Chapter 49

I know I said I wouldn't cry anymore because of him, but these tears are so hard to hold back! I hate myself right now for being so weak when it comes to Alessandro.

Why can't I be one of those strong women who doesn't cry over every little thing?

I'm so weak. Even though I'm mad at him and want to stay that way, there's a small part of me that just wants to be in his arms.

He brings his hand up and gently wipes away the tears that have fallen down my cheeks.

"I'm so sorry I hurt you baby, but she is only here because she is pregnant with my child. She could do anything to hurt the baby, who has done nothing wrong." He tells me softly as his thumb strokes the side of my cheek.

I turn my head so I don't have to look him in the eyes, and he starts kissing me lightly from my jawline to my neck.

When he kisses my neck, I never want him to stop, and I'm sure he knows that because he always uses any free time he has to give me the softest or roughest kisses ever. I can't stop myself though,