. De Luca." He extended a hand I didn't take. "Thank you for coming. Everything is prepared in the reception room.” I walked past him without a word and Matteo tailed behind. The housekeeper led us towards the reception. The room was exactly as staged as I expected. Zach's wife sat stiffly near the window, her daughter beside her, composed, watching me the way people watch something they're trying to decide whether to fear or charm. A handful of staff arranged at the edges of the room like furnitures. But she was not there. I turned to Zach who had walked in, but I didn't ask immediately. I let the silence stretch, watched Zach's composure strain under the weight of it, watched his wife's hands fold a little tighter in her lap. People revealed more in silence than they ever did in conversation, and I had learned exactly how to use that years ago. "Where is she?" I finally said. Zach's smile faltered. "She's — getting ready, Mr. De Luca. She'll be down shortly." "Shortly." "Any moment now," his wife added quickly, too quickly. The housekeeper moved like she meant to volunteer — half a step forward, already opening her mouth to offer to fetch her. I held up a hand and the room went still. "I'll get her myself.” I walked towards the room the housekeeper pointed at but halted when I heard a quiet noise from the back staircase. I followed the noise, making sure my footsteps were faint and that was when I saw her. Moving fast towards the back gate, holding her gown like she had regretted wearing it. She was trying to escape. From me. She slowly opened the back door and ran off. I followed her and watched her run towards the fence. I ended the game then. “Where do you think you're going?” She froze completely. I watched her shoulders rise and fall once, slow, like the air had simply left her body. She turned around to face me, I saw exactly what I expected to see. Fear. “I–I,” she stuttered and it irritated me. "Don't." I muttered dryly. "I'm not interested in whatever you're about to say, I want to know why you thought this would work.” She said nothing. Her hands tightened around the hem of her dress, like she was holding onto something. "Did you really think you'd get past that fence before I noticed you were missing?” I asked and she shifted uncomfortably. "I had to try,” She whispered without putting up a defiance. Just the truth, offered like she expected nothing in return for it. I studied her then. The trembling she was trying to hide, the way she kept her chin level despite it. It was clever, but foolish. "Understand something," I finally said in a low but even voice. "There is nowhere out there for someone like you to run to. The men who would find you before I did would make this entire arrangement feel like mercy by comparison." I let the words settle into the space between us. “Are you trying to frighten me?” she asked in a whisper. I moved closer and she shifted back quickly. "Try this again," I warned, "and there won't be a conversation. Only consequences.” She whimpered and shifted back. I turned back to go in but paused when I didn't hear her footsteps. “Inside, now,” I ordered and she quickly walked in and I followed, close enough that she understood exactly how little distance remained between her and a different version of tonight. **************** The reception room hadn't moved when we returned. Zach stood the moment he saw her — relief, then confusion, then something closer to alarm as he registered the silence between us, the visible tension in her shoulders. "Seraphina, where were—" "She was getting some air," I said, and the lie was deliberate, given without explanation, daring anyone in that room to question it. No one did. Matteo pulled out a seat for her and she quietly sat down. I sat down before he could pull one for me. The room rearranged itself around then. Zach lowering back into his chair, Isabella's eyes flicking between Seraphina and me, calculating something I had no interest in. "There won't be a wedding," I announced and the room went still. The woman and daughter gasped. Seraphina didn't move. "Mr. De Luca, surely—” Zach started but I cut him off. "This is a contract," I said. "Not a celebration. She signs the documents and that's all that's required." I looked at Seraphina again, briefly, and watched her absorb the words without reaction — though I noted the slight release in her shoulders. I watched the stunned Zach again, too stunned to bring out the documents. Matteo cleared his throat and he reacted quickly, bringing out the documents and handing them over. I looked at the documents once again and gave them to Matteo who handed them to her. “Sign them,” he said, like she wasn't aware she should. She looked at her parents, who seemed to be more concerned about the cancelled wedding than she was. Her eyes went to Isabella but it didn't last. Finally, she picked up a pen and signed them before handing them back. Matteo nodded and handed them back to me. “She’ll move in two days,” I announced and gasps followed. I didn't care, she was mine now and I would do whatever I wanted with her. I stood, buttoned my jacket, and walked towards the door, ignoring the surprised faces behind me. Matteo's phone buzzed before we could reach the car. He looked at it and halted, and his expression hardened. “What?” I asked and he sighed. “Dominic,” he finally said. “He sent me a message.” I continued walking. “What's in the message?” “It’s about Vincenzo,” Matteo lowered his voice. “His last known location was two blocks from here,” he said and I stopped. I turned to Matteo and he nodded in understanding. The message only meant one thing, Vincenzo was following us, and possibly stalking my new bride. “Text Christy,” I finally said. “Tell her our bride is coming home today,” I ordered and walked back where I had come out.SERAThe soft knock on the door woke me up, but I didn't open my eyes for a few seconds until the knock sounded again. I groaned and opened my eyes, then frowned. This wasn't my room, I thought and the next second, my eyes widened as everything that happened yesterday replayed in my mind. The surprise by Damian, his apology, his words, and his hug. I smiled then. That hug was my highlight of the night.