ALTHEA
“There’ll be no one to hear you cry out tonight,” he murmurs, his lips brushing the skin of my throat. “No one but me.” His teeth graze my neck, and a shiver rolls down my spine. His hand cups me boldly over my jeans, the heat of his touch igniting something wild and reckless inside me. The journey to the bed is a blur of heat and urgency, his hands and mouth leaving a trail of fire in their wake. When he finally lowers me onto the soft mattress, I’m trembling, caught between desire and the faintest flicker of fear. His hand reaches out, his thumb sweeping along my bottom lip. Pulling it down, away from my teeth, letting it plop back in place. It’s delicate, the way his hand then caresses my jaw, reaching behind my neck as his voice softens, “Lay back.” I obey the soft command without preamble, eyes meeting the ceiling as my back hits the bed. A dip forms beside my ribs, where his palm sinks into the mattress as he hovers over me. The other traces up my denim clad thighs, slow over my hips, as he pops the top button out of place. Butterflies take flight, disrupting my insides as his caress continues up my bare stomach, his rough hand makes it feel a lot better than it should. And then his grip closes over one bra cup, squeezing firmly. Not even a second later, he folds down the cup and takes one swollen bud into his mouth. Our bodies merge as my spine curves upward, pleasure coalescing inside me like molten lava. The hot pressure is all I can process, every other notion slammed shut behind a wall of lust. He sucks greedily, but it’s over too soon, before I can lose myself in it. And I blink my eyes open in confusion, just as he pulls away. The disappointment slowly fades though, giving way to anticipation as he pinches my jeans and the band of my thong together, pulling the fabrics down and off my legs in one fluid motion. Cold air hits my bare flesh, and that’s when the daunting reservation rears it’s ugly head. The lighting is low, but bright enough to enhance every dip and imperfection. I should know better than to let my insecurities get the best of me. Especially here with a man I don’t know and will most likely never see again. There’s no argument he’s a well experienced male, no less with women eager and just as well bred to give him the type of pleasure he wants. I pale in comparison. “You’re nervous.” I school my features instantly, like it might have been what gave me away. All he does is give his head a slow shake, eyes trailing down my exposed flesh, “We’ll go slow.” Call me naive, or way too trusting. But those three words, and the way he says them, are enough to slacken my shoulders. So he’s not out to destroy my insides… that’s a plus. Of their own volition, my eyes drop right below his belt, over his crotch. Not out to, doesn’t mean he won’t, if the semi tent in his pants is anything to go by. One blink and broad shoulders fill the span of my vision as his body settles over mine. His palm slides under my back, and with just one twist of his wrist, the clasp is undone. Really well experienced. He pulls the slinky material from my body, loosing it in the darkness as he flings it over his shoulder. As soon as the cool air touches my bare flesh, he warms them with his large hands. I whimper at the friction, and then his body comes down on mine once again. But this time, his knees push my thighs apart, till every hard, enormous inch of him is nestled in the space between them. A heady rush fills my veins. He’s still dressed to the nines, but I’m a naked, wanton mess beneath him. And I fall harder into the deep end of desire when his mouth crashes down on mine. Every hot pull feels like a warning, a threat, a preparation of what’s to come. Because if he fucks anything like he kisses me, then I might just need a little support making it out this bed, much less going to the palace. His tongue delves into my mouth with a harsh groan, and my hands grab onto his shoulders, digging into the hardened flesh for something to hold on to. It’s just a kiss, dammit. A gasp breaks free, just as the fabric of his dress shirt drags across my nipples. They harden into solid points, begging for more, more, more. And I’m far from disappointed when he slips his hands between us, his thumbs and forefingers tugging on each tip. A pulse forms in my clit, it’s throb so fast and maddening. My thighs wrap around his waist as he rocks himself against my core, my mouth falling open on a breathless cry. There’s no way the front of his slacks aren’t soaked, and just then he groans out, “So wet for me.”ALTHEAThat day, all those years ago, they told me it was an accident.That my mother’s death was a terrible, tragic accident.I held onto that lie like a lifeline, because the truth, whatever it really was, had always been too dark, too painful, too dangerous to face. But now, standing here, breathing in the sharp morning air, the truth wraps itself around my ribs like a vice.And it’s choking me.My chest is tight, too tight. I close my eyes and try to inhale slowly, evenly, but it feels like I’ve forgotten how to breathe altogether. My fingers are trembling, my knees feel weak, and the world has gone oddly quiet, like it’s holding its breath right along with me.Because now… everything makes sense.Why we had to move so suddenly. Why I’ve always felt drawn to him in a way I couldn’t explain. The strange connection. The dreams that haunted my sleep and left me gasping in the dark. My body, my mind, they remembered him before I ever consciously did.I recognized him.Some part of me
