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Chapter 49: You've never touched yourself?

Author: Amira Lights
last update publish date: 2026-03-24 02:10:42

"I don't...i don't know...I can't...."

"Yes, you can." He guided her hand between her thighs. "Like this. Circle your clit. Use your fingers. Show me how you pleasure yourself when you're alone."

"But I've never...."

The confession made him pause. "You've never touched yourself?"

She shook her head, embarrassed. "Not until you. I didn't know how. Didn't know it could feel like that."

Fuck. She was even more innocent than he'd realized.

"Then I'll teach you," he said, softer now. "Come here."

He
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