“Ma'am,” the housekeeper gently called out and I looked at the door. I had forgotten that someone was knocking.‘Damian spices’ my inner voice teased, and I scoffed.“Come in,” I said and she walked in with a smile. “How are you doing ma'am?” she asked softly and I frowned. When did we get so comfortable that we now ask about our well-being? “What's going on?” I whispered and she shrugged.“I’m just asking, you know,” she said and stared at me. Oh, the accident. “I’m fine. Thank you,” I finally said with a smile and she nodded.“What would you love for breakfast?” she asked and I s
SERAEven though Grace and Zara tried so hard to hide their excitement as we drove home, they failed at it. The doctor has finally released me to go home, but on the condition that I rest for a whole week. I still think that's an impossible condition to give to someone. “What's with the excitement?” I finally asked, and Zara looked at Grace. “It's me that's asking,” I reminded her and she chuckled.“I don't know what you're talking about,” she said and swallowed. I smiled then.“You guys are terrible at hiding your feelings, okay? So just come clean and tell me what the fuck is going on,” I said, and Zara shrugged.“Language,” Grace warned and I scoffed. “Fine. You guys can shove it up your ass!”“Language, Seraphina!” Grace burst out and I rolled my eyes.“Sorry,” I whispered and turned to the window. Then I heard a light chuckle.The rest of the drive was silent, with me trying my best to ignore the excitement of those two. Then there they were, making it so obvious that I wanted
DAMIAN“What are you doing there?” I heard Matteo ask and almost jumped. He stared at me for a second before he smirked. “Are you watching her from the window?” he asked with a teasing smile but I frowned. I'd been caught, but I wasn't going to let him have a field day with it or even tell him that I'd dropped a note for Seraphina before he walked in on me.“How's she?” I asked instead and he narrowed his eyes. “Given that you've been watching her from the window, you should have the answer to that question,” he replied, but before I could speak.“Who's watching who from the window?” Christy asked as she walked in with Zara.Matteo turned to them with a smirk, one I wanted to slap off his face.“Boss was watching Seraphina from the window,” he exposed and Christy fake gasped, while Zara's lip slightly parted, genuinely surprised.“We doing the stalking now?” Christy teasingly, and I scoffed.“We don't mind our business now?” I retorted, and Matteo snorted. I turned to him with a frow
SERAThe strong throbbing headache made me close my eyes again a second after I'd opened them.“Sera?” I heard Grace’s worried voice, but I couldn't open my eyes to acknowledge it. “She needs rest,” Christy said to Grace and she released my hand, making me realise that she'd been holding my hand all along.“What's the doctor saying?” Grace asked and Christy sighed.“She was hit badly and narrowly escaped internal bleeding, hence why she needs all the rest she can get,” Christy explained and a lump formed in my throat. Internal bleeding?I had simply wanted to take a drive to clear my head, and it was going well until the black SUV jammed my car. “And the pregnancy?” Grace asked, and Christy sighed again. Why was she sighing that much?“It's intact,” she said, and I heaved a sigh of relief before I could even realise it, surprising myself. The door opened then and I felt a presence. One I wasn't sure I needed right now.“How's she?” he asked and I wished I could scoff. The audacity
DAMIAN “Tell me, Seraphina,” I said and walked closer. “What are you aborting?” I repeated, but she swallowed without a word.I stared at her for a few seconds, trying to keep my temper in check. I was on my way to Christy's room to have a discussion with her, but I overheard my wife talking about a pregnancy and then abortion. Was she pregnant by someone else? I thought, but my stomach growled at the thought of that. She was obviously pregnant by me, which made it even more infuriating that she'd think of aborting my child without telling me.“You want to abort my child,” I accused, and Christy sighed.“She hasn't decided yet…” Christy started, but—“I didn't ask you,” I cut her off, and she frowned. “Do you want to abort my child without informing me, Seraphina?” I asked again, this time sternly.“Yes,” she finally said, and my jaw tightened. It was one thing to think of it, but hearing it come out of her lips was a different kind of pain.“Abort, yes. Not informing you? No,” she
SERA“Did you get it?” I asked sharply and stood up as the door opened, and my mother walked in. She had rushed out to get a pregnancy test kit immediately after her revelation about pizza.“Relax,” she said and chuckled nervously.“I can't,” I replied and closed my eyes. What if I was really pregnant? No, I can't be pregnant.“There's nothing wrong with being pregnant, Seraphina,” Grace said, and I opened my eyes slowly. “Seriously. You're an adult, and you can handle it,” she said, but I shook my head.“I don't think I can,” I whispered and sat back down on the bed. I sighed and looked up to her then. “I don't think I'm ready to be a mother,” I said, and she sighed then.“Sera,” she whispered and sat down beside me. “You're going to be a great mother,” she continued, but I scoffed.“You don't know that,” I retorted and looked at her. “What if I disappoint her? What if I turn out to be like—”“Me?” she cut me off, and I swallowed.“That came out wrong,” I whispered, and she chuckle