ASHERI don’t say anything for a while after she leaves. The door clicks shut, and I’m left staring at the empty space where Elise had just stood. My thoughts are a mess. The silence in the room is loud, pressing in from every corner, but it’s still not enough to drown out what she said.Caroline.She lied.She faked a pregnancy.With my child.I drag a hand down my face, exhaling slowly, trying to keep the fury locked inside. It claws at my chest, hot and wild, and it takes everything in me not to let it tear its way out. I’d been grieving something that was never real. Mourning a life that never existed. I’d allowed guilt to dig its roots into my spine because I thought I had failed someone.And all this time, it was just a ploy.A trap.A desperate attempt to manipulate my name, my title, me, into submission.I want to scream. Throw something. Shatter the mirror in the corner, or maybe the walls themselves. Instead, I just breathe. In. Out. Slow. Controlled. Barely.It’s not just t
ALTHEAI don’t realize I’ve started dreaming until it’s already too late.But this one isn’t like the usual ones. It’s vivid. Clear as glass. So sharp it feels like I’m living it all over again.I’m small. Maybe nine or ten. My hands are pudgy and grass-stained, my bare feet soft against the earth. I’m playing in the front of our old house,before we moved, before the war, before the fear. The sun is warm on my skin, the sky above me the kind of blue that only exists in childhood. I laugh as I run, chasing nothing in particular, spinning until I fall back into the grass.Then I see it. A butterfly.It flutters just beyond reach, soft, pale wings flashing with hints of gold and blue. I giggle and scramble up, forgetting whatever game I’d been playing. My fingers stretch toward it, always a second too slow. It dips and rises, then floats away from the house. Toward the trees.I follow.It’s only when the sunlight starts to vanish behind thick branches that I slow down. The forest isn’t
Many decades ago…I don’t know how much longer I can keep pretending.Every day, I wake up hoping something will feel different, better. That maybe whatever is clawing inside my chest will stop. That the air won’t feel so thick, so hard to breathe. But it never changes. If anything, it’s worse now. He doesn’t see it, or maybe he just doesn’t want to. He looks at me like I’m glowing, like I’m everything he’s ever wanted. I wish I felt the same.The physician came this morning. I’d been sick for weeks, nausea, headaches, weakness that made it hard to even stand some days. I thought it was just the aftershock of the bond, or the mark still refusing to heal. But then he looked at me, wide-eyed, and said it.Pregnant.I’m pregnant.I should be happy. I should be overjoyed. My husband certainly is. He picked me up and spun me around like we were living in some fairy tale, not whatever this is. He said it was a blessing. A miracle. That this child will be the true heir of the white wolf and
ANONYMOUS POVI didn’t mean to hurt the king. Not at first.I didn’t want to silence him forever, not really. But he found out. He figured it out, who I really am. That I’ve been working with the revolutionaries from the inside all along. That it was me. Me behind most of the attacks. Me feeding them secrets. Me hiding in plain sight, smiling, bowing, laughing when I needed to, all while plotting the collapse of this crown from within.When I realized he knew, panic took over. I didn’t think, just reacted. One second he was pointing a trembling finger at me, and the next… the dagger in my hand was red.I meant for him to bleed out. I prayed he wouldn’t survive. But he did.And by some miracle, or curse, it was all blamed on the attackers. No one suspected I was the one who had driven the blade into the king’s side.But luck has a short shelf life.He didn’t die. He lived. Barely.They said he was in a coma. Said he wouldn’t wake up. But I’ve never been one to take chances. So, I made
Many decades ago…I warned him.I told him over and over again that it wasn’t worth it. That pushing too far, too fast, would only bring disaster. But he didn’t listen. He never does when it comes to power. To his wolf. To proving that he was right, that he didn’t choose wrong.And now I’m the one paying the price for it.The day of the ritual came like a storm. Heavy. Loud. Unstoppable. I woke that morning with my chest tight and a weight in my stomach I couldn’t shake. I begged him one last time to reconsider, to wait. But his eyes were already far away, locked on a future I couldn’t see.“This is the only way,” he said.He told me that without full access to the white wolf, without proving complete control, there could be no coronation. No throne. No kingdom. No peace.And so, despite every part of me screaming to run, I stayed. I stood beside him in that cold stone circle, surrounded by old blood and older magic. I let them take my hand. I watched the blade slice my skin open, wat